Today's been kinda lamey.... I don't know lah.... Just plain lazy... Early morning, I lost my voice. So sad... And when I spoke to Mrs Wong abt Accounts, Shark heard my voice & said something about me spending my Sat at Hooters, when I didn't even went out with them...
Ok then ppl... Gotta go...Muackz!!

Imagine this......

The hols are here... Been thinking of nothing else except my elasticity essays & my Accounts tut 8. Nothing else is in my mind but these..

Was watching Amagadon last night... The relationship between me & Darwin was like that... Except he didn't go into space... I think its more of, he got lost in space.... DAMN IT!!!!

Sat, well the show was funny.. A good show to de-stress... I had a tummy ache later after that... So I ditched watever I had in store for myself & went home while the rest went to Boat Quay for some drinks.... Speaking of tummy ache, its comming back again... Its more like the gastric pain.... On & off...

Ok, my sis's breathing dowm my neck to speed up... gotta go!!
MUACKZ!!!

early Sat Mrng

Yes its a Saturday MORNING & I'm already up.... Don't know what's wrong with my biological clock.... I must get up at 6.45 everyday.... Regardless if its a Sat, Sun or a public holiday...


I know that its been a very long while since I've written an entry... Last week, I was too busy with loads of stuff... Went to watch Star Wars.... And now I'm reading it..... Great huh? Anyway, the story's a very saddening one.... How one got lost due to LOVE.... How ppl make use of others when they are in love... And how love can cause alot of HATRATE....

Speaking of love, I did some thinking abt it.... How it can make one go OVER THE TOP & yet destroy an individual..... Did this thinking while watching OC the other day.... Whenever I watch OC, I'll get all emotional... I tend to think about this & that... Abt why my relationships failed with some people.... And how it affects my decisions... I know its hard thinking... But hey! Its life...

Yesterday, was Sports Day. It was rated a 5 1/2 /10... Not that smashing fantastic... Anyway, I was one of those photographers.... I guess all the photographers were more tired than the competitors... Firstly, we had to stand in the sun to get some great shots.... And when it was the cheerleading time, all of us had to be on our knees to take the pics & being in front, I realised that the Cheerleadind Competion was a tough fight. They were all good.... It was VERY VERY tiring though to take their pictures in action.... Thank goodness my roll was finished after that cheerleading... So I happily went back to my Sapphire house area.... And I salute Hafizah, our Student Council President, who actually led in the cheers for the whole Sapphire House... Gosh! She really has a LOUD voice.... Loud enough to be heard from the field... Just her voice alone....Hope that she doesn't lose her voice after that... After all that cheering....
When I got home later on, I felt as tough I couldn't feel my knees anymore... What more to cook... But I forced myself to do some work & when I finished cooking, I took the DVD player out & watch Coach Carter on DVD.... And it was a FANTASTIC show.... For me, I prefer shows that has that kind of story line.. Something that has some value to it....

Speaking of sports, how come it is always perceived that people in Sports always has better chances in girls? I mean, according to my context to Floorball, which is the main sport in MI & the fact that we won the Nationals last year, all of us just bond in some ways due to Floorball... People just knew about practice... And the players aren't that cute either.... Serious... Or maybe we girls are blinded by the fact that we all are schoolmates, so that's why we don't see them as cute or handsome.... And its another reason why we girls don't really dress up or try to look their best in school.. Geez! School's school... No biggie.... Honestly, I'm the most SO-CHAI person in class.... Apart from my shoes, I'm just the budgeted looking girl... And Ms Gan keeps telling me that my hair is so messy... Like I've just got out from bed.... Yes that's me.... When I go to school...
But when I go to out, it depends on my mood... To be the simple or the sophisticated one... Simple means tee, jeans, sneakers, eyeliner & lipgloss.. Sophisticated means blouse, jeans, sneakers/Birkens, eyeliner,lipgloss, blusher, eyeshadow & powder.. More feminine... But I'll rather stay with my simple me...

Later today, I'll be going to the Esplanade to catch a show entittled "Restaurante Immortale" by this German production & has a comedy theme..... Whatever it is, if it isn't that great, Bel suggested that we ditch the show for ChinaBlack.... And considering the fact that everyone's legal, we all agreed.......

Here's some last words from Star Wars, Revenge Of the Sith- the book.. Its not in the movies so read up.....


The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it always wins - but in the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back.

Love is more than a candle.
Love can ignite the stars.

GP

Starting my GP mid-yrs soon... Did some editing so that's why I'm just doing this short... Toddles...

Econs essay.....

God!! Its been a while since I've typed an entry.... Been really busy lately.... The 'I' day weekend was really tiring...... Most performers were really beat after that whole show... I mean, who won't? It's was really really really tiring...........

My whole week went pretty slow... Nothing much happened.... Just been busy with school & stuff....

Yesterday, there was a class discussion about places here in Singapore being revamped into something else.. And it all started by this article in the TIMES magazine, about this barn that was transformed into a bar..... Typical of me, I got engaged with class discussions...... So I brought up the Mitre Hotel place... And when I said that it was once a hotel that was transformed into a bar, many went like " Dayana! You went to a BAR???!!!" Everybody was giving me this look... U know, the unbelievable look.... I mean, I'm like the really really last person who would be talking about bars.... I know, I look too goody-goody two shoes...... Looks can be deceiving....

Anyway, the main reason why I went there was to take pics with my old friend, who also has the 'thang' for photography... Not to drink, smoke or anything... But whatever it was, he & I were of the legal age to drink, drive & smoke.... So it doesn't matter... So it was a cool colonial building that was right smacked in the middle of town.... And when its at night, its dark... But the special thing about this place was that it was so typical 40's kinda hang out spot... You know, the rattan seats & all... And the young hangout there now.... God! And whenever I think about that place, it reminded me of the Mercedes Sportscar parked right in front of it.... Gosh!!!!


Today, during Econs, Mr Lai was being very difficult... I really really don't know why.... I mean, I did my work & he said it wasn't enough.... Gosh!! I've done the corrections & I have Amu & Bel to witness me actually doing it..... And he said that it wasn't enough.... I really felt so angry at him for being difficult... Annd when he 'tekan' Huda at this Consumption graph question, I really really didn't understand him today...... AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!

I think I should stop blabbering right here.... My 2 econs essays are getting hold of me.... Gotta go...
Muacks!!!

photography

Nellie told me to be one of the photographer for this Sat's 'I' day... Looks like I'm gonna be involved after all... She told me to join cuz after all, I've got my own SLR camera.. And to top it off, she told me to bring the stand & there might not be sufficient lighting.. So which means, I've gotta bring my dad's flash.... To be honest, the stand also belongs to my dad... He has everything... Too bad his micro & his long range lens aren't computerised.. So whenever I use his lens, I've gotta be in Manual mode... Fantabulous!!!

Amazingly, his lens are quite good.. And his lens are Nikon lenses... Everything is Nikon... His camera, his lenses... As for me, I use a Sigma lens & since it comes with in-built flash, I'm pretty safe... But if I need more lighting, esp if its at night & even though I use 400 ( max exposure) sometimes it won't work.... That's where my dad's flash comes in... Hee!! Hee!!


Before blogging on, I was feeling pretty lame-bored-blank..... If u guys know what I mean... Just dead... I guess the weather's been making me pretty lazy... I just felt pretty much like slacking..... So my dearest Jo told me to blog on....Thanks girl... I guess I totally forgot abt it for a while....

The other day, I had a talk by some admin ppl from NUS.. Abt the Uni admission stuff... U know, the usual..... Honestly, I never expected myself to be so close to be entered to a Uni.. Yes its everybody's dream to go to the Uni.... And till now, I'm pretty much blur blur in choosing which course that I wanna go into....

I just wanna get good grades.. So that any Uni can get hold of me... And I can pick & choose which course that I want.... Dear readers, tell me that I'm doing it right... I can't decide what I wanna do ...... My course.... Honestly, my short term goal is just to do well in my exams... And there after, I don't know....... I don't have any long term goal.....

I know that as a Management student I'm not organising nor managing what I wanna do is a major DISGRACE.... But its true... I'm just lost....

The Uni that I really really really wanna get into is SMU... Its nearer compared to all the other Uni in Singapore & the course is very much oriented to my liking.... I'm honestly the very HANDS ON person..... But I know that it's very tough to get into it... And at the rate that I'm going with my revision & the ppl that I'm competing with, well I'll say that I've got a slim chance in getting in... But whatever it takes, just wanna get great grades then these UNIs are gonna get hold of me... That's all I can think about......


Humming SO7 songs right now... Just loving them.... Their concert that Danial & I went last year was SUPERB!! Amazing how these Indon guys come up with great lyrics.... And this is their 5th album & they are still doing great... Fantastic band... Another band that's comming up is Peter Pan.... Oh My Gosh!!!!!

Tomorrow night-Fri, I'm going out for girls night out... Chill out with Anith & Bel.... Do stuff... I think at some point of my life, there was once that me & my GF's went out to look at 'stuff'... As in a change in scenery ;) If you know what I mean...


I came across my 04' handbook just now while I was searching for my Levi's clutch bag... Oh GOD!!! SUPER GOD!!! And when I opened it up, it was the pic of this guy & I... This old friend of mine turned BF for less then a month... Oh god!!! I can't believe that he's now just part of the history of me.... Amazing how things turn out huh? And the ironic thing what that we got together abt this time last yr...... HAHAHAHA!!!! God works in incredible way.... I'm grateful that its no more cuz right now, I've got other commitments that are of greater importance....

I'm not kidding, 6/7th of my time is spent in school... So when can I ever have the time to be attached? And the other day, Mrs Heng asked me about my status.... And I told her that I'm still single.. Happily single.... I told her that I've got no time for anyone except for myself right now. Plus these braces that I'm wearing would be repelling all the guys that would come near me....


I think I'm gonna stop right here... Thanks again Jo for being there for me... UR THE BEST... Don't forget Sunday, DRESS TO IMPRESS!!! :)

Reggea-ing

I had some reggea welcoming me home today.. My dad's blasting it thru his boom box from his room... U know how it is right? That 'high' type of beat that makes u go high & move along with the beat... Its very addictive alright....

I really wonder why he's blasting it like right now... Maybe cuz yesterday, well I pretty much blasted my player with the Yellowcard songs.... How both of us are alike..... Blasting our music out....

Alrighty, I guess my last entry caused some commotion... I had ppl msging me, asking me what happened.... From right now, I'm not gonna say anything abt things.... None... Zero..Zilch...

My weekend went pretty 'Blahhh!!!'. Cuz I had to do Flag Day.. Was pretty beat after that... Initially I thought of going for late lunch/dinner but on the way back to the collection point, I was too beat to do anything.... So Bel msged Amu that we both can't join them & told them to go ahead without us...

Sunday...
Hum... Pretty much slacked at home cuz the weather was making me so darn lazy... It was rainning so I pretty much spent my time in bed, snuggling with a book.... Nothing else....

This Saturday's the 'I' Day.... Oh gosh!!! How time passes by so fast... I remembered last year... Around this time, I was so busy with my 'Gema Puisi' thingy for the 'I' Day performance... And my social life was kinda 'WOW'.. Going out practically every Sat.... Those days.... My gosh!!!


I think I can't write much right now.... Having some kinda mental block... A bit blur blur right now.....

PS: Jo,thanks a million for being such a great gf!!!


PS: Thanks to my sis, I've managed to play my fav song by Yellowcard: Empty Apartment.....

Vanishing Acts....

I have been totally buzy for whole weekend...


Saturday
I was out with my 3 other sistaz.... Watched "THE PACIFIER" and guess what, we took the lift with? Darth Vader, the clone & his two guards that was in RED..... Oh god!!! With the theme song that was blasting from Darth's back. And Shimah was right behind him... And with the 'breathing' sound, it was more irritating then scary.. HONEST!!!! Shimah was tugging on to his cape while I flirted with the white clone.... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I told my mom abt it & she went WHAT???!!!!!

Actually they were doing a promotion for Star Wars....... That's why those figurines were there...

Later on, we hung out.... Went lookin for things... When Shimah & Nor saw my new look, they were kindataken aback.. I mean, I used to have long hair that was wavy at the ends but now, its the spunkish look... Yes my bangs are still up but its the shorter version.. It doesn't matter if I wax it or just leave it as it is. Either way, it's fine... And you know what's funny,whenever someone sees a mirror, well the norm would be to fix any messy stick-outs but its the opposite for me.... I'll mess it up more..... Just LURVING MY HAIR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday
My day was kinda ok cuz I went out with my Mom & sis to Esplanade... Kinda went ok cuz before that we went window shopping... She's looking for those flat looking shoes.. Like the ones that I bought for $20 bucks... And for the 1st time, I finally saw Taufik Batisah singing live... Gosh! He's good & he's getting better... I'm not really an avid fan of his but his vocals are getting better I would say... And compared to that 'Sly' fella, when both of them were sing 'I DREAM', it made Sly looked as though he's an amatuer.... Thank god SLY's isn't Singapore Idol cuz if he is, MALU!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday
Went to JB with my parents... Nothing else... Got the Star Wars book- Revenge of the Sith. Gotten myself more pens... I might say that I'm a budget person cuz I bought loads of pens over there & it cost me abt SGD 35cents. And its comfy... I mean, I write ALOT for sch..... So I use alot of pens... My fav is always the STEADLER 30 cents pens that you can get at POPULAR... Its my fav... And whenever its the exam period, one pen would only be sufficient for 1 subject... That's how much i write... Imagine that 70% of the paper would consist of essay answers... And accounts would be the only subject that I write NUMBERS.... Other than that would be WORDS.



That was how my week went so far... Been doing some reflecting lately.... I just realised that I'm surrounded by ppl that are just so ignorant, blur, nerds & boastful.... And some are even BACK- STABBERS..... For some, I would wish that they'll disappear or something.... I know that it may sound crude but its true.... Its a dirty world out there.... Sometimes, I'm just so PISSED at some things.... DAMN BLOODY F*#%ING SHITS..... Ppl out there who knows me, u guys know that I don't swear. But seriously, some don't even know what the heck are the 7 deadly sins... And when I said a couple like greed, sloth, glutton, lust............. they went like WHAT?? Don't tell me that these ppl's comman sense or should I say general knowledge are so limited? HUH? Come on, just watch "Seven" and you know what the heck I'm talking abt....

And some ppl are just attention seekers... I think the best thing to do right now would just keep quiet. Just being the quiet gal who goes to sch, does her work & studying would be the best thing to do.... Abih, ade bebual non-stop..... Come lah, org lain pun nak dgr.. Abih tak tau, tanye bila the person who talked abt it explained... Ade selenge nak mampus... Damn bloody lame ppl.....

I just hope that I'm not being hypocritical here but everyone has the right to their own opinion... Just hope that I won't be meeting these kinda ppl later in my life..... I wish I could just shout out & say " GO AND READ MORE BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Stupid blur ppl.............


Speaking of books, I'm reading this book by Jodi Picoult called Vanishing Acts.... Oh god!!! Its the best book that I've read since To Kill A Mockingbird..... Honestly, it is.... FANTASTIC!!!
I'm not into the Da Vinci's Code thing cuz I prefer books that reflects abt life better than those kind... I mean, you'll start to appreciate life better after reading.......

Seriously, I have not been able to snuggle with a book for a while lately cuz, whenever I'm back, its my shower, dinner & HW... And HW takes up 3 hrs.. And if your not tired, then you'll have time for revision... That's how crazy my time is lately.... So Jo, if you're still planning to hook me up with some guys for a blind date, I'll say ---- Thanks Jo! Ur a great friend but I'm so buzy with sch that I doubt that I can date anyone... I think right now, if I was attached, my guy would be jealous cuz I'm spending more time with my books then him.... Khekhekhe!!!!!

Gotta go now... This book is really making me itch......
Toodles
Muackz!!!!!!!!!

PS: Jo, no more funny ideas abt that old-looking ( even though his the same age as we are) guy aight? Just stick to church, SIM, archery & ******G......
Lurve u loads girl!!!