Nasi Goreng....

Eating Nasi Goreng right now..... Typical org Jawa, pagi-pagi makan nasi goreng... I'm not exactly a pure orang Jawa... My mom's a true blue orang Jawa...And my grandpa who's staying with me is the Javanese grandpa... So yesterday, becuz my parents aren't in Sg, I HAD TO COOK!!! I had to cook his fav dish, that is Sayur Lemak .... And he want's the no oil type... Not the kind that anyone eats lontong with... He wants the pale WHITE kind.... My goodness!!! Luckily it turned out alright cuz its been ages since I've cooked anything besides my famous fries spaggetti.. And the day before, he asked me to cook for him CHICKEN CURRY... a) I forgot HOW to cook it.... So luckily, I called up Amu to ask her HOW TO COOK CURRY... And thank goodness, my grandpa said that it was DELICIOUS.... Phew!!!!

My dad's a mix of Chinese Indian.... So basically, on Hari Raya, I get the red packet from all my paternal side... Cool huh? And the best part is that my granny's a Cantonese... But she doesn't speak that language anymore cuz if she does, nobody understands.... So sometimes, at my Aunt's place, she sometimes watches some Canto drama... My cousin reads the sub-tittles & my granny understands the whole thing.... Cute huh???

Not many will know that I'm kinda ROJAK in some ways.... Amazing huh???? Look at me, I don't look Chinese at all but everyone in my family says that I look the most like my Chinese granny... I REALLY don't understand it all!!!


Yesterday I was watching the Indon Drama 'DIA'... Oh god!!!! I got so frustrated watching that show.... That Fifi is a 1st class BITCH!!!!!! God!! I felt like Mummy-fying her in aluminium foil ALIVE & barbaque her right on top a huge blaze of fire like when Luke Skywalker gave his dad a Jedi burial in Star Wars.... That was how IRRITATING I felt when watching that show.... Anyone who watched the drama before know what I mean.... EEERRGGGHH!!!!


WR: Yup I'm into photography.... And my dream camera is the D70 but then its too EXPENSIVE!! Anyway, been a fan because of my dad.... He LOVES photography... That shot was taken at the Terrace of the Esplanade.. Quite shaky cuz I was using my Olympus Digi.. One thing about Olympus camera's is that they are light so u'll have a tendency to shake while snapping the pic compared to a Nikon.... I tested a Olympus Digi & my Nikon F60, its easier to 'Balance' using the Nikon... And I'm not the only one who said it, my photography teacher also has the same opinion............

Jo: Yes darling I do have a tripod but it defeats the purpose to bring with me a tripod (that ain't exactly easy to carry) when the size of my digital camera is the size of a handphone... So its only when I use my Nikon F60 ( the one that I brough to the dog show) that I'll bring my tripod... Or when I use my dad's LONG RANGE lens ( which is SO HEAVY) then I'll use a tripod... And my digi is still quite new... A mere 6 mths only... I use the OLYMPIS u-mini DIGITAL 4.0 megapixel... The finishing is sharp & its handy.... AND the most important thing, it fits in my flat LV bag... Khekhekhe!!!!!! And girl, when we go out next week, we can take TONs of snaps with it alright????

Mon:Hey thanks... Don't forget about Sunday.... Don't get too engrossed with Salid's match ok...

Ok people... I don't fell like going to school to school today... Don't know lah... Just wanna laze around at home, clean it up & so forth... And later tonight, I'm going out for dinner with my sis... Just not in the mood to study.....

Muse- Time Is Running Out....

Found this CD by Muse in my Sister's room... And she actually uploaded it on my comp... This is my Fav so far... Enjoy.....


Muse- Absolution Album

"Time Is Running Out"

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created


You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh

You will suck the life out of me

Bury itI won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh


Its like 10 am now... Doing nothing except doing this blog.... I got up at 9.30am... Suprise suprise... I've not been gotten enough sleep that's all.... And there's nobody at home right now.... Sis went for Band Practice.... My parents are out to JB to do errands... Normal weekend stuff....

Yesterday, Anith, Bel & me went over to Amu's place after studying in the school library to help her straighten her hair.... The smell of the chemical was bad enough to suffocate anyone near her.... But the challenge was Amu's hair.... Her hair's like SUPER curly & all entangled up... So Anith who was in gloves did most of her hair... But somewhere in the end, Bel helped out cuz Amu's hair is darn stubborn....

There was once I did wanted to straighten my hair but it didn't work.... It was back then when Sab & I was hanging out at Mun's place after promos ( Goodness! Time passes by so fast!!!) The 3 of us were like BORED to death..I mean,it was after the Promos... So what we had some time at our hands.... So, there was Anom's hot iron at Mun's place... And back then, my hair's so long... Like all the way to my lower back.... So, I told Mun for help to straighten my hair.... After it was all done, all Sab could say was "Never Ever Ever Rebond Or Straighten Your Hair!!!!!".... So it was bad..... But it was alright cuz it was not permanent.....


During one of the breaks while studying, Anith & I actually taught Amu the 'Grinder' & the 'Ripple'....... I quit doing all these stuff cuz my knees hurt.... And I can't bend that low anymore...Esp when it comes to 'Grinding'.... I actually learnt all these stuff back then when I was in NCO... There was some night, which I can't remember.... After the camp was over, I learn it along the way... The shoulders, legs & butt movements.... And can you believe it that last Dec, when I came back from LA, Amy told me to go over her place to teach her a couple of steps..... ME!!! A FAT girl who is teaching this other sexy gal... Weird!!


Anyway, there's this guy who's trying to get a date with me but I declined his proposal.... I know that its mean to decline ( esp so when he'ld already asked me abt 5 times since Jan)... I just have no interest... But then, the attention is great though..That's why he still keeps calling me..... I know, I'm stating that I'm USING him.... I don't know, after some experiences, just that I don't wanna get serious with anyone....Anyway, learning the tricks from Bel & Anith... Khekhekhe!!! And on the way back, Bel was practically TEACHING me to do stuff..... I mean, she told me to have this ' Grab & Let Go' thingy to be done on him..... We all are NAUGHTY in some ways.. And these girls are great alright... Just having that NAUGHTY feeling... Just sharing some tips that's all....

Speaking about anyone, the other day I receive a call from someone, whom? Well I shall not disclose the name... Anyway, I was just pissed off at the voice... I mean, the really cannot be bothered voice.... I know ' THAT' voice..... And all that person could do was to apologize POLITELY.... Not that LAME-0 stupid voice.... Argh!!!!! Just pissed!!!


Its Sat today.... Not planing to do anything except completing my mugging that's slightly back-dated...... That's all... I was suppose to meet up that GUY for lunch but nah.... Declined it.....

Alright, I'll write more when I've got the time....
Toodles!!!!

Super SToning..... 

How can that Be??? 

Closer look at my Accounts... 

Mugging 

BLink 182

I'll doubt many know this song...

Its Blink 182-- Dammit
(This was back then when they were still a punk band)

It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving, you must have your reasons
The season is calling your pictures are falling down

The steps that I retraced the sad look on your face
The timing and structure, did you hear, he fucked her
A day late a buck short
I'm writing the report
On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now

And it's happened once again, I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long
To face this on my own, well I guess this is growing up

And maybe I'll see you at a movie, sneak preview
You show up and walk by on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile and you'll wave
We'll pretend it's okay
The charade, it won't last
When he's gone, I won't come back

And it'll happen once again, you'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone, and you've been there for too long,
To face this on your own, well I guess this is growing up

Well, I guess this is growing up

Anom & Me for Girls Nite Out 

Cutie Aliyah 

marry or not to marry

Marry or not to marry..

Hai! Kahwin pun susah, tak kahwin pun susah.... That's what I learnt when I was back from Deena's place... And her girl, Aliyah, is so cute... And Deena looks fantastic even after she gave birth....

After visiting Deena, Mun, Anom & I went to town for girl's night out... I mean, we all dressed up & just enjoyed ourselves... Did some catching up about loads of stuff.... Heard like LOADS of stories about LOADS of stuff...

Maklumlah, after Mun & Sab graduated, there's not much news that I've heard from anyone... Itu pun, it was Anom who msged me & told me that Deena's baby was a girl... I have to admit, I'm always like the last one who receives news.... SUPER LAGGING... I know...


Anyway, Deena's stories about being in labour were terrifying Mun, Anom & Me... Gosh! I don't think I would wanna have children..... Its so scary.... Mun & i went like , Oh god!! Oh No! I think I would have died there if I was the one who was in labour...And Deena was 10 hrs in labour....


My goodness... I wondered how the teenage mums can just dispose their unwanted baby after birth.... Its utterly stupid.... I mean, after the pain that she had to go thru during & after labour....


Seriously, it did terrorise me & Mun... While we were out at Far East for dinner, Salid called Mun, asking her how it went & all... And there was Mun blabbering about Deena's labour story to Salid..... And by the tone of her voice, Mun's really scared...


That's all I can say right now....

Tooddles..

Everybody's talking

Did some bloghopping before writing an entry... Gosh!! Everyone's talking about Star Wars... All that Dark Side blah blah blah... But none have that Love can ignite the stars thingy. Hee ! Hee!

My trip to Sentosa yesterday was FANTASTIC!! Sorry BG, I didn't had time to go to ur last gig... I was at Sentosa the WHOLE day.....

I was at Sentosa to watch my sis who's in the school band.... Hahaha!! Like they say, SISTERS!!! Anyway, she plays the Baritone BC..... HAHAHAHAHA!! That heavy instrument... Mine's just the Flute... Or sometimes the Piccolo... That small little instrument that fits into my blazer pocket... And the casing looks like a PENCIL-CASE... That's how minute my instrument is.... And its CUTE... And that high pitch sound that comes out of it.... Especially if there's staccato notes... That JUMPY feeling..... Boing! Boing! Boing!

Anyway, being at Sentosa reminded me about my days in the band... But I guess my most memorable incident that happened in my whole band life is definately NCO camp... That's where I met my dearest Joline... Come on, we were like sec 2 and we slept over at Gullimard Camp for 5 days straight... And it was FUN..... I mean, there's only 2 representative from each school & there's 150 schools that attended....

What/Who I remembered from NCO
Joline
Wai Sum
Broomstick Gang
David- the Vampire
Marching
Water duty
Sheperd's Hey
Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner/Supper
Extremely long q's
Formations
Colourful uniforms
RAZALI--- Jo, u know what I mean right?????


Ok... Alright! Enough of NCO....


When I looked back now about my band life, I ask myself, how in the world I ever fall for Hezwan... I mean, we were young... Its like super slenge for me to fall for him... Considering the fact that he was attached back then... Stupid D!! And the funny thing is that, after a couple of years since we graduated, we dated each other for a while. And that was only after like 4 yrs since we've graduated... Gosh!!!! 1 stupid crush that lasted for like 2 years (while in the same school) & only 4 years after graduation, we started dating... Funny how things worked out


Anyway, that period of me going goo goo gaa gaa over anyone has long evaporated.... Not in the mood is the word.... Just enjoying being single.... Can do lots of stuff... Go out every weekend with different groups of people.... Going to pubs without anyone restricting you (other than ur parents)... And when your in ur mugging mood, there's no distractions... U don't need to think of anyone else except yourself..... Just mug & mug & mug till like 3 am in the mrng is also not a problem.... And there's no waiting... Especially when your are expecting a phone call from him...

Not to say that I'm being self-centred but just not met anyone who's that wonderful to me yet....

When the time is right....


Meeting Anom & the rest tomorrow to visit Deena .... See how she's doing being a MOM now... And how cute is her daughter..... Then later after that, we'll be meeting the rest.. Meaning the guys like Hafiz, John etc.....

So that's why I won't be able to make it to Fad's show tomorrow evening.... Sorry Nor.... I know why you wanna go..... ;)

Here doing nothing...

My day has been kinda ok right now... I've got plans for the weekends... To my aunt's place & then to Sentosa.... And I did intend to go down to Substation to check out the gig but i don't know whether I've got the time to crash... Imagine how far Sentosa & Substation is....

Gotta go right now... Catch u later...

Today's been kinda lamey.... I don't know lah.... Just plain lazy... Early morning, I lost my voice. So sad... And when I spoke to Mrs Wong abt Accounts, Shark heard my voice & said something about me spending my Sat at Hooters, when I didn't even went out with them...
Ok then ppl... Gotta go...Muackz!!

Imagine this......

The hols are here... Been thinking of nothing else except my elasticity essays & my Accounts tut 8. Nothing else is in my mind but these..

Was watching Amagadon last night... The relationship between me & Darwin was like that... Except he didn't go into space... I think its more of, he got lost in space.... DAMN IT!!!!

Sat, well the show was funny.. A good show to de-stress... I had a tummy ache later after that... So I ditched watever I had in store for myself & went home while the rest went to Boat Quay for some drinks.... Speaking of tummy ache, its comming back again... Its more like the gastric pain.... On & off...

Ok, my sis's breathing dowm my neck to speed up... gotta go!!
MUACKZ!!!

early Sat Mrng

Yes its a Saturday MORNING & I'm already up.... Don't know what's wrong with my biological clock.... I must get up at 6.45 everyday.... Regardless if its a Sat, Sun or a public holiday...


I know that its been a very long while since I've written an entry... Last week, I was too busy with loads of stuff... Went to watch Star Wars.... And now I'm reading it..... Great huh? Anyway, the story's a very saddening one.... How one got lost due to LOVE.... How ppl make use of others when they are in love... And how love can cause alot of HATRATE....

Speaking of love, I did some thinking abt it.... How it can make one go OVER THE TOP & yet destroy an individual..... Did this thinking while watching OC the other day.... Whenever I watch OC, I'll get all emotional... I tend to think about this & that... Abt why my relationships failed with some people.... And how it affects my decisions... I know its hard thinking... But hey! Its life...

Yesterday, was Sports Day. It was rated a 5 1/2 /10... Not that smashing fantastic... Anyway, I was one of those photographers.... I guess all the photographers were more tired than the competitors... Firstly, we had to stand in the sun to get some great shots.... And when it was the cheerleading time, all of us had to be on our knees to take the pics & being in front, I realised that the Cheerleadind Competion was a tough fight. They were all good.... It was VERY VERY tiring though to take their pictures in action.... Thank goodness my roll was finished after that cheerleading... So I happily went back to my Sapphire house area.... And I salute Hafizah, our Student Council President, who actually led in the cheers for the whole Sapphire House... Gosh! She really has a LOUD voice.... Loud enough to be heard from the field... Just her voice alone....Hope that she doesn't lose her voice after that... After all that cheering....
When I got home later on, I felt as tough I couldn't feel my knees anymore... What more to cook... But I forced myself to do some work & when I finished cooking, I took the DVD player out & watch Coach Carter on DVD.... And it was a FANTASTIC show.... For me, I prefer shows that has that kind of story line.. Something that has some value to it....

Speaking of sports, how come it is always perceived that people in Sports always has better chances in girls? I mean, according to my context to Floorball, which is the main sport in MI & the fact that we won the Nationals last year, all of us just bond in some ways due to Floorball... People just knew about practice... And the players aren't that cute either.... Serious... Or maybe we girls are blinded by the fact that we all are schoolmates, so that's why we don't see them as cute or handsome.... And its another reason why we girls don't really dress up or try to look their best in school.. Geez! School's school... No biggie.... Honestly, I'm the most SO-CHAI person in class.... Apart from my shoes, I'm just the budgeted looking girl... And Ms Gan keeps telling me that my hair is so messy... Like I've just got out from bed.... Yes that's me.... When I go to school...
But when I go to out, it depends on my mood... To be the simple or the sophisticated one... Simple means tee, jeans, sneakers, eyeliner & lipgloss.. Sophisticated means blouse, jeans, sneakers/Birkens, eyeliner,lipgloss, blusher, eyeshadow & powder.. More feminine... But I'll rather stay with my simple me...

Later today, I'll be going to the Esplanade to catch a show entittled "Restaurante Immortale" by this German production & has a comedy theme..... Whatever it is, if it isn't that great, Bel suggested that we ditch the show for ChinaBlack.... And considering the fact that everyone's legal, we all agreed.......

Here's some last words from Star Wars, Revenge Of the Sith- the book.. Its not in the movies so read up.....


The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it always wins - but in the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back.

Love is more than a candle.
Love can ignite the stars.

GP

Starting my GP mid-yrs soon... Did some editing so that's why I'm just doing this short... Toddles...

Econs essay.....

God!! Its been a while since I've typed an entry.... Been really busy lately.... The 'I' day weekend was really tiring...... Most performers were really beat after that whole show... I mean, who won't? It's was really really really tiring...........

My whole week went pretty slow... Nothing much happened.... Just been busy with school & stuff....

Yesterday, there was a class discussion about places here in Singapore being revamped into something else.. And it all started by this article in the TIMES magazine, about this barn that was transformed into a bar..... Typical of me, I got engaged with class discussions...... So I brought up the Mitre Hotel place... And when I said that it was once a hotel that was transformed into a bar, many went like " Dayana! You went to a BAR???!!!" Everybody was giving me this look... U know, the unbelievable look.... I mean, I'm like the really really last person who would be talking about bars.... I know, I look too goody-goody two shoes...... Looks can be deceiving....

Anyway, the main reason why I went there was to take pics with my old friend, who also has the 'thang' for photography... Not to drink, smoke or anything... But whatever it was, he & I were of the legal age to drink, drive & smoke.... So it doesn't matter... So it was a cool colonial building that was right smacked in the middle of town.... And when its at night, its dark... But the special thing about this place was that it was so typical 40's kinda hang out spot... You know, the rattan seats & all... And the young hangout there now.... God! And whenever I think about that place, it reminded me of the Mercedes Sportscar parked right in front of it.... Gosh!!!!


Today, during Econs, Mr Lai was being very difficult... I really really don't know why.... I mean, I did my work & he said it wasn't enough.... Gosh!! I've done the corrections & I have Amu & Bel to witness me actually doing it..... And he said that it wasn't enough.... I really felt so angry at him for being difficult... Annd when he 'tekan' Huda at this Consumption graph question, I really really didn't understand him today...... AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!

I think I should stop blabbering right here.... My 2 econs essays are getting hold of me.... Gotta go...
Muacks!!!

photography

Nellie told me to be one of the photographer for this Sat's 'I' day... Looks like I'm gonna be involved after all... She told me to join cuz after all, I've got my own SLR camera.. And to top it off, she told me to bring the stand & there might not be sufficient lighting.. So which means, I've gotta bring my dad's flash.... To be honest, the stand also belongs to my dad... He has everything... Too bad his micro & his long range lens aren't computerised.. So whenever I use his lens, I've gotta be in Manual mode... Fantabulous!!!

Amazingly, his lens are quite good.. And his lens are Nikon lenses... Everything is Nikon... His camera, his lenses... As for me, I use a Sigma lens & since it comes with in-built flash, I'm pretty safe... But if I need more lighting, esp if its at night & even though I use 400 ( max exposure) sometimes it won't work.... That's where my dad's flash comes in... Hee!! Hee!!


Before blogging on, I was feeling pretty lame-bored-blank..... If u guys know what I mean... Just dead... I guess the weather's been making me pretty lazy... I just felt pretty much like slacking..... So my dearest Jo told me to blog on....Thanks girl... I guess I totally forgot abt it for a while....

The other day, I had a talk by some admin ppl from NUS.. Abt the Uni admission stuff... U know, the usual..... Honestly, I never expected myself to be so close to be entered to a Uni.. Yes its everybody's dream to go to the Uni.... And till now, I'm pretty much blur blur in choosing which course that I wanna go into....

I just wanna get good grades.. So that any Uni can get hold of me... And I can pick & choose which course that I want.... Dear readers, tell me that I'm doing it right... I can't decide what I wanna do ...... My course.... Honestly, my short term goal is just to do well in my exams... And there after, I don't know....... I don't have any long term goal.....

I know that as a Management student I'm not organising nor managing what I wanna do is a major DISGRACE.... But its true... I'm just lost....

The Uni that I really really really wanna get into is SMU... Its nearer compared to all the other Uni in Singapore & the course is very much oriented to my liking.... I'm honestly the very HANDS ON person..... But I know that it's very tough to get into it... And at the rate that I'm going with my revision & the ppl that I'm competing with, well I'll say that I've got a slim chance in getting in... But whatever it takes, just wanna get great grades then these UNIs are gonna get hold of me... That's all I can think about......


Humming SO7 songs right now... Just loving them.... Their concert that Danial & I went last year was SUPERB!! Amazing how these Indon guys come up with great lyrics.... And this is their 5th album & they are still doing great... Fantastic band... Another band that's comming up is Peter Pan.... Oh My Gosh!!!!!

Tomorrow night-Fri, I'm going out for girls night out... Chill out with Anith & Bel.... Do stuff... I think at some point of my life, there was once that me & my GF's went out to look at 'stuff'... As in a change in scenery ;) If you know what I mean...


I came across my 04' handbook just now while I was searching for my Levi's clutch bag... Oh GOD!!! SUPER GOD!!! And when I opened it up, it was the pic of this guy & I... This old friend of mine turned BF for less then a month... Oh god!!! I can't believe that he's now just part of the history of me.... Amazing how things turn out huh? And the ironic thing what that we got together abt this time last yr...... HAHAHAHA!!!! God works in incredible way.... I'm grateful that its no more cuz right now, I've got other commitments that are of greater importance....

I'm not kidding, 6/7th of my time is spent in school... So when can I ever have the time to be attached? And the other day, Mrs Heng asked me about my status.... And I told her that I'm still single.. Happily single.... I told her that I've got no time for anyone except for myself right now. Plus these braces that I'm wearing would be repelling all the guys that would come near me....


I think I'm gonna stop right here... Thanks again Jo for being there for me... UR THE BEST... Don't forget Sunday, DRESS TO IMPRESS!!! :)

Reggea-ing

I had some reggea welcoming me home today.. My dad's blasting it thru his boom box from his room... U know how it is right? That 'high' type of beat that makes u go high & move along with the beat... Its very addictive alright....

I really wonder why he's blasting it like right now... Maybe cuz yesterday, well I pretty much blasted my player with the Yellowcard songs.... How both of us are alike..... Blasting our music out....

Alrighty, I guess my last entry caused some commotion... I had ppl msging me, asking me what happened.... From right now, I'm not gonna say anything abt things.... None... Zero..Zilch...

My weekend went pretty 'Blahhh!!!'. Cuz I had to do Flag Day.. Was pretty beat after that... Initially I thought of going for late lunch/dinner but on the way back to the collection point, I was too beat to do anything.... So Bel msged Amu that we both can't join them & told them to go ahead without us...

Sunday...
Hum... Pretty much slacked at home cuz the weather was making me so darn lazy... It was rainning so I pretty much spent my time in bed, snuggling with a book.... Nothing else....

This Saturday's the 'I' Day.... Oh gosh!!! How time passes by so fast... I remembered last year... Around this time, I was so busy with my 'Gema Puisi' thingy for the 'I' Day performance... And my social life was kinda 'WOW'.. Going out practically every Sat.... Those days.... My gosh!!!


I think I can't write much right now.... Having some kinda mental block... A bit blur blur right now.....

PS: Jo,thanks a million for being such a great gf!!!


PS: Thanks to my sis, I've managed to play my fav song by Yellowcard: Empty Apartment.....

Vanishing Acts....

I have been totally buzy for whole weekend...


Saturday
I was out with my 3 other sistaz.... Watched "THE PACIFIER" and guess what, we took the lift with? Darth Vader, the clone & his two guards that was in RED..... Oh god!!! With the theme song that was blasting from Darth's back. And Shimah was right behind him... And with the 'breathing' sound, it was more irritating then scary.. HONEST!!!! Shimah was tugging on to his cape while I flirted with the white clone.... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I told my mom abt it & she went WHAT???!!!!!

Actually they were doing a promotion for Star Wars....... That's why those figurines were there...

Later on, we hung out.... Went lookin for things... When Shimah & Nor saw my new look, they were kindataken aback.. I mean, I used to have long hair that was wavy at the ends but now, its the spunkish look... Yes my bangs are still up but its the shorter version.. It doesn't matter if I wax it or just leave it as it is. Either way, it's fine... And you know what's funny,whenever someone sees a mirror, well the norm would be to fix any messy stick-outs but its the opposite for me.... I'll mess it up more..... Just LURVING MY HAIR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday
My day was kinda ok cuz I went out with my Mom & sis to Esplanade... Kinda went ok cuz before that we went window shopping... She's looking for those flat looking shoes.. Like the ones that I bought for $20 bucks... And for the 1st time, I finally saw Taufik Batisah singing live... Gosh! He's good & he's getting better... I'm not really an avid fan of his but his vocals are getting better I would say... And compared to that 'Sly' fella, when both of them were sing 'I DREAM', it made Sly looked as though he's an amatuer.... Thank god SLY's isn't Singapore Idol cuz if he is, MALU!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday
Went to JB with my parents... Nothing else... Got the Star Wars book- Revenge of the Sith. Gotten myself more pens... I might say that I'm a budget person cuz I bought loads of pens over there & it cost me abt SGD 35cents. And its comfy... I mean, I write ALOT for sch..... So I use alot of pens... My fav is always the STEADLER 30 cents pens that you can get at POPULAR... Its my fav... And whenever its the exam period, one pen would only be sufficient for 1 subject... That's how much i write... Imagine that 70% of the paper would consist of essay answers... And accounts would be the only subject that I write NUMBERS.... Other than that would be WORDS.



That was how my week went so far... Been doing some reflecting lately.... I just realised that I'm surrounded by ppl that are just so ignorant, blur, nerds & boastful.... And some are even BACK- STABBERS..... For some, I would wish that they'll disappear or something.... I know that it may sound crude but its true.... Its a dirty world out there.... Sometimes, I'm just so PISSED at some things.... DAMN BLOODY F*#%ING SHITS..... Ppl out there who knows me, u guys know that I don't swear. But seriously, some don't even know what the heck are the 7 deadly sins... And when I said a couple like greed, sloth, glutton, lust............. they went like WHAT?? Don't tell me that these ppl's comman sense or should I say general knowledge are so limited? HUH? Come on, just watch "Seven" and you know what the heck I'm talking abt....

And some ppl are just attention seekers... I think the best thing to do right now would just keep quiet. Just being the quiet gal who goes to sch, does her work & studying would be the best thing to do.... Abih, ade bebual non-stop..... Come lah, org lain pun nak dgr.. Abih tak tau, tanye bila the person who talked abt it explained... Ade selenge nak mampus... Damn bloody lame ppl.....

I just hope that I'm not being hypocritical here but everyone has the right to their own opinion... Just hope that I won't be meeting these kinda ppl later in my life..... I wish I could just shout out & say " GO AND READ MORE BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Stupid blur ppl.............


Speaking of books, I'm reading this book by Jodi Picoult called Vanishing Acts.... Oh god!!! Its the best book that I've read since To Kill A Mockingbird..... Honestly, it is.... FANTASTIC!!!
I'm not into the Da Vinci's Code thing cuz I prefer books that reflects abt life better than those kind... I mean, you'll start to appreciate life better after reading.......

Seriously, I have not been able to snuggle with a book for a while lately cuz, whenever I'm back, its my shower, dinner & HW... And HW takes up 3 hrs.. And if your not tired, then you'll have time for revision... That's how crazy my time is lately.... So Jo, if you're still planning to hook me up with some guys for a blind date, I'll say ---- Thanks Jo! Ur a great friend but I'm so buzy with sch that I doubt that I can date anyone... I think right now, if I was attached, my guy would be jealous cuz I'm spending more time with my books then him.... Khekhekhe!!!!!

Gotta go now... This book is really making me itch......
Toodles
Muackz!!!!!!!!!

PS: Jo, no more funny ideas abt that old-looking ( even though his the same age as we are) guy aight? Just stick to church, SIM, archery & ******G......
Lurve u loads girl!!!

U raise me up

Listening to this song by Josh Groban.. Or something like that.. My sis got it uploaded onto the comp.. so that's why I'm listening to it...

My week's been pretty highly geared/motivation/busy/informative... I really don't know how I can explain... Initially, I was in my studying mode but when my sis got sick, well it pretty much bothered me... Its nothing serious but whenever my sis gets a fever due to her tonsils, well its scary cuz her fever's high... Like a 39.50 kinda high...

Now the track's playing is by Muse entittles Time is Running out... The intro's like the Pink Phanther Theme song.. That bass effect....

Had that Permanent Sectery Civil Servant Talk today...This talk that everyone in JC/CI have to attend. Topic: Uniquely Singapore... Firstly, I would have to say that the speaker was very charismatic, engaging & definately people person kind... She spoke about Singapore being 'principled pragmatic' & transparent... How practical is Singapore in dealing with situations & the ability to adapt easily to different situations... I have to agree that being a Singaporean, life's a bitch... Can't kid to that but that's the only way that we as a nation can survive... That notion to compete is in everyone of us.. We try to be better then anyone else.. I mean, can anyone see the emphasis that parents give their childrent to do well in exams. Not only to do well but to be No 1. You know, being 1st in class etc... But do they see that by trying hard to be No 1, people sometimes don't see the other side of the story...

Stop & think... We have one of THE best education system in the world but do we ever had any Noble Prize Peace winners? Is being so attached to the textbook made Singapore have THE best education system in the world? OR has it deprieved people to be creative? Honestly, how sure are you that all the students in the 1st class of RI & RGS are smart people? Or are they just people who are lucky enough to have that much of capability to remember all those information tested int the exams...So are these people genius or just dumb people who memorise textbook.

On the contrary, there's this other group of people whom, due to social & educational stigma, be named STUPID or even a DUMB... These people whom I'm referring to are the people from the ITE... Honestly, if u can't make it to the poly, try heading to an ITE.. Yes I know that the people that you meet there aren't as pleasent as the ones at those top schools but sometimes these people are INOVATIVE... And on top of that, they have the facilities to create inventions that might be beyond the wildest dreams of those in top schools....


So who's smarter? That's a question I want you guys to ponder about......

Ok, enough of those stuff... Those debatable stuff...


Last night Jo told me something and all I can say is that, well Jo, I told you so . I know I know, you're grining from ear to ear when you had translated the msg right.. And I told her about the whole ' better get the message the way the sender intended to'. If it was a MISCOMMUNICATION, then, OUCH!! Deep shit...

Hah! How wonderful to actually fall in love... Hum...... Love makes you walk on cloud 9... From experience, it does...... Saviour & treasure every moment of it...

Speaking of treasures, well there's this whole box of letters that I have from Darwin.... Wonder what to do with it... Throw it away? Burn it? Stash it in a deep corner so that I'll forget abt it? I mean, its a 4 yrs worth of courtship stuff....There's loads of it... And I honestly have to complement his great handwritting.... It's so very relationshipish...... And there was this song that he wrote to me... the one that has that ' I don't wana wake up from this dream' kinda thing... ARGH!!! Bloody sweet talks... Just makes it even suckier....

A friend told me that I should get on with my life & start seeing guys. Considering the fact that I've not dated anyone for about a year..... Uhm.... Not prepared... Been in too deep & it's hard to get out of it.... I know it sounds like a lame excuse but it's true... Not right now ....Still hurts & I just don't trust anyone.... They always say, the 1st cut is the deepest...

This weekend is gonna be a CIP week.. Heading to Wheelock after that... I mean, that's what Bel told me.. And I'm having this itch to get a dress.... I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!

I know, I'm the usual Tee & jeans gal but I just have gotta give myself some changes.... I know, these two current changes are drastic enough but its not enough for me........ Haiz.... Just keep it cool.... RELAX....... Breathe in out..... Chill.......


Hey I think I've blabbered a little too much today...
Toodles...

CHANGE!!

That's what I need lately..... SOME CHANGES...

I know, first was my braces, then it was my haircut... What's next? I really don't know...

On Thurs, I bumped into Faidah... She's working at Samuel & Kev, Bedok branch....Initially I didn't recognise her, cuz of her glasses... She was smiling & smiling at me... And I went like, who's this smiling at me...... You know..... I mean, this person know's you & you don't.... That feeling... Anyway, when she said, "Ur Mun's Friend".... And I went, "FAIDAH!!!" Yup.... She can't remember my name but she knew my face.... Wow!!! The last time we met was at Mun's house party.. And that was SUPER AGES AGO!!!

I remember those days that we all hung out.... It was so fun.... At Mizra's place.. With the rest of the gang... And there was Fariz's gig at Far East..... Reminancing the past. Honestly, it's these little nuances in life that makes life better....

Missing these people..... I mean, when they left school, things are different. Back then, when all of us were schooling, it would be, movies after school... Or if it was a Friday night, well its either gigs or just hanging out... But the best would be after exams... We'll be like, super bored.. And Mun would invite us to her place or something... Or not forgetting her annual b'day parties.... That's the best...

Too bad last year she didn't have it cuz of her 'A's... When it was her 18th B'day, well we all head over to her place & ordered pizzas.. And we all forgot about Freddy vegetarianism... Oh gosh! He ate beef pepperoni pizza.... And all of us & I mean, ALL, apologised to him.... I mean, there was like 10 of us & none of remembered that he's a VEGETARIAN.... And there was the stun Salid did to Mun.... And when she washed her face, she made a BIG noise.... I mean, she tried to look pretty for her B'day... With her hair all done up & all and then BAMB!! Salid 'Sabo-ed' her with the cake... Ah!! And the cake... It had alcohol... And after eating it, I had a MAJOR headache.... Took a cab home.... Oh my god! Those days......

Speaking about Salid, he came back on Monday to get his cert... HE LOST WEIGHT..... Mun, what did you do to him??? Feed him more aight?


Gotta get back to my work right now... Catch ya soon..........

PS: I gotta 2 for PW!! All I can say is that well done to my teammates & my classmates who'ld SLOGGERED our way in the comp lab... Us, playing pool in between breaks, watching DrumLine on the big screen & that feeling of don't wanna face the comp anymore got us either a 2 or 1 for PW...

mugging..............................

Hey ppl...

I've uploaded the pic from Sha's BBQ... Check out my new hairstyle.. It hip, hot, cool & REFRESHING........ ANd not forgetting SPANKIN'. Yee haa!!

I know that I've not been writing any entries lately.. Been busy with loads of school workk. Gotten my CA results... It was HORRIBLE.... I mean, what do u expect from last minute studying.... Anyway, I'm starting my mugging already so.... You know what I mean, when I mug for exams, I'M GONE.... Finding my own reclusive spot..... Doing my work..... STUDYING....

Gotta go ya peeps....
I'll write from time to time...

CHAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Working offline

Right now I'm working offline cuz my dad's using the room phone... Which means I'm working offline... This gives me the opportunity to write alot...


Went to get myself a NEW hair cut. Its a cute hairstyle.... It's cute.. Wondered why I went for it? Well I needed that new look.. That fresh look.... I think I'll upload my before & after pics... I really look diff... Now I'm feeling lighter.....

LIGHT HEADED..... Khekhekhekhekhe!!!!!

Listening to SO7 Brilliantx3...Cool song.... But then, I still LURVE Yellowcard's Empty Apartment... The one that goes....

Take You away, from that empty apartment you stay....

And you know WHAT I got from the mail today.... 2 things... A BELATED B'DAY card from my thwee sistaz..... And a $30 Body Shop voucher....Cool huh!!! I'm loving it... LOTZ. Once again, THANKS ALOT U GALZ.... MUACKZ! MUACKZ! MUACKZ!.... The thing is right now, I'm lost... I really don't know what to buy....... Jo, help me out here... Any recommendations? Any good stuff out there? I did saw the lipgloss/balm thingy but I've already bought a new gloss.... Humm........

Had a house practice just now. Sat with Fifi yr 2 during practice.... Anyway,there was this yr 1 gal... She looks like a 'stuck-up' minah.... Geng M&M..... Anyway, she was talking to Fifi.... And it turns out that they call her Fifi too... WOW!! That yr 1 Fifi was saying that there's this girl named 'HUDA' looks like her.... Yes our hot MAMA Huda.... But Huda's Bodylicious... This yr 1 gal is so SEKEPING...... And the way she talk about Huda was like... Tak berkenan kind... My remark to Fifi yr 2 was that 'There's like 7 ppl in this world who looks alike.... So no big deal. To top it off, Huda's your senior so wipe that smirk off your face & buzz off....'

Speaking of looking alike, last Sat when I was out with Bel, I did something bad... That naughty me stuck... Ok it was like this, Bel & I was at Heeren's ladies room.. Bel went to the area at the sink to use the mirror while I used the other side, the one with the latch to put bags etc... I mean, if you gals know what I mean.. So there I was fixing my hair when this group of gals went in.. There was 3 of them. A gal from this group was DAYANA & she went into the cubicle.. So her other 2 friends told her to speed up. I just kept quiet the whole while.... Just kept cool lah... So there was her friends telling this DAYANA girl to speed up... And then, one of the girl went into the cubicle.. So there was only one of them left at that mirror area.

After fixing my hair, I went to Bel.. Whispered to her the situation & I told her that I wanna be a little naughty. So I told her that I'll leave her and she'll call me to wait for her.It went like this --->

I walked out from the room first, leaving Bel..
Bel: " Eh Dayana! Wait for me!!"
Me: " Hurry up Bel!"

And when Bel left the room, the only gal who was waiting for her friends gave that 'LOOK' to Bel... Khekhekhekhe!!! Imagine the look of that girl's face...



Anyway, I heard from Fifi yr 2 that they got SILVER for SYF Malay Dance... I think this yr alot of CCA's didn't win... I mean, last yr, we won ALOT!! SUPER ALOT.. For MCS alone, we won Sayembara Theatre(ST), Gema Puisi Akustik (GPA), SYF Malay Dance- Gold, & not forgetting the MUSIKAL....And the SYF Drama, we won best actress (our dearest Junaini Johari, SYF Indian Dance-Gold....

This year, they FLOPPED!!! For ST, heard nothing what so ever, GPA, we lost cuz lots of other schools copied our item last year, Malay dance, Silver & Indian Dance, Silver... And Drama... Well I heard that they aren't joining cuz they are going to have a musical... Thank god!!!

I have to comment something about this year's GPA, well firstly, I think the reason is that things didn't worked out well.. As usual, there was some conflicts... The ppl from the other side aren't cohesive & they don't have that team spirit in them... All of them wanna lead & no one's wanna follow.... Its their attitude.. That's their problem.... I mean, last yr, when I was in the GPA team, we worked well.. Cuz abt 80% of the members were from our side... The Bartley campus ppl.... Those days were fun & yet antagonizing.... Killers it was.... But then, we were able to reap the fruits of labour... There was our school name on that Championship Thropy... BECAUSE OF THE BARTLEY PPL!!! Except for Hafizah, Aly & Harshad....The others were us. Just us.... No one else... Oh god!!! It's all coming back to me... Those memories... And when we won. And me playing back my flute.... GOSH!!!!!!!!!!! I bet none of us could ever forget that moment....

I think I better stop with the memory lane stuff.. Gotta go... Watching Smallville on TV....


To Nor, Itaw & Shimah---> THANKS A MILLION FOR THE PRESENTS..

Muackz!! Love u guys lots.....

And my sis............

Yup there goes my sis.. bugging me to speed up.. Been using the comp from 6.30pm... Doing what u ask? Well updating new pics.. Not really new.. But some pics that I've been wanting to upload...

My day's been pretty so so... Nothing much.. just school, school, school.... What else can there be? I mean, there's nothing much I'ld do. Except the weekends... This week I'm going to Shak's place for her party... Hope I don't get lost... The condo is one place that I'm unfamiliar with....

Anyway, I've been thinking of cutting my hair.. Just wanna give it a new DARING, BOLD & NEW look... I know that when I cut my hair short, well there's gonna be the BANGS effect... Cuz my hair's kinda wavy... Bye bye those lovely locks.....

I know that the last time I cut my hair was becuz I wanted to get rid of it.. YES! That's y I cut it.... Just hated it... Then it grew... And shall I say, it's growing pretty nicely right now... But then, I just need that new look...


Anyway, my sis's breathing down my neck to speed up... So I think I'll stop here...
Toddles

*MUACKZ*

easy Gal

Right now I'm waiting for my dad to pick me up from sch... Its raining outside...


Well on Sat, went out with Bel... Great time shopping. Met Rahmat & Alex... Why is it so that when your in town, u'll bound to meet someone... I mean everytime....

Suprisingly, it was Rahmat who saw me... HIM? I know.... And Bel actually told me that he's cute... Hum....... With his ears sticking out....... I wonder. And I responded to Bel's remark with that look.. Bel a super hottie telling me that Rahmat's cute.... HAHAHAHA!!!... I mean, being in the same school as him for 4 yrs never made him look cute.... MY toes are laughing...


Pretty much slacked on Sunday... Followed my dad to get himself a new phone... He got the Sony Erricsson K700i... Pretty good phone but it has too many functions that my dad doesn't know how to use..... SPend the whole day playing with his phone.... Khekhekhe!!!

My mom's bugging me to start driving... I mean, I've not been driving for at least 1 mth. Due to exams & me spending most of my time with school work........ Hope I can still drive good...As in, better..... With improvements... Knowing what a clutz I really am in driving..........


That's all for now my readers... Catch ya later!!

Fast one

OK here goes...

I've got new pics uploaded.... I mean, old pics that I've been wanting to upload for a while... Right now I've got this crave for pink & black outfir... My 2 least fav colour.... And I need a hair cut.... So I'm skimming thru some webbies.... For new pics....

I think that its the braces that's giving me the courage to be bold.....

Aching butt....

Yeah, yesterday was Shimah's b'dae chalet at East Coast..... And her cake was extremely HUGE..... All thanks to her sis, aishah.... And can you believe it, it wasn't enuf.... I guess there was an overwhelming response from her guest...

On thurs I met up with Nor to pass me Shimah's gift.... A cute teddy bear with a sweater... And the moment Wati saw the teddy, she started stripping it.... I don't know why but she's the seriel teddy bear rapist.....Probably Diaz gave her too much naked teddies so much that when she sees a teddy with clothes on, well she'll start stripping them...

Anyway as I was saying, met Nor on Thurs... And when she saw me, she laughed... How could you.... And as I was saying, it was pretty suprising.... So the rest who has not met up with the new me, well you'll see.... And yah, she was laughing.... My bestfriend was laughing at my new look....How could she :( Boo!! Hoo!!

And when Shimah & Wati saw me the next day, well, the first thing that she said that I lost weight... Its true... Can't eat as much... Knowing me, I'll finish my food asap but now, no way...Can't.. In Bintan, when I was masticating my chicken fillet, it felt as though I was chewing a gum.... It was so slow for me to masticate... So that's why I gave up eating too much meat, may it be chicken, beef or mutton, I GIVE UP... The only meat I eat is fish.... That's it... Nothing else..

Right now I have an aching butt cuz last night I went cycling at her chalet.... I mean, its been ages since I've been on a bike... Oh god.... All I have to say that last night, well the cloud cover was abt 80% so i couldn't see any stars.. There was only one though... One star that was shining strong... My dad said that if the star isn't the gleaming one, well it was a planet far away... I really don't get him either... He did say abt stars before once but I never really understood him... He ever taught me how to find the North Star too.... I mean, he's a navigator so doing this kinda stuff is his cup of tea...

Back to the beach, well it was a full moon last night.... And the moonlight was being reflected on the surface of the sea.... It was a pretty sight. But unfortunately, there wasn't anyone for me to share it with.... So unlucky of me... Moreover, I did ever tell myself that I'm gonna be single for the next two yrs... The new me might probably repel any guy that sees me... They'll say "Run! Run! Get away from this girl as far as possible!!!" I know that I sound so pessimistic but hey!!! My gut feelings tells me so.... So I've got to accept it...

I got loads of work on my table.. On thurs night I slept at 3 am.. What the heck was I doing that early? Well studying my Econs International Trade.... Its alright if you could understand the whole picture.... Honestly I usually HATE Econs ( becuz I think I'm cursed in my MCQ) but it's all abt comman sense.. You see it happening everyday... Look at the Demand & Supply theory.... Its happening right infront of your very eye... But the hard part abt Econs is that it uses alot of technical terms.... ALOT..... That's why I can't really get hold of it.... So what can I do, practice....

Ok guys, I think I've gotta stop myself from blabbering shits abt Econs... If you take it, you'll understand the agony that I'm going thru.... Till then, see ya later....

PS: My up coming entries would be delayed cuz I'm having my exams.... So if anyone sees that my blog's not updated, well blame it on my exams.....................

I'm back

Bintan trip was ok. Pretty fun... Shared the room with Huda. And the villa was shared by 6 ppl. Min & Tini shared one room but we all shared a villa. And guess who was staying in the villa with us, Mrs Wong & Ms Zhou..... Honestly they were alright... No naggy stuff what so ever... When we left early to head to the guys room, well they were alright.. Said nothing...

All four of us were greatful that we shared the villa with the teachers. I mean, when we first got the keys & entered the villa, well it looked too big for 4 ppl to stay in a 3 room villa. So we all decided to sleep in one room.. But when we heard knocks on the door, well we were shocked to see them & tried ways to sneak out from the room later at night.... We all thought that we were able to bunk in other ppl's villa. But it turned out that all 4 of us were too tired to do anything when we reached our villa at night... Within 10 min laying on the bed, Huda & I were gone in la la land. The TV was watching us...

The second night was the BBQ. So all of us really slacked to the max. Half of my ppl were wearing OI tee... None of us ( Min, Huda, Tini & I) wore it.. I just wore my capri pants & my Vans Long sleeves tee & my Birkins... Nothing much.. We pretty much slacked in our outfits. In chinese we call it 'BOCAK'. Unlike some other ppl, well they really dress up for the BBQ & not for the Fine Dining.. The other way around....

The BBQ session was pretty boring on the whole but it was the guys from my table that made it hilarious. Sahz, Arif & Suhuf sat in a table with us.... All of us laughed non-stop. Till Min got a very bad headache.. And when I gave her the Panadol Active, I think that really made her go high.. Firstly she wasn't talking sense.. Abit slow in catching what we all were trying to say. And when we got back to the villa, I went into their room, Min was gone.. Dozing off on the bed...

As I was saying that before we went to the BBQ, we went to the guys room. All I have to say is that they are so UNTIDY.. Azar invited us over to watch movies over at his Villa. And their villa was next to Arif's villa... So just imagine how many ppl were in that villa. Abt 13 of us there.. But at the shoe pile, it looked as though there was 25 ppl there. There was a hill full of shoes, their coffee table was filled with half-eaten food, cigarrates, pillows everywhere. And the moment we arrived, Nigel was offering us seats.. And most of the guys were topless... Wow! What a welcoming scene.. And as all of us were watching Scary Movie ( I know its lame but at least its something for all of us to laugh at) suddenly it died... HAHAHA!! It was at the scene where the girl was running away from the Scream monster & accidently pull her dress instead of her & she was running in her bra & panties... While she was running, Azar was trying to freeze that image ( u guys know what I mean ) & suddenly the player died... HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! That was really funny.. And it was almost time for these guys to get dress for the BBQ, we girls left their room & headed to the playground. When Tini & I were on the swing, we automatically sat on each one & started swinging. Gosh its been a long while since I've sat on one.... We sat there while waiting for the rest of the guys to get dress...

We all pretty much hung around there & chilled out. Hearing Suhuf entertaining all of us with his bad voice.. Correction, his jiwang voice... All sorts of songs came out.. Mostly Malay songs like Belayan Jiwa, some SO7 songs... Some dangdut songs.... Imagine someone with a harsh voice singing these song.. Wondering how the hell he lost his voice, well in the ferry to Bintan, he slept & when he woke up, his voice became harsh.. I mean, that sore throat voice.. Speaking of him, I think I'm gonna lose my voice soon....

After all the guys were ready, we all made our way to the function room.... Strolling our way there.. On our way there, we stop by the Spa... Cuz it was just us 4 gals, Sahz actually stood at the entrance of the Spa & said, "Welcome Bacholorattes"... Hahaha! He wanted it to look like that show.... Saying Welcome Ladies.... Blah blah blah.... And at the BBQ, well, my table was the roudy ones & we pretty stayed like that the whole time...


I know I know that u ppl were wondering how the fine dining went right.. Well it was ok... And while all of us were gertting dressed, there was a blackout in our villa.. Tini & I bathed first, followed by Min & Huda. So while I was putting on my make up & getting dressed, the lights & air-con suddenly switched off..... Tini was combing her hair when the lights went out... And Min & Huda was complaining that there wasn't any water... Dah the two of them keluar berkemban... After a while the lights were back.. And the two of them quickly got dressed & we were late for the Fine Dining event...I know, star karat.

In the ferry, these 3 guys were sitting in front of us the 4 gals & they were making alot of noises disturbing us & what not.. And in the end, while Sahz, Arif, Tini & Min went out to get some fresh air, Suhuf & Huda went to get themselves some space & slept. Laki Bini tidur... Arif got back & got some space near Man & slept.... I just kept quiet & read the Cleo Mag that Min brought...

By the time I got home, I was pretty beat... I was too beat to even call BG.. Sorry aight? I was too beat.... And today while in school, all of us were still in Bintan mode... Saying that if we were still in Bintan, then the chauffer could snd us right up to the room. And Ming Da was cracking us up by telling Sean to call the chauffer to fetch us after school.. It looks like all of us were just too pampered while we were there.... Wanting to be fetched & send ard.... Hahaha

After school just now, I just dozed off after lunch. Initially I thought of going down to Borders to get some books but I just thought that my bed was better then Borders.. So I slept till ard 5 when Tini called me regarding mgt..... And I'm up since then...

From this whole trip, well I have to say that I'm grateful that Min & I cleared the air before we left for Bintan. If not, this whole trip would be odd... I mean, those kinda things... But hey! Min & I cleared the air in Jan so we are pretty ok now... And sharing a villa with all of these 3 gals was great... And spendin 3 days with my class guys was hilarious & fun.... Without these ppl, the trip would be quite boring......


Lots of hugs & kisses

msS_D

ITS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup!!! Its on.... Finally.... Feeling wierd.. I know, Taufik & Sean told me so.. And Sean actually told me that it would be enjoyable.... That guy.... Hahaha... Taufik told me that it would take some getting to use to....

Anyway, last night I went to NUS to watch a symphony.... Oh... Its been like ages since I'm gone to one. But then, it wasn't as mind-blowing as the Philhamonic of Helsinki Symphony. That was WOW!!! Last night performance was the typical standard as any poly or other JC would play.... If you know what I mean...

And last night too made me remember alot of my band days.. How beautiful the French horn, trumpet and alto sax sound. Jo, it's not as though I'm praising you what so ever so don't perasaan alright... And also abt the old band days.( Hush! D's reflecting).... See what has become of it.. So right now I can happily say been there, done it & its over... No regrets!!!

Anyway, there was one Flute player who was playing like as though he's SPASTIC... I mean, he was crincinghis body & moving too much. For one thing, I really don't know how he manage to keep on his embrochure of his mouth.. I mean, any player would try to maintain his/her embrochure while playing so as not to play any sharp or flat note.. Your mouth plays a major part in ensuring that you play the right note.... It looks as if the player wanted to 'feel' the piece... As in trying to play from his heart but he's not. I mean, when I watched the Philharmonic players played the other time, none of them were CRINCING to 'feel' the piece. From the way they played, well I was able to feel it already... That spastic-looking fluatist thought that he had that passion for music but in my opinion, he looked like an irritating clown.. Minus the red nose...

Speaking of these kind of players, well, it reminded me back then while in school when we had to go to VCH to watch a concert by the Loyang Sec Band. There was this clarinetist who was also moving her arms but it look as though she was trying to fly. She was 'FLAPPING' her arms while playing, all trying to prove to the audience that she can 'feel' the music.... One thing for sure, that Flautist & that Clarinetist can play music but DO NOT have the flare for it. My advise to them, don't play cuz it would be a disgrace to the composer of that piece...

I know that I sound blunt but I'm speaking the truth... These ppl have no flare in the arts & music scene what so ever... So BUZZ off!!!! It won't take rocket science for ppl to realise this... Hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!



I think I better cut it short here. I'm packing my bags for tmr's Bintan trip... Going for that Star Gazing Sneak.... Ok ppl, I gotta go.. Don't call me too cuz even though I'll be bringing my hp which is auto-roaming, I'll be using my dad's Indon hp no... So the best thing, don't call. Don't miss me ok. I'll be back on Mon night.

Muackz!!!

Me doing two things at once

There's two things i'm doing right now, chatting with Super Girl n writing this blog.. Stupid tagboard... Its STUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Monkey....

Finally I've heard abt fine dining at Bintan .. The dress code would be smart casual.. I heard that some ppl are spending 300 bucks on their clothes.. God! Its not as though its our prom. Just a dinner. Nothing much...

Anyway, my frens were telling me that all the Bartley campus students are to bring our OI PE tee.... The attacks of the OIs... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

BigGuy, hey u... What the heck has happened to u? Eaten by a monster or what got sunken by your work?.. And yes, I've left my hp no in that mail... Or maybe u could ask B for my no. He has my no. Hey, I need to ask u abt some music stuff... Do call me ok.. And I'll fill u in abt all my driving stories too... I know that I've been driving for the past 9 mths but i'm still bad at it... Parking still 'gone' but I've already taken a liking to drive at certain places n avoid some places where the drivers are really really really CRAZY............... I mean really crazy. Esp if its at night..... Take care alright....

Kak Iva: I'll call u when I'm at Bintan. I'll be using my dad's pulsa... So it'll be easier....


Ok ppl, can't do this simultaneous stuff too long. I gotta bathe n figure out what to wear for that Fine Dinning thingy & a whole pile of HW on my desk.... GTG... Bye....



Muackz!!!!!!!!!!

Take u away..........

Empty Apartment

Call me out You stayed inside
One you love Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burnI think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay



Cool violin collaboration...

Here i go

Here I go.... ( humming Yellowcard Only One..)

Right now I'm skipping training. My ulcer's is a PAIN.. Now I'm complaining. Not abt my Wisdom tooth but abt the ULCER..... Boo hoo boo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I heard from someone abt this Jamming studios called Garage Studios & I remembered going there... Y? Not becuz of someone but becuz of something...The STAIRS...... It's steep & there was 2 flights of almost the same height... Its nuts but its true.. Imagine say the dist from ground level to the 2nd floor. And that's just the first flight.... I think the first flight was good enuf to scare anyone.... I was suprised at the stairs but I don't have the fear of climbing it.. All my training consists of stairs so i'm IMMUNE to it... But still, I pity the others who had to climb it....


To think abt it all over again, well it brought back some things which i intend to keep as my past... THOSE DAYS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Me going to be single for at least 2 yrs.... I know I've said this before, that those stuff/feelings, well I've thrown them out of the window, stays for GOOD. I know that the last time I said that, well it didn't stay that way for a while. But for now, I reckon it will..... OUT FOR GOOD..... And anyway, I'm dating Mr John Sloman & I'm having a scandal with Mr Lipsey......( those who's doing Econs would know what gibberish I'm talking abt)
Heeheehee!!!!!!!


Gonna visit the dentist again this Friday... My schedule has been a little tight lately. And on top of that, the Bintan preperation is really bugging some of us.... I mean, the itenary states that there's FINE DINNING but what are we suppose to wear for it? Is it smart casual or just casual... And it turns out that I'm bunking with Bel & Venus anyway.. And most prob is that we won't sleep the night... I know I'll be busy snapping pics.. Argh!! Hope that I can get the Mediterranian room... Its on the hill top so at night, I can go star gazing, just like what I did in Trengganu.... But that was better cuz it was beside the beach.... And I mean, right beside it...
Just hope that I'll get the Mediterranian Room.....


Ok ppl, i really gtg cuz my 'free' time's almost over. Catch u later...

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back home

Right now I'm lazing at home doing nothing. I plan not to do anythin cuz of my teeth... I extracted 2 more yesterday...

I really had to wait for 1/2 hr before seeing the dentist. It cleaned it and then extracted it. Honestly the jab wasn't that bad.... Just monentary pain...

If u guys are wondering y the heck I'm extracting two more of the teeth is because... Well its all part of that major suprise.. Remember? Anyway, after the march hols, well u'll see the difference....

The other day was the briefing of the Bintan Retreat.... It does sound interesting... So currently the plan is to bunk together with Bel & Venus. Its a triple room.. But the thing is that Tini, Huda & Min is also having a triple room. So if both grp can't go triple, then Huda will be sharing a room with me...

It turned out that there's an equal no of guys in my class but well..... Some ppl just don't wanna bunk with this 'guy'.... So I heard that Arif's gonna be ' SABOed' Hahaha!!! Sahz can't tahan this 'guy' so i think most prob he'll gonna bunk with the SEKEPING Suhuf. So it looks like Arif's gonna bunk with this 'guy'...... Can't imagine what's gonna be Arif's reaction to this..... HAHAHA!!!!


A couple of stuff to bring to the resort
1) Hairdryer. Bel & me have to bring that International Adaptor....
2) My manicure set with my fav colour of nail polish
3) Curlers
4) Tees & shorts

The trip is a resort concept. So a couple of us wants to do the spa thingy.. Well as for me, the main importance would be the hairdresser.. Give myself new look... And its cheaper to do it over there. I just hope that washing and cutting would cost less than 10 bucks. I mean, whenever I'm in JKT, I'll always do my hair.... All the neccessary treatment.... The last time I did it was abt 6 buck... WITH TREATMENT.... I know its DIRT CHEAP!!!! Lets see how's the situation in Bintan. If its less then 10 bucks inclusive of the treatment that is, then I'll go ahead with it....

Sis, the other day u were telling me abt cars without POWERSTEERING.. I know I said that there's not much cars out there that's w/o POWERSTEERING well there is... The KANCIL is one of them. But from my knowledge of cars is that most cars that's below 1.5l has no powersteering. For eg: the Honda Fit is only 1.3l while the Honda Jazz is 1.4l. So most prob they don't have powersteering. The reason is because cars below 1.5l is considered 'light' so if that car is 1.4l and has powersteering, it'll be a hazard.
So imagine light car(1.4l)+powersteering( making the driver to turn easily) = ACCIDENT
The CAR WILL FLY!!!! BYE BYE!!

I was abt to write up some equations but I forgot what it consist of.. So maybe when I can remember, I'll write it down.... For now, u gotta wait.....

That's all i can write for now my dear readers.....
TOODLES......
MUACKZ!!!!!!!