Stoning

Stoning... With the wet weather & the cool breeze...

What a waste to be spending this magnificent weather all alone... Back then, I use to love this weather.. The wind blowing & everything. Snuggling with a gd book or just stay lazy in bed. But right now, its just LONELY... Wonder why...

Went to met up with Jo on Friday.... And both of us wore ABERCROMBIE & FITCH tees.. Mine's navy while her's is yellow... We talked & talked & talked... Why does she have to stay SO FAR??? If only we lived nearer, I think we can never go home...


Anyway, we were talking abt guys who are tall... It all started when I told her abt the guy whom I met at the train station... Firstly, it was his tee that caught my attention.. It was abt palmistry. Its a unique tee... Anyway, he was cute, with sharp features but short... Almost my height. With the sloopy jeans & tee fella with sneakers & his sling bag that was on his shoulders. The funny thing was that since the train was so jammed packed, i was standing so close to him, like, somewhere near his chest... And to the packedness, we were too embarrassed to be looking at each other with eye-contact. So, what i did was that when I looked at the ads in the train on top, he was looking at his shoes. And vice- versa. And I did try to read what was actually on his tee.. Its a msg tee.. So ppl are supposed to read them... Anyway, he dropped off at Somerset...

Anyway, I told Jo abt this guy & I said that he was short... For me, whoever's 1.70m & under are considered SHORT... But she said that that's tall.. No, I said, that's short.. And there we were defining the term SHORT & TALL which was totally SUBJECTIVE. ( Trust us to do these kinda stuff) But at the end of it, she told me that tall guys are hard to kiss, esp since we girls are vertically challanged. So I said, BEEN WITH ONE WHO WAS 1.80m & GROWING, KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.... I just wish her all the best in that area cuz as it turned out, her significant other is also ard that height & GROWING....

But seriously, I don't know why but I prefer guys who are tall cuz I can feel that sense of SECURITY whenever I'm with a tall guy.. And if he's strong, well it's a BONUS point... Its not easy to get someone who is strong enough to carry you. Loved all those piggy-back rides that I got from Darwin... Memories... They are all just mEmOrIeS...


Got my haircut.. Its now short... Cropped short.. And if I spunk it up and wear black eyeliner on both my upper & lower lid, I really look like a PUNK ROCK STAR.... With all my locks gone, I just can't be bothered with my looks right now... I feel like wearing berms with a tee & my sneakers.. No handbags, no make-up.... Just the real deal of ME...



Lately, since I've been working, I keep having to wear working clothes.. Which is BORING... Not the real me... Just can't be bothered to IRON my clothes and all... Just wear whatever I see... Most prob a tee... And out I go... Grab the car keys & leave...

Feel like going to the beach
Feel like going to the library
Feel like going for a cruise


There's loads of things that I 'FEEL LIKE DOING', but... HAIZ..... What am I doing right now? Stuck in my tanks & Spongebob boxers, typing an entry with Menanti Sebuah Jawapan blasting thru my stereos.... Think is PATHETIC...


The other time, while I was in the train back from meeting Jo, there I was again.. Stuck in the train with couples entangling themselves in front of me.... The feeling just makes me SICK... Maybe I've got issues with regards to relationships... Something only time can resolve the matter...

The other time, while I was talking to this old friend of mine, I told him that there's no one is out there for me... I didn't mean to sound so pathetic but it just came out like that.. And the best part abt this friend of mine was that he was assuring me... Not degrading me & stuff.. He just said that the right guy hasn't knocked on my door yet... It's true... But things happen when u least expected. As in, there u are mugging like there's no tmr, there will be not 1 but 2 guys asking u out for a date... But when your as FREE as a bird right now, nothings happening.. And when you plan things out like going out with friends & chilling and stuff, other things happen... One thing just leads to another.....

Ok, i think the weather's making me go all squishy & emo & angin.. I think I just better stop here...