Confirmed

Been super bz since Mon.. Out of the blue, I just felt like changing the position of my bed.. Doing some testing before I finally decide to put those curtains.... And later that night, I was busy with the reservations for the flight & hotel for my trip to langkawi. Remind me to pay my aunt 150 bucks... Ya.. That's the final cost of the whole trip. Cheap right?

Gonna start packing.......

And oh ya, remind me to NEVER WATCH OC AGAIN.. Ever... Cuz the story line makes me SICK.. Just can't stand these kind of stories.... Hate them...

Kaki sakit

Kaki sakit....

Yesterday I went to the beach for some tanning, swimming & also berkerang...Dapat remis... About 2 kg... It was fun... Looking for those small shell fish... And when we got back, my mom cooked it & we had it with our mee goreng... Yummy...

But right now, I'm having a hamstring pull.. Punyelah sakit...

Doing nothing much.. Thought of doing some revision but the idea of reading INVENTORY SYSTEMS just turns me off..

Grandpa has been worried lately of my meals.. Nope.. I'm not eating as frequent as I should. LAZY... And some food aren't appetizing. And my lectures are from 2 to 6pm. And considering that I get up at ard 9 or 10 am, I'll have my oatmeal for a late breakfast & that's it.. Nothing else... Then I'll head to the library to check out some books on deco stuff.. Something to destress me...

Right now, I'm itching to get another bikini... HAHAHA!! I really liked the current one.. Really comfy.. Not icky or watever after I stepped out of the water..

And the best part, Joline, who went bikini shopping with me the other day ALSO BOUGHT A NEW piece... HAHAHAHAHA!!! Now why you ppl know we are SO GOOD FRIENDS...

Grey's Anatomy

As you all know, I LOVE Grey's Anatomy... A bunch of pre-med inturns in a hospital.. Being in a relationship with your teacher.. Yada yada yada... But if your watching, take a closer look at the storyline.. Its not about all that glitz & glamour of being a doctor but how a place where when a baby steps into the world, it is entering into the kaleidoscope of life.... A place where mix-ups, disagreements & confusions already exist.

Why do I say that? Well... What's happening to the characters are what's happening in REALITY.. It may be of a different setting but the situations are the same...


*Feeling the guilt of sending a parent to a hospice
*How you cannot be with someone whom you badly want to be with
*How love knows no boundries
*Giving up a child when a girl had a baby when she was 16
*How it feels like to get bullied by your other siblings because you are a nerd
*And no matter how cool one will look with a bike, there's some insecurities in that individual
* How difficult it would be to adapt to the changes of treating your student as your girlfriend
*Sometimes, people will never know the real you except for the one who knows you best... Usually someone who knows you long, been in a relationship before or be in love with....


If you think I'm that sort of person who will reflect the story when it ends, you are so right...

I think the part that made me realise that I wasn't the only one who appeared to be as steady & solid as wall. Look at Dr Grey's character for instance... She appears strong ALL THE TIME. But nobody knows the hardship of sending her mother to a hospice as a result of Alzheimers disease, or having a relationship with someone who is
a) still married - divorce papers are in but not yet signed
b) her superior
which in the end, ends her relationship with that guy.. Nobody knows the turmoil & suffering that she's going thru. And when she thought that she could take it all, she just breaks down. Really BAD...

I'm scared that if I do break down, after what has happened to me, I'll just break into a MAJOR asthma attack or I'll just get a heart attack & die.. Yes its really extreme but I think I will... Some instinct tells me that I will...

I try to keep it cool by doing all my daily routines & all but deep down in me, I know I'm gonna snap somehow. When will it happen? I don't know.. It's like a ticking bomb waiting to explode in me. I'll just pray hard that I'm able to built a door on that wall soon before I use some dynamite & blow the whole wall down...

Loaded with compliments

Right now, I'm loaded with compliments over my new look... Ha! Ha! Ha! Ni tgh kembang abis... Khekhekhekhe!!! So apparently, ITS WORKING..... YAHOO!!!

Anyway, I'll be going out for my walk later.. Going to get chocolates later.. Yes, for the roche bouquets. What else is new...

My getaway plans are on the way.. AKAN DATANG... YAAAAAAAHHHHOOOO!!! Going to Langkawi... Imagine the 4 of us with my aunt... Confirm KECOH ++++++

I am so excited! I am so excited! I am so excited!

GTG... Going to buy my chocs now......

Guys.... They are the last thing on my mind right now.... 

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Angie & I in the NEL train... 

Went threading the other day with Amu & Angie.. Had loads of fun going out with those gals... These are the pictures.....

Back to Sch

Now I'm back to school... been bz with loads of stuff.. And going shopping & catching up with Jo was FUN... We went to Breeks for lunch & the moment I finished my food, she went like "SO, gimme the whole lo-down.." Well, this girl knows how to save the best topic for last.... She was like, interogating me like I'm the suspect whereby in actual fact, I was the victim...

And then, we went shopping... I was looking for my boardshorts... Be going to Sentosa soon but I really nd those boardshorts.... And that girl, well, she bought capris & shoes... We went to U.R.S, & there was a sale. But unfortunately, I didn't get anything... Cuz my mom just bought me a pair of flats in KL.... So can't get them... And there weren't that I really liked... So made a pass...

The other night I had a dream about 2 people of whom I can'tdisclose their names... Anyway, I the dream was about me getting stuck with these two people.. One kept 'eating' into my space. As in, crossing the border of personal space... He kept putting his hands & conquering my area on the table... He was 'kacau-ing' me & irritating me.. So I got so pissed off that I just told him off...

If that wasn't bad enough, wait till u hear about the second part of the dream... I was seated next to that fella. AND I had someone else to sit next to me... And this other person was hitting & flirting with me... That one really pissed me to the MAX that I told him " Can't you just flirt with your gf??!!!"... Seeing that I can't switch places with anyone, I just buried my whole self under my shawl & plugged in the earphones... I was really STUCK with two moronic IDIOTS whom I don't wish commute with...


And yah, I got a new phone. The slide 6280.. Gotten it because I got a $150 voucher from Singtel.. So yah... Instead of paying it at $378, I paid $128 for it only.... Its a slide phone & all.. But I'm, skipping the GPRS... I'm using my mom's phone for GPRS purposes cuz she has free MiWorld facilities... So I kapo her phone if I need to use the GPRS.... Hahaha...


Another good news... My braces are comming off in another 6 mths time... Yahoo!!!!


Going for my threading later... Achieving the first part of my goal...