Thursday, December 30, 2004

MiSs_D

Miss D's back again....

And today's the 30th of Dec... I know I know... I said the 28th. But that's the day I left LA.... And I arrived home just now at 0230.That was the time I touched down.

How's LA? Pretty good I have to say.. Pretty good... We ALMOST went to Tjuana. Its the Mexican border.. There was a MAJOR factory outlet over there....Yes on the border.... We initially wanted to cross over but after all that shopping & the bags, MISSION ABORT! Got the trolley back to CIVIC station...

What in the world did I bought over there? 2 Levis jeans & a whole lot of VANS product..... Over there there's loads of stuff that are cheap... There was this sale going on at VANS that if you buy the second pair for 50% off. So Danial grabbed the deal & bought a shoe for his girlfriend... It was abt 16 bucks so if u convert it to SGD, its abt SGD$25. Cheap huh? And yes, that's why I bought the Vans knitwear.. This baby blue pullover.. Really nice... Ok enuf of nice stuff..... I got some other stuff too but I just can't remember what....

How fast time pass by.... The year's coming to an end... Amazing how time passes by before ur very eye.... On board the flight, I did some reflection... Eh! Come on! It was a 20 hr flight.. I almost broke my back alright sitting on that stupid chair... And with some inconsiderate ppl ard. And how much of movie can u watch on board when there's a whole list of abt 50 movies to watch.. U'll get sick of it sometimes....

I was thinking.... Maybe next yr I'll take a break from all this hanky panky stuff... Yah! Yah! I know... These things will come to you unexpectedly. I think I'll be wiser next yr... Nothing too long that when you fall in too deep, you just can't get out nor something too sweet that you'll get sick of it too easily... Just GO WITH THE FLOW..... And yet think WISELY

Tomorrow's the last day of the year.. Any plans for me? Well not really... More of JETLAGGING... Gonna sleep. Catch my sleep.... Its one of those things that you'll do when your tired... Imagine 12 hrs different.... My biological clock has gone nuts for sure..... Anyway, on the 1st, gonna catch a movie with some of my friends... How I am gonna stay awake? I don't know...

BG: Nice to hear abt u.... Happy for you... Abt that treat? I really don't know.... Honestly I don't... Maybe this weekend or next? What do u think? Just gimme a buzz aight?

Ok folks! Catch you soon and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Me at Amy's place

Me at Amy's place....

Talking & talking with her... Oh... yah! My comp crashed!! That's why I'm at Amy's place...

Ok... Big Guy I know I'm supposed to treat u but ur 'UNCONTACTABLE' so maybe if ur reading this, maybe I could treat u when I'm back?After the 28th?

Sis, abt the pics, i'll give em to ya after I come back?

LA... HERE I come!!!!!



C ya when I get back!!!

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Lookin & lookin & lookin.....

Dead bored & hungry.... Wat a combi.....

Been diligently doing the bouquets... Ok ok ok ... I think I've got it!!!

THE PICS ARE READY.....

The raya pics that is... Right now I'm wondering how on earth I'm gonna scan em in this blog... My port's full so I can't fixed it in.....

Oh ya, the raya pics... Should have a look at FINUR's face when he took a pic with all of us... That greatful 'look I've got 4 ladies by my side' looks.... Others are also good. Esp Adeep's pic... God he's so cute.... Cubby cheecks with only two front teeth when he smiles... So adorable...

Ok ok ok... I know I'm turning bored now... Gotta fill my bordom by looking for a hotel in Downtown LA online.... If i'm not the one searching for our accomodations, where in LA would we all be staying......

BOINK! BOINK! BOINK!

Monday, November 29, 2004

Jln Raya with a CAR!!!!!!!!!!

Sat trip for Jln Raya was super swell... Got a Hyundai Matrix ..... Itaw, Nor & me took turns to drive... It was an AUTO car so it was relatively easy.....

Had sometime to get use to using an auto car which is black...
No gears & can't really see the side mirror
And the seats were high
Which means the rear mirror was high too.....

I've got loads to say but I can't type as fast.....

Ok first things first... On fridayI was out with Nadya & well, she said that her bro's GETTING MARRIED!!!!!! How else should I say it? Congrats? This whole emo in me felt like bursting..... Big time..... Anyway, all the best for him cuz he's getting married..... Don't wanna ruin anybody's relationship.. Gasak lah dier... It's his life....

Ok then on Sat..... it was the JLN Raya... See I was excited on writing so that's what I wrote first...

In the mrng I went to Arab st to get some decor stuff for the wedding next Sat... After that I was rushing like a mad girl... FLying all the way... In the end I asked ITAW to fetch me... I didn't even put any make - up on... Not even baby powder... Imagine me putting my broche in the car....


Ok then we went to Shimah's crib... She made us stay over till like 6.15 cuz we watched a movie called ' Eiffel I'm in Love' . It's an Indon movie.. I got the sound tracks... ALWAYS LOVE MELLY GOESLOW....... Then halfway in between the movie, Rafinur called Nor saying that he wanted to join us... So there we were fetching Finur at the bus stop opposite RAHIMAH's.... Oh yah, i forgot. Nor was the one who was driving.....

We were telling each other that Finur tak malu... Its 4 girls picking him up.... We laughed but the moment Finur entered the car, all kept quiet... Then he said that how come we all never talk to each other..... It was tat weird silence.....

Then we were in the parking lot.... Finur got impatient with the parking thingy that he ended up parking the car for us... HAHAHAHA!!!! He went like ' HOW U ALL GET UR LICENSE?'
So there it goes, Finur parked for us.....

At my place, my dad was talking with Finur & they both really wondered how the hell these 3 girls can park their car........

From my house to Nor's house I droved.... Pretty easy though.... U know what, this Finur was so bad that when I wanted to leave the lot, he suddenly said " STOP! STOP! STOP!" so there I was, hitting on the brakes... And u know what he said after that? " Jap!! SEMUT NAK JALAN" In Eng it means, the ants wanna cross the road.....

WOW!! Imagine 4 girls screeching at him... Scolding him..... KHEKHEKHE!!!!


After eating at Nor's, which I must compliment, was delicious... I'm a simple girl who takes simple dishes for her meals.... Her mom cooked ' asam rebus' . WOW!!! Sedap... Plus rojak..... Ni duduk makan kes bersila... There was bone steak too but I skipped that cuz I didn't wanna get my clothes dirty...

Anyway, after that Finur left us cuz he had to join his GF to her bro's place at Jurong... Met her & after that we headed to our mom's place.. This time Nor drove again.....

At Mom's crib, at first there weren't anyone but as time goes by, the bell started to ring..... So at 10pm, we left....

At the carpark, u know what we did, we took pics of us with the car... HAHAHAHA!!! Super funny. At one time, Itaw's flash didn't work so D to the rescue.... Fixed the matter in a jiffy...

We then set on who was gonna drive home... So since was going back to tamp, she drove herself home, & next was me. I drove myself home. We all switched drivers when we reach the car park.. Lucky shimah, Itaw send her home..... Don't need to drive herself home..... So by 11.30 or so, I was home...

So as u can see, when ppl go for jln raya, its advisable to get a car... Cuz there won't be any hassle in getting a cab or taking the public transport.... And the best part is that we won't need to rush......


So that was all I did on my Sat.. Sunday's trip for Jln raya with Mon, Salid, Anom, Hafiz & Sarimah was cancelled at the last minute cuz of some stuff....

BG: Sorry for not being able to pick up ur call last night cuz I was dead asleep... I really felt bad cuz after reading ur blog... Sorry BG..... So when are u free for that treat?

Got to go..
Heading to the poly clinic for that flu JAB...

MUACKS!!!!!!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

I'm Back!!!!

Hello to all my readers!! I'm BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been busy lately with LOADS of stuff.... Got that upcomming wedding. Attending my LCCI lessons & not forgeting JLN HARI RAYA...

See that did I tell ya? That I'll be super busy after my PW.... And well, I've finally made my choice of destination. Going to LA instead.. With my aunt, Danial & Hanis..... I'll be flying off on the 10th of Dec & I'll be back on the 28th. Initially the plan was to be back on New Year but Danial & Hanis couldn't get a same flight back as me and my aunt... So the both of us have to be back on the same day as them....

Yesterday I was out with my classmates for JLN RAYA..... There was Fard, Irwan, Suhuf, Arif, Sahz, Huda, Tini, Khai & Janna.. And not forgetting the lovely MsS_D....... Thank you!!

It was fun & funny.. Got back at ard 11 plus... By the time I got home, I was beat to the max.. And to top it off, I had lessons the following mrng.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was super tiring...

Sat I'm going out again with my SISTAZ... This time, we got the car!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!! SO happi.... Itaw's driving.... I doubt I'll be driving for some time cuz last Sat experience to JB & driving on the CTE was super super scary.....

Yes! Now I can proudly say that I've drove all the way to JB... I've just got my licence for abt 4 mths or so & I 've went all the way to JB!!!! WAY TO GO MsS_D!!!!!

On Sat while driving on the CTE, I nearly crashed with a car.. Thank god I swerved a little bit & my dad actually said that I was abt 2 inches apart from the car... THANK GOD my reflexes were fast... I think I've picked up the skills from such close shave from my experience for pushing the carts in the supermarkets..... Everytime I go for my groceries with my mom, I'll take the cart, and if the mart's really busy with ppl, try pushing... Esp with kids all over the place..... OH GOD!!!!!!!!!

OK now, I think I've gotta go... AMU'S BREATHING DOWN MY NECK TO SPEED UP.
Toddles & catch ya soon......


Monday, November 08, 2004

Lost one of my forms

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!


Feeling super bad now cuz i've lost one of the forms... Sakit hati.... Sitting right next to Ben now.. Don't ya worry, NO LITTLE TEDDIES this time.. Maklumlah bulan puasa...


Talkin abt food... I made some stuff yesterday.. Made the Choc Cornflakes & Honey Cornflakes... My mom made the tarts... Maybe today after school I'll make the choc chip cookies.... Provided I can cook up a recipie... AMAZING D......

Right now, writing crap... Utter Crap.... Tonight I'm going out for MUDPIE again... Bringing that somebody who went there the last time & didn't try it... Heading for the Wheelock branch ....

Wheelock... Wheelock..... Hum............. Memories...


Anyway, I've made part of my resolutions already... And one of them is to stay attached to the 'A's... I know that its lame but i need to focus for my exams... Its a major EXAM ok..... Honestly I think I've really dunk that emotional thingy way out of the window for good...Like I've said before, OUT FOR GOOD....

My aunt gave me the travelling book.. Destination : Orlando Florida....
She makes herself sound 'loaded'.... Anyway, if i'm really going to States, I really need to get a pair of VANS, LEVIS, Victoria Secrets & Clinique stuff.....

Hey I think I'll stop here.... Ppl ard me are talking abt soccer... Imaginary soccer team stuff.. And ppl saying IDIOT loads of time. Tell ya more abt tonight the next time I'm online...


TODDLES

Friday, November 05, 2004

I'm dead Bored!!!

ML AO paper was today... How was it? So so... I really don't know how well I'll do....

I don't know what's wrong to me.... Just now, while doing the paper, I was having a bad tummy ache... That feeling.....

Right now its PW time again..... And I'm tired......... So tired.... Thank god we don't need to come to school tomorrow...

Tomorrow.... I've got no plans.... At the moment.....

Who knows if things come up in the last minute....... Can't say....

Today I think I'm going to stay till 5 pm the latest but I'll seek for early dismissal....

ARGH!!!!! Can't write... I'm STUMPED!!!!!

Thursday, November 04, 2004

My OP's over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its OVER!!!!! OP's over!!!! Yaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhooooo!!!!!!!
SO VERY GLAD that its over... It went quite swell... Teachers were engaged with what I was talking about....


To tell the truth, this whole OP thing was driving me nuts.. Yesterday mrng I was in a very bad state... Stupid PW making me nuts.... The night before I slept at 1.30am, nearly at 2am..... Sean & I woke up at 4.30am to do the PW stuff... I mean, I was there to practice on my speech & my comp was giving problems... Couldn't upload my slides into COGNITO.... Sakit hati.. Heartache.. So there I was, msging Sean at 4.30am... Didn't sleep later till school started....


I looked at Sean & you can see that he too was lacking from sleep.... So while we were practicing with the rest of the grp, Mrs Wee can see that both of us were very tired... I just kept telling JT that I'm tired & she helped me fix some of my presentation.... Thanks JT....

Right now I'm very happy that the stress is FINALLY OVER... :> Right now I've just got to tidy up my GPF... Right now I'm writting my minutes that have not been updated....... That's all...

My plans right now...

1) Friday night - go out with Nad ( that if she can make it)
2) That MUDPIE treat that I'm suppose to give to someone....
3) Go out with JOLINE for that MUPDIE.... That girl went to NYDC cafe & didn't try the MUDPIE
4) Play pool with my PW teammates..... ( Have to check out with JT abt it )
5) Start with all those HARI RAYA preperation.... Buat Kuih..... Clean up... Haizz... All the stuff
6) That travelling plans.... Still undecided..... The location that is...
7) Find out abt more ideas for the upcoming wedding.... Kak Dilah wants the gold bouquet while Abg Lun wants the white ones....Then have to make the arrangements.. have to help Kak Dilah with deco stuff & all that....

Haiz.... Looks like the hols are just starting for me.... I've gotta go & finish up the minutes.... Toddles....

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Sunday Today

Gotta start on my slides today... And tonight I'm not going out wif Nad cuz she has some family gathering... Now I'm thinking abt his bro.. I know I know... DON'T THINK ABT HIM..

Friday was great... Got home ard 11.. The sistaz were 'scolding' me on why I didn't bring the car... I mean my dad wasn't using the car & all that....

Yesterday I was supposed to drive my dad to his seminar at Toa Payoh but then he said I won't need to send him cuz of some changes... Today pulak out of the blue, when I was walking towards the car, he was already fixing the 'P' plate.. Which only means one thing, I'M DRIVING...

I look at my shoe, it was my mom's Birkenstock... Then I told myself, U can drive with this shoe.. Usually I'll drive with my South African sandals... The one with the tribal pics...

Now I'm back home & I'm too tired to do my slides... Tmr's my OP trial again.... Friday Sean, JT & I was GRILLED to the max.... Top, bottom, left, right & centre....

Wondered how school on Friday went... Well it went like this... I guess I was so into my OP that it made me forget certain stuff... I happily told Sean that I was free after school but I forgot that I had LCCI after school.... So there goes my plan to make the baked chicken to be brought to Mom's place... Luckily my dad picked me up from school... My mom then said that she wanted to go to Bussorah St... So my dad kena lah go to Bussorah St...

When I got home later, I only had time to bathe & change into fresh clothes.... Left home at ard 5.30pm to head to Geylang to get stuff before going to Mom's place.... Grab a cab later & head down to Tamp...

By the time we arrived at Mom's place, it was already time to break-fast... Hahahaha!!!

We chatted till abt 10.45pm... Nor felt like crashing at her place & I was feeling sobad cuz if I was driving, we all could save on the taxi fare & we all could go home later... Haiz......

Gotta prove to my dad that I can drive alone FAST....
My parking's improving, thanks to that little concave mirror that I finally learnt to use, esp so for parking....

Ok ok ok ... I gotta stop... Gotta start on my OP slides soon... Toddles

:>

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Ikea yesterday

I'm stuck here again infront of the comp... What do u think I'm doing? JT's editing the PPP.. And if this goes to Sean, it'ld be the 3rd edition. I know... Can't believe that its almost the end of it... My OP is on 4th Nov & my MLAO paper is on 5th Nov, Friday...


Yesterday I went to Ikea & Bugis. Got my white shoes for Hari Raya... U know how hard is it to get nice white shoes.. Finally got a NICE one... The reason why I got white shoes is because my baju is white... And next year, Kakak's wedding & I plan to wear my white songket... The one that I bought from Trengganu...

Friday's coming... Going to my 'MOMMY'S' place... Miss her alot... Meet Nor and the rest of my gfs at Geylang.. Planning to buy some food stuff before going to her place... Can't wait for tmr..

Anyway, I msged Nad yesterday.. She's back...... After so long... I was just trying my luck... To try to get hold of her... My guess were right.... So we plan to go Geylang...... When I don't know...

Kak Dilah called last night.. Asked me to be her interior deco for her bedroom during the wedding... And when I started talking using the words ' TONES', she made me feel as though I was the PRO in that area... Tak ambik ARTs nak sound 'Artistic'... D! D!

Honestly, I think the reason why I got to know alot abt this whole thing because of my late Granny... I mean that's what my mom said... Menurun... And on top of that, we all have good taste in colours..... Diff style but nice colours...

My mom always remind me to always choose earth tones like Green & blue though I hate green.. But like she said, its very soothing... Thank goodness Sean picked light blue tone for our background... Its very calm & soothing & I'm loving it....

Uhm... I'm thinking, COPPER gold goes well with what? Cream? Off white... And remember, there's alot of tones of yellow out there.. The array is Amazing.. Ok, lets not talk abt yellow, white itself is crazy.. There's off-white, ivory.... MABUK....


Hey I think I'm going to prepare my OP speech. Monkey, just because we are the only team that have 3 ppl, we have to start that PREP OP... Just becuz there's 3 of us.....

Gotta Go!!

Busy D

Monday, October 25, 2004

Having my break now... From PW tat is.. Feeling bloated.. Was talking to Rach just now... Talking abt the MUDPIE thingy... I think I'm going nuts abt it...

Jo: Fri wasn't a date.. Just went out with some pple... And we should go out again more often so tat we'll see more 'weird' ppl... Remember that polk-a-dots lady?

Anyway, last night my aunt came over. Buka at my place.. Right now we are thinking where on earth we should go during the hols.. I mean, if we were to go States, I need to make a passport... Cuz mine is the old one and the new feature has that thumbprint & eye id thingy... Leceh lah..


So then we planned to go

1) Turkey
2) South Africa
3) Swiss

Which one? I don't know...

I'm stuck... Don't know where to go...

If I were to go to SA, then I'm still able to get my Levis & Clinique... And if i were to Turkey, there's good scenery... Good stuff which I don't necessary like those amazing artefacts.... Like I said, stuff that I don't need...

My sis asked whether we could go to Paris but I told her that I've been there.... Then she said 'But I've not been there!!'

Asked my Aunt whether we could go Copenhagen.... Nice place that doesn't use EUROs but she told me that the standard of living is very EXPENSIVE.... Now with the whole Euro thingy, I really don't know where to go during the hols...BUNTU!!!!!!!

Ok... Lets think short run.... Where there is only one factor... Ok... now I'm talking ECONS....

What is happening to me? Nutz.........

Listening to 'That thing U Do'... Fadhil's playing it on the comp...... Remind me abt Band... the first song that I've conducted... Amazing huh? My fav part is that duo part... At the middle.....
Hey I'm not writing right... Better go before things get out of hand.... Toddles....



Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Feeling super nostalgic

Honestly
I'm in my nostalgic mode right now..

Y? Well yesterday I drove to AMK... Amazing huh how fast time past by.. Back then I used to be there... ALOT.. AMK Ave 4 was like my second home.. I was younger then...I've been going there since I was born.. And now I'm driving. Went to sent my grand-dad & sis over cuz my mom, dad & me went to JB.. No I didn't drive in JB.. Wouldn't dare....

My mom said my driving was bad last night.. I guess cuz of exams... Hadn't been driving for abt 3 wks... Didn't sit at the driver's seat for ages....

Fri, well I went to NYDC cafe... Gosh the MUDPIE was sinister...Horribly good... Got a treat.... From someone.... Thanks alot for Friday..

After NYDC, walked to the ESPLANADE.. I mean after that meal.. Need that walking... Anyway, there was supposed to be a show on Friday but becuz of the rain, it was cancelled...

Found some place that was good.... And the view was great. The skyscrapers were good but then the cloudy whether spoilt it... And I forgot to bring my cam that night.. Was rushing like mad but it turned out that some ppl who told me not to 'gelek-gelek' was the one who were late.

My exams over though... But PW's killing me.. Making me nuts... Super Nutz...

A couple of days ago I was chatting with Salid, Fariz, Sab & Mary.. Abt bikes & cars & licence... Fariz was talking abt getting a vespa I we all told him not to cuz he's tall... He's gonna look super kaku if he rides one.... Dah lah kudut nak naik Vespa... Funny... Funny... Salid on the other hand was talking about his vehicle cycle.. Weird fella... He was talking about getting a bike... After he gets a licence.. Then buys a bike... He was talking about before marriage, he's gonna buy bike lah.. Then he said that when he's married, he'll buy a car lah... All that... I listened to him... And when I told him that I'm not into guys riding bikes.. Just don't catch my attention... Then he said that I'm the type who goes for guys who's in the higher end... Monkey... I mean, I keep telling him that its safer to drive a car rather then a bike... After that whole conversation, I was wondering what will Mun think abt Salid's 'incredible' idea....

The entry before this was a poem that I wrote last night. Just felt like writing... Wouldn't wanna lose touch of writing...

This year, I might be going back to States for my hols.. No I'm not gonna drive... I might leave on the 10th Dec. It depend on my aunt where she wants to bring us... Maybe LA or Orlando... Whatever it is, I've got this whole shopping list.. And I'm gonna spend NEW YEAR on board the plane... Like it was for the couple of years ago...

Things to get when I'm in States



1) 2 LEVIS jeans
2) Vans shoes
3) Clinique stuff
4) That CD bag that I've been eyeing on
5) Loads of Hershey's chocs for my friends
6) Victoria Secrets ( girls stuff )

Cold Nite

All Through The Night

Looing out through the window tonight
Neither the stars shining bright
Nor the handsome moon
Guiding me through the night

Only with the rain splattering through the window pane
And the cold wind blowing at my face
I could feel the pain
Of lonelyness

Wondering how the cold night
Could turn against me
How that feeling of 'CLOUD 9'
Was not to be

Longing & yearning for that special someone
who will one day
Hold me tight
All through the night

Friday, October 22, 2004

Tonight's da nite

Hey yah...

What were ya thinkin? Yes I'm still stuck with PW... Its like an OD of it.. Honestly... But thank god I'm going out tonight... Cafe NYDC here I come.. With that mudpie.... Yummy.....

Last night.. there's IDOLS, followed by NCIS & then it was OC... What a show slot... Couldn't ask for anything better....

Idol last night was not to my expectations.... Honestly speaking, the only ppl who I can see have that powerful voice are Taufik & Olinda... Trust me, if they were properly groomed, Taufik can easily sing Frank Sinatra and Olinda can sing any Barbara Streisand song.... Daphane, well wrong choice of song... Its not easy to sing Christina's songs. You must have that strong vocals to sing like her... As for Maia, I still find her a slut... Her Bitchy character still bugs me & that's why I never wanted her to be my Singapore Idol. Nak gelek konon. Pegi dah... Budak2 tarian can do it way better then u lah.. Tak yah tunggu Shakira joget. Ni budak2 tarian can shake your asses off lah... Hey bitch, pegi main jauh-jauh!

That Chris guy, I think that he sings without any feelings..Its like singing at a karaoke longe,like those apek2 singing...


I know that I'm being crude but its true... These ppl are like speaking. Nothing else. And I feel that there are other better ppl out there for ppl like Ken, Dick, Florence & Douglas to hunt for that SINGAPORE IDOL.

From my knowledge of music, none of them can be my Singapore Idol... None!!!!!!!!!
None of the Idols caught my attention.. None blew me away...

I really don't know why the heck they didn't vote for Nana, as in Nurhasanah.. That girl is wonderful... Wonder where did Singaporeans put their ears while she was singing.. Ask her to sing Whitney Houstan song, I'll tell ya tat she'll be able to sing it WONDERFULLY.....

I know, I know! I'm dissing those ppl in IDOLS...... But as a Singaporean, I feel that I do have the rights to choose who to be MY Idol... And if they are not performing to my expectations, then, say good-bye to ya...


Monday, October 18, 2004

PW rite now....

Hey

Wat am I having now...PW... The main thingy from PW.... Our report is nice...... Saw the pink form... Got positive feedback from them......

My whole weekend was wasted dazing.... I don't know why but I just stared at the TV set... I guess I needed that dazing session.... And now I've got this itch to go out.... I don't know..... Been DEPRIEVED from going out for a while cuz of the exams....

Started fasting already... Since Friday... Right now its Break time from the PW stuff... I don't feel like comming to school today but becuz of the PW... Argh!!! I think I might not come to school on Wed or Thurs... Its the normal timetable... Its gonna be boring....

I'm back


Been stuck in front of the comp since god knows when...
Waititng for Sean to come back.... Boring.... JT sleeping already... Its 3.20 now.. Going home at 4pm....

Tomorrow, going for MUDPIE...... hehehehe!!!

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Thosai





ECONS ESSAY IS FINALLY OVER



Hunny.... Its over.......



My paper today was not that bad... I guess last night's mugging at the library really paid off.... I think I really went to the max lasty night cuz by 11pm, I was super tired.... After getting the advise from Hezwan last night, I finally slept...


I guess I was so put to the max that I didn't even know why the heck I told him... All I can remember was that I told him that EXAM'S A BITCH & he laughed.. He told me to rest cuz I need it badly...

At first I told him that I gotta study but then the moment I rested my eyes for that essential break, I guess I was too tired that I kinda dozed off for a while.... I then msged him back to say that I'm heeding his advice & I'm gonna sleep.


This mrng I woke up at 7.50am.. Took my shower & ate my nasi goreng... With keropok that is... Imagine with the bits & pieces of em on top of them.... Yummy.... And I was reading my INFLATION notes at the same time.... So I was happily eating my food...... And at 9.30am, I left for school....


Talking about school, I don't need to go to sch tomorrow & thursday.... Cuz I've got no paper... So happy..... .. Can sleep & study at my own pace... Friday's my Accounts & Mgt paper 2.... Wish me good luck.....

To Jo & Noryn, thx for the taggy msg....
To Wan, thanks for understanding about what I wrote......
Others, PLS PLS PLS PLS leave me a msg when u're blog-hopping...



Toodles...

Monday, October 11, 2004

can't write

I'm back... I'm kinda dazed rite now... I just had my mgt paper... There was this case study question which was 16 marks.... It could damned be an essay question... 16 ok... And it was asking about the 4 P's in marketing.... Wrote 3 1/4 page of it... Guess how many papers I used... 10 in total... I know... That's y I can't write now... Someone pls massage this aching hands of mine......

What did I do over the weekends? Uhmm.... Sat was GP paper... So the mrng was burnt.. Later went for lunch... Then got home... I then went home to change & get my mgt stuff for tuition at Ms Gan's house.... It ended at around 6.30pm.. By the time I walked to the bus-stop, it was already 7.30 or so.... I was too beat to do anything... I thought of meeting Wan to pass me the cd... But then, hey its last minute... I guess he'll be at B's that night... Very far from where I was.... And on top of that, I was totally beat....

When I got home, I ate dinner.... And by 10pm, I dozed off.. Too tired.....

The next mrng I woke up at ard 8.30 am... I relaxed for a while and after watching 7 Heaven, I was cleaning up my room.. Gosh!!! It looked bad!! With my files, notes & bags all over... Argh!! Anyway, I've cleaned it up already...

After lunch I was like a couch potato... I don't know what's wrong with me now... Been eating alot.. Rach said that I've been eating alot therefore increasing the consumption of food........

Hey, I suddenly got this itch to study for Econs right now... I know its weird but its the whole thing.. STRESS.... Feel like eating ice-cream too....

Toddles...

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Accounts paper on Friday...

Hey...
Hey...
Hey...


I don't know what i'm gonna write... Last night .... Well I've gotten into a pretty bad shape... Something happened... Thanks Hezwan for lending me ur listening ear... I was really in a bad shape....

Its funny though.... Of all people.... Hezwan... Considering the fact that I was once attached to him & we were on a topic of love.... I guess I knew too well that he's the open minded type..... That's y I poured it all out last night... And I felt kinda bad for not telling him about it before we both were ever attached.... Geez.... Like he said, THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. That there is a reason for everything that happened.....

Its kinda weird though that when we were talking, he told me that we were in the same boat except that we both are in different cabins.... I mean, he was there trying to help me to be level headed.... And tried ways to distract me from thinking of my problem..... All I have to say is THANKS a LOT......

Hey ppl who's been reading his blog... Well, all I have to say is that he's a nice guy.... At first, back then I mean, well I thought that he's a very funny crappy guy..... Superficially. I guess over the years, things have made him very matured. He knows when to be serious & when to be funny.... BG, even though I've known u for like years now, I guess last night was the time I gotta know abt the real U.... The serious fella who knows abt life...

He told me a story about his friend's freaky incident... Ya lah.. In a way he's trying to make me see things clearer.... And I appreciate that... But as the saying goes... it's easier said then gone.....

Hey I think I better stop talking abt what happened last night... It should be a time for me to sit & think.. And reflect.....

BG: Abt the cd... pls pls pls pls pls hold on to it for a little while... I'm currently busy with school stuff... And I'm still figuring abt the parking thingy.... Been using my pencil to figure it out today... My frens were asking me why on earth I'm playing with my pencils.... And I kept telling em that I'm learning how to park... Hey... I owe u a cruise right? U'll have to wait...... Maybe on my 21st b'dae ........ Well see how....

Nor: I didn't call u last night cuz I know I would be disturbing u while u were tutoring ur kuzin... No hard feelings k...


Hani: Hani!!! Hani Bunny.... Of course I remember u.... How r u doing there girl? As u can see, Cam & I r in the same school but in diff campuses.... Met Zi a couple of times at Tamp.... I don't knoe abt Diresh though....... Hey I can never forget the first 3 mths... Best time of my life.... Of school that is... U sleep in class... Skip class... Loads of stuff huh.... Do drop in more often k....


Jo: What do think of it? Still wanna go on with that IDEA of mine? Pls don't shoot me with ur arrows.... I know lah that u're one terer archarer..... And I like ur respond to it.... A HUGE LAUGH!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok.. I'm gonna hit the books now.... Catch ya later... Maybe soon.....

ToodleS

Friday, October 01, 2004

It's been quite a while

Yup... I know... Its been sometime...

Right now its a Sat... In school.. I've got accounts class later at 10am...

What have I been doing lately?? Uhmmmmm............ Reading some good books & studying.... My exams are next week..... And accounts will be welcoming me to the promos....

Two days ago I read a book by James Paterson.... Well its an interesting book cuz he's an interesting author.... Yes, he's the one who wrote Kiss the Girls & Along Came A Spider. The one that I read was Sam's Letter to Jennifer..... Its a good book to destress.... Honestly, it is..

Its been a long while since I've been reading any good book... Right now, well, I think I'm getting on with my old habits... That is reading a book.. And lately, its been raining alot so my mind is always thinking of snuggling in bed with a good book...

Oh god!! I think I'm gonna get indigestion... I was reading in the car ( My dad was driving) and I think it didn't go well with breakfast... That's right..... Genius me.....

I was suppose to type a poem that I wrote . But I left it at home. Honestly, I can't remember when I ever even wrote it... I think I'm becoming a little absent-minded...

Sorry about that... I was talking to Kelly, the librarian... About some books.... Interesting though...

And my indigestion is gone..... So far so good....

Last night Nor msged me.... It reminded me alot about back then... Why does a relationship that has been smooth sailing have any hiccups??? Nothing is smooth sailing...

D, that's why the word KALEIDOSCOPE was invented.... To show the ups & downs of life... DUH!!!!

And Kak Iva, if you're reading this, tell Alif that I say Hi.... That guys is so cute..... And very nice to talk to.... I took some pics of him... Unfortunately not with him... Maybe I'll get it uploaded here.... Cute Alif........... Actually, handsome Alif, when he's older that is........

Hey I think I'll stop here...... Lesson's starting soon & my hair is in a mess.... C ya....

To0dleS...

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Freaking Monday Mrng...

Yesterday it was super FREAKY


Firstly, thanks Nor for helping me out last night.... I really needed someone to help me last night....

So here it goes.....


I was happily fiddling with my handphome last night around 11.30 pm last night.... After studying INFLATION last night, I guess my fingers were a little unattentive.... So I accidentally dialled Darwin's HP no.... Knowing from the past 9 mths experience that he wasn't using that no for ages..... So as a person knowing that, I'll just let the phone hang up on its own....


But this time it was ringing...... So I very cheeky, I used my home phone, which is a private number, to really call him...... And he picked up...... And I quickily hung up....

I know I was stupid when I was doing that..... D!!

And you knoe what, he called my hp later.... It buzzed a few secs before it went t missed call mode..... I then msg him..... Asking him who it was who called me......D's acting STUPID..... Super stupid.....

Instead of replying the msg, he called me again.....

I didn't pick the phone up........

I msged him again to ask who it was......
Never reply.....

So I called him.... I spoke in my coarse just woke up voice....... I kept saying 'hello!' & he was saying 'hello!' too..... Then he said' May I know who this is' in a firm harsh tone... And I hung up...

I really really freaked out then... with a shaky body, I called my bestfriend in the whole wide world... Noryn....

Talked to her about what happened.... And I was still shaking when I spoke to her....

Her advise to me was to call him and apologise...

God knows how I got the power to call him & I did..... Unfortunately he didn't pick up.... So I left him a msg instead.... And I went to sleep....

Honestly, I didn't know why on earth I was shaking....... And I told myself to pay attention when I scroll the phonebook in the handphone..... And when the whole thing happened, a hundred and one things were in my mind... What if that person was gonna stalk me after last night's incident... I mean, kalau dier 'antar' ke..... I'll die on the spot...... I mean, she's capable of doing such stuff & so why not these?

And I felt like telling him, " GO FUCK IN HELL" and telling her to shut the fuck up if she intrudes in our conversation.. Felt like telling her, " SHUT THE FUCK UP U BITCH! THIS DOESEN'T CONCERNS U CUZ IT HAPPENED BEFORE YOU 'CREPT' INTO THE PICTURE" Too bad I couldn't say it cuz it didn't happen....

Hey I think I gotta go... Mr Econs is calling me.... Catch ya later alligator......

TOODLES

Monday, September 27, 2004

Hmm......

Hmmm....


Right now I'm in the mists of reading my report... Or should I say, trying to get to my report.... And I've got this urge to write on my blog....



Uhmm..... Wonderin' how my weekend went.... Well Sat night, I slept till abt 2am. I guess I was too busy with my Econs date that I forgot all about the time.. And the next mrng I had to wake up about 5.30 am for that walkathon.... Stupid.....



Anyway the drive at 7am in the mrng was good... There wasn't that much cars..... Hey, my parking is getting better though..... Still asking my dad whether I could drive to school..... Unfortunately he hasn't give me the green light.....



I mean, before I got my licence, he's been bugging me to get them so that he wouldn't need to drive & look at it now.... He still wants to be with me cuz he said that I've not picked up the skills... Whatever it is, all I know is that when its my turn to get a car, I won't need to pay a high insurance fee cuz I've gotten my licence a long time ago. ( Considering the age that I gotten my licence)



I mean, if I drive a car, I'll save my transportation bills.... Can go out WITH THE CAR... Besides being the new DRIVER for the family, I can go home at a later hour... No need to catch the last train or pay the additional midnight sur-charge.... But I think the best one of all is that I would have better freedom......



People been asking me to have a 21st b'dae party... For me, its BAD idea..... Super bad... but then again I think I'll have a chalet only for my closest frens.... Thats all...



Hey...


I'm back......



This time it ain't my break.. My accounts ended at 4.3opm. It was totally mind blogging... Sahz, Tini, Amu & me were draining our brain power to the MAX!!!! Totally.... I thought of studying later but then, I'm thinking twice.... I think my accounts lesson just now had me moodless.... If that word ever existed....



As I was saying just now, my b'dae...... 21st.... I don't know... Maybe I'll have a chalet... INVITED ONES ONLY..... I know that I'm being mean but hey when ur 21, u'ld wanna spend it with your loved ones..... Not that I'ld know that I'll still be attached by then..... <*UHMMM*>



I suddenly have this urge to hit the books... I know it sounds nerdy but hey I gotta study..... By hook or by crook... Only 2 weeks till my first paper..... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!



Jo: Hey girl, I'm just writting normal stuff... Nothing special... Anyway, thanks for reading... I'm happy that ur enjoying it.... Tell Jed I'll say HI! And I've figured out what 'DOG' should I use for OP.... The balloon figurines. ( I know that U'll be thinking that D's NUTZ. I think I am though) ...... I know I'm nuts but hey, I'm gonna make it as impressive as ever..... But if I ever need a real dog, Jed's wanted..... Khekhekhekhe!!!!!!!!!!!



I think I gotta go now... My date with Mr ECONOMICS is starting soon....



Tooddles

Friday, September 24, 2004

Peeps here....

Dr
Cr

I just finished my accounts....


Kinda boring now... With Salid, Soli, Azar & Suhuf..... I'm listening to them talking.... You gotta imagine..... IMAGINE..........


Ok... They are going off now... Ok now......... Better......



I'm kinda blur on what to write... Yes, D's blank.... I guess the migraine is getting on me........


Tomorrow, well i'm gonna study... Oh yah, msg Wan.... Ask him if he's free tomorrow.... To pass me the disc...

Uhmmmm.......... What else, oh, ya, go to the pet restaurant... And finish up up the roll.. I guess I've not been taking pics for some while....


K, I think I'm super dry right now.... Can't write..... Catch ya soon..................

Tooddles.........

Thursday, September 23, 2004

k.... This is gonna be a fast one....

In the library now... No MLAO lessons cuz cikgu's not around...

Right now, just wanting to get wat I wanted.... Get on my blog...... My plan for tomorrow was to study but then I heard that there's gonna be Accounts EPS.... So, I don't know how to study...

I've got no more fitness..... CCAs are on hold.... I read something about pilates today.... Well, I think I've just fallen in love with it.... Quite in love.... It made me remember about my old gym class..... Hey, I went thru alot while I was 8..... Went to gymnastics... And I'm grateful that I was in it cuz if it was not for that , I'll be a fat ass who isn't flexible..... Anyway, the stuff that they do look kinda similar to gym training back then....... Supporting your body with your back & other stuff which strengthens your body......

Right now, I'm hoping that Mr Heikal could implement it in our FITNESS slot or something. I mean the last time we had KICK-BOXING.....


There goes the bell... Gotta go................

TODDLES.................

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Its just those rainy days...

Yup....


I'm back.. Back from the Parliment House that is.... Its a really interesting place for one to get some extra facts for GP... Definately..... And while we were in the bus, Irwan wanted to SABO some of the guys but it back-fired.. The bus driver actually switch on the B'day song.... That all of us just started laughing.... Big time....


Anyway, last night, I went to Mdm Siti's place.... She looked really bad....... I mean, she's in total shockness.... Muka terperanjat..... And she looked pale & tired & sad...


The moment I got home, I gave Amu a buzz.... We talked till ard 11pm... I guess neither one of us were in the mood to study...


Today it was raining super heavily... And the first thing that I thought of was cuddling in bed with a good book... Yeah I know that cuddling with your loved one would be better but I'm UNATTACHED.... Remember? Yeah so I'ld rather cuddle in a good book with either a coffee or hot chocolate.... I got caught in the rain today... Gotta hit the showers soon..........

Anyway, I'll write more tomorrow.... Kinda buzy ritght not..... In the mist of doing some stuff... And I gotta get home.... I got caught in the rain....

Hezwan: I'll give u a buzz aight? Maybe at night or so.... Anything I'll msg u k.........

Monday, September 20, 2004

Gotta reply from Lin

Hey....

I know that its been quite a while since I've written an entry.... Right now I'm doing lots of revision. Especially for Econs... I don't know but I'm having this sudden liking for Econs... I don't know why.... I think something killed my liking for MGT... Or maybe Mdm Siti isn't there to teach me, motivate & scold me... And she's not in school today... Something happened to her.... I really feel like crying right now...

I got a reply from Lyn.... Hey girl, Ur linked..... And my tag-board is in shits now.... Don't know what wrong with it.... And mine is not the only one, Jo's too.... Argh!! Sorry Lyn, I can't reply ur msg.... tag-board sakit....

I was reading Lyn's blog just now..... She was talking about marriage... OH MI GOD!!!! I mean, u just imagine, the last time we met was when we were in Sec 4... After our papers & we met at ECPS.. And right now, talking about marriage... Yeah I know that her mom's just saying it but it unESCAPABLE.... And as for me, its scary... It was like yesterday that we were in P6...... Those were the days.... Time pass super duper fast....


Last night I was msging Hezwan. The first thing that I feel is that he's totally not himself... He just wasn't himself... Maybe like he said, he's into this routine thingy so he's kinda bored.. After msging him, I was thinking, being too free ain't that good either... I mean, I'm at the other extreme end.... mugging & mugging & mugging hard....... I mean, I keep reading at all times...

When I was smsing Hezwan, it made me think of all the stuff that some of my guy friends said... Some of them would just sleep whenever they hit home.... I remember those days when Darwin would be at home sleeping...That fella, really sleep... And one of the other stuff that we'll do would be talk on the phone till late nites.... I think it was then that I started talking to ppl at night...... And I mean super late.... Like till 5 am or so.... I know.... It's crazy. But honestly, it was fun............

And there's this other ppl, more like players.... Every week when they are back from camp, they'll be dating girls... It would be dating a different gal every week...


From experience, the NS days would either one would be attached or detached... Cuz, for one, its like a major test for the relationship & on the other extreme end, well, they are just too tired to look for girls.... All that they can think of would be to sleep.... Haiz.............


Hey, look at the time.. Gosh... I gotta go.... I'm going out again later tonight..... Keep ya updated soon........

Monday, September 13, 2004

Back in school....

Yup... Its me again.. I'm back... In school.. Kinda boring though...

Right now i'm kinda drained though... I guess they took too much blood from me on Sat... This time I'm sitting beside Sab... Sabie.....

Looks like the hols revision are paying up... Remembering wats Monetory & fiscal policy.. Expansionary, contractionary...... U can say that I spent Monday for PW, tues I watched Cinderrella Story..... Wed, Thurs & Fri ..... Studying, studying, studying..... Sat... Had intentions to meet Big Guy but after the blood donation thingy, I was a bit blur blur... U know... A bit dazing..... So I decided to go home... I mean to be on the same side.... Before I fall at the train tracks.. Then the headlines goes.... " A GIRL FELL IN THE TRACKS AT ALJUNIED MRT" Hahahaha!!!!


Anyway, as I was studying at EXPO, I did a little exploration over there... Gosh!! Its totally deserted... I mean, nobody will know if U make out in the toilet... And the staircase that leads to the roof.... WOW!!! TOTALLY DESERTED... So to all the couples out there, if u guys don't know a spot, try visiting EXPO not during those exhibition hours... Its a good spot..


Compared to 'K' , uhm....... 'K's good in its own way. U know what I mean..... But I don't wanna talk about 'K' right now...


I went to sch today feeling a little dazed... Maybe its Monday blues... I don't know.... It's more like boring Monday.....


On Sat, ard 6 pm, my mom & I went out to Yishun.... And I was only a couple of blocks away from blk 148... Yes... Blk 148..... I kept things cool so I didn't do anything irrational.... I mean, hey why on earth would I wanna storm into his place.... I mean, geez, if he's married then... Argh! Though I'm still unsatisfied that he left me... Without any explaination...


I learnt something about me after that relationship... I won't go away without an explaination.... That was why I insist that Wan must give me a reason before we ' WENT SEPARATE WAYS'. And I respect your decision. It's only better if such a thing was done... Its like you have an unanswered burning question in you when someone leaves you without an explaination... The big Y? That's all....

On the contrary, I mean, even though he left me without any explaination, I feel that it was better... I mean, we have a clean break & only to find out that he left you for another girl.. Considering the fact that we were together for almost 4 years... That'll be saddening.... I wouldn't know how I could ever get back on my feet if that happens to me....


Jo asked me how on earth I managed to stay focus on my life after what had happened to me... Hey, life goes on.... Even you wanna stop the things around you changes, you can't. Things happen for a reason... Maybe from Darwin's relationship there's things that I am fated to learn from... And yet, I feel that that method is very harsh......


I know, they always say that breaking up is never easy... Only time can heal all wounds...


I look at myself now and I reflect what has happened to me for the whole of this year... I would say that I've gone thru some rough edges... School's school... Social life is so so... I guess this year I've not really gone out with people like Linda, Mun & Sab cuz they're sitting for their 'A's... I mean except that time that Mun, Sab & I came back from Deena's wedding.... Other than that, nah...... As for my old good friends, we've gone out a couple of times & everytime it was fun..... I mean meeting old friends are great.......


I miss Hema though.... Met her at MSN that night.... great to talk to old friends...


Speaking of old friends, I know that ASSUMPTIONS are the mother of all fuck ups, well I'm getting this inferiority thingy whenever I msg Big_Guy...... Whatever it is, I hope that its not it...


I guess the exams are getting the better out of all of us... Making people think beyond our minds can take.... To the extend of being too self-consicious...


I was talking to Rachel today, about appearences.... Maybe I appear to look like a snob but I'm not... Maybe I wear a visor & ppl start being judgemental... Becuz I hide my face... I think the reason why I'm wearing a visor is that I wanna protect my eyes... The visor will kinda put it in the shade... And esp so when I drive.... Try driving in the sun.. Urgh! And I'm kinda broke to get myself shades..... Maybe I'll buy a plain cap & I'll design it myself... There's loads I can do with that sewing machine of mine... RIGHT SIS?? Khekhekhekhekhekhe!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hey, it 5pm already. I gotta get home.... Do a little studying, practice VOCAB & watch FRIENDS... Today's the last episode....


Catch ya later....

(",)

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

CRY....

Now i feel like crying... Cuz watever i typed before was gone..


Was msning Hema jus now & it whatever I spilled out was gone...


I don't know whether I can recall what I typed...

Argh!!!!!

Yah...

I think i'm going thru alot... I thought I can cope with it but I can't.... Been beaten up too much... Not literally...

Have u ever thought that u'll stand strong.... Even after what had happened, u believe in urself & stand strong... But like any other statue, I guess things inside will eat u up... Darwin always told me that its not good to bottle things up..... I mean, I sub-consciously bottle em up... Whenever I keep quiet, it doesn't mean I'm cool or I'm dazing.. I'm thinking.... And I think I think too much.... Way too much...

I keep telling myself that I gotten over Darwin but why in the world am I still talking about him? Y am I reading my old books that contains him inside? I think I've just put him aside... Not wanting to deal with it cuz it'll be too time consuming... That's y I've chucked it one side....

Last night I had a dream about someone... I didn't mean to think of u like that but it just happened... Maybe I've been watching FRIENDS too much...

Last night, I had a mood swing... No I'm not pregnant... Its just pre-promo's stress... For one, my date with my Econs notes didn't go well.... Kinda confusing.... What do u expect from Econs...

Anyway, something just made me think about THOSE days... U know... THOSE days.... And that's when I dreamt about u.... I went to my little note book & BAM!!!! That pang was back..... I read it all over again.... Then I closed the book & lie on my bed... In the dark... Feeling so lonely.....

I don't know y I'm feeling so low... Super low... Was it becuz of the feeling that I still have for u? I told myself over & over again that I've thrown them away out the window... Never wanting to fall in love cuz I've not gotten over the first one....

I can't totally say that I've gotten over totally over Darwin but I just don't think I'll ever think of getting into a relationship... May it be serious or not... Whatever it is... I can say that I'm having a phobia about relationships.... And starting one isn't that easy to come by...


Here's a question for all my readers....

IS SINGLEHOOD A BLESSING OR A CURSE?

I know u ppl r gonna say that I must be optimistic & all... And considering the fact that I've been in 2 relationships in my whole life..... U can say that I'm a gonner.... And to top it off, i have a phobia remember....

Right now, what I need is a hug from that someone.... Who specifically I honestly don't know.... Just that person who could lend me his listening ear & giving me a huggie when I need it the most.....

Darwin's gone.....

:-[

Friday, September 03, 2004

Its raining Its pouring....

Yup... Its raining outside... My legs are wet... the rain came in..... Argh!!!

Right now I'm stuck in the library... With my GPF.... Need to evaluate the article badly.... Its not so bad though.... Just need some brushing up.....

Monday I'm going to Urban Pooch.... Sunday I'm going to the SKC show... All for the sake of PW................. OUCH!! There goes my chest burns again... Been getting them for quite some while now.. I guess I'm too stressed out... Loads of stuff happening to me.... Like I told Big_Fella, I've been wacked up pretty badly... Left, right, top, bottom & centre... And its all school work....

Its raining heavily outside.... What's good to do now is to SLEEP!!!! I'm serious!! Snuggling underneath the comfy comforter... Snuggle... Snuggle... Snuggle.... Argh!!!

I'm staring at Mmy GPF now... Its saying " EVALUATE ME! EVALUATE ME! " Ok D! Stop hallucinating!!!! Stuff going on.... Argh!!!!

And Yes Nad!!! I owe u a LARGE WHIPPED POTATO....... U're gonna get them k... Remember that patience is the virtue of life....

OK now... I'm gonna go for blog-hopping right now... Catch ya later....



:p

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

School HolidaZe....

Hey Yah... Me doing this from home... Trying my luck with the comp...

Been dazing 2 days straight... I don't know wats wrong with me.... And with this major huge pimple that is super red on my nose. It's sickening...

Yesterday's teachers' day concert was ok. Man sang Dashboard Confessional's Vindicated..... Expect for the 'That Thing U Do' song... It was a catastrophy... Those who sang it made a fool out of themselves.... Saw Nigel trying to pull Salid to sing instead of the 'Echo Boys' ppl...But too bad, time was running out... Salid didn't sing after all....

Thinking of this year's teachers' day celebration, it reminded me of last year's 'Staff Day cum Sports Day'... It was FUN!!! Hahah!!!! People who knows wat I mean by this would be grining.... Hey it was fun...

By the time I got back, I was dazing & watching TV... SMSing Hezwan along the way.... Heard that fella met with a minor accident with a Merc... I know, I know... Merc ..... He rolled back & his rover hit the bumper of the Merc...

I got the tix for the North concert at Zouk... Now I'm contemplating of going or not.. There's gonna be a dog show at EXPO on that day... I intend to go cuz I'm afraid there's not enough stuff for Sean to put into the report... Maybe do some interview.. I asked JT whether she wanna go & she said she'll see.... I mean, if she doesn't wanna go, maybe I'll ask Jo to go with me... I mean, I can't possibly go alone... And preferably a Chinese friend to come along.... I do plan to bring my cam along....

Hey, maybe I'll catch u later... Tomorrow maybe..... See how... The relief teacher for MGT is back so I don't know whether I have any free time in school to write.... And bear in mind that I end school at 5.15pm tomorrow...

Monday, August 30, 2004

Dead Tired

I'm in sch now... My tummy's churning now...

The food's in the canteen is totally lousy... Ah... Ben's next to me again... NO TEDDY GRAHAMS. HAHAHAHAHAHA......

I'm online right now to search the pet crematoria services available... My team mates called them up yesterday but to no avail.... Haizx....

Yeah, yesterday night I did pick dad up at WTC.... I DROVE... Good drive.... Cuz the road at the xpressway was smooth.... Nice drive... My mom instructed me along which road to drive to & so forth... Ok lah... Not bad...

I thought that my dad would want me to drive home... But then there was his fren.. So he drove home... Not bad...

While waiting for my dad in the car, I had some quality time with my mom... She's kinda proud that I can drive now. She said that now she can depend on me .... She told me that becuz it was too hard to take care of me back then, she & dad decided not to have any other children... And that explains y my age gap with my sis is 7 years... Cuz I was too sick back then....

At night, I was suprised to get a msg from Big_Fella... Yup, his line is back... I dozed off while waiting for his reply.. Sorry Big_Fella... Guess I'm too worn off....

And yeah, tuk's discharged... Not that bad now but his fever is on & off... Time to time.. And he only heeds MY advise... My sis's too harsh.. My mom & my two aunts, well lets just say it's ineffective... Yup, old people...

Reading Nor's blog.... teruk punye apek... Haisey Man.... And Nor, its no more in invisible ink... I can read em.... When do u think I can meet him????? And Wati, no hiding uh.... Includes u too.....

Hey I gotta go... Catch u later after school......

I WANT CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Cosi Bar

Yesterday went out with the girls... It was fun... Totally...

Shimah, Nor & I passed by the bar that Elya was working at.. Hoping that we'll crash into her or some thing.. And we did.... I ate this Chocolate Duo for 6 bucks... Totally worth it... Anyway, I'm kinda stressed right now so I need something to cool me down.

At the cafe/bar, all of us were catching up.. Nor now has a business card... Terer sey. Shimah also working.. So since both of them always online because of work, they usually 'meet' online. Guess who I met at Cosi Bar. Sofyn.. Amazing huh...

As I've said before, they know each other right... yup... Elya was like walking to our table with her dazed look & she blurted out, "Yana, She remembers u!" My reply was " REALLY? Oh... OK" Then Elya left... Bangsa cerita tak habis... Then she came back to our table, I asked her again, " What did she say?" Elya's reply was " She asked me, 'Is that Hezwan's girlfriend?' And I said yes." My reply to her was, " She remembers.."

When I first told Elya that I know Sofyn, she was, " how did u get to know her?" And my reply was " I used to date Hezwan." That finished it all off.... She said nothing... Know Elya too long.... Knows wat to ask at the right time at the right place..

Later when Elya was done with work, we all kinda filled in each other about each other's life... Elya was asking me about Darwin & my reply was " Oh, he left me for a BITCH!" Nor's expression changed becuz of the crude language & shimah's too... Elya was like, giving me the 'u gotta tell me' look.... I said " LONG STORY"...

And I did... Wati, kau tak leh sembunyi dlm selimut... No use... We all know.... Oh ya, talking about Wati, now, nor wati & me can drive... We were like, whenever we passed Hilton, there's a MINI COOPER on display. Nor was like, ' OHHHH MINI COOPER' ... I said, now, gimme the keys... And all of us started talking about illegal driving lah, the BMW car lah.... Alot of crap stuff...

And only after talking to Nor, I finally realised that watever Nor wrote in her blog is in INVISIBLE INK... U gotta highlight it to see it... Ape saje... Ini POMPAN...

I filled Elya about my life... Told her how things ended between me & Win. Followed by me & Wan... I asked her whether she was shocked about Wan & me & she said, nah, its expected... Then she teased me about back then when I was having a major crush on him... Giving me the look & all... HAHAHA!!! Now, I'm his ex.... Been there, done it... Its part of my history that had officially ended... U know, the cycle, sec sch crush then, kept quiet about it & 4 years later after we graduated, we were together & we've parted......


Hey, I gotta go... Picking my dad at WTC later cuz he had meeting/conference in BATAM... Gotta Go... ANd yeah, I'm driving....

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

With Ben next to me again

With Ben next to me again.........


Thank god I don't have any Teddy Graham with me now...... Lucky...


Sending Miss Gan an e-mail now.... Done... Took me a while to type the class e-mail add...


I'm kinda beat now.... Thinking of studying econs in the hospital... Can't get hold of JT.... Aiyah..... Leceh....


Hey, I think I'm kinda blur to which one to go to this Sat.... The gals or the gig. Mun ask me to go to Downtown East this Sat... But I told her I can't... Don't wanna mess it up futher..... The more choices I have, the more confused I get...

I think I'm staring at the comp too often... My eyes are in pain... Been experiencing it for quite some while.... I think I better go..... In pain......


:(

Monday, August 23, 2004

Still in school..........

Me in still in school now..... Finished e-mailing to some peo in the dog spa industry...


Ben aka Irwan finish up my Teddy Grahams... Slowly, he finished it up.... He's kinda addicted to it.... And now, he wants me to bring more next time.... Mcm budak kecik makan Teddy Grahams....


About Sat, I really honestly don't know what to do... If I'm going to WOMAD, have to pay $ 24 bucks each.... And I'm not exactly loaded now. So maybe sis, we just chill at Esplanade... What do u think.... Wan's gig, well, I haven't exectly heard from him...... I guess he's busy preparing..... Big_Guy, do gimme a buzz aight?


I was reading Ben's blog, well, its kinda true that its rather hard to express your true self here... I guess its one of the reason why I started this blog... To get myself attached to something when there's nothing to do... I mean, I sub-conciously improve my writting skills........... And here, it's better to be in your own world.. So that people won't talk... That I've learnt for the past 3 years here....


It's been quite some time since I've written any poems. I guess I'm busy with stuff..... School for one....


I was talking to Rach about the benefits of being single... And we were talking about some guys we know... People like Antonio... Had a good laugh.....


We both agreed that it would be better to stay single... I mean, when your attached, for one, your phone bill will shoot up. We can be GOOD girls... One less priority to think off...


But I would definately miss being loved. Big time.... How it feels to snuggle up with that love one... Esp when it rains. And the stars... Uhmm......


Eh, the nyonya here already..... Shooing us away....



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Sunday, August 22, 2004

I was happily typing my entry yesterday when......


I wanted clicked on the post publish icon, it disappeared.... I was really mad.... What ever I typed gone..... Was very frustrated......


I'm still tired since Saturday.... Non-stop since then... My grandad is still hospitalised.. Going thru & fro to the hospital.... Yeah, on Sat, I drove non-stop.... When we came back from the hospital, I headed down to Shing Sheong to do some groceries... And back home...

Later at around 5pm, I drove back to the hospital.... When we left the hospital, it was already dark. And guess what time I got home, 8.45pm... It took me 45 mins to drive from the hospital & back home... And my parking isn't improving either.... Real bad.... My dad's asking me how in the world I passed.... I really don't know. Maybe I can park with the poles & not without it...

And having my dad beside me isn't gonna improve my driving... He said that I would need to get rid of that my PROBATION plate before I start driving alone.... Looks like people like Big_Fella, B, Amu & lots of others would have to wait for that cruise.... But the thing is, if I ever need to go down to TT for wat so ever activity, I'll certainly drive.... You know how far it is from TT to my place.... One long ride in the train...

Last night, I did try to call Big_Fella, but his bro picked up... Not around...Probably busy jamming... Hey, please keep me updated about ur upcoming GIG.... And don't worry Big_Fella, u'll have a blast... Like any other gigs that you had before...

Noryn, thanks for being my fav reader... Do ask Hema to come with us this Sat..... Miss her... Its been quite some time since I've met her....


To my other readers, thanks for reading...

Jo, pls gimme a call when u plan to visit the pet shop. About PW stuff...



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Friday, August 20, 2004

Shop Till You Drop

Shop till you drop......................

What a way of saying...... But its true... That's what I did when I was in LA... My aunt & cousin did that while we were there..... It's like a shopping paradise.... Imagine buying Nine West shoes.... Like 5 pairs.... And 3 Ferragamo shoes. And 1 Gucci shoe.. That's shopping.... Seriously, it cost about $500 bucks for all. It was the Christmas Sale... Imagine if it was the Thanksgiving Sale...


Today's gonna be a busy day...... Busy... Busy...... Busy.....


I might be going to the John Little Sale at Expo.... Buying bed sheets... I like pretty bed sheets..... I don't know why... Especially if it has the canopy effect... I use to have that but I took it away when the big bed arrived. Different position...... The last time I went to the sale with my mom, we bought lots of bed sheets.... My sis got this pink & cream duvet..... Very pretty.... And it cost $7 only.... What a deal..........

Big_Fella: Sorry if I've not called. Been busy with things in school... And my parking's not getting any better either... Nah, I'm not mad at you... That day I called but nobody picked up. Guess your busy with your jamming. When's your gig? Gimme a buzz k... Keep me updated. Maybe I'll check it out.... I'll be around in Singapore.....


Noryn: Yeah, we r going to ZOUK girl..... And I'm serious about it........ I'll keep you updated... Sis, don't forget about nest weekend......



GTG.... Accounts starting soon................



Thursday, August 19, 2004

Invitation

Looks like I'v got an invitaion........ To Zouk


Been feeling a little down now.... Kinda busy now..... Loads of things on my mind.... Grandaddy's hopspitalised.... There's the John Little Sale happening at EXPO....


I'm in sch now... My blogs not showing the link.... I mean, I linked Fadhil into my blog but I can't get his name out here.... ARGHHH!!!!!!!! Its frustrating......


The bell's just gone... People in the library doing all sorts of stuff.... Huda, Fadhil & Arif are doing PW. JT's reading's the papers. Min is staring into space.... Lesson's going on the the function room... Man's in that class...


Oh yah, talking about Man, as in Sulaiman, he sang well on Friday's closing ceromany for the Bulan Bahasa thingy.... He's item was an inpromtu one.. He sang SO7 song... Unplugged... Ili was kinda suprised to hear that he's from November Iris..... That girl ah... Super blur... Everytime I msg her, she never reply... Blur lah that girl.... Blur Blur Blur...... And she keep insisting that she's still using that same number........Aiyah...........


I asked Mun whether there's gonna be another b'day party at her place again this year, like she usually has for the past 3 years, she said not sure cuz of the 'A's. Its around that period.....


Nomie: Thanks for tagging me.....


Talking about her, it's been quite sometime since we all met.... Wonder how's Deena doing now.... MARRIED.... Uhm.... I mean, imagine when Mun & I went to her wedding, we were happily single..... No kids or husband. Then what if it's our turn, Deena will come with her kids & her husband.... Wonder who's next to get married....


Yesterday my dad collected the new telephone directory.... I checked out Darwin's name in it & there it was. His name.... Yah I know, you'ld say that there's lots of other Darwins in Singapore. But then there was only one Mohd Darwin Bin Abdullah in that directory...... I was kinda stunned... The first thing I did was msg Aishah... Darwin's sister... She went like "huh? Wat's d add?" Hope she can check it out.... And yeah, she's getting married soon....


I know, I know. I should let go.... But still.... Its just the drawbacks that you get when you fall in love too deep with someone & its hard to get back to life when things are over........ You'll still think about that person.... Remember the things that you two did back then... All the memories...


I think I better stop now before things happen..... Gonna take my lunch now.... Catch ya later....


TODDLES

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Munching M&N now......

Yum.... Yum.... Yumm.....

Munching....... Munching.... Munching......

I'm in school now.... Stupid comp's sick at home.... Kinda feeling zanny now... Best solution, don't talk to anyone.... I was a lil irritated by someone today... I mean, there I was trying to figure stuff on my own & there she was, bugging me at the wrong time. God knows, whether it PMS or god knows wat... I snapped at her a couple of times..... Pissed off....

Today I was talking with Rach in the gym... I went running for 3 rounds & did some crunchies in the gym. And accidentally I had a muscle pull on my shoulders..... Argh..... It hurts!!!!!!

I was doing some blog hopping today & I came across Elya's blog.... I wonder whether she'll cancel my msg on her tag... And what a coincidence, she knows Sofyn..... I think they're kinda close.... Looks like it.... What a small world.....

Big_Fella, now I know what you mean.....

Munching the M&N now.........

Yesterday, I was msging Nor. We were talking about driving.... It was hilarious...... Talked about the poles thingy... She agreed with me about Comfort Driving Centre teaching us without the poles.... Argh!!! This parking thingy is really bugging me...... Wonder when I can drive on my own....

I mean, when you can legally drive now, you wanna do the stuff that you planned before you can drive. But now, its a whole different story.... Yeah, its just a licence but what can you do if you don't have no car to drive... And to top it off, you can't park...... It's sickening... Currently I'm getting a hang of driving my dad's car but that parking thingy is still bugging me.....


Nor told me that we're going out next weekend..... Just hang out.... And I'll bring my cam... The manual one...... Can take pics.............


Thomas asked me to join the school's photography club cuz he said that I know more about camera more than him.... I'm just grateful that my dad know stuff about photography.... Maybe I should load the pics that I've taken into the blog.... Uhmmm......


People are asking me where is Mitre....... I just said that it's somewhere in town... Amazing huh.... I asked my mom whether she knows the place & she said yeah.... Wow!! Even my mom knows the place. I think the reason is because she used to work around town..... She knows the place like the back of her palms... She told me that she used to pass by the hotels over there when she's on her way home from work.....


There's this nice pic of someone's backyard that I took from my phone....Its nice... My mom asked where I took the pic from & she sound suprised when I told her that I took it from someone's back yard...

Maybe if I go to Mun's place, I'll explore her place... They have good scenery at her place... Minus the tree with the dangling stuff...... SCARY!!!!!!




Monday, August 16, 2004

EXAMZ stress

Hey, I'm back...


Not feeling that well either... Yesterday's drive with Daddy was bad. Went all the way to kallang to learn parking at the vacant lots available there. Its very stressful driving with Dad... So from home, I drove to kallang, airport to collect the ice-cream cake at swensens & then back home....


While I was driving, I saw this dog in the car. I don't know what breed it is but it was so cute. It's ears were pulled back kind. Very cute little fella. It was barking in the car.... So my dad said that the dog was barking at me for being a driver with a probation plate......


On Sat I went shopping to Marks & Spencer to get some stuff..... I definately bought the choc chip cookies... Its a must have when I'm there... Yum.... Yum..... The best choc chip cookies ever.. It beats chipsmore.....


There was fireworks yesterday... A pretty sight.. And the duration was 10 mins. The longest one ever...

Today, so far, it's been boring....I'm very moody now.. PMS??? I don't know. Or is it more of EXAMS stress.... ARGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Whatever it is, it's stressing me up......


Hey Big_Fella, still irritated at me? How's the phone doing ? Gotten ur ENGAGE yet? And I think I really need that lesson from you. At the rate that I'm learning how to do my parking, god knows when I'm gonna be able to drive on my own... However I have great confidence of driving to school alone on Sat for EPS cuz there's not many cars in school on Sat............... We'll see...


Hey peeps, I think I gotta go.. Remember, I'm doing this from school.... My comp's been giving me problems too.... And my sinus's bugging me again. Where is Nigel when I need him????????



MsS_D

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Can't Do iT form homE

Yesterday really suck to the core.............

Had to get home around 4.30 pm cuz of some photo taking session. And when I got home, it was in a mess..... After taking my dinner at 5pm, my sis & I were fighting for the toilet. She was rushing to meet her friends at ESPLANADE....

Last night, tried calling Big_Fella... U know, clear the air out... But he's not ard... And to top it off, I dumped my phone somewhere in my bag & when B called, I didn't pick up. My comp's been hanging loads of time this week.... Don't know, maybe merajuk.....It's sick....

I thought of loading my PW questionaire on this blog but becuz the comp's been hanging, I have to do it in some other way....

And today I've got to go to NUH for my chech-up... God I'll stick out again in the children clinic...
I mean, I've been going there sinck I was 4... Cuz of my heart...

That's y i'm like this... Probably the doc's did something to it...... MAYBE.................

Hey, its time for my break.. Catch u later....




MSS_D

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Stupid Comp

Sorry to my dear readers out there....

My comp's been giving me a problem over the weekends. It kept hanging.... Stupid comp. Was kinda fed-up about it.

My weekend was great. Hung out with Jo. My old pal whom I met in NCO band camp. We had great fun hanging out. Gosh! Her mouth is super LASER. To the max. And god we were mean when we critisied this lady who was wearing this mini dress which looked like rags. And it was black & white poke-a-dots. The first thing that Jo said was that the dress looked like a table cloth. And all I can say was POKE-a-DOTs.....

And Big_Fella, wishing you a happy belated 21th B'dae.

Big_Fella, I know that you were mad at me. But gheez, you don't have to be mean at me..... TO tell u the truth, I don't even know why you're mad at me. Was it the Wed night phone call? If that is so, I'm so sorry. I know I'm irritating when I'm cranky... Sorry aight? REALLY AM...

Sorry guys, gotta go... TOddles

Mss_D

Sunday, August 08, 2004

TOn|ght's there's firewerks

Hey!!!


Rach babe, so how'd it go? Hope it went well. I'm home now. Turns out that my parents will be back tomorrow. I think they just wanna stay a little longer in KL..


Yesterday I went to Borders to get the new edition of Martha Stewerts Wedding Summer Issue. That's the only place that carry her wedding issues. I went with Jo. Its been quite some while since I've met her. Had dinner... Then we went window shopping.... Filled in the little info's that we kinda missed out on. She did help me do the survey. Thanks ALOT for helping me out girl....

I don't know but whenever I'm in town, I'm bound to meet someone while I'm there. I'll catch up with u guys later.... Stupid comp's giving me problems......


MsS_D

Friday, August 06, 2004

As | look out............< Stars Shining Bright >

As I look out my window tonight
I see the stars shining bright
With a hope that it would light
The dim dark path that I walk


As I look out my window tonight
I want to get away from this reality
Where nothing seems like what it seemed to be


As I look out my window tonight
I reflect upon myself
About the things that have been done
About the things that could be left as it be


As I look out my window tonight
I think about why did thou hurt me
Why thou had to be so crude
When I know thou arent't


As I look out my window tonight
I asked myself if
I ignitiated the crudeness
And therefore this is retribution


As I look out my window tonight
I've learnt that
The tongue cuts deeper than the sword
And it's wound is sharp & fast-killing


As I look out my window tonight
I wish that the bright star
Would lead me home............
Tonight

Plain Old D's Back

Hey

Its been quite sometime since I've written an entry. And if readers out there been waiting for my entries, thanks for reading & waiting. I doubt I'll be able to write as often as before cuz I'll be quite tied up with school stuff. Been kinda busy with the PW survey....And the exams are around the corner...


And Wan, about Wed night, I'm really sorry if I wasn't in such a great mood... Things in school been messing me up...


Today was the National Day celebration. We all had a jolly good time... It brings back the old memories of being in OI.... Only that now it's become MI Bartley Campus....


The atmosphere was like a gig... I'm serious. People were body surfing, some male teachers got themselves tossed in a crowd... Even my VP gotten himself tossed... It was MADNESS.... I mean, the real OI is back.. I hope that some of the teachers who was from Toh Tuck didn't get any culture shock...


My parents maybe driving up to KL tomorrow... Wondering what I'll be doing. Maybe I'll take some pics... And not forgetting some data collection for my PW... And yeah, B's on my list of people who are gonna take the survey.... He has a dog...UUUhhhhmmm wonder what breed it is....


Big_Guy, if you are free tomorrow, wanna grab some shots?


Rach babe, tell me the scoop aight... Hope that you'll have a *GREAT* weekend.... Enjoy yourself...


Jo girl, thanks for dropping me those comments. Thanks alot for helping me collecting those dog stuff. And girl, I CAN'T imagine if you were his partner in crime... You with your bow & him with his cape... Khekhekhekhekhekhe!!!!!!!!!! And archery is an EXPENSIVE game... Similar to Golf....


OK peeps.... For today, its short... Catch ya soon...





M|sS_D

Sunday, August 01, 2004

T|tLe|st

Uhmmmm.....



Big_fella, what happened to you? Finally you got my number cuz I msged B... You get my number thru him k... Now that you have my number, gimme a buz anytime... And please, do drop a comment... Its not fair cuz I always drop you a note on your tagboard & you don't write to me........... NO FAIR :<


Was reading Jo's blog... She looks totally different... Wonder what will happen if our old friend the VAMPIRE sees her... Gawking at her I suppose.... KHEKHEKHEKHEKHEKHE!!!!!Hey girl, we gotta go out one day... Catch up... And I read your comment, what *cheeky grin* are you talking about huh???? You gotta gimme the loads k..... And about the dog thingy, you gotta save me the stuff like bottles, dog treats.... Those stuff... And remember I've gotta do an interview with you about being a responsible dog owner..... Gimme a buzz when your back..........


Yesterday's entry was more of travelling.... I know some peeps would say that I'm kinda boasting but hey, everyone have their own opinion...


Anyway, yesterday I went to catch a movie. Spiderman 2 with Hana....It has a totally different ending then what I expected. Sarz said that MJ got married to another guy & someone else told me that now Spiderman now saves people without any mask..... NONSENSE!!!! I've been wanting to watch it since I watched the ad while watching 'THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW' with Nor & the gals...... And in S2, there's this Chinese girl who plays the violin & sang the theme song... Yeah it was crappy cuz it was out of tuned & all that....


My dad bought me a TITLEIST visor. Some golf brand.... And its blue... very pretty for... Ok then, I gotta go... Fetching my mom later at the airport.... And Rach Girl.... Go give him a buzz.. Or at least, msg him......
I know I know, its all our school culture & all.... But hey, no harm done aight?????



Toddles

M|sS_D

Saturday, July 31, 2004

FireWerkZZZ

Yeah, as I was told, there's preview today... So that means that there's fireworks... Saw it from my bedroom window just now....I was saying to myself, 'who could it be, who could it be' when I saw the fireworks just now cuz of a little girl's fantasy...


Hey, wouldn't it be great if you were with your loved one while watching it? When I was younger & watching the fireworks in Florida, I always wanted to watch they fireworks with my boyfriend... But hey, why do I have to head down to Esplanade to catch it if I can watch it at the comfort of my bedroom & to top it off, I'm unattached......


While my family was having our family vacation in Florida, it was the 25th anniversary of WALT DISNEY WORLD so there was EXTRA fireworks. It was cool & very pretty..... All I have to say that it was AWESOME... And the kids & all, all having someone to hold on when the fireworks happened.... And imagine, if your with your gf or bf, kissing under the fireworks... It's gonna be a blast if it was a first date kinda thing & the 'FIREWORKS' inside you happen... And all that romantic kissing... Oh.... Its so romantic...


AAAAArrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!! If only Singapore was bigger & the government could built a MEGA theme park where families & friends can have fun... You know, the family can have the family bonding thingy & the friends can have fun... To everyone who can afford to go overseas, visit the states... Go & visit any of the Disney's theme parks. May it be in Los Angeles or Florida... All I have to say that its gonna be an eye opener when your there.... Good experience....


My mom told me that when I have my own kids & family, she told me to bring my kids there... She said that she would want her gran-children to experience what their mom had... Yeah, I mean, travelling is great experience.... You'll have culture shocks but it all adds up to great experience... It makes one very independent... And the saying 'if you don't ask, you'll get nowhere' is very true.... And especially if you've started travelling at the age of 6...


Back then, when my granny was still alive, it was me, her, my aunt & my cousin who's engaged now... Just the 4 of us... We went to Rome, Paris, Germany, New York, Florida..... My first European country was Italy & France. We went to to Venice & Rome then took the train down to Paris... In Paris, we took the Eifel Tower.. And not to forget the merry-go-round in the Park near the Eifel Tower.. And just imagine, at the age of 6, you see a very different packing of COCA COLA... It was Fat & tall... I mean, as kids, even the packaging fasinates us........


Germany was the country where I first met SNOW... Yeah it was cool. We went to Zukspitz... The tallest mountain in Germany... At the tip, my cousin & I played snowball fights... It was fun but then cuz we had no gloves on, we retired from playing in the snow... Our hands were numb from holding the snow with our bare hands......


The next time that I played snowball fights was in Konya, Turkey.... I was there in Dec 2002... That place is beyond words... Great shopping & great view... While we were in Konya, my aunt, cousin & Danial stayed in my cousin's friends place... Oh god, that was one experience staying at a KAMPONG place. I mean, it was minus 1 outside & none of us bathed... Imagine, when you gargle after brushing your teeth, its like your gargling ice water... And hey, its a cottage which uses the old method of central heating... You know, fire, wood... That kinda of thing... And none of us could ever forget the blizzard that we were in when we wanted to go to Antalya.... Imagine were ASIANS stuck in the middle of the snow, waiting for our bus in a heavy storm.... My cousin held on tight to me... And there was my aunt... Acting cool & all but she was freezing.. Maybe I could scan the pic & load it onto the blog... Its one experience....


Then in Bursa, I went Skiing.... Danial & me... Oh it was hell fun... Imagine me with the skiing gears. And you know what, it cost us 9 bucks to rent the gears for the whole day... And skiing is tiring... You know, when we were back in the hotel, Danial & I was beat... And hungry.. We wanted to grab something but neither one of us wanted to go down... So in the end, my aunt & my cousin went to grab dinner which was as usual, kebabs.... And it was YUMMY.... There was my aunt, seeing Danial & me eating hungrily... Khekhekhe.... She said that skiing made us tired & hungry...... But its an experience.....


After my granny passed away when I was in sec 3, that same year, the whole family went to LA, except for my mom, dad & grandad... For that trip, can you believe that my cousin & I got separated in Disneyland during the closing down rush... My aunt, sis, cousin & Danial got separated. And luckily, our hotel was across the road from the parking lot of Disneyland. My cousin & I waited at the tram station at the park but they weren't there, so we went to board the tram & decided to meet them at the tram station at the parking lot but they weren't there. So after 4 trams passed by. we decided to walk to the hotel which was across the parking lot... And there my uncle was, waiting for the both of us... Yeah, he was worried... We quickly went up to the room & there the others were, eating curry chicken that my eldest aunt cooked...And we were definately welcome by a good scolding cuz I know that the both of them were worried.... Very worried.... But she can't blame us cuz it was a very bad crowd & all of them were walking so slowy... But the experience was great... I know it sounds weird but the experience was great....


All this travelling is all thanks to my mom cuz she has been working in SQ for the past 15 years & as a fringe benefit, every year, my dad, sis, me & her are entittled to ONE free ticket anually. And to top it off, my first aunt also works in SQ & so is the younger one. So the 3 of them works in SQ but in different department... My eldest aunt works in TICKETING while my mom & her younger sis works in FINANCE... Except that my mom's in Sales & my aunt's in Revenue... But they do work in the same building though.....

Hey, I think I've writting almost all about my travelling experiences... There's more cuz this entry doesn't include South Africa, Morroco & Spain.... These three places were great cuz its special in its own way..... Maybe I'll write in the upcomming entries...


And hey, looks like someone misses me...... And about that photography thingy, I'll discuss about it with you Big_Fella.... Provided IF I can get to you cuz your phone's messed up.......


M|sS_D