How do I

How do I hate someone?
How do I forget?
How do I walk away?
How do I move on?
How do I start anew?

I though of doing a sonnet but who in the sane of mind would wanna read 14 lines of 'How do I'?
Here's something sincere that i wrote for someone who was sincere but now i just hate him as my ex, not my friend...

Wish it could last a little longer
But i knew too well it can't
What happened just happened
Let it be 'K' or any other way
Let it stay where it ought to stay
As part of our memory it will be
As it was reality, momentarily


Hah! I can't believe that i can still write... D oh D, it's still in you.
Its an impromptu one. I'll write more in the new future!





I'm writing this from school now cuz of PW. Stupid PW! All alone in the comp lab. Plugged in my headphones & I'm listening to the radio now.

The poem above was written for someone whom i'm currently hate.The hate is different from hating Darwin. That 1st class jerk is totally number one on my hit list. No one will ever take that spot. I mean, he's my first and the fact that we lasted for 5 yrs makes it worst. Like the song, 'THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST.

Hezy_Monster was sincere, fun & definately UNEXPECTED. Like I said before, it was a 'passer'. I don't know how I came up with the word but it just did. Weird don't you think, friends to couple to friends. I just hate Hezy_Monster but not Big Fella.
What is happening to me? Maybe it would be better for us to be friends, not attached. Fariz saw the pic in my diary & he said we looked attached. But i told him that we're 'detached'. Hahahaha!!!

My monster's gone. No one to snuggle & cuddle with. I doubt i'll ever be attached in the near future. Doubt it.

What should I be looking forward to now? Uhm.... Maybe my driving? And definately shopping. I thought of getting a new pair of shoe. I saw a KED'S shoe that day at Bugis. That brand is totally old skool. I wore that brand when i was in Sec 1. The new design looks very old skool. It'll look nice with my capris. My Vans shoe needs a break. God! I've been using that shoe for 4 years. Its quite worn off...

Oh yah, my test is on the 22/7. Wish me best of luck for my test... Catch ya later.
Toddles.