I'm BACK!!!!

Hello... I'm back... FROM LA that is...

Couldn't update my bloggie cuz I was rushing everywhere.. Esp when my dad left the car keys to me... There I was, running everywhere doing my errands... Antar loyang, kaki nasi paha & everything that is related to after a wedding... It was MADNESS... And later that Sunday night, I had to pick up my dad at 0215.... It was a SMOOTH drive in the wee hrs of the mrng... COOL... And one more thing, I'VE LEARNT HOW TO PARK.... Yes... msS_D has learnt how to park... All becuz of the HUGE parking space at my aunt's place..It was nice... And anothing plus point of driving, u can go home at what ever timing.. That friday night, I got home at 3 am , lepas masukkan telur untuk berkat... The next day, ni lah, org tak nak gi masjid for the nikah.. We arrived at 9.45am and the nikah was at 10 am... So we planned not to go but when we arrived, there wasn't anyone ard. So my mom & her cousin said, jom, lets do... Lintang-pukang siap.. Cari & gosok selindang... Changed ( cuz i was in jeans & long sleeve top) to my white songket & we were out... In 15 mins time, we were at the mosque. And the moment I arrived, my aunt went "BAWAK KERETA???" , mouthing to me... Initially I couldn't understand what she was trying to say but somehow I got the hint, so I showed her the car keys.. Then I understood her.... The moment the majlis ended, my mom, my aunt, her cousin & I rushed back to prepare for the guest to arrive... And for the rest of the day, I had to layan all the tetamu & jaga all the kuihs... Hahaha...

And you must be wondering how the pelamin worked out.... Well.... SPLENDID!!!! It worked... And was stable & everything... Everyone liked the blink-blink stuff.. And they all asked me where I got em from.. And they were suprised to hear that it was HANDMADE.. It was more of, berebut... They went like, nanti dah bis pakai, kasi satu lah... And I went, ' Hey your asking the wrong person.... I didn't make em... Hanis did & she's the rightful owner of the blink- blink stuff so I think u should ask her'.... And they kinda didn't ask me for it anymore... Hehehehe!!!!


So I got back from LAX this mrng.. Ard 0155 just now... I'm suffering from jetlag... My whole bio-clock gone cookoo. Did lots of shopping... This time round, I bought PRL stuff.. Just a few.. There were some tops that i like there... And I got Levis blouses & bags. Vans tee & shoes. And COACH bags... Got for myself 2 coach bags... One a clutch, the other a handbag... I also go Tommy Hilfigure bags... Apparently, this time round, I got more bags then ever... And I got them at a good deal... And my I say, I saved like 100 SGD when I bought the COACH bag.. Yes, its that cheap...

Other then shopping, we went to Six Flags, Knotts Berry Farm, San Diego Zoo, Sea World & Disneyland... Six Flags & Knotts had LOADS of roller coaster rides...

Top 3 roller coaster rides in Six Flags
3) Goliath
2) Dejavu
1) Extreme

EXTREME is fnatastic... U will feel the rush.. Cuz in the ride, the seats rotates at its own exist.. Which means that when the roller coaster move, u kinda rotate as well.. And the best part, u feel as thought u were thrown 15 stories high up... The moment the ride ended, my aunt went " Dah kenape mat saleh ni semua.. Dah giler! Who would invent this tpye of rides!!" (imagine like she's nagging) I ended up laughing all the way down to the exit of the ride...


okies.. GTG.. Sis wanna use the comp... Chao!

Running EVERYWHERE

Goodness me!!! Imagine me doing the following simultaneously...

Checking e-mail for hotel reservation
Trying to check out some hotels online
My friendster account
MSN
Writing my blog

Gosh!!! I'm running all over.. Flying off on Monday.. My room's in a mess cuz of all the packing... To 2 location that is... LA is one.. The other one would be toTampines... My cousin's getting married on the 10th... Now I'm running all over... And the best part, my dad's not in Sin... AND I OFFICIALLY HAVE THE CAR.... YAHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup. My cousin's getting married on Sat... I'm all jolly well excited & all... Did for her the window treatments in her room... And I'm going to do the dias as well... Apparently my 'good'friend is kinda worried that I'm doing it myself.... I mean, he was kinda 'unsupportive'.. Yes that's the word... But I DON'T CARE... You know how stuborn i can get... If I set my mind to it, it must be done... Yes... That's me...

Anyway, my bags are halfway packed... My stuff are all over.... Thank goodness I've ironed all the baju kurungs.... My mom, sis, my cousin, my aunt & me are gonna wear songket... I think the best looking one wearing it would be my sis cuz of her colour... Hers is that classic green... Mine's white, same as my aunt... My cousin's is bronzey gold while my mom's light brown.... And this songket was supposed to be my white baju kurung for this year's hari raya... I mean, u probably know that I must have a white baju kurung every raya... This year is a sacrifice... I've saved it for my cousin's wedding....


Haire just called me... He wanted to help me with the pelamin... It all sounds fantastic... Getting loads of help from all my male cousins... They are all fantastic.... I'm grateful for having them around... And when the whole thing's up & ready, I'll upload it... And I'll prove to that 'good'friend of mine that I can do it....


Ok ppl... I think I've gotta stop here... Got loads of packing to do... Now searching for all my tanks, my tees & long sleeve pull-overs... My jeans.... My shoes....


Shopping list for LA

2 Levis
1 Vans shoe ( yes another one even though i've still got the new one)
Blah Blah Blah
Belt

Saturday crew @ Cikgu 

Gals with Cikgu Rasiah 

4 pretty ladies 

Saturday peeps @ Cikgu Ahmad's place: Top (L-R) - Fadhil, Sahzali, Me & Khairiyah with Huda Cikgu Ahmad & Arif  

How about this fella? Anyone??? 

Our faithful escorts on their bikes 

'Mat' Salleh with his "Kapchai" bike.. Anyone interested in this smiley fella?? 

The whole crew : Top (L-R) - Wati, Fadil, Salleh & Norimah together with Director Dayana & Rahmat 

3 pretty ladies 

Rahmat with his 'bunga' 

Chack! 

At Nor's place... 

So Sorry..

So sorry peeps... I've been super bz... These are the pictures that were taken on Fri Night & Saturday... Check it out....

And oh ya Fad, our Mr Rahmat drive macam VERY fast, VERY furious... Wati & I almost came off from our seat... Benda-benda kat belakang MELAYANG... Dahsyat!!!

Busy with stuff.....

Finally, my exams are over... Yes!! So VERY GONNA PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to the dentist yesterday... Changed the rubber pads to yellow.... Had to do my cleaning too... Then went to Ikea... And as usual, Jo had the honours of being the first one to see me in my new colour..

Ikea was fun... Jo bought wrapping paper for her christmas gifts that needs to be wrapped... After Ikea, we went to town.. For more shopping... In the end, Jo & I got the same tank ... And its green.... As usual, it was fun shopping with her. What do u expect when u go out with 2 super duper crazy people... With the way that we describe stuff... Chimney cleaner, apek's shirt, curry smell.. Hehehehehehe!!!!


Later that night, I got a phone call from my aunt regarding the wedding stuff.. Apparently there's some changes .... I was so stressed out & tensed that I msged Azlan abt it... We talked about it... Then later talked about his clothes.. And by the looks of our conversation, it was more of me being his secretery... Take measurment & stuff... And the scariest thing is... Choosing for him.. The design that is... Yes... I'm kinda worried.. Cuz I don't really know his style... So I'm staying with my sense of style... White & Navy seems to be the safest... By the looks of it...


Going for Dinner with Bel & company later... As for tomorrow, well apparently, this year we are not gonna rent a car... Cuz it looks like Rahmat's joining us this time round along with Fad & Salleh... So since Fad & Salleh are riding, then it looks like Rahmat, Nor, Itaw, Shimah & myself are gonna be taking the car.. Correction, Rahmat's car... So...We'll see how it goes.....

And as for Saturday, we, the MI ppl are going jalan raya... I think its gonna be the usual gang... Arif, Suhuf, Sahz, Khai, Janna, Huda, Tini & myself... Nampak gayanya....



Anyway, gonna take shots & put it on my blog.....


Got up this morning, cleared my book racks from my old books & fill em up with my files, that's so very full of notes.... But unfortunately, I've not vacuum my room.. Messy me!!! Hehehe! But who cares! Its my room!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT ATTACHED NOT SEEING ANYBODY

NOT ATTACHED
NOT SEEING ANYBODY
DO NOT HAVE A SIGNIFICANT OTHER
No 2 GUY STAY-AWAY-ER
THE TERM 'DARLIN' NEVER EXISTED IN MY VOCAB


Ok.... I got that out from my chest.... Goodness....

Jo: I doubt things will ever change.... Don't forget our date on Wed... Got loads to fill u in abt... And I believe u've got loads to fill me in too...... u not liking children????

Nor: I think I'm gonna be like u, the futher I stay away from all these 'other' species, the better... Kepala tak runsing, masa pun tak terbuang....


A couple of things on my agenda lately...

22 Nov -> My 'A's are finally over
23 Nov -> Dental & date
24 Nov ->Makan at Newton
25 Nov -> Jalan raya with my sistaz... FINALLY!!!! Yeah! Yeah! Dapat jalan Raya. Sedih tau, sacrificing all my time & energy on my 'A's sampaikan tak sempat raya :(
26 Nov -> Nor buat open house, sudah di jemput
28 Nov-> Out to JB to get my things for the pelamin... Thinking whether to ask Azlan for that circle circle thing....
29 Nov - 10 Dec -> Start of my pelamin project & preperation for the wedding
12 Dec till Christmas -> Vacation in LA

And when I get back, its dental appointment, blood donation, New Years' Celebration & down to my bouquet business......

Not in the mood...

I was just about to write an entry when I received a phone call... I mean, honestly, I didn't expect a phone call... Just msging will do, but no.... I got a phone call... And after our conversation, all my mood just turned black.... I mean, yes, I had loads to write but.... It all went down the drain when he called.... Bamb! Next time, just stick to sms-ing......

Its not that I'm having a grudge against him or whatever but I'm still ANGRY/ FURIOUS/ IRRITATED .... Yes I know I said that I was being forgiving but still.... It just made me blew my top....


SO JUST NOT IN THE MOOD ALREADY....

Kena usik teruk2...

My day had been so packed back to back....

Yesterday, I went to Mum's place with Nor & Itaw... As usual, we alway's have fun catching up with stuff with out dearest Mum..... I brought my baked chicken... And Mum said it was nice... Esh! If she was my potential mother-in-law, dah pass tu.....

Then I was at my Aunt's place.. Atur kuih.. I got back at ard MN... My dad picked me up from some dinner that he had.... And god knows why but my Mom got the itch to go Geylang... She wanted to buy carpet.... And guess who I met after parking the car, BigGuy... He was in this 7 seater... Ok... To start with, the car caught my attention becuz by the looks of it, they were all packed like sardines.... Then, there was this guy who was sitting in the front passenger seat, waving at me... It took me a while to recognise who it was..Then, I spotted the hair & the glasses and I automatically knew who it was... BigGuy.... Hahahaha!!! And amazingly, he RECOGNISED me, even with my short hair... I mean, yah.... The 1st 4 yrs when I first knew him, I had short hair all along... So tak kan tak kenal kan.... But still, when we got together last yr, I had my long hair... SoI thought maybe he couldn't recognise me... Plus it was at night.... But I was wrong.... He msged me saying how could he not recognise someone from his past....


Then today, the moment I got up, I did some cleaning.. Yesh... I was so into my spring cleaning.... Changed my bedsheets and curtains which I DO NOT LIKE.... It makes my window look like one BALD CHICKEN.. As in, its in between a window with curtains & without curtains.. Its stupid lah.. Maybe after my exams, I'll make my own curtains & bring down this stupid ugly looking one.... It looks like ayam togel...




See ya later...................

Nightmare

I was woken this mrng because of a terrible nightmare... Yesh it was bad... Its more like a tramatic nightmare..... The moment I woke up, I told myself, Its not gonna happen! Its not gonna happen! Its so VERY not gonna happen!

Jo, pls do not laugh cuz it was a continuation of the previous dream that I told you about.... Resort trip + sabotaging ur gf here = famliar????

Due to the dream, I haven't been doing much today.. I got up at ard 9 am... And no, today I do not have school... I finally cleaned up my room... Bear this in mind that the mess was result of Friday's Grad Nite.. I finally washed my brushes... Clear all my make up stuff that was lying all over my room. Washed the clothes that I wore on Fri.... And I reaslised only at that point of time that what I wore on Fri was ALL BLACK... Blur me....

On Sat, when I went to my grand-aunt's place, I was still shacked from the Grad Nite overnight outing... My feet was still killing me at that point of time... And yeah, Khair's getting engaged on the 15th Dec.... Congrats man.... And since all of them were so happy, Danial, Heikal, Khair & Haire asked me to join them on Sunday to buka outside... Yes all were guys but I'm cool with them... Like they say sama channel.... And all of us pretty much stick with each other whenever there's a family gathering... And whenever the gathering is on Sat, which are piano days for Heikal & Hanis, both of them will come together... Its cute....

Ok then... Right now I'm gonna head back to my studying... Have not been doing it for 48 hrs... Gotta hit the books... Toodles...
Muackz!!!

Day after Grad Nite

Grad Nite... It was yesterday... It was smackingly good.... Not the even though.... It was only after that....

Arif, Suhuf, Azar, Sahz, Bear, Huda, Tini, Min & Me hung out after Grad Nite... We went out to PS to catch a midnight show... Not exactly MN... It was more of 2.10 am show... We hung out at McD's while waiting for the show.... Imagine, 2.10am in the morning.... 4 girls wearing Prom dresses.... And 5 guys, wearing coats, ties & smart pants.... Walking at PS in the morning... And as for the girls, our feet was killing us...

When we entered the cinema, Everyone was looking at us. We sat at the 5th row but it was the 1st row of people... And when we got comfy on the chair, it was freezing cold. I was the only gal who was wearing pants... So my kaki berlunjur lah... Sekejap bersila. Sekejap kaki di atas kerusi... And my shawl was the only form of warmth that I was seeking from.... We watched 40 year old Virgin.. It was so funny... It was really really funny....

The show ended at 4am... We went looking for a makan place....Nak sahur.... After sahur, we walked to City Hall Mrt... Arif & Suhuf took the bus.. Huda & bear took cab. Azar, Huda & Tini took NEL while Sahz & I took the train back... And coincidently, we met Irwan at City Hall... He was on his way to camp... Correction Tekong...

I came back at 6.30am & MY FEET WAS KILLING ME.... And now, its still killing me....

And it was only 1.30 in the afternoon that I woke up... Yes... I was that shagged.....

Gtg... Still catching up with my rest...

Escalator DOWN 

Suhuf 

Nigel 

Anith 

Mr Heikal & Me 

Cam & I 

Hero for the night 

Pretty girls in black 

ITs been a WHILE...

Yesh... Its been ages since I've written an entry..... Buzy with loads of stuff... It was only on Fri that I got a day off... Correction, the night off... Buka outside with Tini, Khai, Janna, Saz, Suhuf, Arif, Luqman, Bear & Huda at Mak's Place.... Khai did the reservations before hand... And thank goodness it was near my place.... Just some walking distant from my place....

After buka, we were chatting abt our Grad Nite plans.. And then, BAM!!! There was this group of Mat Scramblers who were trying to show off... And then, one of them was trying to do this thing called 'wheeling', fell. Skidded & sparks came out from his bike... STUPID BRAINLESS IDIOTIC JERK!!! He could have been driven over by some other vehicle if there was any at that point of time... As in, kene gilis... And you know what he got away with, just some scratches..... Kalau nak show off pun, bertempat... Bodoh! Just made a fool out of himself...

Later on, we all WALKED from the restaurant to Geylang Serai... As usual, there's loads of Tams & Hanims ( aka M&M ).... Dah tu, mcm fashion show... They really dress up.... And we bumbed into Kak Dayah... She went like, "So, korang masih ade time nak gi geylang when ur 'A's are ard the corner? " My reply to her was " Come on lah, its been abt 8 weeks since I went out.... We all need a break!!!" And we actually bumped into someone who NONE OF US LIKED.... Ghezzz!!! It was horrible... Arif dah peng.... He was smoking all the way.... Found out that the guy that we didn't like, well we heard that his mom made a report about him running away from home & guess who was the officer who took down the report... Salid.... What a small world!!!!

We later made our way to City Plaza cuz Arif wanted to get his baju kurung... My goodnes!!! Baju yg diorang adverstise kat TV tu kan, mcm pompan punye baju... Ade sequin lah, bunga2 lah... And the best part, one looked like a pyjamas..... Terus tak jadi.... And with Tini, Janna & I commenting, it just made 2nd Chance look BAD....

At Perkampungan, the crowd was back to back... Yes, it was that bad... And since Luqman was the tallest guy ard, he was there to 'guard' us, the gals..... That was nice of him.... At the perkampungan dah tak tahan... If we were to go to the bazaar at the market, Saz said that we can practically body surf.... Yes, it was that crowded on a Friday night....

I really am blessed that I went to Geylang with the guys ... Tak kene kacau..... SELAMAT...


Then on Sat, I went shoe shopping with my sis... Got all my stuff for Grad Nite.... Yes, its this Friday... This 21st Oct... Amazing how time flies....

Anyone ever told you that maybe you could be a Nanny / Babysitter? Well that's what's on my mind... Yes, I do love kids.... Had three younger 'siblings' after me...

This thing only struck me today... When I was still the groggy self... Yes, I'm suffering from some kind of stress... Making me sleep LESS.... And all that anxiety... Goodness!! I've never studied that much ever in my life.....

That's what struck me to be a Nanny/Babysitter..... I've always had a great time taking care of Akim & Aqilah.... These two cuties that had entered in my life.... They are so very adorable... Akim's now 1 yr 7 mths... Aqilah is now 4 yrs old.... Both of them are equally cute.... They are so very cute....

Imagine if life would just be that simple... Yes, having children is a lifetime commitment.... I have no quams about that. But they are so adorable... They make you forget about lots of stuff... They are adorable, loving, manja & all lah.... And when you play with them, it'll make you forget that the games that u play with them are childish but its fun... Its like they are the apple of your heart/ eye... Is that how it goes?

I love the smell of babies... You know, the Johnson's baby powder smell.. And all that other stuff.. But honestly, I've never learnt how to bath a baby (6mths & above)... I think if its that bad, I'll end up bathing with the child too... I mean, that's the easiest.... And then, when it comes to baby shopping, oh goodness.... I had babies after me... And the age gap between me & my sis is 7 yrs apart.... So there's some things I can do cuz of experience due to that age period between 8-12yrs old. At that stage of your life, you'll learn some skills that would be useful for the rest of your life... Make milk, change diapers, play with them, make sure that they are bathed & are cleaned at the certain period..... And going out, gheez.... With the stroller & stuff.... Whenever I'm out with Akim & her mom, I would usually be with Akim.... And I'll talk to him, in proper language... Cuz they listen & grasps things well & it would be an added advantage if you speak to them in the right language.... As in straight proper English.... That affects the upbringing of the child.....

Learnt this from the way my mom brought me up... Becuz I'm the eldest/first child, well, you can say that she was a full time housewife the moment I was born till I was 5... And it was that period of time that my mom taught me how to read & write. She bought for me books & I've been reading ever since... And amazingly, during that stage of my life, she actually picked up sewing as her hobby... So I would usually KEPO her when she does things.... That was how I picked up sewing... And loads of other of my DIY stuff...

All I can say is that, the first few years of a child is crucial... And its BAD being a sick child... I'm saying this from experience.... But in a way, I've learnt alot from being a big sis who is 7 yrs apart from my sis....... Its a blessing in disguise.... Even though my sis is really a pain in the butt at times... But yeah.... It's good...

Beat, bored but blessed & pure bliss

Beat, bored but blessed & pure bliss.........



Super super super busy with loads of stuff... Juggling a relationships with mugging & school... Honestly, its not that bad... Just be totally focused while studying & he really understands you with your studying, its pretty alright. It is.. And even though my time zone has been totally off with school work, its pretty fun.... And if the guy is the sweet type... AAAAWWWW!!!!


After mugging at Amu's place last night, I was totally buzzed off... KNOCK DOWN!! Dozing in the bus already... Got home ard 9.30 pm or so... Was smsing my dear along the way & sleeping... How? I don't know..... The moment I got home, totally ZOMBIED... Slept after my shower... By 10 pm, I was a gonner....

Then, at ard 1.30 or so, all sorts of ppl were msging me.. Amu told me to bring accounts notes lah, jo replying my sms lah, my dear asking me whether I was a sleep lah.... With all that, I was tossing & turning in bed till like 3 am... I end up calling my dear.... Spoke till like 4 am.... He was sleepy so I let him sleep... Got down to some out standing school work... But I guess I was really really really beat that at 5 am, I was dozing back to sleep... Got up at 6 am... Didn't felt like coming to school... I am beat... Still am....

Studying after school... I don't know where on earth I'm gonna get the strength.... SO VERY TIRED... And hey! I only spoke to my dear for like less then 1 hr.... And I was studying the other 23 hrs... Then in our conversation, I was speaking MALAY to him & he asked me why the heck I talk to him in MALAY... Most of the time I speak to him in English.. Like 95 % of the time... But last nite, 95 % Malay.... He went like, asal bebual melayu... I was beat & stuff... What do u expect?????

Can't Mess ard

Looks like some people just can't mess ard with me....


A couple of days ago, I've been absolutely busy with loads of stuff.. Exams... Mugging... Results.... What else is new for me???

And I am still.... Busy with stuff....

ASS SWINGING

ASS SWINGING PRELIMS

Yes.... Its crazy... They say love drives ya crazy but the exams drives you like 100x CRAZY.... Its never ending... Just never ending.... NEVER ENDING.... NEVER ENDING.....

Well, as usual, nothing much is happening but sticking my head in a book... Doing loads of writting.... With notes all over my room... Sleeping at 2 am & waking up 6.30 EVERY school day... Looking like a zombie EVERYDAY... And yesterday, when I stepped into Mrs Heng's car, the first thing that she said was ' WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE????' I've got like 5 zits popping out on my face... Yes it SUCKS!! Big time.. And she was so nice to gimme this acne cream that's SUPER good... Yes, all these happen ALL BECAUSE OF STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday paper was MGT P1 & Econs P3... Yes I've spent like 3 hrs on Mgt writting my ESSAY answer & later after lunch, I spent another 2hrs 15 mins writting my essay.. For those who have taken ECONS, pls say a prayer for me... Wrote abt the Role of Government, Elasticity concept & then there's my fav... MACRO ECONOMICS... Where all that 5 main objectives comes in.. And the conflict... I just LOOOVVVEE them....

Yesterday's accounts P1 was like... SHIT!!!! Its crappy.... And Q1 &2 was theory... So there goes me, putting away my GIANT calculator & started writting my essay answers.... Headed out to Tekka with Amu for makan & got my juppa top... Got green, grey & brown... Nice... Very nice....

And when I got back, I was SSSOOOO tired... You can say that I was catching the OC in my DREAMS... Pretty tired.. By 9.30, I hit the sack.... Got up at 7.30 am this mrng.... And have been slacking after that.... Slack, Cleaned my bedroom, changed my bedsheets & reading a book... Yes, this is pretty much what I do when I'm stressed out... It also includes cleaning the house, baking & surfing the net... The other day, I made BANANA cake cuz I was too stressed... I used 2 sisir of bananas & one broad pan... I brought half to sch & distribute it to my teachers... And they wanted me to be MORE stressed so that I can make more for them... They said it was nice.... And it was their lunch........

Been thinking of redoing my room.... Re-arranging my books & stuff... Let's see how....

The other day, I was talking to a couple of my frens abt the Bintan trip that we had in March... We were just wondering why in the world would they put security guards at every villa so that the guys & gals won't end up in the same room... Were they afraid that we would do any hangky-pangky ? I mean, come on, we've stuck with each other for like 3 yrs already & we practically know everyone's characters very well.. And we can't even practically think of doing anything with them... YUCKS!! Puking big time.... Gheez!!

Prom's coming & I still don't know what to wear...........

Okies ppl.. Gotta chaoz!! Toodles...

Something old, something new,
Something borrowed & something blue




Presenting my favourite poem of all time....


Sonnet XLIII: How Do I Love Thee?(by Elizabeth Barrett Browning)



How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints.
I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life;and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.




A Dream Within A Dream(by Edgar Allan Poe)


Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

Make a guess what car that is... Tip: Check out the crest.... 

Check out the wheels.... 

Me & Nor.. How ironic... I'm in the pic with my wild hairdo & all & she's in tudung.... 

Tenung-menenung at one of the cafes that we hung out at Arab St... Nor, tenung ape girl... Waiting to turn 21 ke? 

Somewhere in the alley of Arab St....