AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRggggggghhHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling a little under the weather......................


Just so stucked up with this whole Econs BOP essay... I wanted to print a copy for Venus t edit it but it doesn't wanna print.... Just feel like erupting..... Any moment......


Besides school, nothing much really happened to my life......... Went shopping with Bel, Venus & Amu the other day... Honestly, I would have to say that the best dresser that day was Bel.... Hot chick.... And whenever guys look at us, they'll look at Bel cuz she's tall.... And pretty......

I thought that I would be over dressed with my 524 Levis and my Dorathy Perkins boatneck blouse and Nine West flats but honestly, I looked different from my ordinary tee and jeans with sneakers... More lady like....

I did took some pics at the Esplanade Terrace... Good view of the Fullerton. I was there ard 7 or so, so u know how wonderful the skyline looked like... With the lights on but with a dark background...... In the end I got some pics without flash... Amazingly, my Olympus worked pretty well..... Amazing turnout.....


Soon there's gonna be some changes to my blog and my life.. The blog is just the tip of the iceberg.... My dear friends would have to meet up with me to see the difference.... Heeheehee!!!! So suprise..

And Lynn, thanks for ur help for that face-lift... I know its currently WIP... Work hard.... Once again, thanks!!!!!!

I hate doing GP research!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GP research!!!!!


Was trying very hard to do it last night but some ppl are just so inconsiderate... Want me to do lots of unness stuff like sending e-mails.... I hate being INTERRUPTED!!! If these ppl keep bugging me unness, I might as well quit skool & be of their service 24/7.....

Don't these ppl understand that taking the 'A's ain't so breezy after all... I think I can drive myself nuts just by studying......... All they can think of is calling me at their own perusal.... What! Am I a servant? Must do everything that they order me to? Am I their SLAVE?????

I ended up sleeping at 9 last night cuz I was too distracted to do my hw.... And pls, its no easy reading.... ITS HEAVY FACTUAL HISTORY READING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And its 18 pages long with font size 14 in black & white... And the facts are hard & the English that they use is no easy biz...... I think I'ld rather stay in school & do my work or go somewhere I'm uncontactable so that I can finish my wotk in time... And only to go home just in time for dinner & to get my sleep.....

I really really really wish that the sch has a Hostel.... So all I can do is to eat, sleep & study... And no one can ever bug me whenever I wanna study... I mean, if ur in a hostel, its a norm for ppl to study 24/7... And doing nothing else....... And I have to say that I don't really go out often cuz most of the time i slugger my weekends with work... Cuz when the load's in, I don't go out.... But whenever I start going out, well it pretty much looks like every weekend that I hang out with my friends...


I ever wondered whether I can make it to the Uni soon.. I mean, I really do want to but I really don't know whether I'm cut out for it..... I know it's tough getting in & staying in.... And I don't know whether I wanna study abroad or enter the local UNI......... I mean, I wanna go into SMU but something in me says that its too tough to get into it.... And abt foreign UNI, well, after all those years of travelling, I've gone 'jelak' of it...... I mean, going abroad, getting used to the whether, ppl, lifestyle... But the good thing is that I can study & study & study without anyone disturbing me.............. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I'm gonna stop here fer now..... GP's calling my name... Toddles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUACKZ!!!!!


BG: Hey if ur reading this, could u gimme a call or something cuz I suddenly remembered that I owe u $$$$$ for the cd. I know that it's been ages but still I wanna hear No Direction's music...... And if u've have gotten urself a phone, pls don't forget to buzz abt me aight?

Hehehehe

Getting ready for that steamboat thingy in class...

Was just checking out some stuff on Vans & I found my QUINCY shoes on it... Its a new model.. Guess what's the featured price, 60 bucks!!! I got mine for 35 bucks only... And its not a fake one... A real one that I bought in LA....

My teeth's doing good so far.... I hope I can eat what's served later.... I know that my diet's to eat room temp soft food but what the heck!!! They are cooking one of my fav dishes... And my gums aren't bleeding anymore.... So its green light for me....


Ok ppl, I think the food's calling me... TOddles
Muacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A tribute to Valentines Day

Enough


I love you
That's all I know
Give me a clue
Is that all I need to show?


The Romeo says
It's fumes of sighs
Which I think is quite true
But secretly c'mon so do you


Fumes of sighs it maybe
Glorified by majority


Supposed to bring ecstasy
But grow up little child
Not to all can't you see?
Some think it vile


For it can hurt like nothing can
Leaving scars for others to mend
For some no one can
Some too deep,
For even a friend


Don't get caught up that's all I can say
For love is blind as far as I can see
Some get serious some just play
But it's all about finding someone worthy



But that's just another dream...................




THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST
(Cat Stevens)



I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And she's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know


The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try'cause if you want
I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst







That's just a tribute to Valentines Day........


Wondered how it went yesterday... My date to the dentist was ok...... Right now I'm on MC due to the extraction of my wisdom tooth... I extracted both my top wisdom tooth.... Honestly, it wasn't that scary.... They just gave me an injection to numb my gums and when they pulled both my teeth, it was painless....... So there goes my V'day at the hospital.....

Been trying very hard to complete my Econs essay corrections.... My dearest Mr Lai is one funny guy.... Totally CARTOON...... I guess that's how he feels whenever he teaches my class... My class 03B1, well, is a funny & fun class.... Gonna miss em when we graduate....We all are so bonded together...... But last yr's 03B1 was even better.... And the PW work load that was piling up on our shoulders.... Like they say, we all CHIONG & sluggered all the way thru......

The other day, I went shopping with my gf, Nor.... We did some shopping.... I think we did did some serious shopping cuz by 8.30pm, both of us were too tired to carry on.... Can you imagine we were from 2.30 pm till night, doing shopping... I mean, we were from Esplanade doing some catching up, then we went to Marina to shop & next was Suntec & after that, both of us were dead tired. I mean, we walked all the way....

I finally got what I've been wanting for, more girl boxers from Topshop.... Got 2 more & both of it was blue... One Navy & the other a lighter blue... But its not baby blue.... I HATE BABY BLUE... Just too baby-ish & Ah-lian-ish..... If you know what I mean.....

Got 2 new tees... My fav Hanes plain tee... One white & the other, NAVY.... Oh my god! I've got so much navy tees.. I think i've got abt 4 or 5 of them...I mean, I don't really like the other dark colours..... I don't like PINK... Never like it..... Even though I'm a girl...... My other prefered colours are white & light khakis.....

If anyone was to open up my cupboard, well they'll prob find lots of blue & white stuff.... I guess it's just me...... Blue...........


I think I'll stop here cuz my mind's on my econs Comparative Advantage essay....

Toddles

HEy Ya

Hey Ya!!


I'm back... From my long trip from KL/Trengganu...


Wondering how it was? Well.... Pretty well actually.. Got great view... Great sea view..... Humm.... Let me try to upload it...


Went to Lyn's b'day party today.... Oh my god!! It was so great to see her again.... Got her perfume as her b'day gift....


Speaking of gifts, guess what I got in KL... My fav perfume... VANILLA edt!!! Wow!!! Now i'm in love with myself... Hahaha!!!



Been trying to upload this great sunset pic... Its beautiful.... I'll try alright.....


I'm kinda blank right now... Catchya later....

Doing this from the comp lab

So far I'm feeling pretty ok... Been busy with practice....

Jo: Thanks alot for that info abt FLUTE..... Been looking for one for ages......

Right now, I'm just thinking of the RETREAT that's gonna be on the 12 till 14th at Bintan.... Just hope nothing bad btwn the TT side & us would happen.... Argh!!! Just hate the conflicts....


Anom asked me to go K-Box with the rest of the gang next next Sat... There's gonna be Mun, Salid, Sab, Hafiz, Sari & Anom herself.. Miss going out with them.... And I mean, all of them... With Salid's & Hafiz's kekecohan! And not forgetting Sab's too... That's why she's called Sab Joyah... All created by Hafiz...Too bad I can't join them....BooHoo!!!!!

This CNY long holz, well I'm going to KL & Trengganu... Driving all the way.... Heehehe!! Can have a thrilling time speeding.... Going140 or130! WOOHOO!!!
But honestly, U can't feel that ur speeding..... On top of that, a manual car.... All the better pick up.... I mean, all racing cars are manual so u see, its better....


There's reherasals on Sat....... So most prob I won't be heading home after school.... Just going there straight.... Wondering what to wear..... Uhm..................

Nah, just Tee with Jeans & cap... SAFEST!!! No hussle of thinking whether the tee will be crumpled or whatever.... Anyway, it's just hanging out at Esplanade for coffee..... Nothing as big as going for a date or having a girls night out.... Just normal slacking & catch up.....


And right now, my toothache is killing me again..... I'm eating super slow... Don't worry, no fever yet so I'm ok....


The other night I was thinking, what do I want in a guy if I were to be attached right now. I think the bottom line is that he has to be honest & understanding... As in, he has to understand that I can't be with him like every Sat... I do have my school & with that, I've got a crazy schoolwork....

So I think that it's not the right time for me to get attached anyway... And it doesn't mean that I need ppl to chauffer me ard... I can drive & I have my dad's car (added advantage)... So, well.... I'm pretty happy with singlehood....

I think I'm well over Darwin.... Honestly, OVER!!! Just moved on....... Girl! U gotta celebrate!!!!!

In my opinion, I feel that one would have to really move on & get over life.. It's no use brooding over it... And if u use another guy as a method of getting over, it won't work cuz u keep comparing & realise that its that person who left u is beyond comparison with that person that ur with.... And to add fuel into the fire, when u keep talking abt ur ex to ur new guy.... I think that'll blow ur relationship away...

My tip to all who's trying to move on......
U gotta get over ur past before moving on.... Its possible but u gotta stay strong & give it some time... If u keep getting a new guy/gal, ur not being fair cuz u'll keep saying that she's/he's better than u, she/he used to do things that was cool & fun.... Blah blah blah!!! Ur not giving the other party to let u love u and ur not letting urself love the other party cuz ur still brooding over him/her. And to top it off both parties will be upset.... I know, when the first true love hits ya, well it'll be the hardest... As they say, the first cut is the deepest . I'm not talking KUKU here alright... Been there! Done it!

And I PROUDLY say that I'VE FINALLY GOT OVER DARWIN........

Yahoo!!!
MUACKS! MUACKS! MUACKS! (to myself)

Bursting SOON!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah its been awhile.......


Right now I feel like bursting... Exploding soon.... Don't know whether to be happy, mad or sad.....

My practice have been pretty ok.... I have this URGE to buy my own FLUTE.... If only someone can give me one for my B'day.... I know, its too expensive.....

My weekend went ok.... On Sat I went to the beach.. Its my fav place and the best time is to go there at night to gaze at the stars.... Oh it was BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!! The best time I ever had a good gazing was in South Africa. By the sides of TABLE MOUNTAIN..... Its a pretty sight.... Another place was actually in the middle of the sea... I was on a cruise and I was partying with my dad on the deck.... I mean, I was younger then but it was still fun....


Speaking of FLUTE, the jazz band wants me to join the band... It happened last Fri, when I went up to the band room to borrow the flute... There I was fixing it up & playing my flute... My 1st B flat to my 3rd octave B.... Amazingly after 6 mths of not playing & I can still remember my notes pretty well.....
As I was saying, after playing my do re mi..... the instructor looked at me & told me to join the band... I'm not having any grudges against band but I wanted to channel my capability in playing flute somewhere else.... So I joined the MCS..... Still played my flute.... U know what's my next step, to play my flute in a GIG... Honestly, that's my next step...... I know that its tough but I know I can do it.....


I've not gotten into bad swings yet... It's just monday..... The other day I was surfing thru the VANS website, I saw my QUINCY shoes. The one that I bought in LA.... And its a new model... Betcha it's not in SG stores yet....


Gotta go... Accounts tut starting soon....

MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chop chop

Gonna make this fast.. Chop chop....

In GP, we all were talking abt cars... And when u say cars, well I have to say that its one of MY topics...... I know that generally girls and cars just don't mix but when ur dad loves cars and he doesn't have any sons, well, you kinda do some boy stuff...... I think that's how my love for photography started....

Considering these facts

1) I was the only child for the first 7 years if my life
2) My dad doesn't have a son
3) We spend alot of time together
4) We have telephatic senses with each other
5) Both of us are logger-heads

So now u know that I am a very pampered kid. Besides the fact that I had a hole in my heart & all that, well, it just goes on.....

Right now, i'm feeling pretty alright... Nothing insane yet... And that Friday of the CNY week, it's declared NO SCHOOL DAY for all of us... Yeah, I knew it all along.... Someone told me........ This means that I can head for MUDPIE soon.....

Mudpie, better not eat it too often... Or I'll grow sick of it..... As in gelak..... Sikit2 cukup......


My ST asked me what my dream car was, and I said, a MINI COOPER.... That dainty car...... I mean, girls, what for be too flashy.... Just get something right for urself will do just fine.... Nothing extravagant..... Love that car since I've watched the ITALIAN JOB...... Damn classy....

There's another car that I like but its not available here in Singapore. And that's a HUMMER.... Wow! That's awefully cool.... I mean, wow!!!! Big WOW!! I mean, a girl driving that.... Wohow!!!!
I mean, it's meant for high terain areas but hey, if I was ever a millionaire in States, I'll definately get one....


Ok ppl... Gotta go.....


Muackz!

Blank!!!!

Just feeling tired... And busy... Had lots of sch work lately and I've been going out almost every week... I mean, last weekend was fully packed with activities...

I just hate Mondays... Yeah, even though today's a Tuesday..... I mean, there's lots of work thats dumped on ya.... The work load's just too full... To the max....

Thank god there's no MLAO today.... My cikgu's not ard... So I finished up some work that has to be done.... Had training too just now.... Ran abt 10 rounds... Pretty ok though... Compared to the first lesson when sch started.... Just tired but no aching muscle... And oh yeah! My sch clenched the MINDEF award... We got the gold award for NATFA... It all sums up to US BEING THE FITTEST SCHOOL... With a 97% NATFA passes....

Bel and the rest are talking abt MUDPIE... Yummy huh? I know it sounds too tempting... Most prob we'ld have it after CNY.....

Speaking of CNY... what are my plans.... Hummmmmmmm..... Anom asked me whether I could join her to visit Deena on that day..... Most likely I'ld go, even though it's my b'dae on that day....

Hah! 21.... All I know is that I won't be celebrating it... I mean, I just don't feel like celebrating.... Not in the mood.... Yes ur turning 21 but no big deal.... Just a number......

I was reading someone's blog before I came to mine & something struck me... Sometimes a person is not what it seems..... I don't know where that came from but after reading this blog & knowing this person as he is, well, its funny.... Just doesn't click.....

My pic from LA are ready & once I've got my comp all set-up, I'll upload it in.... And there's some pics that I've been wanting to upload for like ages but I never really have got the time to do so.....

OK peeps... I'm gonna stop here for now.... Having thoughts of my MGT hw... GOSH!! It's so troublesome to do biz.... Loads of paper work... Ur sources of funds.... Short term, long term.... provide collaterals etc... And if you put A/C into it, there'll be cash flow statement, p&L appropriation, dividend- proposed or paid.... Then when it comes to international trade for Econs, there'll be tariffs, protectionism, comparative advantage.... Blah blah blah blah.........

AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now u tell me why the hell am I not going mad? How can I not kill myself..... With all these things in my head......

Me back....

My weekend was pretty packed . So here it went.

On Fri, well, it was the Hari Raya Haji... So practically normal family stuff... Nothing much...

On Sat, I finally went to Funan Centre to get my new comp.... I'm gonna load those pics that was taken from my digi cam..... Hahahaha!!!!!

Later that night, I went for a night drive... Now I can really say, I AM DOING GOOD!!! Except for the parking... I think its because of lack of practice... Other then that, it was ok... Even though the traffic was pretty busy Sat night, I did well.... ( ",)
Later that night, I dropped a major news to Nor... And her response was ' WHAT!' I mean, all along I prob gave her a wrong impression abt someone and when I finally told her, for one i can imagine her expression when she got the msg.... Sorry sis for missing out that SO IMPT FACTOR..... I forgot.....

On Sunday, well I went out with Bel & the rest.... Finished that GP presentation thingy and later we all ate ice-cream at Swensens..... We got the EarthQuake........ Speaking of ice-cream, i'm craving for mocha almond fudge.... And NO i'm not pregnant!!!!! Just felt like having it.....

On the way home, well, Nor kinda kept me company thru smsing.... Discussed abt some stuff...

Later that night, I thought hard abt the term 'FLIRTING'..... Honestly, I've been totally lost abt this matter since last week... It's been bugging me ever since.....

Ok, it all started when I met my old friend.... And when we said goodbye, well..... Me gonna stop here.. Leave u guys in suspense..... HAHAHAHAHA ( evil laugh)

Oh ya, my B'day's comming.... Meaning that I'm gonna grow old soon....


Gotta go. Muacks...

10 mins

10 mins to MCS meeting

Ok here goes.....


On Mon, I SNAPPED!! Can't do any of my HW cuz I snapped.... So I watched TV....

Then on Tues, I went to Bugis with Anom & Mun..... Did some shopping.... Normal girl stuff and catched up....

And guess who I met at Bugis yesterday. Nigel Lauw... It was a coincident. I went like this... The three of us were crossing the road & the traffic at Bugis was heavy.... So it was pretty scary.... With our shrieks and all. And after we crossed the road, there he was saying... "Eh Girls! That was very dangerous." We were definately suprised to see him there... Cuz we saw that he was shaven, we asked him when will he start serving.... And u noe what he said, I shave my hair due to a bad haircut...


Ok... I gotta stop here... Arif telling me to speed up... Toddles....

My weekend.......

My weekend went pretty welll.

I went to Arab St to get some stuff. Later on I headed to town to get that Yellowcard CD. That album that I've been dying to get for ages...

I also managed to get a this light brown boatneck top from Dorathy Perkins.... Hah!


Crashed by Anom's place at john little.... It was kinda unexpected visit... Guess what she said when she saw me.... She said I look good now...... Hahaha!!! Me? Good? I've always looked the same... I was also wearing the same kinda of clothes I'ld usually wear whenever I go out.Tee with Jeans but this time, with my cap...... And even if I do look good now, then why in the world aren't any guys chasing after me? Hahahaha!!! Anom! Anom!


Anyway, Anom told me abt the others whom I've lost contact with... And did U hear? Deena's gonna have a baby soon. She's due in March.... Wow!!!!! So most probably we'll give her a visit soon......

Got hold of Rach too that night.... She's happily working at her new workplace.... She told me that it's good working at the airport cuz she said that I can look at all the guys from the different countries... She said that there's variety...... Hahaha!!!

Ha! Look at all my friends who are so concerned abt me.... They want me to be attached... Giving me ways to sort out the matter... Guys... Thanks!! But right now, I'm dating my BOOKS!!

Then on Sunday, I went to Funan to check out a new comp.... And I got a digicam.... The Olympus mini.... Quite good resolutions. Mine was the 4.0 mega pixel one.... But I'm still eyeing that Nikon CoolPic 8700.... But its 1250 bucks.... Where on earth am I gonna fork out that sum of cash?

Whatever it is, all I know is that I'm going to get a new comp and I can give a refreshing outlook on my blog...... See the updates....

Lynn, ok ok ok... We'll meet up... I'll give ya a call... Still using that same number u gave me a couple of months ago right?



Gotta go... My MGT tut's starting soon..
Chao!

perfectly fine

My econs catastrophy wasn't a catastrophy after all...... My dearest Mr Lai didn't toast me or anything. I was kinda pissed at someone today. Geezzzzzz...... I was just being REALISTIC!!! At least Min understood me....


All that agony of waiting had already disappeared.

Feeling so refresh cuz I've taken a shower just now in school.. Smell of Baby Johnson's shower foam. Too bad there's no vanilla body wash.... Uhm.... My FAV!

Vanilla!
Vanilla!
Vanilla!

Right now I'm all tired from that training during PE.... Gosh! I really miss Rach baby... Mrs Heng advise ya to be an airstewardess.... I mean, she's pretty. N I have to say this, she's FIT! Best 2.4km runner in the class.. The best girl runner actually. I mean, she runs with the guys. And her timing is like 12min or less..... Yes! She's real good!!! (Rach! If ur reading this, I'm doing some promotion abt ya... I know I know, the little boy)


Speaking abt my friends, today in school, there was a major news. Joey, botak's GF, is the winner of CLEO model thingy. IT WAS A BIG NEWS. Mr Lai was also talking abt it during Econs lesson.


Wondering abt what to do this weekend..... Uhm..... GO SHOPPING.... It's more like doing errands.... Going to Arab St to get some materials.... Sometimes I ask myself whether I'm in the right school... I mean, I love ARTs... I'm more of the material kinda... You know, the one who loves to make things on her own... I love going to Arab St... Look at materials to make stuff.... At the moment, I'm kinda the ribbon buff. Nad told me that I'm now the Minah Reben... Ribbons are beautiful ok... The other day I bought a wider black ribbons... It has some floral prints and its unique... I love to make the ribbons as my belt... The other day when I met up with my old BRD friends, I wore this ribbon as my belt for my jeans... It's cool ok... U seldom see Singaporean wearing ribbons with jeans, unless its how you bought it and it has the ribbon on it already. And actually, I have one whole box full of it.. But its meant for my floral collection.... But still, I just love em.....

Joline, don't ya worry.... I'm not going to kill myself. And I'm greatful that u don't want me to die... I know I'm important to you...

My dearest BigGuy,thanks for deligently tagging me all these while... Come on, we all moved on right so there's no need to bring back abt the past... What we had was 'reality, momentarily'. You don't have to feel bad abt it.. Its part of our life.. Something that we can treasure and reflect upon it... There's something to learn from it... Remember things happen for a reason...


I was just feeling low this whole while so that's what made my mind messed up... And yes, I still wanna give you that treat.. I owe you one big one... Thanks for being that friend whom I've known since school. Since seluar dier pendek.... Khekhekhekhe!!! Pls call alright when ur free.... TO MAKE ARRANGEMENTS.....


To all.... SMILE ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!

Nightmare

Last night I had this terrible nightmare abt Darwin... We patched up... And guess what triggered it, this drama EC on Suria...D!!! What the hell am wrong with ya...

Right now I'm pretty upset abt that whole Econs essay that I did till I had my migraines......Argh!!! I'm a WORKAHOLIC!!! Self declared.... Just feel like working & doing my work.... That's all I'm thinking abt....

I mean, imagine this, if I was attached, well I'll be thinking abt that person. I mean when your attached, you have THINGS to think abt. I mean, make you put away your work & take a break...

I'm not saying that I'm desperately need a BF but I'm just stating one of the advantages of being attached... THAT'S ALL.... Trust me, you'll feel better when you're in love....


The other day, I went to fetch my dad at the airport and I am proud to say that I'M GETTING BETTER!!! Yahoooooooooo!!!!!!!!! But on the other hand, I've not been practicing my parking for a long long long long time.....

Hey I think I've gotta stop fer now... My MLAO lesson is going to start soon... Catch ya later..

MUACKZ!

Waiting for the meeting to start...

Right now I'm here in the function room.. With the rest the other MCS girls behind me....

Still waiting for the others.. The yr 2 s and some others...........

This year, well there's no GEMA which means I don't really need to head down to TT.... That other campus which I have no liking to...


I've actually been on MC for the pass 2 days.. I'm sick... It was the GASTRIC.... Haiz....... What to do, I think I've been too a workaholic lately.... Now I know why I lost weight...


Now I'm in the comp lab.. Gosh this place brings back loads of memories about PW...

Ok ppl. I'm having a blistering headache right now... ARGH!!!!!!!!!

BG: I know that ur not home most weekend so when are you free so that I can give you that treat? REMEMBER????????? Pls pls pls call so that we can make the arrangements.

Having a bad tummy....

Honestly, I've not been feeling too good lately.

Firstly it was my bad mood. Then my bad hand & now it's my tummy....

What in the world is happening to me? Am I gonna die?

I mean, basically my whole week had been pretty bad... Real bad....

How's my hand now? Well pretty ok lah right now.. That Wed night, I told my dad to put a bandage on my right arm. Did rub some Tiger Deep Rub before that... Right now it's kinda ok.. As in better.. No more tight feeling....

But on the other hand, there's my bad tummy...... Haiz!!!!!!!!!!

There's like loads of things that I wanted to type today but it seems I've forgotten all abt it....

Today's PE lesson's been pretty bad... And guess what, I did lost some weight.... WOW!!! D losing some weight... And I think that's the reason why I was able to wear that Levi's Super Low Limited Edition Jeans... If I didn't, I won't even think of buying it cuz it'll make me look fatter...

Hahaha!!! msS_D 's so concious abt what she's wearing..... WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING TO ME????? I mean, sick when am I like this? I mean, I'm always the sloppish girl... Tee with Jeans but now, I'm into girl's blouses & ladies cut jeans.... HAHAHAHA!!!!

I mean, last year, I've wouldn't think of buying or even be caught WEARING it...... Oh my gosh!!!

My plans for the weekend, well practically nothing at the moment... Abit UNWELL as you can see... Prob I'll head down to Arab St to get some fabric..... Hey, there's a major wedding coming up end of this year so I've gotta be WELL PREPARED..... As in, getting ideas for my cousin's wedding.....

My ultamatum this year

1) Get over being 21 asap
2) Get rid of that triangle when July 22 comes
3) Get over the fear of driving alone
4) Be able to drive real well before my cousin's wedding comes...... So I can drive my cousins & grand- aunt.........
5) Drive to school


Oh yah, dad's not ard so the car's parked at the lot.. So, what should I do? HIJACK it? Whatever it is, all I have to think abt is picking my dad from the airport next Wed.... I mean, he touch down here in Singapore at 1430 & I finish school at 1345... What should I do?????

Uhmmmmm Drive to school & pick him up straight after school. Don't ya worry, parking here in school is ok.... All of them are simple parking kinda thing. Setakat masuk lot yang straight.... So it's pretty easy..

Other solution is to get home asap & get the car from home & only fetch him from there....


The thing is that I have a fear of driving alone..... That time when I fetched my dad from Thailand, I stopped over at my aunt's place to sent some stuff... So I was there alone at the lot.. I had to reverse and turn the other direction without my mom sitting beside me cuz she went to sent the stuff up to my aunt's place... God!!! It was the scariest reverse I ever did.... Imagine with all the other cars there... What if I did hit one of them.... Nangis tak berlagu.....

Thank god nothing happened.... Lucky me... And it's been a month since I drove my dad's car... Argh!!!!!!!!!! Stress pikir pasal driving.....

Ok now.... I gotta go cuz firstly I wanna finish reading this book by Sophie Kinsella.. Its a good book.... And also, my tummy's in pain again... Not feeling too good....

TODDLES!!!!!!!!!!

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!

Swollen Hands

My hands are swollen..

And I don't know why.... It was already swollen last night when I got up from bed to use the bathroom... You know the tight feeling when you wanna clench your fist. How am I able to type, its not so bad to the extend that I can't write but still, it hurts..

As everyone who'd read my entry, my mood wasn't that great yesterday. I dozed off at 8 or so. Couldn't take the stress anymore that I just slept thru it... I knoe that it won't work for some cases but I think it did...

Or maybe I was just tired that it affected my mind & my thinking. What caused the swell, I don't know... Now I'm typing & it starting to hurt again... And its my right hand...

Does anyone understand the feeling of not wanting to befriend someone becuz you suddenly feel so fed-up with that person? I mean, you were ok when that person wasn't there but when that person is there, u feel weird. That you wanna get away from that person as far as possible. In Malay, you call it JELAK. That sickening feeling....

I'm not being a hypocrite but you suddenly wake up one day and realise that you're just sick of that person? Mcm tak nak that person to even exist.... I know that i'm being mean but its true. Why I befriended that person in the first time, I don't know. Probably we just clicked... As in in the same channel..... I really don't know...

Ok, i think I gotta stop typing. My hand hurts....




Jo: Looks like I can only go out with you most prob in a fortnight. Lots of things are coming up for me. I'll msg u.

Nor: Pls pls pls pls UPDATE!!!!!! And this Fri, yes we are going... And the pics should be on their way already.

BG: I tried calling ur place but it looks like you're not in most of the time....

Lynn: Yes we GOTTA meet up.... SOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!

MUACKZ!!!

Tension

Feel like crying & screaming & trying to get out of this fear....
Fear of FAILING

I'm scared.

REAL SCARED!!!

This whole tension in me is really burning.. I know that it's not a good start to do so... But its the emotions in me...

Maybe there's so much going on with me that I just don't know where to start... This fear of failing is here in me right now... I don't wanna make the same mistakes twice...

It started like this. I was Econs & there seems to be lot going on with econs.. I know I sound weird but that's what I'm feeling. I feel that back then while I was mugging it for the promo's last year, esp for that Keynesian thingy, I suddenly forgot abt it.. I mean, am I suffering for short term memory or something. Even for A/C, i totally forgot what's ratio and all that... What am I suffering from?

Or is it a mental block? Probably this whole tension of the 'A's can't make me relax & see a wider picture... I really don't know how to get out from this mental state...

And I really don't know why I've been writing alot lately... I'm bringing my notebook everywhere I go.. I mean I observe ppl in sch & I write abt their behavior.. God! It makes me feel like I'm writing a thesis on SOCIALOGY or something...

Yah I know that one of my NY resolutions was to be a wise me but IS OBSERVING PEOPLE wise????? Studying abt their behavior doesn't sound wise....

Whatever that is happening to me right now, I hope that I'll get over it soon.. As in SUPER SOON... My test's comming up in March... Argh!!!!!!!! Gotta keep up with my resolutions.....

Initially, I thought of having a chalet at Pasir Ris on my b'day, which coincidently happen to be on Chinese New Year eve but it turns out that it's been fully booked... Blamed it on my dad... Told him abt it like 3 mths ago & he forgot abt it... Whatever it is, I'll update u guys if there's any changes....

Hey I gotta go. Got loads of sch work piling up on my desk. Catch ya all later... Muacks!!!

I'm in a crampy mood

Just finished my GP paper.. Don't talk abt it....

Last Sat, it went ok... Those funny bunch of ppl....

Amazing huh how even after 4 years we've graduated, I realised that some ppl still hold grudges. To not make it obvious, they make up loads of excuses... Crap!

Why are some ppl so full of SHIT! They don't really show their real them... Full of utter BULLSHIT CRAP!!! 100% TRUE BLUE LIAR!!!

Why am I like this? Just so angry at someone... That BIG FAT LIAR!!! God if I ever did met him that Sat at town, damn, I'll kick his balls. I'm just angry! Angry & cheated!

Ok guys, i think I'll stop here.... Feeling like shit right now....

:(

MiSs_D

Miss D's back again.... And today's the 30th of Dec... I know I know... I said the 28th. But that's the day I left LA.... And I arrived home just now at 0230.That was the time I touched down. How's LA? Pretty good I have to say.. Pretty good... We ALMOST went to Tjuana. Its the Mexican border.. There was a MAJOR factory outlet over there....Yes on the border.... We initially wanted to cross over but after all that shopping & the bags, MISSION ABORT! Got the trolley back to CIVIC station... What in the world did I bought over there? 2 Levis jeans & a whole lot of VANS product..... Over there there's loads of stuff that are cheap... There was this sale going on at VANS that if you buy the second pair for 50% off. So Danial grabbed the deal & bought a shoe for his girlfriend... It was abt 16 bucks so if u convert it to SGD, its abt SGD$25. Cheap huh? And yes, that's why I bought the Vans knitwear.. This baby blue pullover.. Really nice... Ok enuf of nice stuff..... I got some other stuff too but I just can't remember what.... How fast time pass by.... The year's coming to an end... Amazing how time passes by before ur very eye.... On board the flight, I did some reflection... Eh! Come on! It was a 20 hr flight.. I almost broke my back alright sitting on that stupid chair... And with some inconsiderate ppl ard. And how much of movie can u watch on board when there's a whole list of abt 50 movies to watch.. U'll get sick of it sometimes.... I was thinking.... Maybe next yr I'll take a break from all this hanky panky stuff... Yah! Yah! I know... These things will come to you unexpectedly. I think I'll be wiser next yr... Nothing too long that when you fall in too deep, you just can't get out nor something too sweet that you'll get sick of it too easily... Just GO WITH THE FLOW..... And yet think WISELY Tomorrow's the last day of the year.. Any plans for me? Well not really... More of JETLAGGING... Gonna sleep. Catch my sleep.... Its one of those things that you'll do when your tired... Imagine 12 hrs different.... My biological clock has gone nuts for sure..... Anyway, on the 1st, gonna catch a movie with some of my friends... How I am gonna stay awake? I don't know... BG: Nice to hear abt u.... Happy for you... Abt that treat? I really don't know.... Honestly I don't... Maybe this weekend or next? What do u think? Just gimme a buzz aight? Ok folks! Catch you soon and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Me at Amy's place

Me at Amy's place.... Talking & talking with her... Oh... yah! My comp crashed!! That's why I'm at Amy's place... Ok... Big Guy I know I'm supposed to treat u but ur 'UNCONTACTABLE' so maybe if ur reading this, maybe I could treat u when I'm back?After the 28th? Sis, abt the pics, i'll give em to ya after I come back? LA... HERE I come!!!!! C ya when I get back!!!

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!

Lookin & lookin & lookin.....

Dead bored & hungry.... Wat a combi.....

Been diligently doing the bouquets... Ok ok ok ... I think I've got it!!!

THE PICS ARE READY.....

The raya pics that is... Right now I'm wondering how on earth I'm gonna scan em in this blog... My port's full so I can't fixed it in.....

Oh ya, the raya pics... Should have a look at FINUR's face when he took a pic with all of us... That greatful 'look I've got 4 ladies by my side' looks.... Others are also good. Esp Adeep's pic... God he's so cute.... Cubby cheecks with only two front teeth when he smiles... So adorable...

Ok ok ok... I know I'm turning bored now... Gotta fill my bordom by looking for a hotel in Downtown LA online.... If i'm not the one searching for our accomodations, where in LA would we all be staying......

BOINK! BOINK! BOINK!

Jln Raya with a CAR!!!!!!!!!!

Sat trip for Jln Raya was super swell... Got a Hyundai Matrix ..... Itaw, Nor & me took turns to drive... It was an AUTO car so it was relatively easy.....

Had sometime to get use to using an auto car which is black...
No gears & can't really see the side mirror
And the seats were high
Which means the rear mirror was high too.....

I've got loads to say but I can't type as fast.....

Ok first things first... On fridayI was out with Nadya & well, she said that her bro's GETTING MARRIED!!!!!! How else should I say it? Congrats? This whole emo in me felt like bursting..... Big time..... Anyway, all the best for him cuz he's getting married..... Don't wanna ruin anybody's relationship.. Gasak lah dier... It's his life....

Ok then on Sat..... it was the JLN Raya... See I was excited on writing so that's what I wrote first...

In the mrng I went to Arab st to get some decor stuff for the wedding next Sat... After that I was rushing like a mad girl... FLying all the way... In the end I asked ITAW to fetch me... I didn't even put any make - up on... Not even baby powder... Imagine me putting my broche in the car....


Ok then we went to Shimah's crib... She made us stay over till like 6.15 cuz we watched a movie called ' Eiffel I'm in Love' . It's an Indon movie.. I got the sound tracks... ALWAYS LOVE MELLY GOESLOW....... Then halfway in between the movie, Rafinur called Nor saying that he wanted to join us... So there we were fetching Finur at the bus stop opposite RAHIMAH's.... Oh yah, i forgot. Nor was the one who was driving.....

We were telling each other that Finur tak malu... Its 4 girls picking him up.... We laughed but the moment Finur entered the car, all kept quiet... Then he said that how come we all never talk to each other..... It was tat weird silence.....

Then we were in the parking lot.... Finur got impatient with the parking thingy that he ended up parking the car for us... HAHAHAHA!!!! He went like ' HOW U ALL GET UR LICENSE?'
So there it goes, Finur parked for us.....

At my place, my dad was talking with Finur & they both really wondered how the hell these 3 girls can park their car........

From my house to Nor's house I droved.... Pretty easy though.... U know what, this Finur was so bad that when I wanted to leave the lot, he suddenly said " STOP! STOP! STOP!" so there I was, hitting on the brakes... And u know what he said after that? " Jap!! SEMUT NAK JALAN" In Eng it means, the ants wanna cross the road.....

WOW!! Imagine 4 girls screeching at him... Scolding him..... KHEKHEKHE!!!!


After eating at Nor's, which I must compliment, was delicious... I'm a simple girl who takes simple dishes for her meals.... Her mom cooked ' asam rebus' . WOW!!! Sedap... Plus rojak..... Ni duduk makan kes bersila... There was bone steak too but I skipped that cuz I didn't wanna get my clothes dirty...

Anyway, after that Finur left us cuz he had to join his GF to her bro's place at Jurong... Met her & after that we headed to our mom's place.. This time Nor drove again.....

At Mom's crib, at first there weren't anyone but as time goes by, the bell started to ring..... So at 10pm, we left....

At the carpark, u know what we did, we took pics of us with the car... HAHAHAHA!!! Super funny. At one time, Itaw's flash didn't work so D to the rescue.... Fixed the matter in a jiffy...

We then set on who was gonna drive home... So since was going back to tamp, she drove herself home, & next was me. I drove myself home. We all switched drivers when we reach the car park.. Lucky shimah, Itaw send her home..... Don't need to drive herself home..... So by 11.30 or so, I was home...

So as u can see, when ppl go for jln raya, its advisable to get a car... Cuz there won't be any hassle in getting a cab or taking the public transport.... And the best part is that we won't need to rush......


So that was all I did on my Sat.. Sunday's trip for Jln raya with Mon, Salid, Anom, Hafiz & Sarimah was cancelled at the last minute cuz of some stuff....

BG: Sorry for not being able to pick up ur call last night cuz I was dead asleep... I really felt bad cuz after reading ur blog... Sorry BG..... So when are u free for that treat?

Got to go..
Heading to the poly clinic for that flu JAB...

MUACKS!!!!!!

I'm Back!!!!

Hello to all my readers!! I'm BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been busy lately with LOADS of stuff.... Got that upcomming wedding. Attending my LCCI lessons & not forgeting JLN HARI RAYA...

See that did I tell ya? That I'll be super busy after my PW.... And well, I've finally made my choice of destination. Going to LA instead.. With my aunt, Danial & Hanis..... I'll be flying off on the 10th of Dec & I'll be back on the 28th. Initially the plan was to be back on New Year but Danial & Hanis couldn't get a same flight back as me and my aunt... So the both of us have to be back on the same day as them....

Yesterday I was out with my classmates for JLN RAYA..... There was Fard, Irwan, Suhuf, Arif, Sahz, Huda, Tini, Khai & Janna.. And not forgetting the lovely MsS_D....... Thank you!!

It was fun & funny.. Got back at ard 11 plus... By the time I got home, I was beat to the max.. And to top it off, I had lessons the following mrng.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was super tiring...

Sat I'm going out again with my SISTAZ... This time, we got the car!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!! SO happi.... Itaw's driving.... I doubt I'll be driving for some time cuz last Sat experience to JB & driving on the CTE was super super scary.....

Yes! Now I can proudly say that I've drove all the way to JB... I've just got my licence for abt 4 mths or so & I 've went all the way to JB!!!! WAY TO GO MsS_D!!!!!

On Sat while driving on the CTE, I nearly crashed with a car.. Thank god I swerved a little bit & my dad actually said that I was abt 2 inches apart from the car... THANK GOD my reflexes were fast... I think I've picked up the skills from such close shave from my experience for pushing the carts in the supermarkets..... Everytime I go for my groceries with my mom, I'll take the cart, and if the mart's really busy with ppl, try pushing... Esp with kids all over the place..... OH GOD!!!!!!!!!

OK now, I think I've gotta go... AMU'S BREATHING DOWN MY NECK TO SPEED UP.
Toddles & catch ya soon......

Lost one of my forms

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!


Feeling super bad now cuz i've lost one of the forms... Sakit hati.... Sitting right next to Ben now.. Don't ya worry, NO LITTLE TEDDIES this time.. Maklumlah bulan puasa...


Talkin abt food... I made some stuff yesterday.. Made the Choc Cornflakes & Honey Cornflakes... My mom made the tarts... Maybe today after school I'll make the choc chip cookies.... Provided I can cook up a recipie... AMAZING D......

Right now, writing crap... Utter Crap.... Tonight I'm going out for MUDPIE again... Bringing that somebody who went there the last time & didn't try it... Heading for the Wheelock branch ....

Wheelock... Wheelock..... Hum............. Memories...


Anyway, I've made part of my resolutions already... And one of them is to stay attached to the 'A's... I know that its lame but i need to focus for my exams... Its a major EXAM ok..... Honestly I think I've really dunk that emotional thingy way out of the window for good...Like I've said before, OUT FOR GOOD....

My aunt gave me the travelling book.. Destination : Orlando Florida....
She makes herself sound 'loaded'.... Anyway, if i'm really going to States, I really need to get a pair of VANS, LEVIS, Victoria Secrets & Clinique stuff.....

Hey I think I'll stop here.... Ppl ard me are talking abt soccer... Imaginary soccer team stuff.. And ppl saying IDIOT loads of time. Tell ya more abt tonight the next time I'm online...


TODDLES

I'm dead Bored!!!

ML AO paper was today... How was it? So so... I really don't know how well I'll do....

I don't know what's wrong to me.... Just now, while doing the paper, I was having a bad tummy ache... That feeling.....

Right now its PW time again..... And I'm tired......... So tired.... Thank god we don't need to come to school tomorrow...

Tomorrow.... I've got no plans.... At the moment.....

Who knows if things come up in the last minute....... Can't say....

Today I think I'm going to stay till 5 pm the latest but I'll seek for early dismissal....

ARGH!!!!! Can't write... I'm STUMPED!!!!!

My OP's over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its OVER!!!!! OP's over!!!! Yaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhooooo!!!!!!!
SO VERY GLAD that its over... It went quite swell... Teachers were engaged with what I was talking about....


To tell the truth, this whole OP thing was driving me nuts.. Yesterday mrng I was in a very bad state... Stupid PW making me nuts.... The night before I slept at 1.30am, nearly at 2am..... Sean & I woke up at 4.30am to do the PW stuff... I mean, I was there to practice on my speech & my comp was giving problems... Couldn't upload my slides into COGNITO.... Sakit hati.. Heartache.. So there I was, msging Sean at 4.30am... Didn't sleep later till school started....

I looked at Sean & you can see that he too was lacking from sleep.... So while we were practicing with the rest of the grp, Mrs Wee can see that both of us were very tired... I just kept telling JT that I'm tired & she helped me fix some of my presentation.... Thanks JT....

Right now I'm very happy that the stress is FINALLY OVER... :> Right now I've just got to tidy up my GPF... Right now I'm writting my minutes that have not been updated....... That's all...

My plans right now...

1) Friday night - go out with Nad ( that if she can make it)
2) That MUDPIE treat that I'm suppose to give to someone....
3) Go out with JOLINE for that MUPDIE.... That girl went to NYDC cafe & didn't try the MUDPIE
4) Play pool with my PW teammates..... ( Have to check out with JT abt it )
5) Start with all those HARI RAYA preperation.... Buat Kuih..... Clean up... Haizz... All the stuff
6) That travelling plans.... Still undecided..... The location that is...
7) Find out abt more ideas for the upcoming wedding.... Kak Dilah wants the gold bouquet while Abg Lun wants the white ones....Then have to make the arrangements.. have to help Kak Dilah with deco stuff & all that....

Haiz.... Looks like the hols are just starting for me.... I've gotta go & finish up the minutes.... Toddles....

Sunday Today

Gotta start on my slides today... And tonight I'm not going out wif Nad cuz she has some family gathering... Now I'm thinking abt his bro.. I know I know... DON'T THINK ABT HIM..

Friday was great... Got home ard 11.. The sistaz were 'scolding' me on why I didn't bring the car... I mean my dad wasn't using the car & all that....

Yesterday I was supposed to drive my dad to his seminar at Toa Payoh but then he said I won't need to send him cuz of some changes... Today pulak out of the blue, when I was walking towards the car, he was already fixing the 'P' plate.. Which only means one thing, I'M DRIVING...

I look at my shoe, it was my mom's Birkenstock... Then I told myself, U can drive with this shoe.. Usually I'll drive with my South African sandals... The one with the tribal pics...

Now I'm back home & I'm too tired to do my slides... Tmr's my OP trial again.... Friday Sean, JT & I was GRILLED to the max.... Top, bottom, left, right & centre....

Wondered how school on Friday went... Well it went like this... I guess I was so into my OP that it made me forget certain stuff... I happily told Sean that I was free after school but I forgot that I had LCCI after school.... So there goes my plan to make the baked chicken to be brought to Mom's place... Luckily my dad picked me up from school... My mom then said that she wanted to go to Bussorah St... So my dad kena lah go to Bussorah St...

When I got home later, I only had time to bathe & change into fresh clothes.... Left home at ard 5.30pm to head to Geylang to get stuff before going to Mom's place.... Grab a cab later & head down to Tamp...

By the time we arrived at Mom's place, it was already time to break-fast... Hahahaha!!!

We chatted till abt 10.45pm... Nor felt like crashing at her place & I was feeling sobad cuz if I was driving, we all could save on the taxi fare & we all could go home later... Haiz......

Gotta prove to my dad that I can drive alone FAST....
My parking's improving, thanks to that little concave mirror that I finally learnt to use, esp so for parking....

Ok ok ok ... I gotta stop... Gotta start on my OP slides soon... Toddles

:>

Ikea yesterday

I'm stuck here again infront of the comp... What do u think I'm doing? JT's editing the PPP.. And if this goes to Sean, it'ld be the 3rd edition. I know... Can't believe that its almost the end of it... My OP is on 4th Nov & my MLAO paper is on 5th Nov, Friday...


Yesterday I went to Ikea & Bugis. Got my white shoes for Hari Raya... U know how hard is it to get nice white shoes.. Finally got a NICE one... The reason why I got white shoes is because my baju is white... And next year, Kakak's wedding & I plan to wear my white songket... The one that I bought from Trengganu...

Friday's coming... Going to my 'MOMMY'S' place... Miss her alot... Meet Nor and the rest of my gfs at Geylang.. Planning to buy some food stuff before going to her place... Can't wait for tmr..

Anyway, I msged Nad yesterday.. She's back...... After so long... I was just trying my luck... To try to get hold of her... My guess were right.... So we plan to go Geylang...... When I don't know...

Kak Dilah called last night.. Asked me to be her interior deco for her bedroom during the wedding... And when I started talking using the words ' TONES', she made me feel as though I was the PRO in that area... Tak ambik ARTs nak sound 'Artistic'... D! D!

Honestly, I think the reason why I got to know alot abt this whole thing because of my late Granny... I mean that's what my mom said... Menurun... And on top of that, we all have good taste in colours..... Diff style but nice colours...

My mom always remind me to always choose earth tones like Green & blue though I hate green.. But like she said, its very soothing... Thank goodness Sean picked light blue tone for our background... Its very calm & soothing & I'm loving it....

Uhm... I'm thinking, COPPER gold goes well with what? Cream? Off white... And remember, there's alot of tones of yellow out there.. The array is Amazing.. Ok, lets not talk abt yellow, white itself is crazy.. There's off-white, ivory.... MABUK....


Hey I think I'm going to prepare my OP speech. Monkey, just because we are the only team that have 3 ppl, we have to start that PREP OP... Just becuz there's 3 of us.....

Gotta Go!!

Busy D

Having my break now... From PW tat is.. Feeling bloated.. Was talking to Rach just now... Talking abt the MUDPIE thingy... I think I'm going nuts abt it...

Jo: Fri wasn't a date.. Just went out with some pple... And we should go out again more often so tat we'll see more 'weird' ppl... Remember that polk-a-dots lady?

Anyway, last night my aunt came over. Buka at my place.. Right now we are thinking where on earth we should go during the hols.. I mean, if we were to go States, I need to make a passport... Cuz mine is the old one and the new feature has that thumbprint & eye id thingy... Leceh lah..


So then we planned to go

1) Turkey
2) South Africa
3) Swiss

Which one? I don't know...

I'm stuck... Don't know where to go...

If I were to go to SA, then I'm still able to get my Levis & Clinique... And if i were to Turkey, there's good scenery... Good stuff which I don't necessary like those amazing artefacts.... Like I said, stuff that I don't need...

My sis asked whether we could go to Paris but I told her that I've been there.... Then she said 'But I've not been there!!'

Asked my Aunt whether we could go Copenhagen.... Nice place that doesn't use EUROs but she told me that the standard of living is very EXPENSIVE.... Now with the whole Euro thingy, I really don't know where to go during the hols...BUNTU!!!!!!!

Ok... Lets think short run.... Where there is only one factor... Ok... now I'm talking ECONS....

What is happening to me? Nutz.........

Listening to 'That thing U Do'... Fadhil's playing it on the comp...... Remind me abt Band... the first song that I've conducted... Amazing huh? My fav part is that duo part... At the middle.....
Hey I'm not writing right... Better go before things get out of hand.... Toddles....

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Feeling super nostalgic

Honestly
I'm in my nostalgic mode right now..

Y? Well yesterday I drove to AMK... Amazing huh how fast time past by.. Back then I used to be there... ALOT.. AMK Ave 4 was like my second home.. I was younger then...I've been going there since I was born.. And now I'm driving. Went to sent my grand-dad & sis over cuz my mom, dad & me went to JB.. No I didn't drive in JB.. Wouldn't dare....

My mom said my driving was bad last night.. I guess cuz of exams... Hadn't been driving for abt 3 wks... Didn't sit at the driver's seat for ages....

Fri, well I went to NYDC cafe... Gosh the MUDPIE was sinister...Horribly good... Got a treat.... From someone.... Thanks alot for Friday..

After NYDC, walked to the ESPLANADE.. I mean after that meal.. Need that walking... Anyway, there was supposed to be a show on Friday but becuz of the rain, it was cancelled...

Found some place that was good.... And the view was great. The skyscrapers were good but then the cloudy whether spoilt it... And I forgot to bring my cam that night.. Was rushing like mad but it turned out that some ppl who told me not to 'gelek-gelek' was the one who were late.

My exams over though... But PW's killing me.. Making me nuts... Super Nutz...

A couple of days ago I was chatting with Salid, Fariz, Sab & Mary.. Abt bikes & cars & licence... Fariz was talking abt getting a vespa I we all told him not to cuz he's tall... He's gonna look super kaku if he rides one.... Dah lah kudut nak naik Vespa... Funny... Funny... Salid on the other hand was talking about his vehicle cycle.. Weird fella... He was talking about getting a bike... After he gets a licence.. Then buys a bike... He was talking about before marriage, he's gonna buy bike lah.. Then he said that when he's married, he'll buy a car lah... All that... I listened to him... And when I told him that I'm not into guys riding bikes.. Just don't catch my attention... Then he said that I'm the type who goes for guys who's in the higher end... Monkey... I mean, I keep telling him that its safer to drive a car rather then a bike... After that whole conversation, I was wondering what will Mun think abt Salid's 'incredible' idea....

The entry before this was a poem that I wrote last night. Just felt like writing... Wouldn't wanna lose touch of writing...

This year, I might be going back to States for my hols.. No I'm not gonna drive... I might leave on the 10th Dec. It depend on my aunt where she wants to bring us... Maybe LA or Orlando... Whatever it is, I've got this whole shopping list.. And I'm gonna spend NEW YEAR on board the plane... Like it was for the couple of years ago...

Things to get when I'm in States



1) 2 LEVIS jeans
2) Vans shoes
3) Clinique stuff
4) That CD bag that I've been eyeing on
5) Loads of Hershey's chocs for my friends
6) Victoria Secrets ( girls stuff )

Cold Nite

All Through The Night

Looing out through the window tonight
Neither the stars shining bright
Nor the handsome moon
Guiding me through the night

Only with the rain splattering through the window pane
And the cold wind blowing at my face
I could feel the pain
Of lonelyness

Wondering how the cold night
Could turn against me
How that feeling of 'CLOUD 9'
Was not to be

Longing & yearning for that special someone
who will one day
Hold me tight
All through the night

Tonight's da nite

Hey yah...

What were ya thinkin? Yes I'm still stuck with PW... Its like an OD of it.. Honestly... But thank god I'm going out tonight... Cafe NYDC here I come.. With that mudpie.... Yummy.....

Last night.. there's IDOLS, followed by NCIS & then it was OC... What a show slot... Couldn't ask for anything better....

Idol last night was not to my expectations.... Honestly speaking, the only ppl who I can see have that powerful voice are Taufik & Olinda... Trust me, if they were properly groomed, Taufik can easily sing Frank Sinatra and Olinda can sing any Barbara Streisand song.... Daphane, well wrong choice of song... Its not easy to sing Christina's songs. You must have that strong vocals to sing like her... As for Maia, I still find her a slut... Her Bitchy character still bugs me & that's why I never wanted her to be my Singapore Idol. Nak gelek konon. Pegi dah... Budak2 tarian can do it way better then u lah.. Tak yah tunggu Shakira joget. Ni budak2 tarian can shake your asses off lah... Hey bitch, pegi main jauh-jauh!

That Chris guy, I think that he sings without any feelings..Its like singing at a karaoke longe,like those apek2 singing...


I know that I'm being crude but its true... These ppl are like speaking. Nothing else. And I feel that there are other better ppl out there for ppl like Ken, Dick, Florence & Douglas to hunt for that SINGAPORE IDOL.

From my knowledge of music, none of them can be my Singapore Idol... None!!!!!!!!!
None of the Idols caught my attention.. None blew me away...

I really don't know why the heck they didn't vote for Nana, as in Nurhasanah.. That girl is wonderful... Wonder where did Singaporeans put their ears while she was singing.. Ask her to sing Whitney Houstan song, I'll tell ya tat she'll be able to sing it WONDERFULLY.....

I know, I know! I'm dissing those ppl in IDOLS...... But as a Singaporean, I feel that I do have the rights to choose who to be MY Idol... And if they are not performing to my expectations, then, say good-bye to ya...

PW rite now....

Hey

Wat am I having now...PW... The main thingy from PW.... Our report is nice...... Saw the pink form... Got positive feedback from them......

My whole weekend was wasted dazing.... I don't know why but I just stared at the TV set... I guess I needed that dazing session.... And now I've got this itch to go out.... I don't know..... Been DEPRIEVED from going out for a while cuz of the exams....

Started fasting already... Since Friday... Right now its Break time from the PW stuff... I don't feel like comming to school today but becuz of the PW... Argh!!! I think I might not come to school on Wed or Thurs... Its the normal timetable... Its gonna be boring....

I'm back


Been stuck in front of the comp since god knows when...
Waititng for Sean to come back.... Boring.... JT sleeping already... Its 3.20 now.. Going home at 4pm....

Tomorrow, going for MUDPIE...... hehehehe!!!

Thosai

ECONS ESSAY IS FINALLY OVER



Hunny.... Its over.......



My paper today was not that bad... I guess last night's mugging at the library really paid off.... I think I really went to the max lasty night cuz by 11pm, I was super tired.... After getting the advise from Hezwan last night, I finally slept...


I guess I was so put to the max that I didn't even know why the heck I told him... All I can remember was that I told him that EXAM'S A BITCH & he laughed.. He told me to rest cuz I need it badly...

At first I told him that I gotta study but then the moment I rested my eyes for that essential break, I guess I was too tired that I kinda dozed off for a while.... I then msged him back to say that I'm heeding his advice & I'm gonna sleep.


This mrng I woke up at 7.50am.. Took my shower & ate my nasi goreng... With keropok that is... Imagine with the bits & pieces of em on top of them.... Yummy.... And I was reading my INFLATION notes at the same time.... So I was happily eating my food...... And at 9.30am, I left for school....


Talking about school, I don't need to go to sch tomorrow & thursday.... Cuz I've got no paper... So happy..... .. Can sleep & study at my own pace... Friday's my Accounts & Mgt paper 2.... Wish me good luck.....

To Jo & Noryn, thx for the taggy msg....
To Wan, thanks for understanding about what I wrote......
Others, PLS PLS PLS PLS leave me a msg when u're blog-hopping...



Toodles...

can't write

I'm back... I'm kinda dazed rite now... I just had my mgt paper... There was this case study question which was 16 marks.... It could damned be an essay question... 16 ok... And it was asking about the 4 P's in marketing.... Wrote 3 1/4 page of it... Guess how many papers I used... 10 in total... I know... That's y I can't write now... Someone pls massage this aching hands of mine......

What did I do over the weekends? Uhmm.... Sat was GP paper... So the mrng was burnt.. Later went for lunch... Then got home... I then went home to change & get my mgt stuff for tuition at Ms Gan's house.... It ended at around 6.30pm.. By the time I walked to the bus-stop, it was already 7.30 or so.... I was too beat to do anything... I thought of meeting Wan to pass me the cd... But then, hey its last minute... I guess he'll be at B's that night... Very far from where I was.... And on top of that, I was totally beat....

When I got home, I ate dinner.... And by 10pm, I dozed off.. Too tired.....

The next mrng I woke up at ard 8.30 am... I relaxed for a while and after watching 7 Heaven, I was cleaning up my room.. Gosh!!! It looked bad!! With my files, notes & bags all over... Argh!! Anyway, I've cleaned it up already...

After lunch I was like a couch potato... I don't know what's wrong with me now... Been eating alot.. Rach said that I've been eating alot therefore increasing the consumption of food........

Hey, I suddenly got this itch to study for Econs right now... I know its weird but its the whole thing.. STRESS.... Feel like eating ice-cream too....

Toddles...

Accounts paper on Friday...

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I don't know what i'm gonna write... Last night .... Well I've gotten into a pretty bad shape... Something happened... Thanks Hezwan for lending me ur listening ear... I was really in a bad shape....

Its funny though.... Of all people.... Hezwan... Considering the fact that I was once attached to him & we were on a topic of love.... I guess I knew too well that he's the open minded type..... That's y I poured it all out last night... And I felt kinda bad for not telling him about it before we both were ever attached.... Geez.... Like he said, THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. That there is a reason for everything that happened.....

Its kinda weird though that when we were talking, he told me that we were in the same boat except that we both are in different cabins.... I mean, he was there trying to help me to be level headed.... And tried ways to distract me from thinking of my problem..... All I have to say is THANKS a LOT......

Hey ppl who's been reading his blog... Well, all I have to say is that he's a nice guy.... At first, back then I mean, well I thought that he's a very funny crappy guy..... Superficially. I guess over the years, things have made him very matured. He knows when to be serious & when to be funny.... BG, even though I've known u for like years now, I guess last night was the time I gotta know abt the real U.... The serious fella who knows abt life...

He told me a story about his friend's freaky incident... Ya lah.. In a way he's trying to make me see things clearer.... And I appreciate that... But as the saying goes... it's easier said then gone.....

Hey I think I better stop talking abt what happened last night... It should be a time for me to sit & think.. And reflect.....

BG: Abt the cd... pls pls pls pls pls hold on to it for a little while... I'm currently busy with school stuff... And I'm still figuring abt the parking thingy.... Been using my pencil to figure it out today... My frens were asking me why on earth I'm playing with my pencils.... And I kept telling em that I'm learning how to park... Hey... I owe u a cruise right? U'll have to wait...... Maybe on my 21st b'dae ........ Well see how....

Nor: I didn't call u last night cuz I know I would be disturbing u while u were tutoring ur kuzin... No hard feelings k...


Hani: Hani!!! Hani Bunny.... Of course I remember u.... How r u doing there girl? As u can see, Cam & I r in the same school but in diff campuses.... Met Zi a couple of times at Tamp.... I don't knoe abt Diresh though....... Hey I can never forget the first 3 mths... Best time of my life.... Of school that is... U sleep in class... Skip class... Loads of stuff huh.... Do drop in more often k....


Jo: What do think of it? Still wanna go on with that IDEA of mine? Pls don't shoot me with ur arrows.... I know lah that u're one terer archarer..... And I like ur respond to it.... A HUGE LAUGH!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok.. I'm gonna hit the books now.... Catch ya later... Maybe soon.....

ToodleS

It's been quite a while

Yup... I know... Its been sometime...

Right now its a Sat... In school.. I've got accounts class later at 10am...

What have I been doing lately?? Uhmmmmm............ Reading some good books & studying.... My exams are next week..... And accounts will be welcoming me to the promos....

Two days ago I read a book by James Paterson.... Well its an interesting book cuz he's an interesting author.... Yes, he's the one who wrote Kiss the Girls & Along Came A Spider. The one that I read was Sam's Letter to Jennifer..... Its a good book to destress.... Honestly, it is..

Its been a long while since I've been reading any good book... Right now, well, I think I'm getting on with my old habits... That is reading a book.. And lately, its been raining alot so my mind is always thinking of snuggling in bed with a good book...

Oh god!! I think I'm gonna get indigestion... I was reading in the car ( My dad was driving) and I think it didn't go well with breakfast... That's right..... Genius me.....

I was suppose to type a poem that I wrote . But I left it at home. Honestly, I can't remember when I ever even wrote it... I think I'm becoming a little absent-minded...

Sorry about that... I was talking to Kelly, the librarian... About some books.... Interesting though...

And my indigestion is gone..... So far so good....

Last night Nor msged me.... It reminded me alot about back then... Why does a relationship that has been smooth sailing have any hiccups??? Nothing is smooth sailing...

D, that's why the word KALEIDOSCOPE was invented.... To show the ups & downs of life... DUH!!!!

And Kak Iva, if you're reading this, tell Alif that I say Hi.... That guys is so cute..... And very nice to talk to.... I took some pics of him... Unfortunately not with him... Maybe I'll get it uploaded here.... Cute Alif........... Actually, handsome Alif, when he's older that is........

Hey I think I'll stop here...... Lesson's starting soon & my hair is in a mess.... C ya....

To0dleS...