Dead Tired

I'm in sch now... My tummy's churning now...

The food's in the canteen is totally lousy... Ah... Ben's next to me again... NO TEDDY GRAHAMS. HAHAHAHAHAHA......

I'm online right now to search the pet crematoria services available... My team mates called them up yesterday but to no avail.... Haizx....

Yeah, yesterday night I did pick dad up at WTC.... I DROVE... Good drive.... Cuz the road at the xpressway was smooth.... Nice drive... My mom instructed me along which road to drive to & so forth... Ok lah... Not bad...

I thought that my dad would want me to drive home... But then there was his fren.. So he drove home... Not bad...

While waiting for my dad in the car, I had some quality time with my mom... She's kinda proud that I can drive now. She said that now she can depend on me .... She told me that becuz it was too hard to take care of me back then, she & dad decided not to have any other children... And that explains y my age gap with my sis is 7 years... Cuz I was too sick back then....

At night, I was suprised to get a msg from Big_Fella... Yup, his line is back... I dozed off while waiting for his reply.. Sorry Big_Fella... Guess I'm too worn off....

And yeah, tuk's discharged... Not that bad now but his fever is on & off... Time to time.. And he only heeds MY advise... My sis's too harsh.. My mom & my two aunts, well lets just say it's ineffective... Yup, old people...

Reading Nor's blog.... teruk punye apek... Haisey Man.... And Nor, its no more in invisible ink... I can read em.... When do u think I can meet him????? And Wati, no hiding uh.... Includes u too.....

Hey I gotta go... Catch u later after school......

I WANT CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cosi Bar

Yesterday went out with the girls... It was fun... Totally...

Shimah, Nor & I passed by the bar that Elya was working at.. Hoping that we'll crash into her or some thing.. And we did.... I ate this Chocolate Duo for 6 bucks... Totally worth it... Anyway, I'm kinda stressed right now so I need something to cool me down.

At the cafe/bar, all of us were catching up.. Nor now has a business card... Terer sey. Shimah also working.. So since both of them always online because of work, they usually 'meet' online. Guess who I met at Cosi Bar. Sofyn.. Amazing huh...

As I've said before, they know each other right... yup... Elya was like walking to our table with her dazed look & she blurted out, "Yana, She remembers u!" My reply was " REALLY? Oh... OK" Then Elya left... Bangsa cerita tak habis... Then she came back to our table, I asked her again, " What did she say?" Elya's reply was " She asked me, 'Is that Hezwan's girlfriend?' And I said yes." My reply to her was, " She remembers.."

When I first told Elya that I know Sofyn, she was, " how did u get to know her?" And my reply was " I used to date Hezwan." That finished it all off.... She said nothing... Know Elya too long.... Knows wat to ask at the right time at the right place..

Later when Elya was done with work, we all kinda filled in each other about each other's life... Elya was asking me about Darwin & my reply was " Oh, he left me for a BITCH!" Nor's expression changed becuz of the crude language & shimah's too... Elya was like, giving me the 'u gotta tell me' look.... I said " LONG STORY"...

And I did... Wati, kau tak leh sembunyi dlm selimut... No use... We all know.... Oh ya, talking about Wati, now, nor wati & me can drive... We were like, whenever we passed Hilton, there's a MINI COOPER on display. Nor was like, ' OHHHH MINI COOPER' ... I said, now, gimme the keys... And all of us started talking about illegal driving lah, the BMW car lah.... Alot of crap stuff...

And only after talking to Nor, I finally realised that watever Nor wrote in her blog is in INVISIBLE INK... U gotta highlight it to see it... Ape saje... Ini POMPAN...

I filled Elya about my life... Told her how things ended between me & Win. Followed by me & Wan... I asked her whether she was shocked about Wan & me & she said, nah, its expected... Then she teased me about back then when I was having a major crush on him... Giving me the look & all... HAHAHA!!! Now, I'm his ex.... Been there, done it... Its part of my history that had officially ended... U know, the cycle, sec sch crush then, kept quiet about it & 4 years later after we graduated, we were together & we've parted......


Hey, I gotta go... Picking my dad at WTC later cuz he had meeting/conference in BATAM... Gotta Go... ANd yeah, I'm driving....

With Ben next to me again

With Ben next to me again.........


Thank god I don't have any Teddy Graham with me now...... Lucky...


Sending Miss Gan an e-mail now.... Done... Took me a while to type the class e-mail add...


I'm kinda beat now.... Thinking of studying econs in the hospital... Can't get hold of JT.... Aiyah..... Leceh....


Hey, I think I'm kinda blur to which one to go to this Sat.... The gals or the gig. Mun ask me to go to Downtown East this Sat... But I told her I can't... Don't wanna mess it up futher..... The more choices I have, the more confused I get...

I think I'm staring at the comp too often... My eyes are in pain... Been experiencing it for quite some while.... I think I better go..... In pain......


:(

Still in school..........

Me in still in school now..... Finished e-mailing to some peo in the dog spa industry...


Ben aka Irwan finish up my Teddy Grahams... Slowly, he finished it up.... He's kinda addicted to it.... And now, he wants me to bring more next time.... Mcm budak kecik makan Teddy Grahams....


About Sat, I really honestly don't know what to do... If I'm going to WOMAD, have to pay $ 24 bucks each.... And I'm not exactly loaded now. So maybe sis, we just chill at Esplanade... What do u think.... Wan's gig, well, I haven't exectly heard from him...... I guess he's busy preparing..... Big_Guy, do gimme a buzz aight?


I was reading Ben's blog, well, its kinda true that its rather hard to express your true self here... I guess its one of the reason why I started this blog... To get myself attached to something when there's nothing to do... I mean, I sub-conciously improve my writting skills........... And here, it's better to be in your own world.. So that people won't talk... That I've learnt for the past 3 years here....


It's been quite some time since I've written any poems. I guess I'm busy with stuff..... School for one....


I was talking to Rach about the benefits of being single... And we were talking about some guys we know... People like Antonio... Had a good laugh.....


We both agreed that it would be better to stay single... I mean, when your attached, for one, your phone bill will shoot up. We can be GOOD girls... One less priority to think off...


But I would definately miss being loved. Big time.... How it feels to snuggle up with that love one... Esp when it rains. And the stars... Uhmm......


Eh, the nyonya here already..... Shooing us away....



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I was happily typing my entry yesterday when......


I wanted clicked on the post publish icon, it disappeared.... I was really mad.... What ever I typed gone..... Was very frustrated......


I'm still tired since Saturday.... Non-stop since then... My grandad is still hospitalised.. Going thru & fro to the hospital.... Yeah, on Sat, I drove non-stop.... When we came back from the hospital, I headed down to Shing Sheong to do some groceries... And back home...

Later at around 5pm, I drove back to the hospital.... When we left the hospital, it was already dark. And guess what time I got home, 8.45pm... It took me 45 mins to drive from the hospital & back home... And my parking isn't improving either.... Real bad.... My dad's asking me how in the world I passed.... I really don't know. Maybe I can park with the poles & not without it...

And having my dad beside me isn't gonna improve my driving... He said that I would need to get rid of that my PROBATION plate before I start driving alone.... Looks like people like Big_Fella, B, Amu & lots of others would have to wait for that cruise.... But the thing is, if I ever need to go down to TT for wat so ever activity, I'll certainly drive.... You know how far it is from TT to my place.... One long ride in the train...

Last night, I did try to call Big_Fella, but his bro picked up... Not around...Probably busy jamming... Hey, please keep me updated about ur upcoming GIG.... And don't worry Big_Fella, u'll have a blast... Like any other gigs that you had before...

Noryn, thanks for being my fav reader... Do ask Hema to come with us this Sat..... Miss her... Its been quite some time since I've met her....


To my other readers, thanks for reading...

Jo, pls gimme a call when u plan to visit the pet shop. About PW stuff...



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Shop Till You Drop

Shop till you drop......................

What a way of saying...... But its true... That's what I did when I was in LA... My aunt & cousin did that while we were there..... It's like a shopping paradise.... Imagine buying Nine West shoes.... Like 5 pairs.... And 3 Ferragamo shoes. And 1 Gucci shoe.. That's shopping.... Seriously, it cost about $500 bucks for all. It was the Christmas Sale... Imagine if it was the Thanksgiving Sale...


Today's gonna be a busy day...... Busy... Busy...... Busy.....


I might be going to the John Little Sale at Expo.... Buying bed sheets... I like pretty bed sheets..... I don't know why... Especially if it has the canopy effect... I use to have that but I took it away when the big bed arrived. Different position...... The last time I went to the sale with my mom, we bought lots of bed sheets.... My sis got this pink & cream duvet..... Very pretty.... And it cost $7 only.... What a deal..........

Big_Fella: Sorry if I've not called. Been busy with things in school... And my parking's not getting any better either... Nah, I'm not mad at you... That day I called but nobody picked up. Guess your busy with your jamming. When's your gig? Gimme a buzz k... Keep me updated. Maybe I'll check it out.... I'll be around in Singapore.....


Noryn: Yeah, we r going to ZOUK girl..... And I'm serious about it........ I'll keep you updated... Sis, don't forget about nest weekend......



GTG.... Accounts starting soon................

Invitation

Looks like I'v got an invitaion........ To Zouk


Been feeling a little down now.... Kinda busy now..... Loads of things on my mind.... Grandaddy's hopspitalised.... There's the John Little Sale happening at EXPO....


I'm in sch now... My blogs not showing the link.... I mean, I linked Fadhil into my blog but I can't get his name out here.... ARGHHH!!!!!!!! Its frustrating......


The bell's just gone... People in the library doing all sorts of stuff.... Huda, Fadhil & Arif are doing PW. JT's reading's the papers. Min is staring into space.... Lesson's going on the the function room... Man's in that class...


Oh yah, talking about Man, as in Sulaiman, he sang well on Friday's closing ceromany for the Bulan Bahasa thingy.... He's item was an inpromtu one.. He sang SO7 song... Unplugged... Ili was kinda suprised to hear that he's from November Iris..... That girl ah... Super blur... Everytime I msg her, she never reply... Blur lah that girl.... Blur Blur Blur...... And she keep insisting that she's still using that same number........Aiyah...........


I asked Mun whether there's gonna be another b'day party at her place again this year, like she usually has for the past 3 years, she said not sure cuz of the 'A's. Its around that period.....


Nomie: Thanks for tagging me.....


Talking about her, it's been quite sometime since we all met.... Wonder how's Deena doing now.... MARRIED.... Uhm.... I mean, imagine when Mun & I went to her wedding, we were happily single..... No kids or husband. Then what if it's our turn, Deena will come with her kids & her husband.... Wonder who's next to get married....


Yesterday my dad collected the new telephone directory.... I checked out Darwin's name in it & there it was. His name.... Yah I know, you'ld say that there's lots of other Darwins in Singapore. But then there was only one Mohd Darwin Bin Abdullah in that directory...... I was kinda stunned... The first thing I did was msg Aishah... Darwin's sister... She went like "huh? Wat's d add?" Hope she can check it out.... And yeah, she's getting married soon....


I know, I know. I should let go.... But still.... Its just the drawbacks that you get when you fall in love too deep with someone & its hard to get back to life when things are over........ You'll still think about that person.... Remember the things that you two did back then... All the memories...


I think I better stop now before things happen..... Gonna take my lunch now.... Catch ya later....


TODDLES

Munching M&N now......

Yum.... Yum.... Yumm.....

Munching....... Munching.... Munching......

I'm in school now.... Stupid comp's sick at home.... Kinda feeling zanny now... Best solution, don't talk to anyone.... I was a lil irritated by someone today... I mean, there I was trying to figure stuff on my own & there she was, bugging me at the wrong time. God knows, whether it PMS or god knows wat... I snapped at her a couple of times..... Pissed off....

Today I was talking with Rach in the gym... I went running for 3 rounds & did some crunchies in the gym. And accidentally I had a muscle pull on my shoulders..... Argh..... It hurts!!!!!!

I was doing some blog hopping today & I came across Elya's blog.... I wonder whether she'll cancel my msg on her tag... And what a coincidence, she knows Sofyn..... I think they're kinda close.... Looks like it.... What a small world.....

Big_Fella, now I know what you mean.....

Munching the M&N now.........

Yesterday, I was msging Nor. We were talking about driving.... It was hilarious...... Talked about the poles thingy... She agreed with me about Comfort Driving Centre teaching us without the poles.... Argh!!! This parking thingy is really bugging me...... Wonder when I can drive on my own....

I mean, when you can legally drive now, you wanna do the stuff that you planned before you can drive. But now, its a whole different story.... Yeah, its just a licence but what can you do if you don't have no car to drive... And to top it off, you can't park...... It's sickening... Currently I'm getting a hang of driving my dad's car but that parking thingy is still bugging me.....


Nor told me that we're going out next weekend..... Just hang out.... And I'll bring my cam... The manual one...... Can take pics.............


Thomas asked me to join the school's photography club cuz he said that I know more about camera more than him.... I'm just grateful that my dad know stuff about photography.... Maybe I should load the pics that I've taken into the blog.... Uhmmm......


People are asking me where is Mitre....... I just said that it's somewhere in town... Amazing huh.... I asked my mom whether she knows the place & she said yeah.... Wow!! Even my mom knows the place. I think the reason is because she used to work around town..... She knows the place like the back of her palms... She told me that she used to pass by the hotels over there when she's on her way home from work.....


There's this nice pic of someone's backyard that I took from my phone....Its nice... My mom asked where I took the pic from & she sound suprised when I told her that I took it from someone's back yard...

Maybe if I go to Mun's place, I'll explore her place... They have good scenery at her place... Minus the tree with the dangling stuff...... SCARY!!!!!!

EXAMZ stress

Hey, I'm back...


Not feeling that well either... Yesterday's drive with Daddy was bad. Went all the way to kallang to learn parking at the vacant lots available there. Its very stressful driving with Dad... So from home, I drove to kallang, airport to collect the ice-cream cake at swensens & then back home....


While I was driving, I saw this dog in the car. I don't know what breed it is but it was so cute. It's ears were pulled back kind. Very cute little fella. It was barking in the car.... So my dad said that the dog was barking at me for being a driver with a probation plate......


On Sat I went shopping to Marks & Spencer to get some stuff..... I definately bought the choc chip cookies... Its a must have when I'm there... Yum.... Yum..... The best choc chip cookies ever.. It beats chipsmore.....


There was fireworks yesterday... A pretty sight.. And the duration was 10 mins. The longest one ever...

Today, so far, it's been boring....I'm very moody now.. PMS??? I don't know. Or is it more of EXAMS stress.... ARGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Whatever it is, it's stressing me up......


Hey Big_Fella, still irritated at me? How's the phone doing ? Gotten ur ENGAGE yet? And I think I really need that lesson from you. At the rate that I'm learning how to do my parking, god knows when I'm gonna be able to drive on my own... However I have great confidence of driving to school alone on Sat for EPS cuz there's not many cars in school on Sat............... We'll see...


Hey peeps, I think I gotta go.. Remember, I'm doing this from school.... My comp's been giving me problems too.... And my sinus's bugging me again. Where is Nigel when I need him????????



MsS_D

Can't Do iT form homE

Yesterday really suck to the core.............

Had to get home around 4.30 pm cuz of some photo taking session. And when I got home, it was in a mess..... After taking my dinner at 5pm, my sis & I were fighting for the toilet. She was rushing to meet her friends at ESPLANADE....

Last night, tried calling Big_Fella... U know, clear the air out... But he's not ard... And to top it off, I dumped my phone somewhere in my bag & when B called, I didn't pick up. My comp's been hanging loads of time this week.... Don't know, maybe merajuk.....It's sick....

I thought of loading my PW questionaire on this blog but becuz the comp's been hanging, I have to do it in some other way....

And today I've got to go to NUH for my chech-up... God I'll stick out again in the children clinic...
I mean, I've been going there sinck I was 4... Cuz of my heart...

That's y i'm like this... Probably the doc's did something to it...... MAYBE.................

Hey, its time for my break.. Catch u later....




MSS_D

Stupid Comp

Sorry to my dear readers out there....

My comp's been giving me a problem over the weekends. It kept hanging.... Stupid comp. Was kinda fed-up about it.

My weekend was great. Hung out with Jo. My old pal whom I met in NCO band camp. We had great fun hanging out. Gosh! Her mouth is super LASER. To the max. And god we were mean when we critisied this lady who was wearing this mini dress which looked like rags. And it was black & white poke-a-dots. The first thing that Jo said was that the dress looked like a table cloth. And all I can say was POKE-a-DOTs.....

And Big_Fella, wishing you a happy belated 21th B'dae.

Big_Fella, I know that you were mad at me. But gheez, you don't have to be mean at me..... TO tell u the truth, I don't even know why you're mad at me. Was it the Wed night phone call? If that is so, I'm so sorry. I know I'm irritating when I'm cranky... Sorry aight? REALLY AM...

Sorry guys, gotta go... TOddles

Mss_D

TOn|ght's there's firewerks

Hey!!!


Rach babe, so how'd it go? Hope it went well. I'm home now. Turns out that my parents will be back tomorrow. I think they just wanna stay a little longer in KL..


Yesterday I went to Borders to get the new edition of Martha Stewerts Wedding Summer Issue. That's the only place that carry her wedding issues. I went with Jo. Its been quite some while since I've met her. Had dinner... Then we went window shopping.... Filled in the little info's that we kinda missed out on. She did help me do the survey. Thanks ALOT for helping me out girl....

I don't know but whenever I'm in town, I'm bound to meet someone while I'm there. I'll catch up with u guys later.... Stupid comp's giving me problems......


MsS_D

As | look out............< Stars Shining Bright >

As I look out my window tonight
I see the stars shining bright
With a hope that it would light
The dim dark path that I walk


As I look out my window tonight
I want to get away from this reality
Where nothing seems like what it seemed to be


As I look out my window tonight
I reflect upon myself
About the things that have been done
About the things that could be left as it be


As I look out my window tonight
I think about why did thou hurt me
Why thou had to be so crude
When I know thou arent't


As I look out my window tonight
I asked myself if
I ignitiated the crudeness
And therefore this is retribution


As I look out my window tonight
I've learnt that
The tongue cuts deeper than the sword
And it's wound is sharp & fast-killing


As I look out my window tonight
I wish that the bright star
Would lead me home............
Tonight

Plain Old D's Back

Hey

Its been quite sometime since I've written an entry. And if readers out there been waiting for my entries, thanks for reading & waiting. I doubt I'll be able to write as often as before cuz I'll be quite tied up with school stuff. Been kinda busy with the PW survey....And the exams are around the corner...


And Wan, about Wed night, I'm really sorry if I wasn't in such a great mood... Things in school been messing me up...


Today was the National Day celebration. We all had a jolly good time... It brings back the old memories of being in OI.... Only that now it's become MI Bartley Campus....


The atmosphere was like a gig... I'm serious. People were body surfing, some male teachers got themselves tossed in a crowd... Even my VP gotten himself tossed... It was MADNESS.... I mean, the real OI is back.. I hope that some of the teachers who was from Toh Tuck didn't get any culture shock...


My parents maybe driving up to KL tomorrow... Wondering what I'll be doing. Maybe I'll take some pics... And not forgetting some data collection for my PW... And yeah, B's on my list of people who are gonna take the survey.... He has a dog...UUUhhhhmmm wonder what breed it is....


Big_Guy, if you are free tomorrow, wanna grab some shots?


Rach babe, tell me the scoop aight... Hope that you'll have a *GREAT* weekend.... Enjoy yourself...


Jo girl, thanks for dropping me those comments. Thanks alot for helping me collecting those dog stuff. And girl, I CAN'T imagine if you were his partner in crime... You with your bow & him with his cape... Khekhekhekhekhekhe!!!!!!!!!! And archery is an EXPENSIVE game... Similar to Golf....


OK peeps.... For today, its short... Catch ya soon...





M|sS_D

T|tLe|st

Uhmmmm.....



Big_fella, what happened to you? Finally you got my number cuz I msged B... You get my number thru him k... Now that you have my number, gimme a buz anytime... And please, do drop a comment... Its not fair cuz I always drop you a note on your tagboard & you don't write to me........... NO FAIR :<


Was reading Jo's blog... She looks totally different... Wonder what will happen if our old friend the VAMPIRE sees her... Gawking at her I suppose.... KHEKHEKHEKHEKHEKHE!!!!!Hey girl, we gotta go out one day... Catch up... And I read your comment, what *cheeky grin* are you talking about huh???? You gotta gimme the loads k..... And about the dog thingy, you gotta save me the stuff like bottles, dog treats.... Those stuff... And remember I've gotta do an interview with you about being a responsible dog owner..... Gimme a buzz when your back..........


Yesterday's entry was more of travelling.... I know some peeps would say that I'm kinda boasting but hey, everyone have their own opinion...


Anyway, yesterday I went to catch a movie. Spiderman 2 with Hana....It has a totally different ending then what I expected. Sarz said that MJ got married to another guy & someone else told me that now Spiderman now saves people without any mask..... NONSENSE!!!! I've been wanting to watch it since I watched the ad while watching 'THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW' with Nor & the gals...... And in S2, there's this Chinese girl who plays the violin & sang the theme song... Yeah it was crappy cuz it was out of tuned & all that....


My dad bought me a TITLEIST visor. Some golf brand.... And its blue... very pretty for... Ok then, I gotta go... Fetching my mom later at the airport.... And Rach Girl.... Go give him a buzz.. Or at least, msg him......
I know I know, its all our school culture & all.... But hey, no harm done aight?????



Toddles

M|sS_D