Friday, March 02, 2007

REflecting

New Found Friends - ACCA manuals
My Brand-new Crocs.. All thanks to Ma' Crew




Reflecting... They say, words spoken at the heat of anger are not words from the heart... Somehow, what I said to Fahmy, well... I kinda regret it. I believe in karma; what goes around comes around. I HATE burning bridges. And I told myself that I won't blow my top off. BUT... Yes, that's the BIGGEST contradicting but ever... I mean, one minute he's hot, the other his cold.. So I just got so mad that the sarcasm & mean button went off.. Like 100% off.. I hate playing games...


Seriously, I didn't want any 'fahmy-ism" thing hold me back. I've got my school work to think abt... And my classmates are just fantastic... I can't imagine that one fine day, we'll all be CERTIFIED PUBLIC ACCOUNTANTS... Yeah, this wasn't the my ideal course but it somehow is linked to what I've always wanted to do. Be my own boss... Yes, I wanna earn big. Not just a financial controller but big in a way that I've done it on my own way kinda big. I want my mini-cooper s convertable big.. Yes, I love that car. But have anyone seen the price tag on it? $100,000++ for the car.. Yes, I so very have to earn big bucks to get it...

Ma' Crew, can say that we've not met up for quite some while. I guess everyone's busy with stuff. For those in school, its the assignment, test, reports & soon to be exams period. But for those working, its the financial closing period. So annual reports would have to come in... As for me, I guess everyone's so into the whole exams mode already. In 2 months time, the revision month kicks in & everyone, I mean, EVERYONE will be in super stressed exams mode... I will totally be in my tees, berms crocs & backpack mode.. With not a tinge of make-up on & not giving a damn of how my hair is. I will sit & do my work for at least 4 hrs with 15 mins break every 2 hrs.. Honestly, time passes by so fast while ur doing ur revision. One minute its 1pm, the next, its 5pm.

The best thing that will ever be is to hang out with the crew on weekends. That was what happened last November.. Yes it was my revision month but I had a great fun with my crew on weekends.. One week was jalan raya, the other was chilling at Esplanade. Another was a gig... Well... Had super fun with my crew...

But right now, its just my classmates for now. Not much time spent with others. Phone's going on & off. One min talking to Sharifa & the next min, Lawrence will call me on my hp.. That or Herbie's smsing me regarding something... Speaking of Herbie, I had a great pleasure talking to him on Mon night.. We spoke till like 3 am Tues mrng. Well, he's a great big fella who's always tekan-ing me or Sharifa abt something. He's like the 2nd Lawrence. Just mischievious in disturbing both of us. Oh.. Just loving school right now...

So, as you all can see, nothing is in my agenda except for school & ma' crew.. If you've noticed, relationships aren't in it. People have hinted to me that I should 'test market' with someone specific but I sold myself short. Nah. I feel that we're better off as friends even though he's alright. Plus, he's exs are all pretty.. I just don't fall in that category... For those who are saying, Come on D, every girl is pretty in their own way, let me say that a) Guys only like girls if they are both wonderful on the inside & the outside And b) They like me better as a friend. I feel that I'm just better being a girl's guy friend. Someone who can lend a shoulder when he breaks up with his gf. Give him advise on stuff. Laugh your heads off about crappy things.Seriously, if I wanted a guy, I would have started looking long time ago but I didn't. Like I've said before, got married to my books long time ago. But if Prince Charming comes along, I would just want him to compliment me.. Yes, that's it. COMPLIMENT ME. He'll fill up what I don't have & I'll fill up what he doesn't have.

I say stop yacking abt guys... Things happen when you least expect it...

Gotta get back to my work.. Tannenbaum & Shimcht is bugging me.. See ya ard..


PS: Caught The OC season 4 on YOUTUBE. It made me realised how much I'm missing Ma' Crew. So when are we going out to catch up on stuff????????????

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