Something that I really HAD to write down... Found it from the magazine...
"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships" - Sharon Stone
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Something...
I was cleaning my room. Yes, as it turned out, i've collected SO much over my school days. My old diaries, yearbooks, school journals & my NCO stuff. And I read back my old journals.. The one that I had to write for school. And I've noticed that my last entry was about the Musical Nite. My last time performing for the band. Its amazing how I've note down every single detail that happened that night. For some, I don't even recall occuring... Khekhekhe!!!!
I think the journal for 1998 was the most EXTENSIVE... I had things such as CRUSHES & also my NCO (That's how JO & I met) ... Ghez! I was young & I'm pretty glad that it's over.... What was wrong with my BRAIN at that point of time. Blame the RAGGING hormones.... Anyway, I am glad that at some point of my life, I've done FUN, CRAZY & OUTRAGES (sis, does the lift game consist of all three things??? ) stuff... And also dated one of my crush... LONG STORY.... And I have to say that I'm BLESSED to still be his friend....
And when I graduated from MI, well lets just say that ONE thing for sure, we learnt to be a ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL TEAM... Bintan, the same ppl. Buka-ing, same ppl. Prom night stay out thingy, the same ppl. Jalan raya, the same ppl. In the end, those who turned out at HUDA's engagement, SAME PPL.... Ape nak buat.. But, the best part sticking with this group is that I get to be the AUDIENCE... Watch them kacau-kacau others... Kena jugak kacau tapi tak seteruk mcm the other gals... So diam- diam aje.. Enjoy the SHOW...
Ok lah my dears.... Talking to Mun regarding Arab St materials stuff... U knoe I like this thing... Catch u later....
I think the journal for 1998 was the most EXTENSIVE... I had things such as CRUSHES & also my NCO (That's how JO & I met) ... Ghez! I was young & I'm pretty glad that it's over.... What was wrong with my BRAIN at that point of time. Blame the RAGGING hormones.... Anyway, I am glad that at some point of my life, I've done FUN, CRAZY & OUTRAGES (sis, does the lift game consist of all three things??? ) stuff... And also dated one of my crush... LONG STORY.... And I have to say that I'm BLESSED to still be his friend....
And when I graduated from MI, well lets just say that ONE thing for sure, we learnt to be a ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL TEAM... Bintan, the same ppl. Buka-ing, same ppl. Prom night stay out thingy, the same ppl. Jalan raya, the same ppl. In the end, those who turned out at HUDA's engagement, SAME PPL.... Ape nak buat.. But, the best part sticking with this group is that I get to be the AUDIENCE... Watch them kacau-kacau others... Kena jugak kacau tapi tak seteruk mcm the other gals... So diam- diam aje.. Enjoy the SHOW...
Ok lah my dears.... Talking to Mun regarding Arab St materials stuff... U knoe I like this thing... Catch u later....
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Long WEEKEND
I know I should have written an entry sooner.. Been on my toes since Thurs...
Thursday
Went to the dentist at NUH.. Had to get there on my own... And after that, I went to IKEA.. Got some stuff for my sis who is trying hard to clean her room but to no avail. Anyway, when I was at in the shuttle from Buena Vista to NUH, there was an accident.. There was this tent in the middle of the road. My shuttle was abt to turn into Dover Rise when all the passengers saw the policemen blocking the road & all that. All I can say was that there was an umbrella & the body was 3 trees after the umbrella. I know, it looks pretty scary...
Friday
I went to the library. Had a WEIRD dream that mrng. It was HILARIOUS.. It really made my day.
Saturday
Went to JB with my aunt. And again we had a movie marathorn. Watched The Sentinel followed by Failure to Launch... But honestly, can't wait for Scary Movie 4.
Sunday
Went to Huda's engagement. As it turned out, the WHOLE CREW was there. Arif, Luqman, Fadhil, Sahz, Suhuf, Azar, Khai, Janna, Tini, Min & Me. And not forgetting Janna's fiance & khai's BF. And then, last minute, Mun & Salid turned up... And as usual, when all of us meet, we'll talk & talk & talk. With Fadhil, Suhuf & Arif teasing Min all the time, I really enjoyed myself being the Audience... Pictures later aight..
Monday
Went to Wild Wild Wet. GOT MY TAN.. Anyway, I had fun with my sis & cousin. Splashing & all.. Fun....
Thursday
Went to the dentist at NUH.. Had to get there on my own... And after that, I went to IKEA.. Got some stuff for my sis who is trying hard to clean her room but to no avail. Anyway, when I was at in the shuttle from Buena Vista to NUH, there was an accident.. There was this tent in the middle of the road. My shuttle was abt to turn into Dover Rise when all the passengers saw the policemen blocking the road & all that. All I can say was that there was an umbrella & the body was 3 trees after the umbrella. I know, it looks pretty scary...
Friday
I went to the library. Had a WEIRD dream that mrng. It was HILARIOUS.. It really made my day.
Saturday
Went to JB with my aunt. And again we had a movie marathorn. Watched The Sentinel followed by Failure to Launch... But honestly, can't wait for Scary Movie 4.
Sunday
Went to Huda's engagement. As it turned out, the WHOLE CREW was there. Arif, Luqman, Fadhil, Sahz, Suhuf, Azar, Khai, Janna, Tini, Min & Me. And not forgetting Janna's fiance & khai's BF. And then, last minute, Mun & Salid turned up... And as usual, when all of us meet, we'll talk & talk & talk. With Fadhil, Suhuf & Arif teasing Min all the time, I really enjoyed myself being the Audience... Pictures later aight..
Monday
Went to Wild Wild Wet. GOT MY TAN.. Anyway, I had fun with my sis & cousin. Splashing & all.. Fun....
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Entry in Malay
Alright.. Here goes... I'm writing in MALAY..
Asal lah pompan ni tulis dalam Bahasa... Entah lah.. Agaknye semalam, lepas tgk cerite 'Gaduh-gaduh Sayang'... Cerita pasal tong gas lah, kereta batu lah... Mcm mcam lah si Azman tu punye dialong... Episode semalam, dialog tak bes sgt... Takde punch.. Hopefully minggu depan, dialog ade kemajuan sikit...
Si Azman nye tu, muka dier sikit-sikit mcm MUNGKUNCI (hope he's not reading this.. Not to worry, he doesn't know that we've nicked name him that). Gerak-geri dier mcm sahabat kita tu... Ade sikit kartun.. Dah tu, nak gf yg jauh-jauh (Mungkunci nye)... SAMA.. Itulah, kata org, gajah di depan tak nampak. Mungkunci Mungkunci.... Kenape lah kau pilih gf-gf yg susah nak didapatkan? Hai, teman aku tu, tak ke sejambu mcm gf kau tu? Cukup sempurna aku rasa.. Lemah lembut... Sompan santun... (Can't let out too much.) Kurus, tinggi lampai... Entah lah Mungkunci, kau ni, CEREWET sgt... Nanti jadi 50 yr old BACHELOR baru tau....... Then u're eligible to sing the 'LONELY' song...
Alright, I GIVE UP WRITING SOMETHING IN MALAY.. Yes, I have to say that I'm not used to writing an entry in Malay.. But I know that Darwin is able to.. Yes, that was how it was back then when I was corresponding with him back then.. He writes to me in Malay & I reply back to him in English.. I know that its a little WEIRD, yes you can say that again.. But bottom line is that we could communicate...
The next time I got attached again, well I was with someone who conversed in English. Thus resulting to me speaking in English more often. Can't imagine myself sending a SMS in Malay... That'll be the joke of the year... Imagine me typing a SMS in Malay ----> "I nak jumpa u nyari kat Town.... Bleh?" Honestly, it makes me sound so MINAH... Yes, I CAN'T stand them... They, uhmmm, are just typical in some ways... That's why I sometimes 'HATE' wearing blouses & dresses... Therefore resulting me to morph into tees, berms/jeans & sneakers gal... Half of my wardrobe consist of TEEs... Plain ones. Printed ones. Currently, I'm looking for message tees. Those with nice wordings that makes the reader WONDER..
While I was in LA last Dec, I was able to get the hang of speaking English with the American slang... The trick is that, when they speak, their lower jaw is pretty much relaxed thus resulting in that slang... So, next time when you try to speak with the American slang, try relaxing the lower jaw...
My dad just changed the wheels of his car yesterday & he told me that I better not hit any curb or else it would affect the alignment of the tires. This is what happens when your daughter just got her license.. Or should I say, got the hang of driving... It happens... Thank goodness my car is 5 yrs old this June 5th... That won't make me feel so bad after all.. Another 2 yrs, if my dad decides to buy a new car, I think he's gonna buy the AUTO one.. Cuz he's not getting any younger... But I strongly detest it... Love the MANUAL... The pick up is INSTANTANEOUS... And speaking of driving, the other day, when I went to Far East Flora to purchase some flowers for the Sirih Dara with my mommy, NEVER after 2 years of getting my license, I HAD TO PARALLEL park... Aduhai! Lemah tgk... But luckily there wasn't much cars, so I practically just WENT IN into the lot... No checking, no reverse or forward movements.. Just WENT IN straight.. SELAMAT! When I wanted to get out from the florist, I just made a 3 point turn at the end & out I was...
Ok then peeps.. I better stop here... My tassles are waiting.. Yes, I'm making tassles for the alas dulang... Till then, CHAO!
Asal lah pompan ni tulis dalam Bahasa... Entah lah.. Agaknye semalam, lepas tgk cerite 'Gaduh-gaduh Sayang'... Cerita pasal tong gas lah, kereta batu lah... Mcm mcam lah si Azman tu punye dialong... Episode semalam, dialog tak bes sgt... Takde punch.. Hopefully minggu depan, dialog ade kemajuan sikit...
Si Azman nye tu, muka dier sikit-sikit mcm MUNGKUNCI (hope he's not reading this.. Not to worry, he doesn't know that we've nicked name him that). Gerak-geri dier mcm sahabat kita tu... Ade sikit kartun.. Dah tu, nak gf yg jauh-jauh (Mungkunci nye)... SAMA.. Itulah, kata org, gajah di depan tak nampak. Mungkunci Mungkunci.... Kenape lah kau pilih gf-gf yg susah nak didapatkan? Hai, teman aku tu, tak ke sejambu mcm gf kau tu? Cukup sempurna aku rasa.. Lemah lembut... Sompan santun... (Can't let out too much.) Kurus, tinggi lampai... Entah lah Mungkunci, kau ni, CEREWET sgt... Nanti jadi 50 yr old BACHELOR baru tau....... Then u're eligible to sing the 'LONELY' song...
Alright, I GIVE UP WRITING SOMETHING IN MALAY.. Yes, I have to say that I'm not used to writing an entry in Malay.. But I know that Darwin is able to.. Yes, that was how it was back then when I was corresponding with him back then.. He writes to me in Malay & I reply back to him in English.. I know that its a little WEIRD, yes you can say that again.. But bottom line is that we could communicate...
The next time I got attached again, well I was with someone who conversed in English. Thus resulting to me speaking in English more often. Can't imagine myself sending a SMS in Malay... That'll be the joke of the year... Imagine me typing a SMS in Malay ----> "I nak jumpa u nyari kat Town.... Bleh?" Honestly, it makes me sound so MINAH... Yes, I CAN'T stand them... They, uhmmm, are just typical in some ways... That's why I sometimes 'HATE' wearing blouses & dresses... Therefore resulting me to morph into tees, berms/jeans & sneakers gal... Half of my wardrobe consist of TEEs... Plain ones. Printed ones. Currently, I'm looking for message tees. Those with nice wordings that makes the reader WONDER..
While I was in LA last Dec, I was able to get the hang of speaking English with the American slang... The trick is that, when they speak, their lower jaw is pretty much relaxed thus resulting in that slang... So, next time when you try to speak with the American slang, try relaxing the lower jaw...
My dad just changed the wheels of his car yesterday & he told me that I better not hit any curb or else it would affect the alignment of the tires. This is what happens when your daughter just got her license.. Or should I say, got the hang of driving... It happens... Thank goodness my car is 5 yrs old this June 5th... That won't make me feel so bad after all.. Another 2 yrs, if my dad decides to buy a new car, I think he's gonna buy the AUTO one.. Cuz he's not getting any younger... But I strongly detest it... Love the MANUAL... The pick up is INSTANTANEOUS... And speaking of driving, the other day, when I went to Far East Flora to purchase some flowers for the Sirih Dara with my mommy, NEVER after 2 years of getting my license, I HAD TO PARALLEL park... Aduhai! Lemah tgk... But luckily there wasn't much cars, so I practically just WENT IN into the lot... No checking, no reverse or forward movements.. Just WENT IN straight.. SELAMAT! When I wanted to get out from the florist, I just made a 3 point turn at the end & out I was...
Ok then peeps.. I better stop here... My tassles are waiting.. Yes, I'm making tassles for the alas dulang... Till then, CHAO!
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
UPDATING....
Yes.. I'm back here... UPDATING....
What's up with me since?
1) Been catching up with my reading lately.. Current fav is this author by the name Anita Shreve
2) Walking... That's what I do.. After my visit from Marine Parade Library, I'll walk towards East Coast via the underground.. Then walk along the coast till I meet the park connector that leads all the way back to my place.. Been making it a habit....
3) Cleaning my room. This time, I'm really gonna clean it up...
4) Asking myself whether I've got the GUTS to actually open my own WEDDING PLANNER company...
5) Might get CROCs cuz i've got NO MORE SLIPPERS....
And someone I thought who was mad at me, WASN'T... Well, that was such a RELIEVE!!!
Ok my dude & dudette readers... I think I've got more to write after Thurs cuz my SISTAZ & I planned to go out....
Till then
MUACKZ!!!!
Don't fall too deep unless your pretty sure of what your doing....
What's up with me since?
1) Been catching up with my reading lately.. Current fav is this author by the name Anita Shreve
2) Walking... That's what I do.. After my visit from Marine Parade Library, I'll walk towards East Coast via the underground.. Then walk along the coast till I meet the park connector that leads all the way back to my place.. Been making it a habit....
3) Cleaning my room. This time, I'm really gonna clean it up...
4) Asking myself whether I've got the GUTS to actually open my own WEDDING PLANNER company...
5) Might get CROCs cuz i've got NO MORE SLIPPERS....
And someone I thought who was mad at me, WASN'T... Well, that was such a RELIEVE!!!
Ok my dude & dudette readers... I think I've got more to write after Thurs cuz my SISTAZ & I planned to go out....
Till then
MUACKZ!!!!
Don't fall too deep unless your pretty sure of what your doing....
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Stoning
Stoning... With the wet weather & the cool breeze...
What a waste to be spending this magnificent weather all alone... Back then, I use to love this weather.. The wind blowing & everything. Snuggling with a gd book or just stay lazy in bed. But right now, its just LONELY... Wonder why...
Went to met up with Jo on Friday.... And both of us wore ABERCROMBIE & FITCH tees.. Mine's navy while her's is yellow... We talked & talked & talked... Why does she have to stay SO FAR??? If only we lived nearer, I think we can never go home...
Anyway, we were talking abt guys who are tall... It all started when I told her abt the guy whom I met at the train station... Firstly, it was his tee that caught my attention.. It was abt palmistry. Its a unique tee... Anyway, he was cute, with sharp features but short... Almost my height. With the sloopy jeans & tee fella with sneakers & his sling bag that was on his shoulders. The funny thing was that since the train was so jammed packed, i was standing so close to him, like, somewhere near his chest... And to the packedness, we were too embarrassed to be looking at each other with eye-contact. So, what i did was that when I looked at the ads in the train on top, he was looking at his shoes. And vice- versa. And I did try to read what was actually on his tee.. Its a msg tee.. So ppl are supposed to read them... Anyway, he dropped off at Somerset...
Anyway, I told Jo abt this guy & I said that he was short... For me, whoever's 1.70m & under are considered SHORT... But she said that that's tall.. No, I said, that's short.. And there we were defining the term SHORT & TALL which was totally SUBJECTIVE. ( Trust us to do these kinda stuff) But at the end of it, she told me that tall guys are hard to kiss, esp since we girls are vertically challanged. So I said, BEEN WITH ONE WHO WAS 1.80m & GROWING, KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.... I just wish her all the best in that area cuz as it turned out, her significant other is also ard that height & GROWING....
But seriously, I don't know why but I prefer guys who are tall cuz I can feel that sense of SECURITY whenever I'm with a tall guy.. And if he's strong, well it's a BONUS point... Its not easy to get someone who is strong enough to carry you. Loved all those piggy-back rides that I got from Darwin... Memories... They are all just mEmOrIeS...
Got my haircut.. Its now short... Cropped short.. And if I spunk it up and wear black eyeliner on both my upper & lower lid, I really look like a PUNK ROCK STAR.... With all my locks gone, I just can't be bothered with my looks right now... I feel like wearing berms with a tee & my sneakers.. No handbags, no make-up.... Just the real deal of ME...
Lately, since I've been working, I keep having to wear working clothes.. Which is BORING... Not the real me... Just can't be bothered to IRON my clothes and all... Just wear whatever I see... Most prob a tee... And out I go... Grab the car keys & leave...
Feel like going to the beach
Feel like going to the library
Feel like going for a cruise
There's loads of things that I 'FEEL LIKE DOING', but... HAIZ..... What am I doing right now? Stuck in my tanks & Spongebob boxers, typing an entry with Menanti Sebuah Jawapan blasting thru my stereos.... Think is PATHETIC...
The other time, while I was in the train back from meeting Jo, there I was again.. Stuck in the train with couples entangling themselves in front of me.... The feeling just makes me SICK... Maybe I've got issues with regards to relationships... Something only time can resolve the matter...
The other time, while I was talking to this old friend of mine, I told him that there's no one is out there for me... I didn't mean to sound so pathetic but it just came out like that.. And the best part abt this friend of mine was that he was assuring me... Not degrading me & stuff.. He just said that the right guy hasn't knocked on my door yet... It's true... But things happen when u least expected. As in, there u are mugging like there's no tmr, there will be not 1 but 2 guys asking u out for a date... But when your as FREE as a bird right now, nothings happening.. And when you plan things out like going out with friends & chilling and stuff, other things happen... One thing just leads to another.....
Ok, i think the weather's making me go all squishy & emo & angin.. I think I just better stop here...
What a waste to be spending this magnificent weather all alone... Back then, I use to love this weather.. The wind blowing & everything. Snuggling with a gd book or just stay lazy in bed. But right now, its just LONELY... Wonder why...
Went to met up with Jo on Friday.... And both of us wore ABERCROMBIE & FITCH tees.. Mine's navy while her's is yellow... We talked & talked & talked... Why does she have to stay SO FAR??? If only we lived nearer, I think we can never go home...
Anyway, we were talking abt guys who are tall... It all started when I told her abt the guy whom I met at the train station... Firstly, it was his tee that caught my attention.. It was abt palmistry. Its a unique tee... Anyway, he was cute, with sharp features but short... Almost my height. With the sloopy jeans & tee fella with sneakers & his sling bag that was on his shoulders. The funny thing was that since the train was so jammed packed, i was standing so close to him, like, somewhere near his chest... And to the packedness, we were too embarrassed to be looking at each other with eye-contact. So, what i did was that when I looked at the ads in the train on top, he was looking at his shoes. And vice- versa. And I did try to read what was actually on his tee.. Its a msg tee.. So ppl are supposed to read them... Anyway, he dropped off at Somerset...
Anyway, I told Jo abt this guy & I said that he was short... For me, whoever's 1.70m & under are considered SHORT... But she said that that's tall.. No, I said, that's short.. And there we were defining the term SHORT & TALL which was totally SUBJECTIVE. ( Trust us to do these kinda stuff) But at the end of it, she told me that tall guys are hard to kiss, esp since we girls are vertically challanged. So I said, BEEN WITH ONE WHO WAS 1.80m & GROWING, KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.... I just wish her all the best in that area cuz as it turned out, her significant other is also ard that height & GROWING....
But seriously, I don't know why but I prefer guys who are tall cuz I can feel that sense of SECURITY whenever I'm with a tall guy.. And if he's strong, well it's a BONUS point... Its not easy to get someone who is strong enough to carry you. Loved all those piggy-back rides that I got from Darwin... Memories... They are all just mEmOrIeS...
Got my haircut.. Its now short... Cropped short.. And if I spunk it up and wear black eyeliner on both my upper & lower lid, I really look like a PUNK ROCK STAR.... With all my locks gone, I just can't be bothered with my looks right now... I feel like wearing berms with a tee & my sneakers.. No handbags, no make-up.... Just the real deal of ME...
Lately, since I've been working, I keep having to wear working clothes.. Which is BORING... Not the real me... Just can't be bothered to IRON my clothes and all... Just wear whatever I see... Most prob a tee... And out I go... Grab the car keys & leave...
Feel like going to the beach
Feel like going to the library
Feel like going for a cruise
There's loads of things that I 'FEEL LIKE DOING', but... HAIZ..... What am I doing right now? Stuck in my tanks & Spongebob boxers, typing an entry with Menanti Sebuah Jawapan blasting thru my stereos.... Think is PATHETIC...
The other time, while I was in the train back from meeting Jo, there I was again.. Stuck in the train with couples entangling themselves in front of me.... The feeling just makes me SICK... Maybe I've got issues with regards to relationships... Something only time can resolve the matter...
The other time, while I was talking to this old friend of mine, I told him that there's no one is out there for me... I didn't mean to sound so pathetic but it just came out like that.. And the best part abt this friend of mine was that he was assuring me... Not degrading me & stuff.. He just said that the right guy hasn't knocked on my door yet... It's true... But things happen when u least expected. As in, there u are mugging like there's no tmr, there will be not 1 but 2 guys asking u out for a date... But when your as FREE as a bird right now, nothings happening.. And when you plan things out like going out with friends & chilling and stuff, other things happen... One thing just leads to another.....
Ok, i think the weather's making me go all squishy & emo & angin.. I think I just better stop here...
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
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