My day has been a sob since yesterday.... And I blame myself for that....
But then, before I was so sobberish, I was VERY happy cuz I managed to solve this A/C question that took 4 ppl to crack their brains but it still didn't work out... Bel & Alex even used SIMULTANEOUS EQUATION the day before... But it still didn't work out.... It was only during break, the next day, when Amu, Bel & Venus were having lunch & I sat there trying to solve the question, that I'd managed to solve the question that bugged us for the past 48 hrs... Yes, its that bad... Cuz I was doing it in the canteen, everybody looked at my direction when I shouted for joy when I managed to solve the question.... Yes it was embarrassing but it was worth it cuz I MANAGED TO SOLVE QUESTION 8d... Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then......
Later that day.......
I felt like hitting baseball..... I was so angry at myself... Now it's all to late to turn back the hands of time... Just too late.... And I blame myself for all that...Nor tried her best to cheer me up last night after what I've told her.... Thanks girl... Muackz!! Seriously, sometimes I'm just plain DENSE... Like super blur-blur to the MAX!!! That thing is right there staring at my face & I didn't realise it till it was too late.... And his friends even told me but i denied it... Oh D! What has happened to you???? What had made you so dense????
Today.....
I've been super tired since last night... I was at AMK for that wedding... My mom's cousin's wedding... My only grand-aunt's son's wedding... So I just HAD to help out with the flower arrangement stuff & the hantaran stuff.... U know the wedding gifts that the bride & bridegroom exchange.... I did the all the other gifts in advance that wasn't perishable like clothes, make-up, shoes, bags etc... So yesterday I had to fix the money into the frame, the jewellery, fruitbasket & whatever that had something to do with CHOCOLATES... And of course I did that Ferrero Roche bouquet.... And all my mom & aunt did was the Sirih Dara.... That's all.. By the time I got back, well I was BEAT... My mom too... I left AMK at ard 12.30 am & reached home by 1 am... After washing up & all that, I still couldn't sleep.... Stayed up for a while cuz my mind's on SOMETHING.... The next morning, I was DEAD SLEEPY..... Then Mrs Heng & I was yawning away at every other traffic light.. That was cute... And when we did it simultaneously at one point, both of us laugh... It was all too cute...
Then today, my 1st 2 periods was MGT.... There I was trying hard to answer all the question in order to keep myself awake, but instead, I blabbered all the IRRELEVENT stuff..... On my 3rd trial of getting to answer verbally, I got it wrong & Mdm Siti said that she wanted to PUNCH me.... Then on, I gotten my cue to shut up cuz I was just blabbering nonsense in the attempt of answering the questions.... And I was like the JOKER of the class today... So embarrassing... But I was sleepy.... What to do???
I gotta go now.. Heading to the florist behind my school to but the foam that can be affixed to the wedding car... Yes I'm making that too... Lets just see how it turns out cuz its my first time doing it & I wanna do it right & beautiful... I'll post up the pix when they are all ready....
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Saturday, June 25, 2005
I love black Ribbons...
I just love black ribbons... Why? Its very gothical, esp so when I just LURVE ribbons.... I've got one whole box full of it... It's nice.... To see all the types that I have....
The black one, well I use it as part of my dressing from time to time.... The one that I used for my personal blackbox was a trial one... Saw this idea from this book while I was in the library the other day... At the same time I was in need of a box to put on my comp table... And it has to be black to match with my whole comp... So I just wizzed up my old Ferrero Roche box & dressed it up... Gheezz.... It was all trail & error... So I tried... Its nice right?? If only I had a black cloth to line the inside of the box, I might as well sell the box for $15 each... I can make money out of it... And considering the fact that I've got TONS of ferrero roche boxes in my cupboard.... I never throw em away cuz I just know that it'll be of use one day... I was right.... :)
And I think if I ever need to give someone a gift, it makes a GREAT gift box... ( When I line the inside of the box that is..) But not black of course... Its a taboo for some culture....
That's all my thoughts for today....
Enjoy the pics that I've uploaded........................................
The black one, well I use it as part of my dressing from time to time.... The one that I used for my personal blackbox was a trial one... Saw this idea from this book while I was in the library the other day... At the same time I was in need of a box to put on my comp table... And it has to be black to match with my whole comp... So I just wizzed up my old Ferrero Roche box & dressed it up... Gheezz.... It was all trail & error... So I tried... Its nice right?? If only I had a black cloth to line the inside of the box, I might as well sell the box for $15 each... I can make money out of it... And considering the fact that I've got TONS of ferrero roche boxes in my cupboard.... I never throw em away cuz I just know that it'll be of use one day... I was right.... :)
And I think if I ever need to give someone a gift, it makes a GREAT gift box... ( When I line the inside of the box that is..) But not black of course... Its a taboo for some culture....
That's all my thoughts for today....
Enjoy the pics that I've uploaded........................................
Thursday, June 23, 2005
I'm Back....
Hey there... I'm back from some time...
Been busy going out with lots of people... And one of them is my dearest JoLine..... Yup that's her.... She looks kinda Ang-moh RIGHT??? Yeah, she's pretty & all.... Had FUN going out with her, esp with that trying on that tube dress thingy... I'm telling ya, IT WAS HILARIOUS.... I was already laughing till tears came... And the whole time while I was laughing, I really couldn't take it till I sat on the floor... It was really funny... TAK TAHAN..... Jo, u seriously think I can make it as ur FASHION CONSULTANT? I don't even know where the zip is suppose to be, side or back.... And u want me to be ur fashion consultant????? Ppl out there, read Joline's blog for more info.... I'm telling ya, it's One Laugh, Two Laugh, Three Laugh FLOOR.... Really can't take it....
And girl, it was so sweet of u to start off ur entry with that NCO incident.... Anyway, that was how we've managed to 'clicked' straight away.... Amazing how 2 ppl can meet, in the mist of 300 other ppl within 5 days, & become gd frens after that...For like 6 yrs....
Anyway, i went to the Mango sale today... I FINALLY got the bag that i've been eyeing for AGES...... Initally, it was $69.90 before the sale, & after the reduction, it was $ 49 only.... Now its driving me nuts in finding a match... But Jo said, Solids will go well with Solids..... Still thinking.... How to match......
I think that's all I can write.... Still admiring my NEW bag....
Muacks!!
Been busy going out with lots of people... And one of them is my dearest JoLine..... Yup that's her.... She looks kinda Ang-moh RIGHT??? Yeah, she's pretty & all.... Had FUN going out with her, esp with that trying on that tube dress thingy... I'm telling ya, IT WAS HILARIOUS.... I was already laughing till tears came... And the whole time while I was laughing, I really couldn't take it till I sat on the floor... It was really funny... TAK TAHAN..... Jo, u seriously think I can make it as ur FASHION CONSULTANT? I don't even know where the zip is suppose to be, side or back.... And u want me to be ur fashion consultant????? Ppl out there, read Joline's blog for more info.... I'm telling ya, it's One Laugh, Two Laugh, Three Laugh FLOOR.... Really can't take it....
And girl, it was so sweet of u to start off ur entry with that NCO incident.... Anyway, that was how we've managed to 'clicked' straight away.... Amazing how 2 ppl can meet, in the mist of 300 other ppl within 5 days, & become gd frens after that...For like 6 yrs....
Anyway, i went to the Mango sale today... I FINALLY got the bag that i've been eyeing for AGES...... Initally, it was $69.90 before the sale, & after the reduction, it was $ 49 only.... Now its driving me nuts in finding a match... But Jo said, Solids will go well with Solids..... Still thinking.... How to match......
I think that's all I can write.... Still admiring my NEW bag....
Muacks!!
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Leaving on a Jet Plane
This song just brought back memories for me.... Fariz played this song 2 years back at the Tapestry Gig at Far East....HE PLAYED THE ROCK version.... It was AWESOME!!!! The whole gang was there... Me, Mun, Sab, Linda, Herfah, Freddy, Mizra, Fariz, Engku, Farehan & Shamil.... I just had a nice time hanging with them all... How time flies... And I remembered how half of OI's population came down to catch Fariz's gig.... I mean, the unexpected faces... And definately the FLYING stick..... AND not forgetting how Fariz made it looked as though we girls were all over him.. I mean, guys, u just LOVE the idea of being surrounded by girls... And not knowing that we all were his SCHOOLMATE....
And how I was part of the school production team to do the ' We will Remember' Concert... How my class made this wonderful drama/skit production that NO ONE could ever forget... And definately how we managed to convert our Audi into a FANTABULOUSLY ROCKING gig venue.... Loud music, dark & enclosed...... And we even made this SMASHING MOSH-PIT... And I think all the guys did body surfing... It was one hell of a SMACKING ROCKING concert.. I doubt that if there's any chance this year anyone could do anything like that again..... That concert was special in ALOT of ways...
Anyway, those memories are a keepsake....
Leaving On A Jetplane
Janis Joplin
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say Goodbye
But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
CHORUS
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing
Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
CHORUS
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave you alone
About the times that I won't have to say
CHORUS
I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
And how I was part of the school production team to do the ' We will Remember' Concert... How my class made this wonderful drama/skit production that NO ONE could ever forget... And definately how we managed to convert our Audi into a FANTABULOUSLY ROCKING gig venue.... Loud music, dark & enclosed...... And we even made this SMASHING MOSH-PIT... And I think all the guys did body surfing... It was one hell of a SMACKING ROCKING concert.. I doubt that if there's any chance this year anyone could do anything like that again..... That concert was special in ALOT of ways...
Anyway, those memories are a keepsake....
Leaving On A Jetplane
Janis Joplin
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say Goodbye
But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
CHORUS
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing
Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
CHORUS
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave you alone
About the times that I won't have to say
CHORUS
I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
Friday, June 17, 2005
Nasi Goreng....
Eating Nasi Goreng right now..... Typical org Jawa, pagi-pagi makan nasi goreng... I'm not exactly a pure orang Jawa... My mom's a true blue orang Jawa...And my grandpa who's staying with me is the Javanese grandpa... So yesterday, becuz my parents aren't in Sg, I HAD TO COOK!!! I had to cook his fav dish, that is Sayur Lemak .... And he want's the no oil type... Not the kind that anyone eats lontong with... He wants the pale WHITE kind.... My goodness!!! Luckily it turned out alright cuz its been ages since I've cooked anything besides my famous fries spaggetti.. And the day before, he asked me to cook for him CHICKEN CURRY... a) I forgot HOW to cook it.... So luckily, I called up Amu to ask her HOW TO COOK CURRY... And thank goodness, my grandpa said that it was DELICIOUS.... Phew!!!!
My dad's a mix of Chinese Indian.... So basically, on Hari Raya, I get the red packet from all my paternal side... Cool huh? And the best part is that my granny's a Cantonese... But she doesn't speak that language anymore cuz if she does, nobody understands.... So sometimes, at my Aunt's place, she sometimes watches some Canto drama... My cousin reads the sub-tittles & my granny understands the whole thing.... Cute huh???
Not many will know that I'm kinda ROJAK in some ways.... Amazing huh???? Look at me, I don't look Chinese at all but everyone in my family says that I look the most like my Chinese granny... I REALLY don't understand it all!!!
Yesterday I was watching the Indon Drama 'DIA'... Oh god!!!! I got so frustrated watching that show.... That Fifi is a 1st class BITCH!!!!!! God!! I felt like Mummy-fying her in aluminium foil ALIVE & barbaque her right on top a huge blaze of fire like when Luke Skywalker gave his dad a Jedi burial in Star Wars.... That was how IRRITATING I felt when watching that show.... Anyone who watched the drama before know what I mean.... EEERRGGGHH!!!!
WR: Yup I'm into photography.... And my dream camera is the D70 but then its too EXPENSIVE!! Anyway, been a fan because of my dad.... He LOVES photography... That shot was taken at the Terrace of the Esplanade.. Quite shaky cuz I was using my Olympus Digi.. One thing about Olympus camera's is that they are light so u'll have a tendency to shake while snapping the pic compared to a Nikon.... I tested a Olympus Digi & my Nikon F60, its easier to 'Balance' using the Nikon... And I'm not the only one who said it, my photography teacher also has the same opinion............
Jo: Yes darling I do have a tripod but it defeats the purpose to bring with me a tripod (that ain't exactly easy to carry) when the size of my digital camera is the size of a handphone... So its only when I use my Nikon F60 ( the one that I brough to the dog show) that I'll bring my tripod... Or when I use my dad's LONG RANGE lens ( which is SO HEAVY) then I'll use a tripod... And my digi is still quite new... A mere 6 mths only... I use the OLYMPIS u-mini DIGITAL 4.0 megapixel... The finishing is sharp & its handy.... AND the most important thing, it fits in my flat LV bag... Khekhekhe!!!!!! And girl, when we go out next week, we can take TONs of snaps with it alright????
Mon:Hey thanks... Don't forget about Sunday.... Don't get too engrossed with Salid's match ok...
Ok people... I don't fell like going to school to school today... Don't know lah... Just wanna laze around at home, clean it up & so forth... And later tonight, I'm going out for dinner with my sis... Just not in the mood to study.....
My dad's a mix of Chinese Indian.... So basically, on Hari Raya, I get the red packet from all my paternal side... Cool huh? And the best part is that my granny's a Cantonese... But she doesn't speak that language anymore cuz if she does, nobody understands.... So sometimes, at my Aunt's place, she sometimes watches some Canto drama... My cousin reads the sub-tittles & my granny understands the whole thing.... Cute huh???
Not many will know that I'm kinda ROJAK in some ways.... Amazing huh???? Look at me, I don't look Chinese at all but everyone in my family says that I look the most like my Chinese granny... I REALLY don't understand it all!!!
Yesterday I was watching the Indon Drama 'DIA'... Oh god!!!! I got so frustrated watching that show.... That Fifi is a 1st class BITCH!!!!!! God!! I felt like Mummy-fying her in aluminium foil ALIVE & barbaque her right on top a huge blaze of fire like when Luke Skywalker gave his dad a Jedi burial in Star Wars.... That was how IRRITATING I felt when watching that show.... Anyone who watched the drama before know what I mean.... EEERRGGGHH!!!!
WR: Yup I'm into photography.... And my dream camera is the D70 but then its too EXPENSIVE!! Anyway, been a fan because of my dad.... He LOVES photography... That shot was taken at the Terrace of the Esplanade.. Quite shaky cuz I was using my Olympus Digi.. One thing about Olympus camera's is that they are light so u'll have a tendency to shake while snapping the pic compared to a Nikon.... I tested a Olympus Digi & my Nikon F60, its easier to 'Balance' using the Nikon... And I'm not the only one who said it, my photography teacher also has the same opinion............
Jo: Yes darling I do have a tripod but it defeats the purpose to bring with me a tripod (that ain't exactly easy to carry) when the size of my digital camera is the size of a handphone... So its only when I use my Nikon F60 ( the one that I brough to the dog show) that I'll bring my tripod... Or when I use my dad's LONG RANGE lens ( which is SO HEAVY) then I'll use a tripod... And my digi is still quite new... A mere 6 mths only... I use the OLYMPIS u-mini DIGITAL 4.0 megapixel... The finishing is sharp & its handy.... AND the most important thing, it fits in my flat LV bag... Khekhekhe!!!!!! And girl, when we go out next week, we can take TONs of snaps with it alright????
Mon:Hey thanks... Don't forget about Sunday.... Don't get too engrossed with Salid's match ok...
Ok people... I don't fell like going to school to school today... Don't know lah... Just wanna laze around at home, clean it up & so forth... And later tonight, I'm going out for dinner with my sis... Just not in the mood to study.....
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Muse- Time Is Running Out....
Found this CD by Muse in my Sister's room... And she actually uploaded it on my comp... This is my Fav so far... Enjoy.....
Muse- Absolution Album
"Time Is Running Out"
I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
You will suck the life out of me
Bury itI won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
Its like 10 am now... Doing nothing except doing this blog.... I got up at 9.30am... Suprise suprise... I've not been gotten enough sleep that's all.... And there's nobody at home right now.... Sis went for Band Practice.... My parents are out to JB to do errands... Normal weekend stuff....
Yesterday, Anith, Bel & me went over to Amu's place after studying in the school library to help her straighten her hair.... The smell of the chemical was bad enough to suffocate anyone near her.... But the challenge was Amu's hair.... Her hair's like SUPER curly & all entangled up... So Anith who was in gloves did most of her hair... But somewhere in the end, Bel helped out cuz Amu's hair is darn stubborn....
There was once I did wanted to straighten my hair but it didn't work.... It was back then when Sab & I was hanging out at Mun's place after promos ( Goodness! Time passes by so fast!!!) The 3 of us were like BORED to death..I mean,it was after the Promos... So what we had some time at our hands.... So, there was Anom's hot iron at Mun's place... And back then, my hair's so long... Like all the way to my lower back.... So, I told Mun for help to straighten my hair.... After it was all done, all Sab could say was "Never Ever Ever Rebond Or Straighten Your Hair!!!!!".... So it was bad..... But it was alright cuz it was not permanent.....
During one of the breaks while studying, Anith & I actually taught Amu the 'Grinder' & the 'Ripple'....... I quit doing all these stuff cuz my knees hurt.... And I can't bend that low anymore...Esp when it comes to 'Grinding'.... I actually learnt all these stuff back then when I was in NCO... There was some night, which I can't remember.... After the camp was over, I learn it along the way... The shoulders, legs & butt movements.... And can you believe it that last Dec, when I came back from LA, Amy told me to go over her place to teach her a couple of steps..... ME!!! A FAT girl who is teaching this other sexy gal... Weird!!
Anyway, there's this guy who's trying to get a date with me but I declined his proposal.... I know that its mean to decline ( esp so when he'ld already asked me abt 5 times since Jan)... I just have no interest... But then, the attention is great though..That's why he still keeps calling me..... I know, I'm stating that I'm USING him.... I don't know, after some experiences, just that I don't wanna get serious with anyone....Anyway, learning the tricks from Bel & Anith... Khekhekhe!!! And on the way back, Bel was practically TEACHING me to do stuff..... I mean, she told me to have this ' Grab & Let Go' thingy to be done on him..... We all are NAUGHTY in some ways.. And these girls are great alright... Just having that NAUGHTY feeling... Just sharing some tips that's all....
Speaking about anyone, the other day I receive a call from someone, whom? Well I shall not disclose the name... Anyway, I was just pissed off at the voice... I mean, the really cannot be bothered voice.... I know ' THAT' voice..... And all that person could do was to apologize POLITELY.... Not that LAME-0 stupid voice.... Argh!!!!! Just pissed!!!
Its Sat today.... Not planing to do anything except completing my mugging that's slightly back-dated...... That's all... I was suppose to meet up that GUY for lunch but nah.... Declined it.....
Alright, I'll write more when I've got the time....
Toodles!!!!
Muse- Absolution Album
"Time Is Running Out"
I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
You will suck the life out of me
Bury itI won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
Its like 10 am now... Doing nothing except doing this blog.... I got up at 9.30am... Suprise suprise... I've not been gotten enough sleep that's all.... And there's nobody at home right now.... Sis went for Band Practice.... My parents are out to JB to do errands... Normal weekend stuff....
Yesterday, Anith, Bel & me went over to Amu's place after studying in the school library to help her straighten her hair.... The smell of the chemical was bad enough to suffocate anyone near her.... But the challenge was Amu's hair.... Her hair's like SUPER curly & all entangled up... So Anith who was in gloves did most of her hair... But somewhere in the end, Bel helped out cuz Amu's hair is darn stubborn....
There was once I did wanted to straighten my hair but it didn't work.... It was back then when Sab & I was hanging out at Mun's place after promos ( Goodness! Time passes by so fast!!!) The 3 of us were like BORED to death..I mean,it was after the Promos... So what we had some time at our hands.... So, there was Anom's hot iron at Mun's place... And back then, my hair's so long... Like all the way to my lower back.... So, I told Mun for help to straighten my hair.... After it was all done, all Sab could say was "Never Ever Ever Rebond Or Straighten Your Hair!!!!!".... So it was bad..... But it was alright cuz it was not permanent.....
During one of the breaks while studying, Anith & I actually taught Amu the 'Grinder' & the 'Ripple'....... I quit doing all these stuff cuz my knees hurt.... And I can't bend that low anymore...Esp when it comes to 'Grinding'.... I actually learnt all these stuff back then when I was in NCO... There was some night, which I can't remember.... After the camp was over, I learn it along the way... The shoulders, legs & butt movements.... And can you believe it that last Dec, when I came back from LA, Amy told me to go over her place to teach her a couple of steps..... ME!!! A FAT girl who is teaching this other sexy gal... Weird!!
Anyway, there's this guy who's trying to get a date with me but I declined his proposal.... I know that its mean to decline ( esp so when he'ld already asked me abt 5 times since Jan)... I just have no interest... But then, the attention is great though..That's why he still keeps calling me..... I know, I'm stating that I'm USING him.... I don't know, after some experiences, just that I don't wanna get serious with anyone....Anyway, learning the tricks from Bel & Anith... Khekhekhe!!! And on the way back, Bel was practically TEACHING me to do stuff..... I mean, she told me to have this ' Grab & Let Go' thingy to be done on him..... We all are NAUGHTY in some ways.. And these girls are great alright... Just having that NAUGHTY feeling... Just sharing some tips that's all....
Speaking about anyone, the other day I receive a call from someone, whom? Well I shall not disclose the name... Anyway, I was just pissed off at the voice... I mean, the really cannot be bothered voice.... I know ' THAT' voice..... And all that person could do was to apologize POLITELY.... Not that LAME-0 stupid voice.... Argh!!!!! Just pissed!!!
Its Sat today.... Not planing to do anything except completing my mugging that's slightly back-dated...... That's all... I was suppose to meet up that GUY for lunch but nah.... Declined it.....
Alright, I'll write more when I've got the time....
Toodles!!!!
Friday, June 10, 2005
BLink 182
I'll doubt many know this song...
Its Blink 182-- Dammit
(This was back then when they were still a punk band)
It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving, you must have your reasons
The season is calling your pictures are falling down
The steps that I retraced the sad look on your face
The timing and structure, did you hear, he fucked her
A day late a buck short
I'm writing the report
On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now
And it's happened once again, I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long
To face this on my own, well I guess this is growing up
And maybe I'll see you at a movie, sneak preview
You show up and walk by on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile and you'll wave
We'll pretend it's okay
The charade, it won't last
When he's gone, I won't come back
And it'll happen once again, you'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone, and you've been there for too long,
To face this on your own, well I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
Its Blink 182-- Dammit
(This was back then when they were still a punk band)
It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving, you must have your reasons
The season is calling your pictures are falling down
The steps that I retraced the sad look on your face
The timing and structure, did you hear, he fucked her
A day late a buck short
I'm writing the report
On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now
And it's happened once again, I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long
To face this on my own, well I guess this is growing up
And maybe I'll see you at a movie, sneak preview
You show up and walk by on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile and you'll wave
We'll pretend it's okay
The charade, it won't last
When he's gone, I won't come back
And it'll happen once again, you'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone, and you've been there for too long,
To face this on your own, well I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
marry or not to marry
Marry or not to marry..
Hai! Kahwin pun susah, tak kahwin pun susah.... That's what I learnt when I was back from Deena's place... And her girl, Aliyah, is so cute... And Deena looks fantastic even after she gave birth....
After visiting Deena, Mun, Anom & I went to town for girl's night out... I mean, we all dressed up & just enjoyed ourselves... Did some catching up about loads of stuff.... Heard like LOADS of stories about LOADS of stuff...
Maklumlah, after Mun & Sab graduated, there's not much news that I've heard from anyone... Itu pun, it was Anom who msged me & told me that Deena's baby was a girl... I have to admit, I'm always like the last one who receives news.... SUPER LAGGING... I know...
Anyway, Deena's stories about being in labour were terrifying Mun, Anom & Me... Gosh! I don't think I would wanna have children..... Its so scary.... Mun & i went like , Oh god!! Oh No! I think I would have died there if I was the one who was in labour...And Deena was 10 hrs in labour....
My goodness... I wondered how the teenage mums can just dispose their unwanted baby after birth.... Its utterly stupid.... I mean, after the pain that she had to go thru during & after labour....
Seriously, it did terrorise me & Mun... While we were out at Far East for dinner, Salid called Mun, asking her how it went & all... And there was Mun blabbering about Deena's labour story to Salid..... And by the tone of her voice, Mun's really scared...
That's all I can say right now....
Tooddles..
Hai! Kahwin pun susah, tak kahwin pun susah.... That's what I learnt when I was back from Deena's place... And her girl, Aliyah, is so cute... And Deena looks fantastic even after she gave birth....
After visiting Deena, Mun, Anom & I went to town for girl's night out... I mean, we all dressed up & just enjoyed ourselves... Did some catching up about loads of stuff.... Heard like LOADS of stories about LOADS of stuff...
Maklumlah, after Mun & Sab graduated, there's not much news that I've heard from anyone... Itu pun, it was Anom who msged me & told me that Deena's baby was a girl... I have to admit, I'm always like the last one who receives news.... SUPER LAGGING... I know...
Anyway, Deena's stories about being in labour were terrifying Mun, Anom & Me... Gosh! I don't think I would wanna have children..... Its so scary.... Mun & i went like , Oh god!! Oh No! I think I would have died there if I was the one who was in labour...And Deena was 10 hrs in labour....
My goodness... I wondered how the teenage mums can just dispose their unwanted baby after birth.... Its utterly stupid.... I mean, after the pain that she had to go thru during & after labour....
Seriously, it did terrorise me & Mun... While we were out at Far East for dinner, Salid called Mun, asking her how it went & all... And there was Mun blabbering about Deena's labour story to Salid..... And by the tone of her voice, Mun's really scared...
That's all I can say right now....
Tooddles..
Monday, June 06, 2005
Everybody's talking
Did some bloghopping before writing an entry... Gosh!! Everyone's talking about Star Wars... All that Dark Side blah blah blah... But none have that Love can ignite the stars thingy. Hee ! Hee!
My trip to Sentosa yesterday was FANTASTIC!! Sorry BG, I didn't had time to go to ur last gig... I was at Sentosa the WHOLE day.....
I was at Sentosa to watch my sis who's in the school band.... Hahaha!! Like they say, SISTERS!!! Anyway, she plays the Baritone BC..... HAHAHAHAHA!! That heavy instrument... Mine's just the Flute... Or sometimes the Piccolo... That small little instrument that fits into my blazer pocket... And the casing looks like a PENCIL-CASE... That's how minute my instrument is.... And its CUTE... And that high pitch sound that comes out of it.... Especially if there's staccato notes... That JUMPY feeling..... Boing! Boing! Boing!
Anyway, being at Sentosa reminded me about my days in the band... But I guess my most memorable incident that happened in my whole band life is definately NCO camp... That's where I met my dearest Joline... Come on, we were like sec 2 and we slept over at Gullimard Camp for 5 days straight... And it was FUN..... I mean, there's only 2 representative from each school & there's 150 schools that attended....
What/Who I remembered from NCO
Joline
Wai Sum
Broomstick Gang
David- the Vampire
Marching
Water duty
Sheperd's Hey
Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner/Supper
Extremely long q's
Formations
Colourful uniforms
RAZALI--- Jo, u know what I mean right?????
Ok... Alright! Enough of NCO....
When I looked back now about my band life, I ask myself, how in the world I ever fall for Hezwan... I mean, we were young... Its like super slenge for me to fall for him... Considering the fact that he was attached back then... Stupid D!! And the funny thing is that, after a couple of years since we graduated, we dated each other for a while. And that was only after like 4 yrs since we've graduated... Gosh!!!! 1 stupid crush that lasted for like 2 years (while in the same school) & only 4 years after graduation, we started dating... Funny how things worked out
Anyway, that period of me going goo goo gaa gaa over anyone has long evaporated.... Not in the mood is the word.... Just enjoying being single.... Can do lots of stuff... Go out every weekend with different groups of people.... Going to pubs without anyone restricting you (other than ur parents)... And when your in ur mugging mood, there's no distractions... U don't need to think of anyone else except yourself..... Just mug & mug & mug till like 3 am in the mrng is also not a problem.... And there's no waiting... Especially when your are expecting a phone call from him...
Not to say that I'm being self-centred but just not met anyone who's that wonderful to me yet....
When the time is right....
Meeting Anom & the rest tomorrow to visit Deena .... See how she's doing being a MOM now... And how cute is her daughter..... Then later after that, we'll be meeting the rest.. Meaning the guys like Hafiz, John etc.....
So that's why I won't be able to make it to Fad's show tomorrow evening.... Sorry Nor.... I know why you wanna go..... ;)
My trip to Sentosa yesterday was FANTASTIC!! Sorry BG, I didn't had time to go to ur last gig... I was at Sentosa the WHOLE day.....
I was at Sentosa to watch my sis who's in the school band.... Hahaha!! Like they say, SISTERS!!! Anyway, she plays the Baritone BC..... HAHAHAHAHA!! That heavy instrument... Mine's just the Flute... Or sometimes the Piccolo... That small little instrument that fits into my blazer pocket... And the casing looks like a PENCIL-CASE... That's how minute my instrument is.... And its CUTE... And that high pitch sound that comes out of it.... Especially if there's staccato notes... That JUMPY feeling..... Boing! Boing! Boing!
Anyway, being at Sentosa reminded me about my days in the band... But I guess my most memorable incident that happened in my whole band life is definately NCO camp... That's where I met my dearest Joline... Come on, we were like sec 2 and we slept over at Gullimard Camp for 5 days straight... And it was FUN..... I mean, there's only 2 representative from each school & there's 150 schools that attended....
What/Who I remembered from NCO
Joline
Wai Sum
Broomstick Gang
David- the Vampire
Marching
Water duty
Sheperd's Hey
Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner/Supper
Extremely long q's
Formations
Colourful uniforms
RAZALI--- Jo, u know what I mean right?????
Ok... Alright! Enough of NCO....
When I looked back now about my band life, I ask myself, how in the world I ever fall for Hezwan... I mean, we were young... Its like super slenge for me to fall for him... Considering the fact that he was attached back then... Stupid D!! And the funny thing is that, after a couple of years since we graduated, we dated each other for a while. And that was only after like 4 yrs since we've graduated... Gosh!!!! 1 stupid crush that lasted for like 2 years (while in the same school) & only 4 years after graduation, we started dating... Funny how things worked out
Anyway, that period of me going goo goo gaa gaa over anyone has long evaporated.... Not in the mood is the word.... Just enjoying being single.... Can do lots of stuff... Go out every weekend with different groups of people.... Going to pubs without anyone restricting you (other than ur parents)... And when your in ur mugging mood, there's no distractions... U don't need to think of anyone else except yourself..... Just mug & mug & mug till like 3 am in the mrng is also not a problem.... And there's no waiting... Especially when your are expecting a phone call from him...
Not to say that I'm being self-centred but just not met anyone who's that wonderful to me yet....
When the time is right....
Meeting Anom & the rest tomorrow to visit Deena .... See how she's doing being a MOM now... And how cute is her daughter..... Then later after that, we'll be meeting the rest.. Meaning the guys like Hafiz, John etc.....
So that's why I won't be able to make it to Fad's show tomorrow evening.... Sorry Nor.... I know why you wanna go..... ;)
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Here doing nothing...
My day has been kinda ok right now... I've got plans for the weekends... To my aunt's place & then to Sentosa.... And I did intend to go down to Substation to check out the gig but i don't know whether I've got the time to crash... Imagine how far Sentosa & Substation is....
Gotta go right now... Catch u later...
Gotta go right now... Catch u later...
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