Fast one

OK here goes...

I've got new pics uploaded.... I mean, old pics that I've been wanting to upload for a while... Right now I've got this crave for pink & black outfir... My 2 least fav colour.... And I need a hair cut.... So I'm skimming thru some webbies.... For new pics....

I think that its the braces that's giving me the courage to be bold.....

Aching butt....

Yeah, yesterday was Shimah's b'dae chalet at East Coast..... And her cake was extremely HUGE..... All thanks to her sis, aishah.... And can you believe it, it wasn't enuf.... I guess there was an overwhelming response from her guest...

On thurs I met up with Nor to pass me Shimah's gift.... A cute teddy bear with a sweater... And the moment Wati saw the teddy, she started stripping it.... I don't know why but she's the seriel teddy bear rapist.....Probably Diaz gave her too much naked teddies so much that when she sees a teddy with clothes on, well she'll start stripping them...

Anyway as I was saying, met Nor on Thurs... And when she saw me, she laughed... How could you.... And as I was saying, it was pretty suprising.... So the rest who has not met up with the new me, well you'll see.... And yah, she was laughing.... My bestfriend was laughing at my new look....How could she :( Boo!! Hoo!!

And when Shimah & Wati saw me the next day, well, the first thing that she said that I lost weight... Its true... Can't eat as much... Knowing me, I'll finish my food asap but now, no way...Can't.. In Bintan, when I was masticating my chicken fillet, it felt as though I was chewing a gum.... It was so slow for me to masticate... So that's why I gave up eating too much meat, may it be chicken, beef or mutton, I GIVE UP... The only meat I eat is fish.... That's it... Nothing else..

Right now I have an aching butt cuz last night I went cycling at her chalet.... I mean, its been ages since I've been on a bike... Oh god.... All I have to say that last night, well the cloud cover was abt 80% so i couldn't see any stars.. There was only one though... One star that was shining strong... My dad said that if the star isn't the gleaming one, well it was a planet far away... I really don't get him either... He did say abt stars before once but I never really understood him... He ever taught me how to find the North Star too.... I mean, he's a navigator so doing this kinda stuff is his cup of tea...

Back to the beach, well it was a full moon last night.... And the moonlight was being reflected on the surface of the sea.... It was a pretty sight. But unfortunately, there wasn't anyone for me to share it with.... So unlucky of me... Moreover, I did ever tell myself that I'm gonna be single for the next two yrs... The new me might probably repel any guy that sees me... They'll say "Run! Run! Get away from this girl as far as possible!!!" I know that I sound so pessimistic but hey!!! My gut feelings tells me so.... So I've got to accept it...

I got loads of work on my table.. On thurs night I slept at 3 am.. What the heck was I doing that early? Well studying my Econs International Trade.... Its alright if you could understand the whole picture.... Honestly I usually HATE Econs ( becuz I think I'm cursed in my MCQ) but it's all abt comman sense.. You see it happening everyday... Look at the Demand & Supply theory.... Its happening right infront of your very eye... But the hard part abt Econs is that it uses alot of technical terms.... ALOT..... That's why I can't really get hold of it.... So what can I do, practice....

Ok guys, I think I've gotta stop myself from blabbering shits abt Econs... If you take it, you'll understand the agony that I'm going thru.... Till then, see ya later....

PS: My up coming entries would be delayed cuz I'm having my exams.... So if anyone sees that my blog's not updated, well blame it on my exams.....................

I'm back

Bintan trip was ok. Pretty fun... Shared the room with Huda. And the villa was shared by 6 ppl. Min & Tini shared one room but we all shared a villa. And guess who was staying in the villa with us, Mrs Wong & Ms Zhou..... Honestly they were alright... No naggy stuff what so ever... When we left early to head to the guys room, well they were alright.. Said nothing...

All four of us were greatful that we shared the villa with the teachers. I mean, when we first got the keys & entered the villa, well it looked too big for 4 ppl to stay in a 3 room villa. So we all decided to sleep in one room.. But when we heard knocks on the door, well we were shocked to see them & tried ways to sneak out from the room later at night.... We all thought that we were able to bunk in other ppl's villa. But it turned out that all 4 of us were too tired to do anything when we reached our villa at night... Within 10 min laying on the bed, Huda & I were gone in la la land. The TV was watching us...

The second night was the BBQ. So all of us really slacked to the max. Half of my ppl were wearing OI tee... None of us ( Min, Huda, Tini & I) wore it.. I just wore my capri pants & my Vans Long sleeves tee & my Birkins... Nothing much.. We pretty much slacked in our outfits. In chinese we call it 'BOCAK'. Unlike some other ppl, well they really dress up for the BBQ & not for the Fine Dining.. The other way around....

The BBQ session was pretty boring on the whole but it was the guys from my table that made it hilarious. Sahz, Arif & Suhuf sat in a table with us.... All of us laughed non-stop. Till Min got a very bad headache.. And when I gave her the Panadol Active, I think that really made her go high.. Firstly she wasn't talking sense.. Abit slow in catching what we all were trying to say. And when we got back to the villa, I went into their room, Min was gone.. Dozing off on the bed...

As I was saying that before we went to the BBQ, we went to the guys room. All I have to say is that they are so UNTIDY.. Azar invited us over to watch movies over at his Villa. And their villa was next to Arif's villa... So just imagine how many ppl were in that villa. Abt 13 of us there.. But at the shoe pile, it looked as though there was 25 ppl there. There was a hill full of shoes, their coffee table was filled with half-eaten food, cigarrates, pillows everywhere. And the moment we arrived, Nigel was offering us seats.. And most of the guys were topless... Wow! What a welcoming scene.. And as all of us were watching Scary Movie ( I know its lame but at least its something for all of us to laugh at) suddenly it died... HAHAHA!! It was at the scene where the girl was running away from the Scream monster & accidently pull her dress instead of her & she was running in her bra & panties... While she was running, Azar was trying to freeze that image ( u guys know what I mean ) & suddenly the player died... HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! That was really funny.. And it was almost time for these guys to get dress for the BBQ, we girls left their room & headed to the playground. When Tini & I were on the swing, we automatically sat on each one & started swinging. Gosh its been a long while since I've sat on one.... We sat there while waiting for the rest of the guys to get dress...

We all pretty much hung around there & chilled out. Hearing Suhuf entertaining all of us with his bad voice.. Correction, his jiwang voice... All sorts of songs came out.. Mostly Malay songs like Belayan Jiwa, some SO7 songs... Some dangdut songs.... Imagine someone with a harsh voice singing these song.. Wondering how the hell he lost his voice, well in the ferry to Bintan, he slept & when he woke up, his voice became harsh.. I mean, that sore throat voice.. Speaking of him, I think I'm gonna lose my voice soon....

After all the guys were ready, we all made our way to the function room.... Strolling our way there.. On our way there, we stop by the Spa... Cuz it was just us 4 gals, Sahz actually stood at the entrance of the Spa & said, "Welcome Bacholorattes"... Hahaha! He wanted it to look like that show.... Saying Welcome Ladies.... Blah blah blah.... And at the BBQ, well, my table was the roudy ones & we pretty stayed like that the whole time...


I know I know that u ppl were wondering how the fine dining went right.. Well it was ok... And while all of us were gertting dressed, there was a blackout in our villa.. Tini & I bathed first, followed by Min & Huda. So while I was putting on my make up & getting dressed, the lights & air-con suddenly switched off..... Tini was combing her hair when the lights went out... And Min & Huda was complaining that there wasn't any water... Dah the two of them keluar berkemban... After a while the lights were back.. And the two of them quickly got dressed & we were late for the Fine Dining event...I know, star karat.

In the ferry, these 3 guys were sitting in front of us the 4 gals & they were making alot of noises disturbing us & what not.. And in the end, while Sahz, Arif, Tini & Min went out to get some fresh air, Suhuf & Huda went to get themselves some space & slept. Laki Bini tidur... Arif got back & got some space near Man & slept.... I just kept quiet & read the Cleo Mag that Min brought...

By the time I got home, I was pretty beat... I was too beat to even call BG.. Sorry aight? I was too beat.... And today while in school, all of us were still in Bintan mode... Saying that if we were still in Bintan, then the chauffer could snd us right up to the room. And Ming Da was cracking us up by telling Sean to call the chauffer to fetch us after school.. It looks like all of us were just too pampered while we were there.... Wanting to be fetched & send ard.... Hahaha

After school just now, I just dozed off after lunch. Initially I thought of going down to Borders to get some books but I just thought that my bed was better then Borders.. So I slept till ard 5 when Tini called me regarding mgt..... And I'm up since then...

From this whole trip, well I have to say that I'm grateful that Min & I cleared the air before we left for Bintan. If not, this whole trip would be odd... I mean, those kinda things... But hey! Min & I cleared the air in Jan so we are pretty ok now... And sharing a villa with all of these 3 gals was great... And spendin 3 days with my class guys was hilarious & fun.... Without these ppl, the trip would be quite boring......


Lots of hugs & kisses

msS_D

ITS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup!!! Its on.... Finally.... Feeling wierd.. I know, Taufik & Sean told me so.. And Sean actually told me that it would be enjoyable.... That guy.... Hahaha... Taufik told me that it would take some getting to use to....

Anyway, last night I went to NUS to watch a symphony.... Oh... Its been like ages since I'm gone to one. But then, it wasn't as mind-blowing as the Philhamonic of Helsinki Symphony. That was WOW!!! Last night performance was the typical standard as any poly or other JC would play.... If you know what I mean...

And last night too made me remember alot of my band days.. How beautiful the French horn, trumpet and alto sax sound. Jo, it's not as though I'm praising you what so ever so don't perasaan alright... And also abt the old band days.( Hush! D's reflecting).... See what has become of it.. So right now I can happily say been there, done it & its over... No regrets!!!

Anyway, there was one Flute player who was playing like as though he's SPASTIC... I mean, he was crincinghis body & moving too much. For one thing, I really don't know how he manage to keep on his embrochure of his mouth.. I mean, any player would try to maintain his/her embrochure while playing so as not to play any sharp or flat note.. Your mouth plays a major part in ensuring that you play the right note.... It looks as if the player wanted to 'feel' the piece... As in trying to play from his heart but he's not. I mean, when I watched the Philharmonic players played the other time, none of them were CRINCING to 'feel' the piece. From the way they played, well I was able to feel it already... That spastic-looking fluatist thought that he had that passion for music but in my opinion, he looked like an irritating clown.. Minus the red nose...

Speaking of these kind of players, well, it reminded me back then while in school when we had to go to VCH to watch a concert by the Loyang Sec Band. There was this clarinetist who was also moving her arms but it look as though she was trying to fly. She was 'FLAPPING' her arms while playing, all trying to prove to the audience that she can 'feel' the music.... One thing for sure, that Flautist & that Clarinetist can play music but DO NOT have the flare for it. My advise to them, don't play cuz it would be a disgrace to the composer of that piece...

I know that I sound blunt but I'm speaking the truth... These ppl have no flare in the arts & music scene what so ever... So BUZZ off!!!! It won't take rocket science for ppl to realise this... Hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!



I think I better cut it short here. I'm packing my bags for tmr's Bintan trip... Going for that Star Gazing Sneak.... Ok ppl, I gotta go.. Don't call me too cuz even though I'll be bringing my hp which is auto-roaming, I'll be using my dad's Indon hp no... So the best thing, don't call. Don't miss me ok. I'll be back on Mon night.

Muackz!!!

Me doing two things at once

There's two things i'm doing right now, chatting with Super Girl n writing this blog.. Stupid tagboard... Its STUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Monkey....

Finally I've heard abt fine dining at Bintan .. The dress code would be smart casual.. I heard that some ppl are spending 300 bucks on their clothes.. God! Its not as though its our prom. Just a dinner. Nothing much...

Anyway, my frens were telling me that all the Bartley campus students are to bring our OI PE tee.... The attacks of the OIs... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

BigGuy, hey u... What the heck has happened to u? Eaten by a monster or what got sunken by your work?.. And yes, I've left my hp no in that mail... Or maybe u could ask B for my no. He has my no. Hey, I need to ask u abt some music stuff... Do call me ok.. And I'll fill u in abt all my driving stories too... I know that I've been driving for the past 9 mths but i'm still bad at it... Parking still 'gone' but I've already taken a liking to drive at certain places n avoid some places where the drivers are really really really CRAZY............... I mean really crazy. Esp if its at night..... Take care alright....

Kak Iva: I'll call u when I'm at Bintan. I'll be using my dad's pulsa... So it'll be easier....


Ok ppl, can't do this simultaneous stuff too long. I gotta bathe n figure out what to wear for that Fine Dinning thingy & a whole pile of HW on my desk.... GTG... Bye....



Muackz!!!!!!!!!!

Take u away..........

Empty Apartment

Call me out You stayed inside
One you love Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burnI think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay



Cool violin collaboration...

Here i go

Here I go.... ( humming Yellowcard Only One..)

Right now I'm skipping training. My ulcer's is a PAIN.. Now I'm complaining. Not abt my Wisdom tooth but abt the ULCER..... Boo hoo boo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I heard from someone abt this Jamming studios called Garage Studios & I remembered going there... Y? Not becuz of someone but becuz of something...The STAIRS...... It's steep & there was 2 flights of almost the same height... Its nuts but its true.. Imagine say the dist from ground level to the 2nd floor. And that's just the first flight.... I think the first flight was good enuf to scare anyone.... I was suprised at the stairs but I don't have the fear of climbing it.. All my training consists of stairs so i'm IMMUNE to it... But still, I pity the others who had to climb it....


To think abt it all over again, well it brought back some things which i intend to keep as my past... THOSE DAYS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Me going to be single for at least 2 yrs.... I know I've said this before, that those stuff/feelings, well I've thrown them out of the window, stays for GOOD. I know that the last time I said that, well it didn't stay that way for a while. But for now, I reckon it will..... OUT FOR GOOD..... And anyway, I'm dating Mr John Sloman & I'm having a scandal with Mr Lipsey......( those who's doing Econs would know what gibberish I'm talking abt)
Heeheehee!!!!!!!


Gonna visit the dentist again this Friday... My schedule has been a little tight lately. And on top of that, the Bintan preperation is really bugging some of us.... I mean, the itenary states that there's FINE DINNING but what are we suppose to wear for it? Is it smart casual or just casual... And it turns out that I'm bunking with Bel & Venus anyway.. And most prob is that we won't sleep the night... I know I'll be busy snapping pics.. Argh!! Hope that I can get the Mediterranian room... Its on the hill top so at night, I can go star gazing, just like what I did in Trengganu.... But that was better cuz it was beside the beach.... And I mean, right beside it...
Just hope that I'll get the Mediterranian Room.....


Ok ppl, i really gtg cuz my 'free' time's almost over. Catch u later...

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!