Here I am, typing away at 12mn. Something terrible has happened. My cam died on me. For no apparent reason. Been trying to get it to work but it can't. Which means that I've gotta go & sent for a fixing. I'm so irritated by it. Looks like for this weekend, I've gotta rely on my hp cam, which has a 2.0 mega pixel. AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
Waiting for Herbie's call. He said that he'll call me after my Criminal Minds. And he's not calling me yet... Hmmm... Maybe he fell asleep on the couch? Or maybe he himself is watching something good on tv. Or maybe he's playing this xbox. Deeply engrossed in his game. Let me tell you something, that guy can practically glue himself to his games alright. ;)
Won't write much for now. Still thinking of my cam. AAARRRGGHHH!! Hey, I love that fella alright. How could that happen to me. Its finishing is one of the best. And its so compact. Just as I was thinking of bringing it for Sat's show @ Timbre...
Alright people, gtg. Chao!!!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
Growing Up
Does it mean that we have to be responsible in our thinking?
Or does it mean that we are given the opportunity to do some responsible thinking? Which is it?
I'm not only talking about parents giving us the opportunity to learn. It applies to boyfriends, girlfriends & friends too.
If we as kids are sheltered too much from our parents, I doubt we'll be learning some learning experiences. Don't tell me that you'll seek refuge at your parent's place whenever there's problems? Life experiences is hard but there's no easy way out. Without it, don't you think that they'll ever call it life experiences.They say, learn from mistakes. But as an individual with the brains given by god, use it. It has to be a reason why its there. Some mistakes are just plain JACKASS stupidity. Others, well, it's unavoidable. Which is why, as an individual, gauge yourself. Know your limits. Set your boundaries. Choose your company wisely. These are the only thing that will mould you to what you are. Coupled with proper guidance from your parents & your teachers, you'll be a great individual.
I have to say that I'm blessed that my parents are very supportive of what I do. And I thank them for loving me when I'm very sick & when I'm fit. And now that I'm older, I feel that my parents have successfully brought me up well. Its funny how they inculcate certain values & morals into me when I was growing up. And somehow, it helped moulded me into what I am today. I do am grateful to have them as my parents. I thank them for allowing me to make mistakes too.
I feel that right now, as an individual, I have to say that things are given to me from a different perspective. Its like photography, where if you shoot from a different angle, you get a different lighting. Its the same as you see things right now. When I look at my life right now, I feel thankful for Darwin for letting me go. Thanks for letting me learn some things which I doubt I would have learnt if it didn't happened. As for Hezwan, well, thanks for being such a gentleman. After loads that had happened to us, you're still talking to me. All these falls into the boyfriends category where mistakes would have to be learnt without any shelter. It helps in making a stronger, wiser, sensitive yet emphathetic individuals.
My friends have also made me what I am today. They say that the friends that you made in your teen years are the ones who'll turn out to be friends for life. And you know why, these are the people whom you've spent most your time with while you were growing up. After all those hours of togetherness resulted to a bond that's like super glue with industrial strength. It definately develop you somehow. Maybe developing a concern for someone, the need to have a sense of belonging, the ability to tackle a rough spot tacfully or the toughest one being breaking them any bad news or advising them on some sensitive issues. Hopefully these can be a guide for upcoming life's expectations.
I've always say that I'm fat & ugly, so that's why there aren't guys going go-go ga-ga over me. I have to say that guys, well, after mixing long enough with them, they are the aesthetic people. Think of sex & you get the picture. What's on the inside is not a major concern. Sometimes, when I'm with my guy friends, they'll endlessly tell me that its unbelievable that I can't get attached for the past 4 years because they say I am chatty, friendly & talk with sense. But when I look at it, its more like they just like my company. That's all.
And right now, when I think about getting attached again, I'm afraid. Afraid that I'll make the same mistakes again. Sometimes you try your best to not repeat the mistakes but it happens, no matter how hard you try to avoid it. I feel that if i'm attached, I'll turn into this horrid witch who's very authocratic. I'm afraid I might be too possesive. I'm afraid that I would not be sensitive towards him. I'm afraid that I might not spent enough time with him. I'm afraid I can't meet him during my busy schedule. I'm afraid that he might not like the real me. The me when I'm sick or in my nonsensical self or pms-ing period. I'm afraid that I might be burdening him.
I don't know, maybe I should give myself a chance, give love a chance. Its still out there...
Or does it mean that we are given the opportunity to do some responsible thinking? Which is it?
I'm not only talking about parents giving us the opportunity to learn. It applies to boyfriends, girlfriends & friends too.
If we as kids are sheltered too much from our parents, I doubt we'll be learning some learning experiences. Don't tell me that you'll seek refuge at your parent's place whenever there's problems? Life experiences is hard but there's no easy way out. Without it, don't you think that they'll ever call it life experiences.They say, learn from mistakes. But as an individual with the brains given by god, use it. It has to be a reason why its there. Some mistakes are just plain JACKASS stupidity. Others, well, it's unavoidable. Which is why, as an individual, gauge yourself. Know your limits. Set your boundaries. Choose your company wisely. These are the only thing that will mould you to what you are. Coupled with proper guidance from your parents & your teachers, you'll be a great individual.
I have to say that I'm blessed that my parents are very supportive of what I do. And I thank them for loving me when I'm very sick & when I'm fit. And now that I'm older, I feel that my parents have successfully brought me up well. Its funny how they inculcate certain values & morals into me when I was growing up. And somehow, it helped moulded me into what I am today. I do am grateful to have them as my parents. I thank them for allowing me to make mistakes too.
I feel that right now, as an individual, I have to say that things are given to me from a different perspective. Its like photography, where if you shoot from a different angle, you get a different lighting. Its the same as you see things right now. When I look at my life right now, I feel thankful for Darwin for letting me go. Thanks for letting me learn some things which I doubt I would have learnt if it didn't happened. As for Hezwan, well, thanks for being such a gentleman. After loads that had happened to us, you're still talking to me. All these falls into the boyfriends category where mistakes would have to be learnt without any shelter. It helps in making a stronger, wiser, sensitive yet emphathetic individuals.
My friends have also made me what I am today. They say that the friends that you made in your teen years are the ones who'll turn out to be friends for life. And you know why, these are the people whom you've spent most your time with while you were growing up. After all those hours of togetherness resulted to a bond that's like super glue with industrial strength. It definately develop you somehow. Maybe developing a concern for someone, the need to have a sense of belonging, the ability to tackle a rough spot tacfully or the toughest one being breaking them any bad news or advising them on some sensitive issues. Hopefully these can be a guide for upcoming life's expectations.
I've always say that I'm fat & ugly, so that's why there aren't guys going go-go ga-ga over me. I have to say that guys, well, after mixing long enough with them, they are the aesthetic people. Think of sex & you get the picture. What's on the inside is not a major concern. Sometimes, when I'm with my guy friends, they'll endlessly tell me that its unbelievable that I can't get attached for the past 4 years because they say I am chatty, friendly & talk with sense. But when I look at it, its more like they just like my company. That's all.
And right now, when I think about getting attached again, I'm afraid. Afraid that I'll make the same mistakes again. Sometimes you try your best to not repeat the mistakes but it happens, no matter how hard you try to avoid it. I feel that if i'm attached, I'll turn into this horrid witch who's very authocratic. I'm afraid I might be too possesive. I'm afraid that I would not be sensitive towards him. I'm afraid that I might not spent enough time with him. I'm afraid I can't meet him during my busy schedule. I'm afraid that he might not like the real me. The me when I'm sick or in my nonsensical self or pms-ing period. I'm afraid that I might be burdening him.
I don't know, maybe I should give myself a chance, give love a chance. Its still out there...
Friday, June 22, 2007
Funny that things can't be ceteris paribus
After talking to Herbie, it made me realise how a GUN I am when it comes to guys. Yes, its apparent to all that I'm chatty, very easy to talk to guys. Ya, that's one thing. But to a guy who u've grown interest with, that's when I'm a little SHY. Yes, its hard to believe that I'm shy. But its true...
It looks like Herbie has been trying a new plan to GET ME ATTACHED. He is the sweetest guy ever. Ever since I've been studying at the library, he has been trying to get me to quit hiding behind Lawrence so that a guy will come forward to me. And to make it worst, you wouldn't wanna know what I wore whenever I go studying. Tees with berms or capris or jeans & my Crocs. That's about it. Nothing more. Super slack.
Anyway, the other time, when a guy starts a conversation with me, well, initially I thought that he was just asking out of courtesy. But it seems that this fella's friend's been promoting him in our conversations. And its just now that I'm realising it. SUPER THE GUN I really am. After talking to Herbie, well he said " Come on lah, take the chance. Its not as if some guy would fall from the sky for you. There's no harm in getting to know a guy better. "
In some ways, what Herbie said is true. I'm not gonna correct him . It seems that even though I've known him for about a yr, he knows me better then any guy I've ever known. He's like the guy version of Amu. The fella who I can read between his laughter, look, lines & anything that you can think of without a single peep coming out of his mouth, He's sweet, great & damn tall... Girls, if your single & at least 1.7m, contact me so that I can intro you to this sweet guy...
And apparently, because now that both of us are free, he is devising a plan for me to date. I've given up ways for him to stop the plan but it doesn't work. So I just give up. Whatever goes, goes. If people ask, I'll just say that someone who is very concern about me is trying me to set up with a guy. Can't stop it cuz whatever ways I've tried, there's no way because he's big, tall & persistent.. And he has his ways to get it done even if I say no. He told me that we should look it like this, a favour. He's just concerned. That's all...
Funny how things work out. Back then, I've tried to get some of my gfs, who were single then, to get to know some of my guy friends. Now, its me on the receiving end. Now I know how it feels. Anxious, shy & nervous. That's all.. Nothing much...
I know that my previous entry says that I like things ceteris paribus but look at it now. Nothing is constant. Ha...
It looks like Herbie has been trying a new plan to GET ME ATTACHED. He is the sweetest guy ever. Ever since I've been studying at the library, he has been trying to get me to quit hiding behind Lawrence so that a guy will come forward to me. And to make it worst, you wouldn't wanna know what I wore whenever I go studying. Tees with berms or capris or jeans & my Crocs. That's about it. Nothing more. Super slack.
Anyway, the other time, when a guy starts a conversation with me, well, initially I thought that he was just asking out of courtesy. But it seems that this fella's friend's been promoting him in our conversations. And its just now that I'm realising it. SUPER THE GUN I really am. After talking to Herbie, well he said " Come on lah, take the chance. Its not as if some guy would fall from the sky for you. There's no harm in getting to know a guy better. "
In some ways, what Herbie said is true. I'm not gonna correct him . It seems that even though I've known him for about a yr, he knows me better then any guy I've ever known. He's like the guy version of Amu. The fella who I can read between his laughter, look, lines & anything that you can think of without a single peep coming out of his mouth, He's sweet, great & damn tall... Girls, if your single & at least 1.7m, contact me so that I can intro you to this sweet guy...
And apparently, because now that both of us are free, he is devising a plan for me to date. I've given up ways for him to stop the plan but it doesn't work. So I just give up. Whatever goes, goes. If people ask, I'll just say that someone who is very concern about me is trying me to set up with a guy. Can't stop it cuz whatever ways I've tried, there's no way because he's big, tall & persistent.. And he has his ways to get it done even if I say no. He told me that we should look it like this, a favour. He's just concerned. That's all...
Funny how things work out. Back then, I've tried to get some of my gfs, who were single then, to get to know some of my guy friends. Now, its me on the receiving end. Now I know how it feels. Anxious, shy & nervous. That's all.. Nothing much...
I know that my previous entry says that I like things ceteris paribus but look at it now. Nothing is constant. Ha...
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Lazying away on my bed with my lappy...
Lying on my bed,typing away. Yes, finally gotten the lappy. Of course I'm glad. Totally over the moon. Right now, just happily updating my blog...
If you ppl are wondering how my trip to Cameron Highland/KL went, oh well. It went splendid. I finally gotten my Mac powder. Super glad. And from what I've used since, its better than ZA. Less oily. Even the make-up guy told me about my oily skin condition. And when I used the MAC, well, lets say that there's less sheer, aka less oily.
What else did I get from KL? Souveniers for my frens, another Jodi Picoult book (Harvesting the Heart) & a Dorathy Perkins pants which was on sale. Didn't have any tops that I usually bought from Dorathy Perkins. That was from KLCC actually. Then at the lorongs, I bought more tudungs which I was running out off, some more souveniers for my frens who wears tudungs. And that was about it. And I kind of regretted not buying this top from Padini. Nah.. Its alright. There's always JB.. :)
So far, I'm only booked to go out with my crew on the 30th of June for a show @ Timbre. Yes, another one of YouthWreck's show. And 7th of July for TRANSFORMERS (ROBORTS IN DISGUISE). I'm glad that things are way back to normal between me & Fad. Long story. But things are back to normal.
Its without a doubt that I'm loving my crew loads. Yes, I may not be seeing anyone but I'm enjoying my freedom. I love it loads.. Half the time, I'm usually down at the library, studying. Locking myself up & letting the books & notes eat me up. Don't worry, I'm not a geek. Just having a variety of hobbies which are just on the opposite sides of a spectrum. The last time I was at the library, studying, Lawrence gave me a 411 on shares. From time to time, we'll be looking up the poems webbie and he'll be teaching me one or two things about shares. I was a downright gong-gong blur queen about shares. But now, hey, I do know a thing or two.. All thanks to Lawrence & staring at his Mac. And seeing him decide on whether to buy r sell shares.. :) And the occasional periods where sometime I feel like throwing him off the window whenever he says that he might fail, before he even sits for the paper... So sakit hati lah sometimes. Such great motivation eh??
When I'm not with my classmates, most of the time I'll be filling my time with my lovable gfs, sistaz & my crew. Nothing special. Gheez!! Imagine if I was attached, AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!! Things would have been different. I doubt that I would be as happy as I am today. Right now, its all ME, MYSELF & I. Nobody to bug me, except for my parents who'll just ask me where I'm heading to when I'm making my way out. That's about it. Other than that, nah.. I can happily leave my house or even the country without anybody bugging me. Just liking the way things are right now and I hope that things will stay like this for the time being. They say it in latin, ceteris peribus....
If you ppl are wondering how my trip to Cameron Highland/KL went, oh well. It went splendid. I finally gotten my Mac powder. Super glad. And from what I've used since, its better than ZA. Less oily. Even the make-up guy told me about my oily skin condition. And when I used the MAC, well, lets say that there's less sheer, aka less oily.
What else did I get from KL? Souveniers for my frens, another Jodi Picoult book (Harvesting the Heart) & a Dorathy Perkins pants which was on sale. Didn't have any tops that I usually bought from Dorathy Perkins. That was from KLCC actually. Then at the lorongs, I bought more tudungs which I was running out off, some more souveniers for my frens who wears tudungs. And that was about it. And I kind of regretted not buying this top from Padini. Nah.. Its alright. There's always JB.. :)
So far, I'm only booked to go out with my crew on the 30th of June for a show @ Timbre. Yes, another one of YouthWreck's show. And 7th of July for TRANSFORMERS (ROBORTS IN DISGUISE). I'm glad that things are way back to normal between me & Fad. Long story. But things are back to normal.
Its without a doubt that I'm loving my crew loads. Yes, I may not be seeing anyone but I'm enjoying my freedom. I love it loads.. Half the time, I'm usually down at the library, studying. Locking myself up & letting the books & notes eat me up. Don't worry, I'm not a geek. Just having a variety of hobbies which are just on the opposite sides of a spectrum. The last time I was at the library, studying, Lawrence gave me a 411 on shares. From time to time, we'll be looking up the poems webbie and he'll be teaching me one or two things about shares. I was a downright gong-gong blur queen about shares. But now, hey, I do know a thing or two.. All thanks to Lawrence & staring at his Mac. And seeing him decide on whether to buy r sell shares.. :) And the occasional periods where sometime I feel like throwing him off the window whenever he says that he might fail, before he even sits for the paper... So sakit hati lah sometimes. Such great motivation eh??
When I'm not with my classmates, most of the time I'll be filling my time with my lovable gfs, sistaz & my crew. Nothing special. Gheez!! Imagine if I was attached, AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!! Things would have been different. I doubt that I would be as happy as I am today. Right now, its all ME, MYSELF & I. Nobody to bug me, except for my parents who'll just ask me where I'm heading to when I'm making my way out. That's about it. Other than that, nah.. I can happily leave my house or even the country without anybody bugging me. Just liking the way things are right now and I hope that things will stay like this for the time being. They say it in latin, ceteris peribus....
Monday, June 11, 2007
Exams are OH-VA!!!!
Exams are over! Exams are over! Yahoo Yahoo-hoo
Ok, officially a nuts. I think I've always been a nut. Hee! Hee! Hee! It seems that right now, I'm in my happy mood... Oh happy day...
Here's some shots that was taken when we( Sha, Lawrence, Jun & myself) went to catch Shrek 3 yesterday, right after our paper ended. When the paper was over, we piled into Pakcik's car.
I was smiling ear to ear when we made our way to the carpark because I was very confident of this paper. Plus, the communication question came out. The exact same question that was asked in yr 2 promo exams. And somehow, the answer was EMBEDDED in this thick round organic living thing underneath my skull. So, all I had to do was press the invisible 'retrieve' button & had the answer written within seconds...
The show was HILARIOUS!!! And I thought I laughed loudly, Pakcik was worst. He's like the loudest. So I wasn't embarassed when I loudly, because I know that I won't be the only one... Perks of laughing, man. Total therapy....
Went for dinner at Mac cuz the foodcourt was closing. And as usual, the Sharifa & I kena disturbed from start to begining... Alright, I'm used to pakcik, after all those hours of mugging together in the library. So, can tahan. To the extent that once he criticised me on my driving skills that before I could say anything,we went like 'I know what you're gonna say. Alright! Alright... (Losing the battle kinda way)'. Hahahaha!
Ok, officially a nuts. I think I've always been a nut. Hee! Hee! Hee! It seems that right now, I'm in my happy mood... Oh happy day...
Here's some shots that was taken when we( Sha, Lawrence, Jun & myself) went to catch Shrek 3 yesterday, right after our paper ended. When the paper was over, we piled into Pakcik's car.
I was smiling ear to ear when we made our way to the carpark because I was very confident of this paper. Plus, the communication question came out. The exact same question that was asked in yr 2 promo exams. And somehow, the answer was EMBEDDED in this thick round organic living thing underneath my skull. So, all I had to do was press the invisible 'retrieve' button & had the answer written within seconds...
The show was HILARIOUS!!! And I thought I laughed loudly, Pakcik was worst. He's like the loudest. So I wasn't embarassed when I loudly, because I know that I won't be the only one... Perks of laughing, man. Total therapy....
Went for dinner at Mac cuz the foodcourt was closing. And as usual, the Sharifa & I kena disturbed from start to begining... Alright, I'm used to pakcik, after all those hours of mugging together in the library. So, can tahan. To the extent that once he criticised me on my driving skills that before I could say anything,we went like 'I know what you're gonna say. Alright! Alright... (Losing the battle kinda way)'. Hahahaha!
Monday, June 04, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
SG Street Festival Children of 'D' Revolution
These are the pictures taken when I was down at the Street Fest over the weekend.. Some pictures can really make u all laugh. So its a great remedy for those who are just stressed out from work. Enjoy!!!
And another thing, The band's name is YouthWreck. As in YOUTHpark + shipWRECK= YOUTHWRECK. Get it??
Friday, June 01, 2007
All night....
Back to my blogging. Enjoyed myself yesterday at the picnic with 'Mum' & Fad's gig later on. There was so much to eat. And i brought my jelly. Beloved jelly of mine that I made on Wed afternoon. Cuz right now I'm using pakcik's MacBook, so I can't upload my pix on my hp. Will do it asap once I can get my hands on my comp at home aight..
Later on after the picnic, Nor drove Wati & I to PS for Fad's gig.. Enjoyed myself laughing with Ma' Crew.. All night..Hehehehe!!! Private joke. All thanks to Fad!!
And ya, thank goodness Fad took that extra bottle of mineral that I brought along with me. He lightened the weight of my bag which for your info, already consist of certain notes from school. When I told him, "Hey! I've got an extra bottle of Ice Mountain in my bag" you should see the look on his face. Super grateful look. I mean, at the rate that he was sweating & wiping his sweat, I'm not surprised that he won't go into dehydration soon.. And as I've told Adrian, we should get him a towel on his b'day.. Already we can see that he wore the guitar strap that we gave him for his b'day so we can see that he loves it
Alright my dear people. I've gotta go from here. When Sha came over to ask something about the computer misuse act, just makes m have the urgency to get back to my work. Chao!
Later on after the picnic, Nor drove Wati & I to PS for Fad's gig.. Enjoyed myself laughing with Ma' Crew.. All night..Hehehehe!!! Private joke. All thanks to Fad!!
And ya, thank goodness Fad took that extra bottle of mineral that I brought along with me. He lightened the weight of my bag which for your info, already consist of certain notes from school. When I told him, "Hey! I've got an extra bottle of Ice Mountain in my bag" you should see the look on his face. Super grateful look. I mean, at the rate that he was sweating & wiping his sweat, I'm not surprised that he won't go into dehydration soon.. And as I've told Adrian, we should get him a towel on his b'day.. Already we can see that he wore the guitar strap that we gave him for his b'day so we can see that he loves it
Alright my dear people. I've gotta go from here. When Sha came over to ask something about the computer misuse act, just makes m have the urgency to get back to my work. Chao!
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Slight Panic Attack....
Sitting in the library, doing my 2.1 and suddenly, it occurred to me, my exams is next week... And I've officially been thrown into the brink of INSANITY...
Anyway, here I am, doing my school work diligently & I'm thanking my smart ass that I'm taking 2 papers this sem.. Ans I'm going to take 2 papers again for next sem.. Smart & wise me. And next sem, its going to be law & taxation... The taxation is the killer paper.. Just hope that I can do it. Praying hard that I can do it...
I think I better stop here. Can't think much.. Friday is the day that I'm going to get my Mac powder & going to Fad's gig later on.. And Sat, I've got a show at D'Marque... Hehehe!!! Exams is on Monday & I'm out... But I intend to mug on Sunday too.. Alright. GTG!
MUACKZ!!!!
Anyway, here I am, doing my school work diligently & I'm thanking my smart ass that I'm taking 2 papers this sem.. Ans I'm going to take 2 papers again for next sem.. Smart & wise me. And next sem, its going to be law & taxation... The taxation is the killer paper.. Just hope that I can do it. Praying hard that I can do it...
I think I better stop here. Can't think much.. Friday is the day that I'm going to get my Mac powder & going to Fad's gig later on.. And Sat, I've got a show at D'Marque... Hehehe!!! Exams is on Monday & I'm out... But I intend to mug on Sunday too.. Alright. GTG!
MUACKZ!!!!
Monday, May 14, 2007
Back on the MacBook
Let me start by saying that the only time I get to use the comp is when I'm totally free at home or when pakcik goes off to his lunch appointment. And this is one of then again. Here I am, blogging away when Pakcik's out.
Anyway, my week had been pretty amazingly packed.. Had class on Thurs night with Sharifa. By the time I got back, it was about 11.15pm. Super duper tired the next mrng that I woke up at 11.15am.. Just wasn't in any proper mood to study something heavy like change control procedure. So I did my maintenance essay instead.
But before that, I met up with Noryn for lunch. It was nice seeing ya again on Friday. Missed you loads. My schedule's been pretty tight cuz i usually do my revision from 10.30 till abt 5 or so, with breaks in between. Anyway, met Noryn during her lunch break. Chatted about stuff & left ard 1 cuz Lawrence was already waiting for me at the library.
Saturday was WILD WILD WET day at Downtown East. Got there ard 2 or so & left at 6.30 or so. This expalins why I'm having a slight tan on me right now... Liking the colour loads but it gets even out pretty quick. So this tan is on me for about a week max..
While my sis & I played ard the park, my mom had her advance Mothers' Day treat. She spend her time there lying on the lazy chair, sleeping... Maklumlah, org dapat bonus 6.7 bulan.. Enjoyz le.... But she deserved it alright..
Anyway, met a lifeguard who caught my attention while I was there. He saw me & did a double take on me... Maybe it was because of my pink top? Or maybe is because if something else.. Well, let it be a wonder to me.. All I know was that I caught his attention & I enjoyed it...
Sunday was sleeping day. My arms were killing me from all that stroking & swimming.. And yes, its still aching right now... Did some cleaning & eating while I was home.. And the later part of it was watching TV... They had nice movies on cable because of mothers' day..
Anyway, on Friday, when I was back from the library, I got myself avocado milkshake. And there's only 1 person on this very earth that I want to get that drink with. And that's with Jo... We both LLLLUUUURRRVVVVVEEEEE avocado juice.. It's all green & doesn't look appetizing but its WONDERFUL! Why is it that all good stuff doesn't look interesting but once you've got it... WOW!!! Just like heaven...
And Jo, if your reading this, we both should make arrangements to meet. My exams are over on the 11th of June.. We should meet up & catch up on stuff... Yes I'm reading your blog whenever i'm online & kiss Jed for me. He looks so irresistible.
Gotta get back to my advantages of waterfall model.. I'm still looking for that high & low.. Thanks Herbie for letting me know where to find it!
Anyway, my week had been pretty amazingly packed.. Had class on Thurs night with Sharifa. By the time I got back, it was about 11.15pm. Super duper tired the next mrng that I woke up at 11.15am.. Just wasn't in any proper mood to study something heavy like change control procedure. So I did my maintenance essay instead.
But before that, I met up with Noryn for lunch. It was nice seeing ya again on Friday. Missed you loads. My schedule's been pretty tight cuz i usually do my revision from 10.30 till abt 5 or so, with breaks in between. Anyway, met Noryn during her lunch break. Chatted about stuff & left ard 1 cuz Lawrence was already waiting for me at the library.
Saturday was WILD WILD WET day at Downtown East. Got there ard 2 or so & left at 6.30 or so. This expalins why I'm having a slight tan on me right now... Liking the colour loads but it gets even out pretty quick. So this tan is on me for about a week max..
While my sis & I played ard the park, my mom had her advance Mothers' Day treat. She spend her time there lying on the lazy chair, sleeping... Maklumlah, org dapat bonus 6.7 bulan.. Enjoyz le.... But she deserved it alright..
Anyway, met a lifeguard who caught my attention while I was there. He saw me & did a double take on me... Maybe it was because of my pink top? Or maybe is because if something else.. Well, let it be a wonder to me.. All I know was that I caught his attention & I enjoyed it...
Sunday was sleeping day. My arms were killing me from all that stroking & swimming.. And yes, its still aching right now... Did some cleaning & eating while I was home.. And the later part of it was watching TV... They had nice movies on cable because of mothers' day..
Anyway, on Friday, when I was back from the library, I got myself avocado milkshake. And there's only 1 person on this very earth that I want to get that drink with. And that's with Jo... We both LLLLUUUURRRVVVVVEEEEE avocado juice.. It's all green & doesn't look appetizing but its WONDERFUL! Why is it that all good stuff doesn't look interesting but once you've got it... WOW!!! Just like heaven...
And Jo, if your reading this, we both should make arrangements to meet. My exams are over on the 11th of June.. We should meet up & catch up on stuff... Yes I'm reading your blog whenever i'm online & kiss Jed for me. He looks so irresistible.
Gotta get back to my advantages of waterfall model.. I'm still looking for that high & low.. Thanks Herbie for letting me know where to find it!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Sitting in the library & blogging with Lawrence MacBook
It been a super duper long while since an entry been entered. Here I am, blogging..
Alot has happened since. Things are back to normal with my crew.. And Fad has been calling me often to ask about the crew.. All I said was that I'm down with school. Yes I'm down with school. Just the other day, Amu asked me for Girls' Night Out but I turned down the offer... There's so much to do with so little time... And she asked me to go clubbing for girl's night out??? She's officially nutz!! Totally!! Orang kat sini ncm nak pengsan belajar, dier kat situ hurray hurray.... That's my Amu... Nutz as always...
Thank goodness I'm completing my notes for 2.1. It seemed never ending.. Mcm nak habis kan the outline is super bercinta.. But I'm finishing it soon... Really glad that it's gonna end soon...
Today is the 10th. First paper is on the 4th June, which is in abt 4 weeks time. Yesterday, while mugging with Lawrence, he asked me 'What if we fail 2.1?' I felt like throwing him off the library floor to ceiling glass window when he asked that.. Kiter kat sini mugging mcm nak rak, trying NOT to fail & there he is, asking me what if we fail this sitting... Imagine how irritating it is... Chek mcm nak bagi aje...
Anyway, my classmates are fun as usual.. Herbie is as usual, HERBIE? He a car... Sha, well we had our times.. Maybe it be mugging or out shopping.. Just the other day, we went to catch Spiderman 3. Imagine this, the cinema was only occupied on the last 3 rows in th centre column. And we were the only 2 souls on the whole row.. Yes, it was that deserted. But as usual, we had fun.. And as usual, sempat shopping.. Khekhekhekhe!!!!
To all my readers, sorry for the delay in the entry.. Been busy.. And to those who see me on MSN, don't click on me unless I change my status to online. I WILL NEVER CLICK ON YOU... Like it says there, MINIMUM DISTRACTION REQUIRED....
Last but not least, what I got from a book...
Speak up for yourself, or you'll end up as a rug -- Mae West..
Alot has happened since. Things are back to normal with my crew.. And Fad has been calling me often to ask about the crew.. All I said was that I'm down with school. Yes I'm down with school. Just the other day, Amu asked me for Girls' Night Out but I turned down the offer... There's so much to do with so little time... And she asked me to go clubbing for girl's night out??? She's officially nutz!! Totally!! Orang kat sini ncm nak pengsan belajar, dier kat situ hurray hurray.... That's my Amu... Nutz as always...
Thank goodness I'm completing my notes for 2.1. It seemed never ending.. Mcm nak habis kan the outline is super bercinta.. But I'm finishing it soon... Really glad that it's gonna end soon...
Today is the 10th. First paper is on the 4th June, which is in abt 4 weeks time. Yesterday, while mugging with Lawrence, he asked me 'What if we fail 2.1?' I felt like throwing him off the library floor to ceiling glass window when he asked that.. Kiter kat sini mugging mcm nak rak, trying NOT to fail & there he is, asking me what if we fail this sitting... Imagine how irritating it is... Chek mcm nak bagi aje...
Anyway, my classmates are fun as usual.. Herbie is as usual, HERBIE? He a car... Sha, well we had our times.. Maybe it be mugging or out shopping.. Just the other day, we went to catch Spiderman 3. Imagine this, the cinema was only occupied on the last 3 rows in th centre column. And we were the only 2 souls on the whole row.. Yes, it was that deserted. But as usual, we had fun.. And as usual, sempat shopping.. Khekhekhekhe!!!!
To all my readers, sorry for the delay in the entry.. Been busy.. And to those who see me on MSN, don't click on me unless I change my status to online. I WILL NEVER CLICK ON YOU... Like it says there, MINIMUM DISTRACTION REQUIRED....
Last but not least, what I got from a book...
Speak up for yourself, or you'll end up as a rug -- Mae West..
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Mahakarya Cinta
Things have been a little all over the place.. Thur's class was so packed, totally saturated... School's been alright for the fact that my lecturer's been reminding/pressurising us that exams are around the corner even though the paper is on 4th June.. Yes, 4th JUUUNNNEE!! Which is in a month's time...
Gotta keep a new regime for myself on weekends.. Maybe I can always start a new hobby, try fighting all those malicious activities that's in my comp.. FIGHT THOSES VIRUSES!!! Those problematic 'germs' that's forever bugging your comp.. Let it be a worm or a trojan, they are the culprit to all those slow processing or the break down of your comp... AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!
Gonna take my lunch right now... Chao!!!
PS: Sis, go & talk it out with him...
PPS: Jo, when are we going out to take that pix that's missing from my mosiac of photographs???
Gotta keep a new regime for myself on weekends.. Maybe I can always start a new hobby, try fighting all those malicious activities that's in my comp.. FIGHT THOSES VIRUSES!!! Those problematic 'germs' that's forever bugging your comp.. Let it be a worm or a trojan, they are the culprit to all those slow processing or the break down of your comp... AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!
Gonna take my lunch right now... Chao!!!
PS: Sis, go & talk it out with him...
PPS: Jo, when are we going out to take that pix that's missing from my mosiac of photographs???
Friday, April 13, 2007
If a picture paints a thousand words...
That's me fully engulfed by my favourite book
What I saw after school
What I saw while I was on my way to school... And yes, its at that longkang next to the train station at my place....
A shot that was taken on a super curly hair day...
This was the basket that was given to mom, upclose....Saturday, April 07, 2007
My bestfriend is Noryn Mikimoto
Wati, Shimah, Noryn, MisS_D & MuM... Check out the basket... Nice right? Just like the arranger (yours truly)...Had a fantastic time chilling with the girls yesterday.. Mum brought us out for lunch... Very fun sticking with people who just knows u too well...
Anyway, for the record, we just found out that Noryn is part Japanese... Cucu kepada Puan Mikimoto.. Khekhekhekhe!!! Laugh laugh laugh all you want... FYI, it was dubed to her by Mum..
Gonna put the pix in here.. And the arrangement was done by your truely, MisS_D...
About Fahmy & Me, I think I'm gonna stop it... Some gut feeling thing tells me that it won't work out... Won't deny the fact that I'm scared.. REAL scared... So, yah... Backing off sounds good....
Anyway, for the record, we just found out that Noryn is part Japanese... Cucu kepada Puan Mikimoto.. Khekhekhekhe!!! Laugh laugh laugh all you want... FYI, it was dubed to her by Mum..
Gonna put the pix in here.. And the arrangement was done by your truely, MisS_D...
About Fahmy & Me, I think I'm gonna stop it... Some gut feeling thing tells me that it won't work out... Won't deny the fact that I'm scared.. REAL scared... So, yah... Backing off sounds good....
Friday, March 30, 2007
Shares At STI
My week had been like the shares at STI.. One minute up next minute down.Without a doubt that it's been like a roller coaster ride, instead of just a few minutes, this ride took a couple of days...
Monday morning, well it rained. At the wrong time & at the wrong place.. Why time & place you say? It was 7 am, sending my sis to school. And at 7am is the time where all the public lights go off. So imagine all the lamp-post lights off. And then came this HEAVY pour, like super HEAVY. The moment I turned into my sister's school gate, the rain went like 'BRRRRAAAUUUSSSSHHH!!" I turned to my sis & she went like, 'WOW, best nye!!'.. I replied her with the OMG look...
After I dropped my sis off, I was telling myself, HOW ON EARTH AM I GOING TO DRIVE IN THIS WEATHER????? I'm serious about the severity of the downpour.. I couldn't even see what's in front of me. My nose merely kissing the windscreen & I used other cars highbeam as a guage of distance... I'm telling you, I couldn't see nuts... When I turned into Chai Chee Lane, I was asking myself whether I should park the car at one of the blocks at Chai Chee & wait for the rain to stop before going back.. But I told myself, No D, You can DO IT!!! All I did was continue my drive home at a rate of 20kmph & was so blessed that I got a lot at home at that hour.. Gathered all my things & dashed out from the car to the void deck & locked it. Thank god I got home safe.
Drove to school that day.. And nobody told me that parking was 3 bucks instead. So there I was digging for the extra dollar in my bag in the car...
In class, my lesson was boring. Just a boring topic out of HR.. Some technical procedures for recruitment.. If not for Jun's complaint regarding the school, I would have just dozed off on the desk..
After class, got home, showered & went out again. Pick my Sis from school. Ordered pizza as our dinner... Waited for both our pizzas & parents at the same time... The pizzas came earlier.. Ate for about 10 mins before dad called informing that he & mum have already landed... Finished up our last pizza on the tray & grabbed the keys & left for the airport..
At the airport, drive was smooth except for that Subaru WRX who was speeding & almost killed me.. That fella was going at 100 I think when entering into T2 arrival pick-up point lane. I'm telling you, I was signalling right cuz I was at the departure drop off lane, so I needed to go to the next lane.. Doing this slow cuz up front was the bend & it says 50, which means ppl should slow down. So I signalled & before I could go into that lane, this SUBARU WRX went WWWWOOOAASSSHH!!! Obviously I went WTF???!!!!!! Crazy fella!! Alright, I was just damned pissed at him.. So acty with his car & gf...
Then, here comes the best part, my dad was waiting for me in front of that car.. I didn't put on the hazard lights cuz I was just so angry & totally forgot. I squeezed in front of him. Stopped the car & dad loaded the trunks.. And then, there was this Mazda who was also trying to squeeze between me & that Subaru. That Subaru was sangkut already. And the best part, cuz I stopped to near to the car in front of me, dad had to reverse a little.. That made the Subaru Super Sangkut.. Padan muka.. Ah! Ambik kau.. Nak sangat cepat2 kan. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga. Ok, the English one is Haste Makes Waste.
Tuesday, went to catch Mr Bean's movie. Its hilarious. I just really enjoy the part about the pass & he drew a picture of him & the kid.. OMG!! I coudn't tahan my laughter then..
Later that night, I don't know what got into me but I saw Fahmy online. So I clicked on him.. Yeah, we chatted about stuff which I just kept it light. But when he called me, I started a different game plan.. First & foremost, I have to say that it wasn't intentional for me to do it. Its like a game you see. To keep myself from hurting because knowing his stature as someone who's quite popular, I told myself that its something like merger aquisition... Doing something that might work but has a high risk to it. So, instead of me being polite to him whenever he complimented or flatter me (which i guess has an ulterior motive), what I'll do is to question him back. Just those word games where you can twist the words around. Stuff like that. In a way, it sorta make him come back for more. He himself is quick witted & intelligent. So, 2 CAN play the game.
Wednesday was such a mundane day cuz I was home doing some school work. And at night I had class. Fahmy did ask me out on that day but I told him that I've gotta study & we could go on some other day instead. It might sound self centered but hey, I've got school & he doesn't :) We talked on the phone that night & it was filled with again, more mind games. But this time, I think I've let my guard a little down so I played the polite game instead. Lazy to think.. Its tiring alright, after class & all..
Thurday was school day. That Pakcik Takeshi so action you know.. He said that he can wake up for the morning lecture but then his batang hidung pun tak menjelma in class. And at 10 am or so, he told me that he snooze his alarm & he went back to sleep.. Woke up at 10. Best lah that fella... Halfway, I didn't reply his msg cuz I was in class. And you know what he said in that msg. NUDGE! Whah! He thinks that we're on MSN is it??? Crazy lah that fella.. He picked us ( Sharifa & Myself) after class for lunch.. Went to Bedok Corner to makan his Nasi Padang.. That fella tgh mengidam-idamkan paru... Since Fri, when I was watching a movie.. That guy, really ah, kelakar..
Over lunch, we talked about stuff but mostly relationship stuff. How both Sharifa & himself so badly wanna join Herbie & my club. They said that they missed it so much. And my conclusion was that, because Sharifa's bf character is somewhat similar to Pakcik's gf character, I said that they ought to end up together. Just saying this without any meaning & no intentions or hard feelings taken. Kesian lah diorg. I tgk, asyik2 kena report strength. Haiz!!
Later after lunch, we went to East Coast Mac Cafe.. There even better... Laugh here, laugh there. Once in a while, having fun with your classmates after school is fun. Something like destressing.
Once I got home, I showered & slacked to the max until I got a phone call to go for a movie on Fri. Which was what I did on Friday. Caught 2 movies. Chermin staring Deana Yusof & Stomp the Yard staring Ne-yo & featuring Chris Brown... Indeed both were nice movies..
Aight there ppl, I think you all can see why my week has been crazy.. So, that's all folks!
Monday morning, well it rained. At the wrong time & at the wrong place.. Why time & place you say? It was 7 am, sending my sis to school. And at 7am is the time where all the public lights go off. So imagine all the lamp-post lights off. And then came this HEAVY pour, like super HEAVY. The moment I turned into my sister's school gate, the rain went like 'BRRRRAAAUUUSSSSHHH!!" I turned to my sis & she went like, 'WOW, best nye!!'.. I replied her with the OMG look...
After I dropped my sis off, I was telling myself, HOW ON EARTH AM I GOING TO DRIVE IN THIS WEATHER????? I'm serious about the severity of the downpour.. I couldn't even see what's in front of me. My nose merely kissing the windscreen & I used other cars highbeam as a guage of distance... I'm telling you, I couldn't see nuts... When I turned into Chai Chee Lane, I was asking myself whether I should park the car at one of the blocks at Chai Chee & wait for the rain to stop before going back.. But I told myself, No D, You can DO IT!!! All I did was continue my drive home at a rate of 20kmph & was so blessed that I got a lot at home at that hour.. Gathered all my things & dashed out from the car to the void deck & locked it. Thank god I got home safe.
Drove to school that day.. And nobody told me that parking was 3 bucks instead. So there I was digging for the extra dollar in my bag in the car...
In class, my lesson was boring. Just a boring topic out of HR.. Some technical procedures for recruitment.. If not for Jun's complaint regarding the school, I would have just dozed off on the desk..
After class, got home, showered & went out again. Pick my Sis from school. Ordered pizza as our dinner... Waited for both our pizzas & parents at the same time... The pizzas came earlier.. Ate for about 10 mins before dad called informing that he & mum have already landed... Finished up our last pizza on the tray & grabbed the keys & left for the airport..
At the airport, drive was smooth except for that Subaru WRX who was speeding & almost killed me.. That fella was going at 100 I think when entering into T2 arrival pick-up point lane. I'm telling you, I was signalling right cuz I was at the departure drop off lane, so I needed to go to the next lane.. Doing this slow cuz up front was the bend & it says 50, which means ppl should slow down. So I signalled & before I could go into that lane, this SUBARU WRX went WWWWOOOAASSSHH!!! Obviously I went WTF???!!!!!! Crazy fella!! Alright, I was just damned pissed at him.. So acty with his car & gf...
Then, here comes the best part, my dad was waiting for me in front of that car.. I didn't put on the hazard lights cuz I was just so angry & totally forgot. I squeezed in front of him. Stopped the car & dad loaded the trunks.. And then, there was this Mazda who was also trying to squeeze between me & that Subaru. That Subaru was sangkut already. And the best part, cuz I stopped to near to the car in front of me, dad had to reverse a little.. That made the Subaru Super Sangkut.. Padan muka.. Ah! Ambik kau.. Nak sangat cepat2 kan. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga. Ok, the English one is Haste Makes Waste.
Tuesday, went to catch Mr Bean's movie. Its hilarious. I just really enjoy the part about the pass & he drew a picture of him & the kid.. OMG!! I coudn't tahan my laughter then..
Later that night, I don't know what got into me but I saw Fahmy online. So I clicked on him.. Yeah, we chatted about stuff which I just kept it light. But when he called me, I started a different game plan.. First & foremost, I have to say that it wasn't intentional for me to do it. Its like a game you see. To keep myself from hurting because knowing his stature as someone who's quite popular, I told myself that its something like merger aquisition... Doing something that might work but has a high risk to it. So, instead of me being polite to him whenever he complimented or flatter me (which i guess has an ulterior motive), what I'll do is to question him back. Just those word games where you can twist the words around. Stuff like that. In a way, it sorta make him come back for more. He himself is quick witted & intelligent. So, 2 CAN play the game.
Wednesday was such a mundane day cuz I was home doing some school work. And at night I had class. Fahmy did ask me out on that day but I told him that I've gotta study & we could go on some other day instead. It might sound self centered but hey, I've got school & he doesn't :) We talked on the phone that night & it was filled with again, more mind games. But this time, I think I've let my guard a little down so I played the polite game instead. Lazy to think.. Its tiring alright, after class & all..
Thurday was school day. That Pakcik Takeshi so action you know.. He said that he can wake up for the morning lecture but then his batang hidung pun tak menjelma in class. And at 10 am or so, he told me that he snooze his alarm & he went back to sleep.. Woke up at 10. Best lah that fella... Halfway, I didn't reply his msg cuz I was in class. And you know what he said in that msg. NUDGE! Whah! He thinks that we're on MSN is it??? Crazy lah that fella.. He picked us ( Sharifa & Myself) after class for lunch.. Went to Bedok Corner to makan his Nasi Padang.. That fella tgh mengidam-idamkan paru... Since Fri, when I was watching a movie.. That guy, really ah, kelakar..
Over lunch, we talked about stuff but mostly relationship stuff. How both Sharifa & himself so badly wanna join Herbie & my club. They said that they missed it so much. And my conclusion was that, because Sharifa's bf character is somewhat similar to Pakcik's gf character, I said that they ought to end up together. Just saying this without any meaning & no intentions or hard feelings taken. Kesian lah diorg. I tgk, asyik2 kena report strength. Haiz!!
Later after lunch, we went to East Coast Mac Cafe.. There even better... Laugh here, laugh there. Once in a while, having fun with your classmates after school is fun. Something like destressing.
Once I got home, I showered & slacked to the max until I got a phone call to go for a movie on Fri. Which was what I did on Friday. Caught 2 movies. Chermin staring Deana Yusof & Stomp the Yard staring Ne-yo & featuring Chris Brown... Indeed both were nice movies..
Aight there ppl, I think you all can see why my week has been crazy.. So, that's all folks!
Friday, March 23, 2007
REquirements
Can anyone please tell me of a way of making your hair grow faster???? PLEASE!! No, no extensions or wigs. Just wanna make my hair grow faster.. That's all. Keep telling it to GROW! GROW! GROW! If you can see, my short hair days are just over... Nope, no more short hair D... Just long ones for me right now... I think that after the braces are all gone, I ought to become more feminine, starting with my hair... Speaking of hair, I'm suppose to go threading soon.. My brows are shooting at all directions.. Hehehe!!!
My parents are not in for the weekend, which means that I have the car... And unfortunately, I've got no one to go out with.. Everybody's busy with stuff... So I guess I'll just sit at home, keeping pace with my revision, watch DVDs & having the humble net to myself....
My lecturer Mr P. Woo is constantly BUGGING & NAGGING at us for every lecture.. Come on lah, at least for the first 1/2hr... Lawrence will not be recording that part of the lesson for sure... And speaking of that PAKCIK Takashi, ghez, he got the top score for our test. Which means he owes me makan.. A ride is a norm. He'll drop me off if its along the way after we do our revision... But he definately owes me makan... That pakcik is nice lah.. Too bad he's attached. And what's worst is that he only scores 3 out of 4 of my basic requirement in a guy.. He's short.. Too bad lah eh...
What's my requirement you ask? Well, Herbie said that its not that hard to find but I beg to differ...
They are;
1) Older than me
2) Tall (1.8 & above)
3) Doesn't ride a bike
4) Doesn't smoke
4 simple steps which I think is SUPER impossible...
I've gotta chao for now... Have lunch.. To all, happy lunching!
My parents are not in for the weekend, which means that I have the car... And unfortunately, I've got no one to go out with.. Everybody's busy with stuff... So I guess I'll just sit at home, keeping pace with my revision, watch DVDs & having the humble net to myself....
My lecturer Mr P. Woo is constantly BUGGING & NAGGING at us for every lecture.. Come on lah, at least for the first 1/2hr... Lawrence will not be recording that part of the lesson for sure... And speaking of that PAKCIK Takashi, ghez, he got the top score for our test. Which means he owes me makan.. A ride is a norm. He'll drop me off if its along the way after we do our revision... But he definately owes me makan... That pakcik is nice lah.. Too bad he's attached. And what's worst is that he only scores 3 out of 4 of my basic requirement in a guy.. He's short.. Too bad lah eh...
What's my requirement you ask? Well, Herbie said that its not that hard to find but I beg to differ...
They are;
1) Older than me
2) Tall (1.8 & above)
3) Doesn't ride a bike
4) Doesn't smoke
4 simple steps which I think is SUPER impossible...
I've gotta chao for now... Have lunch.. To all, happy lunching!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Debunking myth about Managrial work by H.Mintzberg
Things had been a little out of control lately... Why is that so you ask?
Well one thing for sure is that I've been extremely busy with school. Tests & exams coming around the corner... Having my lecturer constantly telling us that we've got to start preparing already. And seeing Herbie starting his revision is driving me nuts. I feel that whenever I look at Sharifa, Herbie, Jun & Lawrence, I definately feel the pressure. You can sort of say that its something like peer pressure but this is on the other end of the spectrum where its not about doing any wrong doings. Its just that when you see everyone starts to mug, you tend to mug too.. Which is good... But let me tell say something, its crazy..
What's ironic is that these are the people who appear most on my text msges, dialled numbers & received calls in my phone... And suprisingly, its the same of most of us... Haiz! That's the thing when it comes to being local student in a class where at least 70% of the class are non-locals. We locals tend to stick to each other. Somewhere somehow....
Being with them is great. It just amazing how things turned out after we all were hit by some hardship.. We definately became closer.. All of us. Sharifa is like my only gf in school. We usually go shopping after our morning class. Hehehehe!! And for the rest of the guys,they are very easy going. I have guys telling me not to say certain stuff to their gf. Having some heartfelt conversations which are definately an eye opener. Its amazing how other people's mind works...
Enough about my school life. Right now, one thing for sure is that Fad hates me.. Yes, due to some slenge mistake that I've done. Sis told me to IGNORE. But I feel bad about it.. Seriously I do. And for some reason, I'm angry. Cuz he said that it would not affect the crew. But look at it now. Just sad & angry.. Sis has been telling me to give him time & ignore the matter for the time being. But hey, I really missed them.. Their crazyness. Honestly, it was them who kept me sane during the revision period last semester. AAAAARRGGGHHH!!!
Gonna stop here... Mintzberg & Handy are calling me........
Well one thing for sure is that I've been extremely busy with school. Tests & exams coming around the corner... Having my lecturer constantly telling us that we've got to start preparing already. And seeing Herbie starting his revision is driving me nuts. I feel that whenever I look at Sharifa, Herbie, Jun & Lawrence, I definately feel the pressure. You can sort of say that its something like peer pressure but this is on the other end of the spectrum where its not about doing any wrong doings. Its just that when you see everyone starts to mug, you tend to mug too.. Which is good... But let me tell say something, its crazy..
What's ironic is that these are the people who appear most on my text msges, dialled numbers & received calls in my phone... And suprisingly, its the same of most of us... Haiz! That's the thing when it comes to being local student in a class where at least 70% of the class are non-locals. We locals tend to stick to each other. Somewhere somehow....
Being with them is great. It just amazing how things turned out after we all were hit by some hardship.. We definately became closer.. All of us. Sharifa is like my only gf in school. We usually go shopping after our morning class. Hehehehe!! And for the rest of the guys,they are very easy going. I have guys telling me not to say certain stuff to their gf. Having some heartfelt conversations which are definately an eye opener. Its amazing how other people's mind works...
Enough about my school life. Right now, one thing for sure is that Fad hates me.. Yes, due to some slenge mistake that I've done. Sis told me to IGNORE. But I feel bad about it.. Seriously I do. And for some reason, I'm angry. Cuz he said that it would not affect the crew. But look at it now. Just sad & angry.. Sis has been telling me to give him time & ignore the matter for the time being. But hey, I really missed them.. Their crazyness. Honestly, it was them who kept me sane during the revision period last semester. AAAAARRGGGHHH!!!
Gonna stop here... Mintzberg & Handy are calling me........
Friday, March 02, 2007
REflecting
New Found Friends - ACCA manuals
My Brand-new Crocs.. All thanks to Ma' CrewReflecting... They say, words spoken at the heat of anger are not words from the heart... Somehow, what I said to Fahmy, well... I kinda regret it. I believe in karma; what goes around comes around. I HATE burning bridges. And I told myself that I won't blow my top off. BUT... Yes, that's the BIGGEST contradicting but ever... I mean, one minute he's hot, the other his cold.. So I just got so mad that the sarcasm & mean button went off.. Like 100% off.. I hate playing games...
Seriously, I didn't want any 'fahmy-ism" thing hold me back. I've got my school work to think abt... And my classmates are just fantastic... I can't imagine that one fine day, we'll all be CERTIFIED PUBLIC ACCOUNTANTS... Yeah, this wasn't the my ideal course but it somehow is linked to what I've always wanted to do. Be my own boss... Yes, I wanna earn big. Not just a financial controller but big in a way that I've done it on my own way kinda big. I want my mini-cooper s convertable big.. Yes, I love that car. But have anyone seen the price tag on it? $100,000++ for the car.. Yes, I so very have to earn big bucks to get it...
Ma' Crew, can say that we've not met up for quite some while. I guess everyone's busy with stuff. For those in school, its the assignment, test, reports & soon to be exams period. But for those working, its the financial closing period. So annual reports would have to come in... As for me, I guess everyone's so into the whole exams mode already. In 2 months time, the revision month kicks in & everyone, I mean, EVERYONE will be in super stressed exams mode... I will totally be in my tees, berms crocs & backpack mode.. With not a tinge of make-up on & not giving a damn of how my hair is. I will sit & do my work for at least 4 hrs with 15 mins break every 2 hrs.. Honestly, time passes by so fast while ur doing ur revision. One minute its 1pm, the next, its 5pm.
The best thing that will ever be is to hang out with the crew on weekends. That was what happened last November.. Yes it was my revision month but I had a great fun with my crew on weekends.. One week was jalan raya, the other was chilling at Esplanade. Another was a gig... Well... Had super fun with my crew...
But right now, its just my classmates for now. Not much time spent with others. Phone's going on & off. One min talking to Sharifa & the next min, Lawrence will call me on my hp.. That or Herbie's smsing me regarding something... Speaking of Herbie, I had a great pleasure talking to him on Mon night.. We spoke till like 3 am Tues mrng. Well, he's a great big fella who's always tekan-ing me or Sharifa abt something. He's like the 2nd Lawrence. Just mischievious in disturbing both of us. Oh.. Just loving school right now...
So, as you all can see, nothing is in my agenda except for school & ma' crew.. If you've noticed, relationships aren't in it. People have hinted to me that I should 'test market' with someone specific but I sold myself short. Nah. I feel that we're better off as friends even though he's alright. Plus, he's exs are all pretty.. I just don't fall in that category... For those who are saying, Come on D, every girl is pretty in their own way, let me say that a) Guys only like girls if they are both wonderful on the inside & the outside And b) They like me better as a friend. I feel that I'm just better being a girl's guy friend. Someone who can lend a shoulder when he breaks up with his gf. Give him advise on stuff. Laugh your heads off about crappy things.Seriously, if I wanted a guy, I would have started looking long time ago but I didn't. Like I've said before, got married to my books long time ago. But if Prince Charming comes along, I would just want him to compliment me.. Yes, that's it. COMPLIMENT ME. He'll fill up what I don't have & I'll fill up what he doesn't have.
I say stop yacking abt guys... Things happen when you least expect it...
Gotta get back to my work.. Tannenbaum & Shimcht is bugging me.. See ya ard..
PS: Caught The OC season 4 on YOUTUBE. It made me realised how much I'm missing Ma' Crew. So when are we going out to catch up on stuff????????????
Seriously, I didn't want any 'fahmy-ism" thing hold me back. I've got my school work to think abt... And my classmates are just fantastic... I can't imagine that one fine day, we'll all be CERTIFIED PUBLIC ACCOUNTANTS... Yeah, this wasn't the my ideal course but it somehow is linked to what I've always wanted to do. Be my own boss... Yes, I wanna earn big. Not just a financial controller but big in a way that I've done it on my own way kinda big. I want my mini-cooper s convertable big.. Yes, I love that car. But have anyone seen the price tag on it? $100,000++ for the car.. Yes, I so very have to earn big bucks to get it...
Ma' Crew, can say that we've not met up for quite some while. I guess everyone's busy with stuff. For those in school, its the assignment, test, reports & soon to be exams period. But for those working, its the financial closing period. So annual reports would have to come in... As for me, I guess everyone's so into the whole exams mode already. In 2 months time, the revision month kicks in & everyone, I mean, EVERYONE will be in super stressed exams mode... I will totally be in my tees, berms crocs & backpack mode.. With not a tinge of make-up on & not giving a damn of how my hair is. I will sit & do my work for at least 4 hrs with 15 mins break every 2 hrs.. Honestly, time passes by so fast while ur doing ur revision. One minute its 1pm, the next, its 5pm.
The best thing that will ever be is to hang out with the crew on weekends. That was what happened last November.. Yes it was my revision month but I had a great fun with my crew on weekends.. One week was jalan raya, the other was chilling at Esplanade. Another was a gig... Well... Had super fun with my crew...
But right now, its just my classmates for now. Not much time spent with others. Phone's going on & off. One min talking to Sharifa & the next min, Lawrence will call me on my hp.. That or Herbie's smsing me regarding something... Speaking of Herbie, I had a great pleasure talking to him on Mon night.. We spoke till like 3 am Tues mrng. Well, he's a great big fella who's always tekan-ing me or Sharifa abt something. He's like the 2nd Lawrence. Just mischievious in disturbing both of us. Oh.. Just loving school right now...
So, as you all can see, nothing is in my agenda except for school & ma' crew.. If you've noticed, relationships aren't in it. People have hinted to me that I should 'test market' with someone specific but I sold myself short. Nah. I feel that we're better off as friends even though he's alright. Plus, he's exs are all pretty.. I just don't fall in that category... For those who are saying, Come on D, every girl is pretty in their own way, let me say that a) Guys only like girls if they are both wonderful on the inside & the outside And b) They like me better as a friend. I feel that I'm just better being a girl's guy friend. Someone who can lend a shoulder when he breaks up with his gf. Give him advise on stuff. Laugh your heads off about crappy things.Seriously, if I wanted a guy, I would have started looking long time ago but I didn't. Like I've said before, got married to my books long time ago. But if Prince Charming comes along, I would just want him to compliment me.. Yes, that's it. COMPLIMENT ME. He'll fill up what I don't have & I'll fill up what he doesn't have.
I say stop yacking abt guys... Things happen when you least expect it...
Gotta get back to my work.. Tannenbaum & Shimcht is bugging me.. See ya ard..
PS: Caught The OC season 4 on YOUTUBE. It made me realised how much I'm missing Ma' Crew. So when are we going out to catch up on stuff????????????
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