Sunday, October 31, 2004

Sunday Today

Gotta start on my slides today... And tonight I'm not going out wif Nad cuz she has some family gathering... Now I'm thinking abt his bro.. I know I know... DON'T THINK ABT HIM..

Friday was great... Got home ard 11.. The sistaz were 'scolding' me on why I didn't bring the car... I mean my dad wasn't using the car & all that....

Yesterday I was supposed to drive my dad to his seminar at Toa Payoh but then he said I won't need to send him cuz of some changes... Today pulak out of the blue, when I was walking towards the car, he was already fixing the 'P' plate.. Which only means one thing, I'M DRIVING...

I look at my shoe, it was my mom's Birkenstock... Then I told myself, U can drive with this shoe.. Usually I'll drive with my South African sandals... The one with the tribal pics...

Now I'm back home & I'm too tired to do my slides... Tmr's my OP trial again.... Friday Sean, JT & I was GRILLED to the max.... Top, bottom, left, right & centre....

Wondered how school on Friday went... Well it went like this... I guess I was so into my OP that it made me forget certain stuff... I happily told Sean that I was free after school but I forgot that I had LCCI after school.... So there goes my plan to make the baked chicken to be brought to Mom's place... Luckily my dad picked me up from school... My mom then said that she wanted to go to Bussorah St... So my dad kena lah go to Bussorah St...

When I got home later, I only had time to bathe & change into fresh clothes.... Left home at ard 5.30pm to head to Geylang to get stuff before going to Mom's place.... Grab a cab later & head down to Tamp...

By the time we arrived at Mom's place, it was already time to break-fast... Hahahaha!!!

We chatted till abt 10.45pm... Nor felt like crashing at her place & I was feeling sobad cuz if I was driving, we all could save on the taxi fare & we all could go home later... Haiz......

Gotta prove to my dad that I can drive alone FAST....
My parking's improving, thanks to that little concave mirror that I finally learnt to use, esp so for parking....

Ok ok ok ... I gotta stop... Gotta start on my OP slides soon... Toddles

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Thursday, October 28, 2004

Ikea yesterday

I'm stuck here again infront of the comp... What do u think I'm doing? JT's editing the PPP.. And if this goes to Sean, it'ld be the 3rd edition. I know... Can't believe that its almost the end of it... My OP is on 4th Nov & my MLAO paper is on 5th Nov, Friday...


Yesterday I went to Ikea & Bugis. Got my white shoes for Hari Raya... U know how hard is it to get nice white shoes.. Finally got a NICE one... The reason why I got white shoes is because my baju is white... And next year, Kakak's wedding & I plan to wear my white songket... The one that I bought from Trengganu...

Friday's coming... Going to my 'MOMMY'S' place... Miss her alot... Meet Nor and the rest of my gfs at Geylang.. Planning to buy some food stuff before going to her place... Can't wait for tmr..

Anyway, I msged Nad yesterday.. She's back...... After so long... I was just trying my luck... To try to get hold of her... My guess were right.... So we plan to go Geylang...... When I don't know...

Kak Dilah called last night.. Asked me to be her interior deco for her bedroom during the wedding... And when I started talking using the words ' TONES', she made me feel as though I was the PRO in that area... Tak ambik ARTs nak sound 'Artistic'... D! D!

Honestly, I think the reason why I got to know alot abt this whole thing because of my late Granny... I mean that's what my mom said... Menurun... And on top of that, we all have good taste in colours..... Diff style but nice colours...

My mom always remind me to always choose earth tones like Green & blue though I hate green.. But like she said, its very soothing... Thank goodness Sean picked light blue tone for our background... Its very calm & soothing & I'm loving it....

Uhm... I'm thinking, COPPER gold goes well with what? Cream? Off white... And remember, there's alot of tones of yellow out there.. The array is Amazing.. Ok, lets not talk abt yellow, white itself is crazy.. There's off-white, ivory.... MABUK....


Hey I think I'm going to prepare my OP speech. Monkey, just because we are the only team that have 3 ppl, we have to start that PREP OP... Just becuz there's 3 of us.....

Gotta Go!!

Busy D

Monday, October 25, 2004

Having my break now... From PW tat is.. Feeling bloated.. Was talking to Rach just now... Talking abt the MUDPIE thingy... I think I'm going nuts abt it...

Jo: Fri wasn't a date.. Just went out with some pple... And we should go out again more often so tat we'll see more 'weird' ppl... Remember that polk-a-dots lady?

Anyway, last night my aunt came over. Buka at my place.. Right now we are thinking where on earth we should go during the hols.. I mean, if we were to go States, I need to make a passport... Cuz mine is the old one and the new feature has that thumbprint & eye id thingy... Leceh lah..


So then we planned to go

1) Turkey
2) South Africa
3) Swiss

Which one? I don't know...

I'm stuck... Don't know where to go...

If I were to go to SA, then I'm still able to get my Levis & Clinique... And if i were to Turkey, there's good scenery... Good stuff which I don't necessary like those amazing artefacts.... Like I said, stuff that I don't need...

My sis asked whether we could go to Paris but I told her that I've been there.... Then she said 'But I've not been there!!'

Asked my Aunt whether we could go Copenhagen.... Nice place that doesn't use EUROs but she told me that the standard of living is very EXPENSIVE.... Now with the whole Euro thingy, I really don't know where to go during the hols...BUNTU!!!!!!!

Ok... Lets think short run.... Where there is only one factor... Ok... now I'm talking ECONS....

What is happening to me? Nutz.........

Listening to 'That thing U Do'... Fadhil's playing it on the comp...... Remind me abt Band... the first song that I've conducted... Amazing huh? My fav part is that duo part... At the middle.....
Hey I'm not writing right... Better go before things get out of hand.... Toddles....



Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Feeling super nostalgic

Honestly
I'm in my nostalgic mode right now..

Y? Well yesterday I drove to AMK... Amazing huh how fast time past by.. Back then I used to be there... ALOT.. AMK Ave 4 was like my second home.. I was younger then...I've been going there since I was born.. And now I'm driving. Went to sent my grand-dad & sis over cuz my mom, dad & me went to JB.. No I didn't drive in JB.. Wouldn't dare....

My mom said my driving was bad last night.. I guess cuz of exams... Hadn't been driving for abt 3 wks... Didn't sit at the driver's seat for ages....

Fri, well I went to NYDC cafe... Gosh the MUDPIE was sinister...Horribly good... Got a treat.... From someone.... Thanks alot for Friday..

After NYDC, walked to the ESPLANADE.. I mean after that meal.. Need that walking... Anyway, there was supposed to be a show on Friday but becuz of the rain, it was cancelled...

Found some place that was good.... And the view was great. The skyscrapers were good but then the cloudy whether spoilt it... And I forgot to bring my cam that night.. Was rushing like mad but it turned out that some ppl who told me not to 'gelek-gelek' was the one who were late.

My exams over though... But PW's killing me.. Making me nuts... Super Nutz...

A couple of days ago I was chatting with Salid, Fariz, Sab & Mary.. Abt bikes & cars & licence... Fariz was talking abt getting a vespa I we all told him not to cuz he's tall... He's gonna look super kaku if he rides one.... Dah lah kudut nak naik Vespa... Funny... Funny... Salid on the other hand was talking about his vehicle cycle.. Weird fella... He was talking about getting a bike... After he gets a licence.. Then buys a bike... He was talking about before marriage, he's gonna buy bike lah.. Then he said that when he's married, he'll buy a car lah... All that... I listened to him... And when I told him that I'm not into guys riding bikes.. Just don't catch my attention... Then he said that I'm the type who goes for guys who's in the higher end... Monkey... I mean, I keep telling him that its safer to drive a car rather then a bike... After that whole conversation, I was wondering what will Mun think abt Salid's 'incredible' idea....

The entry before this was a poem that I wrote last night. Just felt like writing... Wouldn't wanna lose touch of writing...

This year, I might be going back to States for my hols.. No I'm not gonna drive... I might leave on the 10th Dec. It depend on my aunt where she wants to bring us... Maybe LA or Orlando... Whatever it is, I've got this whole shopping list.. And I'm gonna spend NEW YEAR on board the plane... Like it was for the couple of years ago...

Things to get when I'm in States



1) 2 LEVIS jeans
2) Vans shoes
3) Clinique stuff
4) That CD bag that I've been eyeing on
5) Loads of Hershey's chocs for my friends
6) Victoria Secrets ( girls stuff )

Cold Nite

All Through The Night

Looing out through the window tonight
Neither the stars shining bright
Nor the handsome moon
Guiding me through the night

Only with the rain splattering through the window pane
And the cold wind blowing at my face
I could feel the pain
Of lonelyness

Wondering how the cold night
Could turn against me
How that feeling of 'CLOUD 9'
Was not to be

Longing & yearning for that special someone
who will one day
Hold me tight
All through the night

Friday, October 22, 2004

Tonight's da nite

Hey yah...

What were ya thinkin? Yes I'm still stuck with PW... Its like an OD of it.. Honestly... But thank god I'm going out tonight... Cafe NYDC here I come.. With that mudpie.... Yummy.....

Last night.. there's IDOLS, followed by NCIS & then it was OC... What a show slot... Couldn't ask for anything better....

Idol last night was not to my expectations.... Honestly speaking, the only ppl who I can see have that powerful voice are Taufik & Olinda... Trust me, if they were properly groomed, Taufik can easily sing Frank Sinatra and Olinda can sing any Barbara Streisand song.... Daphane, well wrong choice of song... Its not easy to sing Christina's songs. You must have that strong vocals to sing like her... As for Maia, I still find her a slut... Her Bitchy character still bugs me & that's why I never wanted her to be my Singapore Idol. Nak gelek konon. Pegi dah... Budak2 tarian can do it way better then u lah.. Tak yah tunggu Shakira joget. Ni budak2 tarian can shake your asses off lah... Hey bitch, pegi main jauh-jauh!

That Chris guy, I think that he sings without any feelings..Its like singing at a karaoke longe,like those apek2 singing...


I know that I'm being crude but its true... These ppl are like speaking. Nothing else. And I feel that there are other better ppl out there for ppl like Ken, Dick, Florence & Douglas to hunt for that SINGAPORE IDOL.

From my knowledge of music, none of them can be my Singapore Idol... None!!!!!!!!!
None of the Idols caught my attention.. None blew me away...

I really don't know why the heck they didn't vote for Nana, as in Nurhasanah.. That girl is wonderful... Wonder where did Singaporeans put their ears while she was singing.. Ask her to sing Whitney Houstan song, I'll tell ya tat she'll be able to sing it WONDERFULLY.....

I know, I know! I'm dissing those ppl in IDOLS...... But as a Singaporean, I feel that I do have the rights to choose who to be MY Idol... And if they are not performing to my expectations, then, say good-bye to ya...


Monday, October 18, 2004

PW rite now....

Hey

Wat am I having now...PW... The main thingy from PW.... Our report is nice...... Saw the pink form... Got positive feedback from them......

My whole weekend was wasted dazing.... I don't know why but I just stared at the TV set... I guess I needed that dazing session.... And now I've got this itch to go out.... I don't know..... Been DEPRIEVED from going out for a while cuz of the exams....

Started fasting already... Since Friday... Right now its Break time from the PW stuff... I don't feel like comming to school today but becuz of the PW... Argh!!! I think I might not come to school on Wed or Thurs... Its the normal timetable... Its gonna be boring....

I'm back


Been stuck in front of the comp since god knows when...
Waititng for Sean to come back.... Boring.... JT sleeping already... Its 3.20 now.. Going home at 4pm....

Tomorrow, going for MUDPIE...... hehehehe!!!

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Thosai





ECONS ESSAY IS FINALLY OVER



Hunny.... Its over.......



My paper today was not that bad... I guess last night's mugging at the library really paid off.... I think I really went to the max lasty night cuz by 11pm, I was super tired.... After getting the advise from Hezwan last night, I finally slept...


I guess I was so put to the max that I didn't even know why the heck I told him... All I can remember was that I told him that EXAM'S A BITCH & he laughed.. He told me to rest cuz I need it badly...

At first I told him that I gotta study but then the moment I rested my eyes for that essential break, I guess I was too tired that I kinda dozed off for a while.... I then msged him back to say that I'm heeding his advice & I'm gonna sleep.


This mrng I woke up at 7.50am.. Took my shower & ate my nasi goreng... With keropok that is... Imagine with the bits & pieces of em on top of them.... Yummy.... And I was reading my INFLATION notes at the same time.... So I was happily eating my food...... And at 9.30am, I left for school....


Talking about school, I don't need to go to sch tomorrow & thursday.... Cuz I've got no paper... So happy..... .. Can sleep & study at my own pace... Friday's my Accounts & Mgt paper 2.... Wish me good luck.....

To Jo & Noryn, thx for the taggy msg....
To Wan, thanks for understanding about what I wrote......
Others, PLS PLS PLS PLS leave me a msg when u're blog-hopping...



Toodles...

Monday, October 11, 2004

can't write

I'm back... I'm kinda dazed rite now... I just had my mgt paper... There was this case study question which was 16 marks.... It could damned be an essay question... 16 ok... And it was asking about the 4 P's in marketing.... Wrote 3 1/4 page of it... Guess how many papers I used... 10 in total... I know... That's y I can't write now... Someone pls massage this aching hands of mine......

What did I do over the weekends? Uhmm.... Sat was GP paper... So the mrng was burnt.. Later went for lunch... Then got home... I then went home to change & get my mgt stuff for tuition at Ms Gan's house.... It ended at around 6.30pm.. By the time I walked to the bus-stop, it was already 7.30 or so.... I was too beat to do anything... I thought of meeting Wan to pass me the cd... But then, hey its last minute... I guess he'll be at B's that night... Very far from where I was.... And on top of that, I was totally beat....

When I got home, I ate dinner.... And by 10pm, I dozed off.. Too tired.....

The next mrng I woke up at ard 8.30 am... I relaxed for a while and after watching 7 Heaven, I was cleaning up my room.. Gosh!!! It looked bad!! With my files, notes & bags all over... Argh!! Anyway, I've cleaned it up already...

After lunch I was like a couch potato... I don't know what's wrong with me now... Been eating alot.. Rach said that I've been eating alot therefore increasing the consumption of food........

Hey, I suddenly got this itch to study for Econs right now... I know its weird but its the whole thing.. STRESS.... Feel like eating ice-cream too....

Toddles...

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Accounts paper on Friday...

Hey...
Hey...
Hey...


I don't know what i'm gonna write... Last night .... Well I've gotten into a pretty bad shape... Something happened... Thanks Hezwan for lending me ur listening ear... I was really in a bad shape....

Its funny though.... Of all people.... Hezwan... Considering the fact that I was once attached to him & we were on a topic of love.... I guess I knew too well that he's the open minded type..... That's y I poured it all out last night... And I felt kinda bad for not telling him about it before we both were ever attached.... Geez.... Like he said, THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. That there is a reason for everything that happened.....

Its kinda weird though that when we were talking, he told me that we were in the same boat except that we both are in different cabins.... I mean, he was there trying to help me to be level headed.... And tried ways to distract me from thinking of my problem..... All I have to say is THANKS a LOT......

Hey ppl who's been reading his blog... Well, all I have to say is that he's a nice guy.... At first, back then I mean, well I thought that he's a very funny crappy guy..... Superficially. I guess over the years, things have made him very matured. He knows when to be serious & when to be funny.... BG, even though I've known u for like years now, I guess last night was the time I gotta know abt the real U.... The serious fella who knows abt life...

He told me a story about his friend's freaky incident... Ya lah.. In a way he's trying to make me see things clearer.... And I appreciate that... But as the saying goes... it's easier said then gone.....

Hey I think I better stop talking abt what happened last night... It should be a time for me to sit & think.. And reflect.....

BG: Abt the cd... pls pls pls pls pls hold on to it for a little while... I'm currently busy with school stuff... And I'm still figuring abt the parking thingy.... Been using my pencil to figure it out today... My frens were asking me why on earth I'm playing with my pencils.... And I kept telling em that I'm learning how to park... Hey... I owe u a cruise right? U'll have to wait...... Maybe on my 21st b'dae ........ Well see how....

Nor: I didn't call u last night cuz I know I would be disturbing u while u were tutoring ur kuzin... No hard feelings k...


Hani: Hani!!! Hani Bunny.... Of course I remember u.... How r u doing there girl? As u can see, Cam & I r in the same school but in diff campuses.... Met Zi a couple of times at Tamp.... I don't knoe abt Diresh though....... Hey I can never forget the first 3 mths... Best time of my life.... Of school that is... U sleep in class... Skip class... Loads of stuff huh.... Do drop in more often k....


Jo: What do think of it? Still wanna go on with that IDEA of mine? Pls don't shoot me with ur arrows.... I know lah that u're one terer archarer..... And I like ur respond to it.... A HUGE LAUGH!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok.. I'm gonna hit the books now.... Catch ya later... Maybe soon.....

ToodleS

Friday, October 01, 2004

It's been quite a while

Yup... I know... Its been sometime...

Right now its a Sat... In school.. I've got accounts class later at 10am...

What have I been doing lately?? Uhmmmmm............ Reading some good books & studying.... My exams are next week..... And accounts will be welcoming me to the promos....

Two days ago I read a book by James Paterson.... Well its an interesting book cuz he's an interesting author.... Yes, he's the one who wrote Kiss the Girls & Along Came A Spider. The one that I read was Sam's Letter to Jennifer..... Its a good book to destress.... Honestly, it is..

Its been a long while since I've been reading any good book... Right now, well, I think I'm getting on with my old habits... That is reading a book.. And lately, its been raining alot so my mind is always thinking of snuggling in bed with a good book...

Oh god!! I think I'm gonna get indigestion... I was reading in the car ( My dad was driving) and I think it didn't go well with breakfast... That's right..... Genius me.....

I was suppose to type a poem that I wrote . But I left it at home. Honestly, I can't remember when I ever even wrote it... I think I'm becoming a little absent-minded...

Sorry about that... I was talking to Kelly, the librarian... About some books.... Interesting though...

And my indigestion is gone..... So far so good....

Last night Nor msged me.... It reminded me alot about back then... Why does a relationship that has been smooth sailing have any hiccups??? Nothing is smooth sailing...

D, that's why the word KALEIDOSCOPE was invented.... To show the ups & downs of life... DUH!!!!

And Kak Iva, if you're reading this, tell Alif that I say Hi.... That guys is so cute..... And very nice to talk to.... I took some pics of him... Unfortunately not with him... Maybe I'll get it uploaded here.... Cute Alif........... Actually, handsome Alif, when he's older that is........

Hey I think I'll stop here...... Lesson's starting soon & my hair is in a mess.... C ya....

To0dleS...