So sweet!!!!!!!
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Just had my ACCOUNTS PAPER
Done with my accounts paper 1.... And its enough to KILL ME.....
Honestly, it was very very tricky.... Re-read the requirements over & over again... Its tough....
And tomorrow's my Econs DRQ & MCQ.......
The following week, its gonna be Accounts Paper 2 & Mgt Paper 2...
Its all a killer..
They are all KILLERS.....
Was smsing Khai last night to remind him abt the pix that I took with his cam that was taken during sports day. I was testing them out... I mean, it was way before term closed last 2 mths....
So con-currently I was doing my Accounts questions.. I told myself that I would study till late so as to perk me up, I made myself a cup of Coffee... to make me stay awake...
So the best part was that when I finished my whole cup, I couldn't even open my eyes....
And it was nearly 1 & I really couldn't take it... And then I realised that the night before, I slept for only 4 hrs or so.... I slept at ard 2 am... So that's WHY even after my cup of coffee didn't work...
Met Khair online a while ago... One of those second cousin that one will tend to be close to due to several reasons... As for me, I'm close to his Aunt, so that's why..... Anyway, I read his write-up on his webbie.... Gosh!! He's with his GF for like 10 yrs... I salute him.... For being loyal & sincere...
Me? That long? Trying to keep a relationship that lasted like 4 yrs was a struggle already... How about 10 yrs... Goodness....... I'm grateful that I've got alot on my mind to keep me occupied from straying away....
Imagine this.... Everyday, from 7.30 till 6 pm, your in school.... And by the time you get back, the time is just sufficient for me to sleep, watch a little TV & do my hw.... My Saturdays would be spend by sleeping or going out with my GF once in a while.... Other than that, its nothing else..... It kind of sound boring but its life when you have to sit for your 'A's....
My KaeiDosCopE of life.....
Honestly, it was very very tricky.... Re-read the requirements over & over again... Its tough....
And tomorrow's my Econs DRQ & MCQ.......
The following week, its gonna be Accounts Paper 2 & Mgt Paper 2...
Its all a killer..
They are all KILLERS.....
Was smsing Khai last night to remind him abt the pix that I took with his cam that was taken during sports day. I was testing them out... I mean, it was way before term closed last 2 mths....
So con-currently I was doing my Accounts questions.. I told myself that I would study till late so as to perk me up, I made myself a cup of Coffee... to make me stay awake...
So the best part was that when I finished my whole cup, I couldn't even open my eyes....
And it was nearly 1 & I really couldn't take it... And then I realised that the night before, I slept for only 4 hrs or so.... I slept at ard 2 am... So that's WHY even after my cup of coffee didn't work...
Met Khair online a while ago... One of those second cousin that one will tend to be close to due to several reasons... As for me, I'm close to his Aunt, so that's why..... Anyway, I read his write-up on his webbie.... Gosh!! He's with his GF for like 10 yrs... I salute him.... For being loyal & sincere...
Me? That long? Trying to keep a relationship that lasted like 4 yrs was a struggle already... How about 10 yrs... Goodness....... I'm grateful that I've got alot on my mind to keep me occupied from straying away....
Imagine this.... Everyday, from 7.30 till 6 pm, your in school.... And by the time you get back, the time is just sufficient for me to sleep, watch a little TV & do my hw.... My Saturdays would be spend by sleeping or going out with my GF once in a while.... Other than that, its nothing else..... It kind of sound boring but its life when you have to sit for your 'A's....
My KaeiDosCopE of life.....
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I'm drained........
Just done with my Econs & Mgt Paper........ Both is enough to kill me... Slaughtering me to death.... And in the mist of writing, my whole hand jammed up.. I mean, I apply pressure whenever I write.. That's why I always get marks on the underside of the paper...... Sometimes I just wished Nigel was still in school... Then we both would look for each other whenever we need some boast...
On Monday mrng, I had the most HORRANDOUS nightmare... I dreamt of that PLAYER CUM LIAR... It was so DISGUSTING... GOSH!!! *D's PUKING big time*...
I did some blog hoping today that I can across someone's blog.... And he wanted to be a kid again..... Is he serious???? Imagine this, a 5yr old kid + hospitalisation + injections + waking up realising that u've got a scar on ur chest = FEAR.... And considering that we both had similar experiences but his was when he was JUST A BABY & me while I was 5 & he still wants to be a kid???? IS HE SERIOUS???
Anyway, I was kinda suprised when I read someone else's blog..... I went like... OK... I AM SUPER DENSE.... PLAIN DENSE.... SUPER SUPER DENSE.... D!!!!!! What happened???? So plain dense!!! And he was someone whom I was comfy talking with..... OH GOD!!!! And after what he said to me........... I AM SO SLOW!!!!!!! Nor, I still need ur therapy... Indeed so very much....
Anyway, having this urge to go for a drive... I don't know... Get some pix??? This mrng's sunrise was BEAUTIFUL.... Too bad I didn't have my cam at that point of time... U know that INDIGO colour mixing with that blue & orange colour... Yesterday, I saw my sis's paints lying around in her room... I just got this urge to paint.... ME PAINTING??? I know... Its been like AGES since I've touched paints.... Say like 7 years.... GOODNESS ME!!!! Hope I still have the flair ( in doing abstract ones) when I pick it up again.........
I think I've gotta STOP RIGHT HERE!!!!!!!! Been feeling super super super super BEAT!!!!!!!!! Gotta go... MUACKZ!!!
msS_D---- OUTZ
On Monday mrng, I had the most HORRANDOUS nightmare... I dreamt of that PLAYER CUM LIAR... It was so DISGUSTING... GOSH!!! *D's PUKING big time*...
I did some blog hoping today that I can across someone's blog.... And he wanted to be a kid again..... Is he serious???? Imagine this, a 5yr old kid + hospitalisation + injections + waking up realising that u've got a scar on ur chest = FEAR.... And considering that we both had similar experiences but his was when he was JUST A BABY & me while I was 5 & he still wants to be a kid???? IS HE SERIOUS???
Anyway, I was kinda suprised when I read someone else's blog..... I went like... OK... I AM SUPER DENSE.... PLAIN DENSE.... SUPER SUPER DENSE.... D!!!!!! What happened???? So plain dense!!! And he was someone whom I was comfy talking with..... OH GOD!!!! And after what he said to me........... I AM SO SLOW!!!!!!! Nor, I still need ur therapy... Indeed so very much....
Anyway, having this urge to go for a drive... I don't know... Get some pix??? This mrng's sunrise was BEAUTIFUL.... Too bad I didn't have my cam at that point of time... U know that INDIGO colour mixing with that blue & orange colour... Yesterday, I saw my sis's paints lying around in her room... I just got this urge to paint.... ME PAINTING??? I know... Its been like AGES since I've touched paints.... Say like 7 years.... GOODNESS ME!!!! Hope I still have the flair ( in doing abstract ones) when I pick it up again.........
I think I've gotta STOP RIGHT HERE!!!!!!!! Been feeling super super super super BEAT!!!!!!!!! Gotta go... MUACKZ!!!
msS_D---- OUTZ
Monday, July 04, 2005
Youth Day
Happy Youth Day to everyone celebrating it....
Yes.. Its a Monday & I'm relaxing right now... I msged Khair just now but it seems as though he's not up yet... Wanting to pass him all the pix that I took at his uncle's wedding... I forgot to bring my USB port yesterday when I was at his place.... It totally slipped my mind.... So right now I'm copying all the pix into a cd which he gave me to copy to but I don't know when to pass em to him... Great... If only I brought along my port...
I know that I've been MIA for quite a while... Been busy with a wedding... Abit busy... On Friday, after buying flowers for the bridal car, I slept at Khair's place... I was a gonner... Because my aunt was watching a ghost movie that was on DVD, she was afraid to sleep outside, esp so nearer to the balcony.... And she told Haire to sleep right infront of the door.... But because Haire & Khair were so busy going up & down checking out on stuff, I ended up sleeping right in front of the door... The next mrng, all of us were like GONNERS... Either too tired from cooking, doing chores or just didn't had enough sleep... Just imagine, I slept at 1am on Sat mrng, then how about the guys? And I woke up at 6 am... How abt them???
When all was awake, my aunt & I went back to AMK... My aunt's place... There, both of us slacked to the max...The moment we got home, we changed & ate breakfast... Watched TV.... And then, only at 1 pm or so, we went back to the bride's house......
When I was there, I pretty much slacked too... Other than putting the soveniers in the bags ( bunga telor), I pretty much slacked to the max at the place...Watching the LIVE 8 concert on cable, talking with Aisah & msging Heikal at the same time.... I was still there for a reason... Waiting for the car to arrive... Yes msS_D was doing the bridal car... For the first time... The car was a Wish.... I had Cik Ci, Haire & Khair to help me out. I was there, taping, tying & placing the ribbons & flowers at the right place......Imagine this, I started at around 10.30pm & ended at 12 mn... So I stayed upstairs with Cik Ci, who was there looking after Akim & Aqila who was sleeping.. And there I was sleeping/resting/watching TV ( OLIVER'S TWIST) while waiting for my mom to pick me up... And I told Cik Limah whether I could come at 11 am the next mrng... And you know what she told me, u can come watever time you want cuz you've helped alot.. When everything ended, it was around 1.30am... By the time I got back it was around 2 am on Sunday mrng... My dad picked me up... And when I stepped into the car, I dozed off...
Sunday
Woke up at 10.30am.. Watching 7 Heaven in my sleep.... My mom didn't wake me up what so ever.. Had my rest.... Ard 11.30 we all left home to go to the wedding... By the time I reached there, the first thing I did was to fix the car.. Initially there wasn't any bow in the front of the car... Then my mom helped me fixed it & THADA!!! IT WAS PRETTY...
And during the whole time, I was worried that my flowers would come off... Its really scary... All the while I kept asking Abg Man whether the flowers were steady......
At ard 5, I went to change from my Baju Kurung to my Tee & Jeans.... After changing, I slept in Khair's room for a while... Really beat... K.Oed... GONNERS......
Anyway, over the weekend, I got to know someone better... He's a joker... Teasing me 24/7 the whole time BUT..... He's a liar cum player.... What can I say.. Its a package... You know the deal... Anyway, I was being super mean with him last night... And he got my cue... HAHAHAH!!! Can't stand this kinda of people...
Gotta go.. Chao!
Yes.. Its a Monday & I'm relaxing right now... I msged Khair just now but it seems as though he's not up yet... Wanting to pass him all the pix that I took at his uncle's wedding... I forgot to bring my USB port yesterday when I was at his place.... It totally slipped my mind.... So right now I'm copying all the pix into a cd which he gave me to copy to but I don't know when to pass em to him... Great... If only I brought along my port...
I know that I've been MIA for quite a while... Been busy with a wedding... Abit busy... On Friday, after buying flowers for the bridal car, I slept at Khair's place... I was a gonner... Because my aunt was watching a ghost movie that was on DVD, she was afraid to sleep outside, esp so nearer to the balcony.... And she told Haire to sleep right infront of the door.... But because Haire & Khair were so busy going up & down checking out on stuff, I ended up sleeping right in front of the door... The next mrng, all of us were like GONNERS... Either too tired from cooking, doing chores or just didn't had enough sleep... Just imagine, I slept at 1am on Sat mrng, then how about the guys? And I woke up at 6 am... How abt them???
When all was awake, my aunt & I went back to AMK... My aunt's place... There, both of us slacked to the max...The moment we got home, we changed & ate breakfast... Watched TV.... And then, only at 1 pm or so, we went back to the bride's house......
When I was there, I pretty much slacked too... Other than putting the soveniers in the bags ( bunga telor), I pretty much slacked to the max at the place...Watching the LIVE 8 concert on cable, talking with Aisah & msging Heikal at the same time.... I was still there for a reason... Waiting for the car to arrive... Yes msS_D was doing the bridal car... For the first time... The car was a Wish.... I had Cik Ci, Haire & Khair to help me out. I was there, taping, tying & placing the ribbons & flowers at the right place......Imagine this, I started at around 10.30pm & ended at 12 mn... So I stayed upstairs with Cik Ci, who was there looking after Akim & Aqila who was sleeping.. And there I was sleeping/resting/watching TV ( OLIVER'S TWIST) while waiting for my mom to pick me up... And I told Cik Limah whether I could come at 11 am the next mrng... And you know what she told me, u can come watever time you want cuz you've helped alot.. When everything ended, it was around 1.30am... By the time I got back it was around 2 am on Sunday mrng... My dad picked me up... And when I stepped into the car, I dozed off...
Sunday
Woke up at 10.30am.. Watching 7 Heaven in my sleep.... My mom didn't wake me up what so ever.. Had my rest.... Ard 11.30 we all left home to go to the wedding... By the time I reached there, the first thing I did was to fix the car.. Initially there wasn't any bow in the front of the car... Then my mom helped me fixed it & THADA!!! IT WAS PRETTY...
And during the whole time, I was worried that my flowers would come off... Its really scary... All the while I kept asking Abg Man whether the flowers were steady......
At ard 5, I went to change from my Baju Kurung to my Tee & Jeans.... After changing, I slept in Khair's room for a while... Really beat... K.Oed... GONNERS......
Anyway, over the weekend, I got to know someone better... He's a joker... Teasing me 24/7 the whole time BUT..... He's a liar cum player.... What can I say.. Its a package... You know the deal... Anyway, I was being super mean with him last night... And he got my cue... HAHAHAH!!! Can't stand this kinda of people...
Gotta go.. Chao!
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Sobbering.............
My day has been a sob since yesterday.... And I blame myself for that....
But then, before I was so sobberish, I was VERY happy cuz I managed to solve this A/C question that took 4 ppl to crack their brains but it still didn't work out... Bel & Alex even used SIMULTANEOUS EQUATION the day before... But it still didn't work out.... It was only during break, the next day, when Amu, Bel & Venus were having lunch & I sat there trying to solve the question, that I'd managed to solve the question that bugged us for the past 48 hrs... Yes, its that bad... Cuz I was doing it in the canteen, everybody looked at my direction when I shouted for joy when I managed to solve the question.... Yes it was embarrassing but it was worth it cuz I MANAGED TO SOLVE QUESTION 8d... Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then......
Later that day.......
I felt like hitting baseball..... I was so angry at myself... Now it's all to late to turn back the hands of time... Just too late.... And I blame myself for all that...Nor tried her best to cheer me up last night after what I've told her.... Thanks girl... Muackz!! Seriously, sometimes I'm just plain DENSE... Like super blur-blur to the MAX!!! That thing is right there staring at my face & I didn't realise it till it was too late.... And his friends even told me but i denied it... Oh D! What has happened to you???? What had made you so dense????
Today.....
I've been super tired since last night... I was at AMK for that wedding... My mom's cousin's wedding... My only grand-aunt's son's wedding... So I just HAD to help out with the flower arrangement stuff & the hantaran stuff.... U know the wedding gifts that the bride & bridegroom exchange.... I did the all the other gifts in advance that wasn't perishable like clothes, make-up, shoes, bags etc... So yesterday I had to fix the money into the frame, the jewellery, fruitbasket & whatever that had something to do with CHOCOLATES... And of course I did that Ferrero Roche bouquet.... And all my mom & aunt did was the Sirih Dara.... That's all.. By the time I got back, well I was BEAT... My mom too... I left AMK at ard 12.30 am & reached home by 1 am... After washing up & all that, I still couldn't sleep.... Stayed up for a while cuz my mind's on SOMETHING.... The next morning, I was DEAD SLEEPY..... Then Mrs Heng & I was yawning away at every other traffic light.. That was cute... And when we did it simultaneously at one point, both of us laugh... It was all too cute...
Then today, my 1st 2 periods was MGT.... There I was trying hard to answer all the question in order to keep myself awake, but instead, I blabbered all the IRRELEVENT stuff..... On my 3rd trial of getting to answer verbally, I got it wrong & Mdm Siti said that she wanted to PUNCH me.... Then on, I gotten my cue to shut up cuz I was just blabbering nonsense in the attempt of answering the questions.... And I was like the JOKER of the class today... So embarrassing... But I was sleepy.... What to do???
I gotta go now.. Heading to the florist behind my school to but the foam that can be affixed to the wedding car... Yes I'm making that too... Lets just see how it turns out cuz its my first time doing it & I wanna do it right & beautiful... I'll post up the pix when they are all ready....
But then, before I was so sobberish, I was VERY happy cuz I managed to solve this A/C question that took 4 ppl to crack their brains but it still didn't work out... Bel & Alex even used SIMULTANEOUS EQUATION the day before... But it still didn't work out.... It was only during break, the next day, when Amu, Bel & Venus were having lunch & I sat there trying to solve the question, that I'd managed to solve the question that bugged us for the past 48 hrs... Yes, its that bad... Cuz I was doing it in the canteen, everybody looked at my direction when I shouted for joy when I managed to solve the question.... Yes it was embarrassing but it was worth it cuz I MANAGED TO SOLVE QUESTION 8d... Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then......
Later that day.......
I felt like hitting baseball..... I was so angry at myself... Now it's all to late to turn back the hands of time... Just too late.... And I blame myself for all that...Nor tried her best to cheer me up last night after what I've told her.... Thanks girl... Muackz!! Seriously, sometimes I'm just plain DENSE... Like super blur-blur to the MAX!!! That thing is right there staring at my face & I didn't realise it till it was too late.... And his friends even told me but i denied it... Oh D! What has happened to you???? What had made you so dense????
Today.....
I've been super tired since last night... I was at AMK for that wedding... My mom's cousin's wedding... My only grand-aunt's son's wedding... So I just HAD to help out with the flower arrangement stuff & the hantaran stuff.... U know the wedding gifts that the bride & bridegroom exchange.... I did the all the other gifts in advance that wasn't perishable like clothes, make-up, shoes, bags etc... So yesterday I had to fix the money into the frame, the jewellery, fruitbasket & whatever that had something to do with CHOCOLATES... And of course I did that Ferrero Roche bouquet.... And all my mom & aunt did was the Sirih Dara.... That's all.. By the time I got back, well I was BEAT... My mom too... I left AMK at ard 12.30 am & reached home by 1 am... After washing up & all that, I still couldn't sleep.... Stayed up for a while cuz my mind's on SOMETHING.... The next morning, I was DEAD SLEEPY..... Then Mrs Heng & I was yawning away at every other traffic light.. That was cute... And when we did it simultaneously at one point, both of us laugh... It was all too cute...
Then today, my 1st 2 periods was MGT.... There I was trying hard to answer all the question in order to keep myself awake, but instead, I blabbered all the IRRELEVENT stuff..... On my 3rd trial of getting to answer verbally, I got it wrong & Mdm Siti said that she wanted to PUNCH me.... Then on, I gotten my cue to shut up cuz I was just blabbering nonsense in the attempt of answering the questions.... And I was like the JOKER of the class today... So embarrassing... But I was sleepy.... What to do???
I gotta go now.. Heading to the florist behind my school to but the foam that can be affixed to the wedding car... Yes I'm making that too... Lets just see how it turns out cuz its my first time doing it & I wanna do it right & beautiful... I'll post up the pix when they are all ready....
Saturday, June 25, 2005
I love black Ribbons...
I just love black ribbons... Why? Its very gothical, esp so when I just LURVE ribbons.... I've got one whole box full of it... It's nice.... To see all the types that I have....
The black one, well I use it as part of my dressing from time to time.... The one that I used for my personal blackbox was a trial one... Saw this idea from this book while I was in the library the other day... At the same time I was in need of a box to put on my comp table... And it has to be black to match with my whole comp... So I just wizzed up my old Ferrero Roche box & dressed it up... Gheezz.... It was all trail & error... So I tried... Its nice right?? If only I had a black cloth to line the inside of the box, I might as well sell the box for $15 each... I can make money out of it... And considering the fact that I've got TONS of ferrero roche boxes in my cupboard.... I never throw em away cuz I just know that it'll be of use one day... I was right.... :)
And I think if I ever need to give someone a gift, it makes a GREAT gift box... ( When I line the inside of the box that is..) But not black of course... Its a taboo for some culture....
That's all my thoughts for today....
Enjoy the pics that I've uploaded........................................
The black one, well I use it as part of my dressing from time to time.... The one that I used for my personal blackbox was a trial one... Saw this idea from this book while I was in the library the other day... At the same time I was in need of a box to put on my comp table... And it has to be black to match with my whole comp... So I just wizzed up my old Ferrero Roche box & dressed it up... Gheezz.... It was all trail & error... So I tried... Its nice right?? If only I had a black cloth to line the inside of the box, I might as well sell the box for $15 each... I can make money out of it... And considering the fact that I've got TONS of ferrero roche boxes in my cupboard.... I never throw em away cuz I just know that it'll be of use one day... I was right.... :)
And I think if I ever need to give someone a gift, it makes a GREAT gift box... ( When I line the inside of the box that is..) But not black of course... Its a taboo for some culture....
That's all my thoughts for today....
Enjoy the pics that I've uploaded........................................
Thursday, June 23, 2005
I'm Back....
Hey there... I'm back from some time...
Been busy going out with lots of people... And one of them is my dearest JoLine..... Yup that's her.... She looks kinda Ang-moh RIGHT??? Yeah, she's pretty & all.... Had FUN going out with her, esp with that trying on that tube dress thingy... I'm telling ya, IT WAS HILARIOUS.... I was already laughing till tears came... And the whole time while I was laughing, I really couldn't take it till I sat on the floor... It was really funny... TAK TAHAN..... Jo, u seriously think I can make it as ur FASHION CONSULTANT? I don't even know where the zip is suppose to be, side or back.... And u want me to be ur fashion consultant????? Ppl out there, read Joline's blog for more info.... I'm telling ya, it's One Laugh, Two Laugh, Three Laugh FLOOR.... Really can't take it....
And girl, it was so sweet of u to start off ur entry with that NCO incident.... Anyway, that was how we've managed to 'clicked' straight away.... Amazing how 2 ppl can meet, in the mist of 300 other ppl within 5 days, & become gd frens after that...For like 6 yrs....
Anyway, i went to the Mango sale today... I FINALLY got the bag that i've been eyeing for AGES...... Initally, it was $69.90 before the sale, & after the reduction, it was $ 49 only.... Now its driving me nuts in finding a match... But Jo said, Solids will go well with Solids..... Still thinking.... How to match......
I think that's all I can write.... Still admiring my NEW bag....
Muacks!!
Been busy going out with lots of people... And one of them is my dearest JoLine..... Yup that's her.... She looks kinda Ang-moh RIGHT??? Yeah, she's pretty & all.... Had FUN going out with her, esp with that trying on that tube dress thingy... I'm telling ya, IT WAS HILARIOUS.... I was already laughing till tears came... And the whole time while I was laughing, I really couldn't take it till I sat on the floor... It was really funny... TAK TAHAN..... Jo, u seriously think I can make it as ur FASHION CONSULTANT? I don't even know where the zip is suppose to be, side or back.... And u want me to be ur fashion consultant????? Ppl out there, read Joline's blog for more info.... I'm telling ya, it's One Laugh, Two Laugh, Three Laugh FLOOR.... Really can't take it....
And girl, it was so sweet of u to start off ur entry with that NCO incident.... Anyway, that was how we've managed to 'clicked' straight away.... Amazing how 2 ppl can meet, in the mist of 300 other ppl within 5 days, & become gd frens after that...For like 6 yrs....
Anyway, i went to the Mango sale today... I FINALLY got the bag that i've been eyeing for AGES...... Initally, it was $69.90 before the sale, & after the reduction, it was $ 49 only.... Now its driving me nuts in finding a match... But Jo said, Solids will go well with Solids..... Still thinking.... How to match......
I think that's all I can write.... Still admiring my NEW bag....
Muacks!!
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Leaving on a Jet Plane
This song just brought back memories for me.... Fariz played this song 2 years back at the Tapestry Gig at Far East....HE PLAYED THE ROCK version.... It was AWESOME!!!! The whole gang was there... Me, Mun, Sab, Linda, Herfah, Freddy, Mizra, Fariz, Engku, Farehan & Shamil.... I just had a nice time hanging with them all... How time flies... And I remembered how half of OI's population came down to catch Fariz's gig.... I mean, the unexpected faces... And definately the FLYING stick..... AND not forgetting how Fariz made it looked as though we girls were all over him.. I mean, guys, u just LOVE the idea of being surrounded by girls... And not knowing that we all were his SCHOOLMATE....
And how I was part of the school production team to do the ' We will Remember' Concert... How my class made this wonderful drama/skit production that NO ONE could ever forget... And definately how we managed to convert our Audi into a FANTABULOUSLY ROCKING gig venue.... Loud music, dark & enclosed...... And we even made this SMASHING MOSH-PIT... And I think all the guys did body surfing... It was one hell of a SMACKING ROCKING concert.. I doubt that if there's any chance this year anyone could do anything like that again..... That concert was special in ALOT of ways...
Anyway, those memories are a keepsake....
Leaving On A Jetplane
Janis Joplin
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say Goodbye
But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
CHORUS
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing
Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
CHORUS
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave you alone
About the times that I won't have to say
CHORUS
I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
And how I was part of the school production team to do the ' We will Remember' Concert... How my class made this wonderful drama/skit production that NO ONE could ever forget... And definately how we managed to convert our Audi into a FANTABULOUSLY ROCKING gig venue.... Loud music, dark & enclosed...... And we even made this SMASHING MOSH-PIT... And I think all the guys did body surfing... It was one hell of a SMACKING ROCKING concert.. I doubt that if there's any chance this year anyone could do anything like that again..... That concert was special in ALOT of ways...
Anyway, those memories are a keepsake....
Leaving On A Jetplane
Janis Joplin
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say Goodbye
But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
CHORUS
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing
Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
CHORUS
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave you alone
About the times that I won't have to say
CHORUS
I'm leaving on a Jet Plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
Friday, June 17, 2005
Nasi Goreng....
Eating Nasi Goreng right now..... Typical org Jawa, pagi-pagi makan nasi goreng... I'm not exactly a pure orang Jawa... My mom's a true blue orang Jawa...And my grandpa who's staying with me is the Javanese grandpa... So yesterday, becuz my parents aren't in Sg, I HAD TO COOK!!! I had to cook his fav dish, that is Sayur Lemak .... And he want's the no oil type... Not the kind that anyone eats lontong with... He wants the pale WHITE kind.... My goodness!!! Luckily it turned out alright cuz its been ages since I've cooked anything besides my famous fries spaggetti.. And the day before, he asked me to cook for him CHICKEN CURRY... a) I forgot HOW to cook it.... So luckily, I called up Amu to ask her HOW TO COOK CURRY... And thank goodness, my grandpa said that it was DELICIOUS.... Phew!!!!
My dad's a mix of Chinese Indian.... So basically, on Hari Raya, I get the red packet from all my paternal side... Cool huh? And the best part is that my granny's a Cantonese... But she doesn't speak that language anymore cuz if she does, nobody understands.... So sometimes, at my Aunt's place, she sometimes watches some Canto drama... My cousin reads the sub-tittles & my granny understands the whole thing.... Cute huh???
Not many will know that I'm kinda ROJAK in some ways.... Amazing huh???? Look at me, I don't look Chinese at all but everyone in my family says that I look the most like my Chinese granny... I REALLY don't understand it all!!!
Yesterday I was watching the Indon Drama 'DIA'... Oh god!!!! I got so frustrated watching that show.... That Fifi is a 1st class BITCH!!!!!! God!! I felt like Mummy-fying her in aluminium foil ALIVE & barbaque her right on top a huge blaze of fire like when Luke Skywalker gave his dad a Jedi burial in Star Wars.... That was how IRRITATING I felt when watching that show.... Anyone who watched the drama before know what I mean.... EEERRGGGHH!!!!
WR: Yup I'm into photography.... And my dream camera is the D70 but then its too EXPENSIVE!! Anyway, been a fan because of my dad.... He LOVES photography... That shot was taken at the Terrace of the Esplanade.. Quite shaky cuz I was using my Olympus Digi.. One thing about Olympus camera's is that they are light so u'll have a tendency to shake while snapping the pic compared to a Nikon.... I tested a Olympus Digi & my Nikon F60, its easier to 'Balance' using the Nikon... And I'm not the only one who said it, my photography teacher also has the same opinion............
Jo: Yes darling I do have a tripod but it defeats the purpose to bring with me a tripod (that ain't exactly easy to carry) when the size of my digital camera is the size of a handphone... So its only when I use my Nikon F60 ( the one that I brough to the dog show) that I'll bring my tripod... Or when I use my dad's LONG RANGE lens ( which is SO HEAVY) then I'll use a tripod... And my digi is still quite new... A mere 6 mths only... I use the OLYMPIS u-mini DIGITAL 4.0 megapixel... The finishing is sharp & its handy.... AND the most important thing, it fits in my flat LV bag... Khekhekhe!!!!!! And girl, when we go out next week, we can take TONs of snaps with it alright????
Mon:Hey thanks... Don't forget about Sunday.... Don't get too engrossed with Salid's match ok...
Ok people... I don't fell like going to school to school today... Don't know lah... Just wanna laze around at home, clean it up & so forth... And later tonight, I'm going out for dinner with my sis... Just not in the mood to study.....
My dad's a mix of Chinese Indian.... So basically, on Hari Raya, I get the red packet from all my paternal side... Cool huh? And the best part is that my granny's a Cantonese... But she doesn't speak that language anymore cuz if she does, nobody understands.... So sometimes, at my Aunt's place, she sometimes watches some Canto drama... My cousin reads the sub-tittles & my granny understands the whole thing.... Cute huh???
Not many will know that I'm kinda ROJAK in some ways.... Amazing huh???? Look at me, I don't look Chinese at all but everyone in my family says that I look the most like my Chinese granny... I REALLY don't understand it all!!!
Yesterday I was watching the Indon Drama 'DIA'... Oh god!!!! I got so frustrated watching that show.... That Fifi is a 1st class BITCH!!!!!! God!! I felt like Mummy-fying her in aluminium foil ALIVE & barbaque her right on top a huge blaze of fire like when Luke Skywalker gave his dad a Jedi burial in Star Wars.... That was how IRRITATING I felt when watching that show.... Anyone who watched the drama before know what I mean.... EEERRGGGHH!!!!
WR: Yup I'm into photography.... And my dream camera is the D70 but then its too EXPENSIVE!! Anyway, been a fan because of my dad.... He LOVES photography... That shot was taken at the Terrace of the Esplanade.. Quite shaky cuz I was using my Olympus Digi.. One thing about Olympus camera's is that they are light so u'll have a tendency to shake while snapping the pic compared to a Nikon.... I tested a Olympus Digi & my Nikon F60, its easier to 'Balance' using the Nikon... And I'm not the only one who said it, my photography teacher also has the same opinion............
Jo: Yes darling I do have a tripod but it defeats the purpose to bring with me a tripod (that ain't exactly easy to carry) when the size of my digital camera is the size of a handphone... So its only when I use my Nikon F60 ( the one that I brough to the dog show) that I'll bring my tripod... Or when I use my dad's LONG RANGE lens ( which is SO HEAVY) then I'll use a tripod... And my digi is still quite new... A mere 6 mths only... I use the OLYMPIS u-mini DIGITAL 4.0 megapixel... The finishing is sharp & its handy.... AND the most important thing, it fits in my flat LV bag... Khekhekhe!!!!!! And girl, when we go out next week, we can take TONs of snaps with it alright????
Mon:Hey thanks... Don't forget about Sunday.... Don't get too engrossed with Salid's match ok...
Ok people... I don't fell like going to school to school today... Don't know lah... Just wanna laze around at home, clean it up & so forth... And later tonight, I'm going out for dinner with my sis... Just not in the mood to study.....
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Muse- Time Is Running Out....
Found this CD by Muse in my Sister's room... And she actually uploaded it on my comp... This is my Fav so far... Enjoy.....
Muse- Absolution Album
"Time Is Running Out"
I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
You will suck the life out of me
Bury itI won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
Its like 10 am now... Doing nothing except doing this blog.... I got up at 9.30am... Suprise suprise... I've not been gotten enough sleep that's all.... And there's nobody at home right now.... Sis went for Band Practice.... My parents are out to JB to do errands... Normal weekend stuff....
Yesterday, Anith, Bel & me went over to Amu's place after studying in the school library to help her straighten her hair.... The smell of the chemical was bad enough to suffocate anyone near her.... But the challenge was Amu's hair.... Her hair's like SUPER curly & all entangled up... So Anith who was in gloves did most of her hair... But somewhere in the end, Bel helped out cuz Amu's hair is darn stubborn....
There was once I did wanted to straighten my hair but it didn't work.... It was back then when Sab & I was hanging out at Mun's place after promos ( Goodness! Time passes by so fast!!!) The 3 of us were like BORED to death..I mean,it was after the Promos... So what we had some time at our hands.... So, there was Anom's hot iron at Mun's place... And back then, my hair's so long... Like all the way to my lower back.... So, I told Mun for help to straighten my hair.... After it was all done, all Sab could say was "Never Ever Ever Rebond Or Straighten Your Hair!!!!!".... So it was bad..... But it was alright cuz it was not permanent.....
During one of the breaks while studying, Anith & I actually taught Amu the 'Grinder' & the 'Ripple'....... I quit doing all these stuff cuz my knees hurt.... And I can't bend that low anymore...Esp when it comes to 'Grinding'.... I actually learnt all these stuff back then when I was in NCO... There was some night, which I can't remember.... After the camp was over, I learn it along the way... The shoulders, legs & butt movements.... And can you believe it that last Dec, when I came back from LA, Amy told me to go over her place to teach her a couple of steps..... ME!!! A FAT girl who is teaching this other sexy gal... Weird!!
Anyway, there's this guy who's trying to get a date with me but I declined his proposal.... I know that its mean to decline ( esp so when he'ld already asked me abt 5 times since Jan)... I just have no interest... But then, the attention is great though..That's why he still keeps calling me..... I know, I'm stating that I'm USING him.... I don't know, after some experiences, just that I don't wanna get serious with anyone....Anyway, learning the tricks from Bel & Anith... Khekhekhe!!! And on the way back, Bel was practically TEACHING me to do stuff..... I mean, she told me to have this ' Grab & Let Go' thingy to be done on him..... We all are NAUGHTY in some ways.. And these girls are great alright... Just having that NAUGHTY feeling... Just sharing some tips that's all....
Speaking about anyone, the other day I receive a call from someone, whom? Well I shall not disclose the name... Anyway, I was just pissed off at the voice... I mean, the really cannot be bothered voice.... I know ' THAT' voice..... And all that person could do was to apologize POLITELY.... Not that LAME-0 stupid voice.... Argh!!!!! Just pissed!!!
Its Sat today.... Not planing to do anything except completing my mugging that's slightly back-dated...... That's all... I was suppose to meet up that GUY for lunch but nah.... Declined it.....
Alright, I'll write more when I've got the time....
Toodles!!!!
Muse- Absolution Album
"Time Is Running Out"
I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
You will suck the life out of me
Bury itI won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
Its like 10 am now... Doing nothing except doing this blog.... I got up at 9.30am... Suprise suprise... I've not been gotten enough sleep that's all.... And there's nobody at home right now.... Sis went for Band Practice.... My parents are out to JB to do errands... Normal weekend stuff....
Yesterday, Anith, Bel & me went over to Amu's place after studying in the school library to help her straighten her hair.... The smell of the chemical was bad enough to suffocate anyone near her.... But the challenge was Amu's hair.... Her hair's like SUPER curly & all entangled up... So Anith who was in gloves did most of her hair... But somewhere in the end, Bel helped out cuz Amu's hair is darn stubborn....
There was once I did wanted to straighten my hair but it didn't work.... It was back then when Sab & I was hanging out at Mun's place after promos ( Goodness! Time passes by so fast!!!) The 3 of us were like BORED to death..I mean,it was after the Promos... So what we had some time at our hands.... So, there was Anom's hot iron at Mun's place... And back then, my hair's so long... Like all the way to my lower back.... So, I told Mun for help to straighten my hair.... After it was all done, all Sab could say was "Never Ever Ever Rebond Or Straighten Your Hair!!!!!".... So it was bad..... But it was alright cuz it was not permanent.....
During one of the breaks while studying, Anith & I actually taught Amu the 'Grinder' & the 'Ripple'....... I quit doing all these stuff cuz my knees hurt.... And I can't bend that low anymore...Esp when it comes to 'Grinding'.... I actually learnt all these stuff back then when I was in NCO... There was some night, which I can't remember.... After the camp was over, I learn it along the way... The shoulders, legs & butt movements.... And can you believe it that last Dec, when I came back from LA, Amy told me to go over her place to teach her a couple of steps..... ME!!! A FAT girl who is teaching this other sexy gal... Weird!!
Anyway, there's this guy who's trying to get a date with me but I declined his proposal.... I know that its mean to decline ( esp so when he'ld already asked me abt 5 times since Jan)... I just have no interest... But then, the attention is great though..That's why he still keeps calling me..... I know, I'm stating that I'm USING him.... I don't know, after some experiences, just that I don't wanna get serious with anyone....Anyway, learning the tricks from Bel & Anith... Khekhekhe!!! And on the way back, Bel was practically TEACHING me to do stuff..... I mean, she told me to have this ' Grab & Let Go' thingy to be done on him..... We all are NAUGHTY in some ways.. And these girls are great alright... Just having that NAUGHTY feeling... Just sharing some tips that's all....
Speaking about anyone, the other day I receive a call from someone, whom? Well I shall not disclose the name... Anyway, I was just pissed off at the voice... I mean, the really cannot be bothered voice.... I know ' THAT' voice..... And all that person could do was to apologize POLITELY.... Not that LAME-0 stupid voice.... Argh!!!!! Just pissed!!!
Its Sat today.... Not planing to do anything except completing my mugging that's slightly back-dated...... That's all... I was suppose to meet up that GUY for lunch but nah.... Declined it.....
Alright, I'll write more when I've got the time....
Toodles!!!!
Friday, June 10, 2005
BLink 182
I'll doubt many know this song...
Its Blink 182-- Dammit
(This was back then when they were still a punk band)
It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving, you must have your reasons
The season is calling your pictures are falling down
The steps that I retraced the sad look on your face
The timing and structure, did you hear, he fucked her
A day late a buck short
I'm writing the report
On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now
And it's happened once again, I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long
To face this on my own, well I guess this is growing up
And maybe I'll see you at a movie, sneak preview
You show up and walk by on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile and you'll wave
We'll pretend it's okay
The charade, it won't last
When he's gone, I won't come back
And it'll happen once again, you'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone, and you've been there for too long,
To face this on your own, well I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
Its Blink 182-- Dammit
(This was back then when they were still a punk band)
It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving, you must have your reasons
The season is calling your pictures are falling down
The steps that I retraced the sad look on your face
The timing and structure, did you hear, he fucked her
A day late a buck short
I'm writing the report
On losing and failing when I move I'm flailing now
And it's happened once again, I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone and I've been here for too long
To face this on my own, well I guess this is growing up
And maybe I'll see you at a movie, sneak preview
You show up and walk by on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile and you'll wave
We'll pretend it's okay
The charade, it won't last
When he's gone, I won't come back
And it'll happen once again, you'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone, and you've been there for too long,
To face this on your own, well I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
marry or not to marry
Marry or not to marry..
Hai! Kahwin pun susah, tak kahwin pun susah.... That's what I learnt when I was back from Deena's place... And her girl, Aliyah, is so cute... And Deena looks fantastic even after she gave birth....
After visiting Deena, Mun, Anom & I went to town for girl's night out... I mean, we all dressed up & just enjoyed ourselves... Did some catching up about loads of stuff.... Heard like LOADS of stories about LOADS of stuff...
Maklumlah, after Mun & Sab graduated, there's not much news that I've heard from anyone... Itu pun, it was Anom who msged me & told me that Deena's baby was a girl... I have to admit, I'm always like the last one who receives news.... SUPER LAGGING... I know...
Anyway, Deena's stories about being in labour were terrifying Mun, Anom & Me... Gosh! I don't think I would wanna have children..... Its so scary.... Mun & i went like , Oh god!! Oh No! I think I would have died there if I was the one who was in labour...And Deena was 10 hrs in labour....
My goodness... I wondered how the teenage mums can just dispose their unwanted baby after birth.... Its utterly stupid.... I mean, after the pain that she had to go thru during & after labour....
Seriously, it did terrorise me & Mun... While we were out at Far East for dinner, Salid called Mun, asking her how it went & all... And there was Mun blabbering about Deena's labour story to Salid..... And by the tone of her voice, Mun's really scared...
That's all I can say right now....
Tooddles..
Hai! Kahwin pun susah, tak kahwin pun susah.... That's what I learnt when I was back from Deena's place... And her girl, Aliyah, is so cute... And Deena looks fantastic even after she gave birth....
After visiting Deena, Mun, Anom & I went to town for girl's night out... I mean, we all dressed up & just enjoyed ourselves... Did some catching up about loads of stuff.... Heard like LOADS of stories about LOADS of stuff...
Maklumlah, after Mun & Sab graduated, there's not much news that I've heard from anyone... Itu pun, it was Anom who msged me & told me that Deena's baby was a girl... I have to admit, I'm always like the last one who receives news.... SUPER LAGGING... I know...
Anyway, Deena's stories about being in labour were terrifying Mun, Anom & Me... Gosh! I don't think I would wanna have children..... Its so scary.... Mun & i went like , Oh god!! Oh No! I think I would have died there if I was the one who was in labour...And Deena was 10 hrs in labour....
My goodness... I wondered how the teenage mums can just dispose their unwanted baby after birth.... Its utterly stupid.... I mean, after the pain that she had to go thru during & after labour....
Seriously, it did terrorise me & Mun... While we were out at Far East for dinner, Salid called Mun, asking her how it went & all... And there was Mun blabbering about Deena's labour story to Salid..... And by the tone of her voice, Mun's really scared...
That's all I can say right now....
Tooddles..
Monday, June 06, 2005
Everybody's talking
Did some bloghopping before writing an entry... Gosh!! Everyone's talking about Star Wars... All that Dark Side blah blah blah... But none have that Love can ignite the stars thingy. Hee ! Hee!
My trip to Sentosa yesterday was FANTASTIC!! Sorry BG, I didn't had time to go to ur last gig... I was at Sentosa the WHOLE day.....
I was at Sentosa to watch my sis who's in the school band.... Hahaha!! Like they say, SISTERS!!! Anyway, she plays the Baritone BC..... HAHAHAHAHA!! That heavy instrument... Mine's just the Flute... Or sometimes the Piccolo... That small little instrument that fits into my blazer pocket... And the casing looks like a PENCIL-CASE... That's how minute my instrument is.... And its CUTE... And that high pitch sound that comes out of it.... Especially if there's staccato notes... That JUMPY feeling..... Boing! Boing! Boing!
Anyway, being at Sentosa reminded me about my days in the band... But I guess my most memorable incident that happened in my whole band life is definately NCO camp... That's where I met my dearest Joline... Come on, we were like sec 2 and we slept over at Gullimard Camp for 5 days straight... And it was FUN..... I mean, there's only 2 representative from each school & there's 150 schools that attended....
What/Who I remembered from NCO
Joline
Wai Sum
Broomstick Gang
David- the Vampire
Marching
Water duty
Sheperd's Hey
Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner/Supper
Extremely long q's
Formations
Colourful uniforms
RAZALI--- Jo, u know what I mean right?????
Ok... Alright! Enough of NCO....
When I looked back now about my band life, I ask myself, how in the world I ever fall for Hezwan... I mean, we were young... Its like super slenge for me to fall for him... Considering the fact that he was attached back then... Stupid D!! And the funny thing is that, after a couple of years since we graduated, we dated each other for a while. And that was only after like 4 yrs since we've graduated... Gosh!!!! 1 stupid crush that lasted for like 2 years (while in the same school) & only 4 years after graduation, we started dating... Funny how things worked out
Anyway, that period of me going goo goo gaa gaa over anyone has long evaporated.... Not in the mood is the word.... Just enjoying being single.... Can do lots of stuff... Go out every weekend with different groups of people.... Going to pubs without anyone restricting you (other than ur parents)... And when your in ur mugging mood, there's no distractions... U don't need to think of anyone else except yourself..... Just mug & mug & mug till like 3 am in the mrng is also not a problem.... And there's no waiting... Especially when your are expecting a phone call from him...
Not to say that I'm being self-centred but just not met anyone who's that wonderful to me yet....
When the time is right....
Meeting Anom & the rest tomorrow to visit Deena .... See how she's doing being a MOM now... And how cute is her daughter..... Then later after that, we'll be meeting the rest.. Meaning the guys like Hafiz, John etc.....
So that's why I won't be able to make it to Fad's show tomorrow evening.... Sorry Nor.... I know why you wanna go..... ;)
My trip to Sentosa yesterday was FANTASTIC!! Sorry BG, I didn't had time to go to ur last gig... I was at Sentosa the WHOLE day.....
I was at Sentosa to watch my sis who's in the school band.... Hahaha!! Like they say, SISTERS!!! Anyway, she plays the Baritone BC..... HAHAHAHAHA!! That heavy instrument... Mine's just the Flute... Or sometimes the Piccolo... That small little instrument that fits into my blazer pocket... And the casing looks like a PENCIL-CASE... That's how minute my instrument is.... And its CUTE... And that high pitch sound that comes out of it.... Especially if there's staccato notes... That JUMPY feeling..... Boing! Boing! Boing!
Anyway, being at Sentosa reminded me about my days in the band... But I guess my most memorable incident that happened in my whole band life is definately NCO camp... That's where I met my dearest Joline... Come on, we were like sec 2 and we slept over at Gullimard Camp for 5 days straight... And it was FUN..... I mean, there's only 2 representative from each school & there's 150 schools that attended....
What/Who I remembered from NCO
Joline
Wai Sum
Broomstick Gang
David- the Vampire
Marching
Water duty
Sheperd's Hey
Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner/Supper
Extremely long q's
Formations
Colourful uniforms
RAZALI--- Jo, u know what I mean right?????
Ok... Alright! Enough of NCO....
When I looked back now about my band life, I ask myself, how in the world I ever fall for Hezwan... I mean, we were young... Its like super slenge for me to fall for him... Considering the fact that he was attached back then... Stupid D!! And the funny thing is that, after a couple of years since we graduated, we dated each other for a while. And that was only after like 4 yrs since we've graduated... Gosh!!!! 1 stupid crush that lasted for like 2 years (while in the same school) & only 4 years after graduation, we started dating... Funny how things worked out
Anyway, that period of me going goo goo gaa gaa over anyone has long evaporated.... Not in the mood is the word.... Just enjoying being single.... Can do lots of stuff... Go out every weekend with different groups of people.... Going to pubs without anyone restricting you (other than ur parents)... And when your in ur mugging mood, there's no distractions... U don't need to think of anyone else except yourself..... Just mug & mug & mug till like 3 am in the mrng is also not a problem.... And there's no waiting... Especially when your are expecting a phone call from him...
Not to say that I'm being self-centred but just not met anyone who's that wonderful to me yet....
When the time is right....
Meeting Anom & the rest tomorrow to visit Deena .... See how she's doing being a MOM now... And how cute is her daughter..... Then later after that, we'll be meeting the rest.. Meaning the guys like Hafiz, John etc.....
So that's why I won't be able to make it to Fad's show tomorrow evening.... Sorry Nor.... I know why you wanna go..... ;)
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Here doing nothing...
My day has been kinda ok right now... I've got plans for the weekends... To my aunt's place & then to Sentosa.... And I did intend to go down to Substation to check out the gig but i don't know whether I've got the time to crash... Imagine how far Sentosa & Substation is....
Gotta go right now... Catch u later...
Gotta go right now... Catch u later...
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Today's been kinda lamey.... I don't know lah.... Just plain lazy... Early morning, I lost my voice. So sad... And when I spoke to Mrs Wong abt Accounts, Shark heard my voice & said something about me spending my Sat at Hooters, when I didn't even went out with them...
Ok then ppl... Gotta go...Muackz!!
Ok then ppl... Gotta go...Muackz!!
Monday, May 30, 2005
Imagine this......
The hols are here... Been thinking of nothing else except my elasticity essays & my Accounts tut 8. Nothing else is in my mind but these..
Was watching Amagadon last night... The relationship between me & Darwin was like that... Except he didn't go into space... I think its more of, he got lost in space.... DAMN IT!!!!
Sat, well the show was funny.. A good show to de-stress... I had a tummy ache later after that... So I ditched watever I had in store for myself & went home while the rest went to Boat Quay for some drinks.... Speaking of tummy ache, its comming back again... Its more like the gastric pain.... On & off...
Ok, my sis's breathing dowm my neck to speed up... gotta go!!
MUACKZ!!!
Was watching Amagadon last night... The relationship between me & Darwin was like that... Except he didn't go into space... I think its more of, he got lost in space.... DAMN IT!!!!
Sat, well the show was funny.. A good show to de-stress... I had a tummy ache later after that... So I ditched watever I had in store for myself & went home while the rest went to Boat Quay for some drinks.... Speaking of tummy ache, its comming back again... Its more like the gastric pain.... On & off...
Ok, my sis's breathing dowm my neck to speed up... gotta go!!
MUACKZ!!!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
early Sat Mrng
Yes its a Saturday MORNING & I'm already up.... Don't know what's wrong with my biological clock.... I must get up at 6.45 everyday.... Regardless if its a Sat, Sun or a public holiday...
I know that its been a very long while since I've written an entry... Last week, I was too busy with loads of stuff... Went to watch Star Wars.... And now I'm reading it..... Great huh? Anyway, the story's a very saddening one.... How one got lost due to LOVE.... How ppl make use of others when they are in love... And how love can cause alot of HATRATE....
Speaking of love, I did some thinking abt it.... How it can make one go OVER THE TOP & yet destroy an individual..... Did this thinking while watching OC the other day.... Whenever I watch OC, I'll get all emotional... I tend to think about this & that... Abt why my relationships failed with some people.... And how it affects my decisions... I know its hard thinking... But hey! Its life...
Yesterday, was Sports Day. It was rated a 5 1/2 /10... Not that smashing fantastic... Anyway, I was one of those photographers.... I guess all the photographers were more tired than the competitors... Firstly, we had to stand in the sun to get some great shots.... And when it was the cheerleading time, all of us had to be on our knees to take the pics & being in front, I realised that the Cheerleadind Competion was a tough fight. They were all good.... It was VERY VERY tiring though to take their pictures in action.... Thank goodness my roll was finished after that cheerleading... So I happily went back to my Sapphire house area.... And I salute Hafizah, our Student Council President, who actually led in the cheers for the whole Sapphire House... Gosh! She really has a LOUD voice.... Loud enough to be heard from the field... Just her voice alone....Hope that she doesn't lose her voice after that... After all that cheering....
When I got home later on, I felt as tough I couldn't feel my knees anymore... What more to cook... But I forced myself to do some work & when I finished cooking, I took the DVD player out & watch Coach Carter on DVD.... And it was a FANTASTIC show.... For me, I prefer shows that has that kind of story line.. Something that has some value to it....
Speaking of sports, how come it is always perceived that people in Sports always has better chances in girls? I mean, according to my context to Floorball, which is the main sport in MI & the fact that we won the Nationals last year, all of us just bond in some ways due to Floorball... People just knew about practice... And the players aren't that cute either.... Serious... Or maybe we girls are blinded by the fact that we all are schoolmates, so that's why we don't see them as cute or handsome.... And its another reason why we girls don't really dress up or try to look their best in school.. Geez! School's school... No biggie.... Honestly, I'm the most SO-CHAI person in class.... Apart from my shoes, I'm just the budgeted looking girl... And Ms Gan keeps telling me that my hair is so messy... Like I've just got out from bed.... Yes that's me.... When I go to school...
But when I go to out, it depends on my mood... To be the simple or the sophisticated one... Simple means tee, jeans, sneakers, eyeliner & lipgloss.. Sophisticated means blouse, jeans, sneakers/Birkens, eyeliner,lipgloss, blusher, eyeshadow & powder.. More feminine... But I'll rather stay with my simple me...
Later today, I'll be going to the Esplanade to catch a show entittled "Restaurante Immortale" by this German production & has a comedy theme..... Whatever it is, if it isn't that great, Bel suggested that we ditch the show for ChinaBlack.... And considering the fact that everyone's legal, we all agreed.......
Here's some last words from Star Wars, Revenge Of the Sith- the book.. Its not in the movies so read up.....
The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it always wins - but in the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back.
Love is more than a candle.
Love can ignite the stars.
I know that its been a very long while since I've written an entry... Last week, I was too busy with loads of stuff... Went to watch Star Wars.... And now I'm reading it..... Great huh? Anyway, the story's a very saddening one.... How one got lost due to LOVE.... How ppl make use of others when they are in love... And how love can cause alot of HATRATE....
Speaking of love, I did some thinking abt it.... How it can make one go OVER THE TOP & yet destroy an individual..... Did this thinking while watching OC the other day.... Whenever I watch OC, I'll get all emotional... I tend to think about this & that... Abt why my relationships failed with some people.... And how it affects my decisions... I know its hard thinking... But hey! Its life...
Yesterday, was Sports Day. It was rated a 5 1/2 /10... Not that smashing fantastic... Anyway, I was one of those photographers.... I guess all the photographers were more tired than the competitors... Firstly, we had to stand in the sun to get some great shots.... And when it was the cheerleading time, all of us had to be on our knees to take the pics & being in front, I realised that the Cheerleadind Competion was a tough fight. They were all good.... It was VERY VERY tiring though to take their pictures in action.... Thank goodness my roll was finished after that cheerleading... So I happily went back to my Sapphire house area.... And I salute Hafizah, our Student Council President, who actually led in the cheers for the whole Sapphire House... Gosh! She really has a LOUD voice.... Loud enough to be heard from the field... Just her voice alone....Hope that she doesn't lose her voice after that... After all that cheering....
When I got home later on, I felt as tough I couldn't feel my knees anymore... What more to cook... But I forced myself to do some work & when I finished cooking, I took the DVD player out & watch Coach Carter on DVD.... And it was a FANTASTIC show.... For me, I prefer shows that has that kind of story line.. Something that has some value to it....
Speaking of sports, how come it is always perceived that people in Sports always has better chances in girls? I mean, according to my context to Floorball, which is the main sport in MI & the fact that we won the Nationals last year, all of us just bond in some ways due to Floorball... People just knew about practice... And the players aren't that cute either.... Serious... Or maybe we girls are blinded by the fact that we all are schoolmates, so that's why we don't see them as cute or handsome.... And its another reason why we girls don't really dress up or try to look their best in school.. Geez! School's school... No biggie.... Honestly, I'm the most SO-CHAI person in class.... Apart from my shoes, I'm just the budgeted looking girl... And Ms Gan keeps telling me that my hair is so messy... Like I've just got out from bed.... Yes that's me.... When I go to school...
But when I go to out, it depends on my mood... To be the simple or the sophisticated one... Simple means tee, jeans, sneakers, eyeliner & lipgloss.. Sophisticated means blouse, jeans, sneakers/Birkens, eyeliner,lipgloss, blusher, eyeshadow & powder.. More feminine... But I'll rather stay with my simple me...
Later today, I'll be going to the Esplanade to catch a show entittled "Restaurante Immortale" by this German production & has a comedy theme..... Whatever it is, if it isn't that great, Bel suggested that we ditch the show for ChinaBlack.... And considering the fact that everyone's legal, we all agreed.......
Here's some last words from Star Wars, Revenge Of the Sith- the book.. Its not in the movies so read up.....
The dark is generous, and it is patient, and it always wins - but in the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back.
Love is more than a candle.
Love can ignite the stars.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
GP
Starting my GP mid-yrs soon... Did some editing so that's why I'm just doing this short... Toddles...
Friday, May 20, 2005
Econs essay.....
God!! Its been a while since I've typed an entry.... Been really busy lately.... The 'I' day weekend was really tiring...... Most performers were really beat after that whole show... I mean, who won't? It's was really really really tiring...........
My whole week went pretty slow... Nothing much happened.... Just been busy with school & stuff....
Yesterday, there was a class discussion about places here in Singapore being revamped into something else.. And it all started by this article in the TIMES magazine, about this barn that was transformed into a bar..... Typical of me, I got engaged with class discussions...... So I brought up the Mitre Hotel place... And when I said that it was once a hotel that was transformed into a bar, many went like " Dayana! You went to a BAR???!!!" Everybody was giving me this look... U know, the unbelievable look.... I mean, I'm like the really really last person who would be talking about bars.... I know, I look too goody-goody two shoes...... Looks can be deceiving....
Anyway, the main reason why I went there was to take pics with my old friend, who also has the 'thang' for photography... Not to drink, smoke or anything... But whatever it was, he & I were of the legal age to drink, drive & smoke.... So it doesn't matter... So it was a cool colonial building that was right smacked in the middle of town.... And when its at night, its dark... But the special thing about this place was that it was so typical 40's kinda hang out spot... You know, the rattan seats & all... And the young hangout there now.... God! And whenever I think about that place, it reminded me of the Mercedes Sportscar parked right in front of it.... Gosh!!!!
Today, during Econs, Mr Lai was being very difficult... I really really don't know why.... I mean, I did my work & he said it wasn't enough.... Gosh!! I've done the corrections & I have Amu & Bel to witness me actually doing it..... And he said that it wasn't enough.... I really felt so angry at him for being difficult... Annd when he 'tekan' Huda at this Consumption graph question, I really really didn't understand him today...... AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!
I think I should stop blabbering right here.... My 2 econs essays are getting hold of me.... Gotta go...
Muacks!!!
My whole week went pretty slow... Nothing much happened.... Just been busy with school & stuff....
Yesterday, there was a class discussion about places here in Singapore being revamped into something else.. And it all started by this article in the TIMES magazine, about this barn that was transformed into a bar..... Typical of me, I got engaged with class discussions...... So I brought up the Mitre Hotel place... And when I said that it was once a hotel that was transformed into a bar, many went like " Dayana! You went to a BAR???!!!" Everybody was giving me this look... U know, the unbelievable look.... I mean, I'm like the really really last person who would be talking about bars.... I know, I look too goody-goody two shoes...... Looks can be deceiving....
Anyway, the main reason why I went there was to take pics with my old friend, who also has the 'thang' for photography... Not to drink, smoke or anything... But whatever it was, he & I were of the legal age to drink, drive & smoke.... So it doesn't matter... So it was a cool colonial building that was right smacked in the middle of town.... And when its at night, its dark... But the special thing about this place was that it was so typical 40's kinda hang out spot... You know, the rattan seats & all... And the young hangout there now.... God! And whenever I think about that place, it reminded me of the Mercedes Sportscar parked right in front of it.... Gosh!!!!
Today, during Econs, Mr Lai was being very difficult... I really really don't know why.... I mean, I did my work & he said it wasn't enough.... Gosh!! I've done the corrections & I have Amu & Bel to witness me actually doing it..... And he said that it wasn't enough.... I really felt so angry at him for being difficult... Annd when he 'tekan' Huda at this Consumption graph question, I really really didn't understand him today...... AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!
I think I should stop blabbering right here.... My 2 econs essays are getting hold of me.... Gotta go...
Muacks!!!
Thursday, May 12, 2005
photography
Nellie told me to be one of the photographer for this Sat's 'I' day... Looks like I'm gonna be involved after all... She told me to join cuz after all, I've got my own SLR camera.. And to top it off, she told me to bring the stand & there might not be sufficient lighting.. So which means, I've gotta bring my dad's flash.... To be honest, the stand also belongs to my dad... He has everything... Too bad his micro & his long range lens aren't computerised.. So whenever I use his lens, I've gotta be in Manual mode... Fantabulous!!!
Amazingly, his lens are quite good.. And his lens are Nikon lenses... Everything is Nikon... His camera, his lenses... As for me, I use a Sigma lens & since it comes with in-built flash, I'm pretty safe... But if I need more lighting, esp if its at night & even though I use 400 ( max exposure) sometimes it won't work.... That's where my dad's flash comes in... Hee!! Hee!!
Before blogging on, I was feeling pretty lame-bored-blank..... If u guys know what I mean... Just dead... I guess the weather's been making me pretty lazy... I just felt pretty much like slacking..... So my dearest Jo told me to blog on....Thanks girl... I guess I totally forgot abt it for a while....
The other day, I had a talk by some admin ppl from NUS.. Abt the Uni admission stuff... U know, the usual..... Honestly, I never expected myself to be so close to be entered to a Uni.. Yes its everybody's dream to go to the Uni.... And till now, I'm pretty much blur blur in choosing which course that I wanna go into....
I just wanna get good grades.. So that any Uni can get hold of me... And I can pick & choose which course that I want.... Dear readers, tell me that I'm doing it right... I can't decide what I wanna do ...... My course.... Honestly, my short term goal is just to do well in my exams... And there after, I don't know....... I don't have any long term goal.....
I know that as a Management student I'm not organising nor managing what I wanna do is a major DISGRACE.... But its true... I'm just lost....
The Uni that I really really really wanna get into is SMU... Its nearer compared to all the other Uni in Singapore & the course is very much oriented to my liking.... I'm honestly the very HANDS ON person..... But I know that it's very tough to get into it... And at the rate that I'm going with my revision & the ppl that I'm competing with, well I'll say that I've got a slim chance in getting in... But whatever it takes, just wanna get great grades then these UNIs are gonna get hold of me... That's all I can think about......
Humming SO7 songs right now... Just loving them.... Their concert that Danial & I went last year was SUPERB!! Amazing how these Indon guys come up with great lyrics.... And this is their 5th album & they are still doing great... Fantastic band... Another band that's comming up is Peter Pan.... Oh My Gosh!!!!!
Tomorrow night-Fri, I'm going out for girls night out... Chill out with Anith & Bel.... Do stuff... I think at some point of my life, there was once that me & my GF's went out to look at 'stuff'... As in a change in scenery ;) If you know what I mean...
I came across my 04' handbook just now while I was searching for my Levi's clutch bag... Oh GOD!!! SUPER GOD!!! And when I opened it up, it was the pic of this guy & I... This old friend of mine turned BF for less then a month... Oh god!!! I can't believe that he's now just part of the history of me.... Amazing how things turn out huh? And the ironic thing what that we got together abt this time last yr...... HAHAHAHA!!!! God works in incredible way.... I'm grateful that its no more cuz right now, I've got other commitments that are of greater importance....
I'm not kidding, 6/7th of my time is spent in school... So when can I ever have the time to be attached? And the other day, Mrs Heng asked me about my status.... And I told her that I'm still single.. Happily single.... I told her that I've got no time for anyone except for myself right now. Plus these braces that I'm wearing would be repelling all the guys that would come near me....
I think I'm gonna stop right here... Thanks again Jo for being there for me... UR THE BEST... Don't forget Sunday, DRESS TO IMPRESS!!! :)
Amazingly, his lens are quite good.. And his lens are Nikon lenses... Everything is Nikon... His camera, his lenses... As for me, I use a Sigma lens & since it comes with in-built flash, I'm pretty safe... But if I need more lighting, esp if its at night & even though I use 400 ( max exposure) sometimes it won't work.... That's where my dad's flash comes in... Hee!! Hee!!
Before blogging on, I was feeling pretty lame-bored-blank..... If u guys know what I mean... Just dead... I guess the weather's been making me pretty lazy... I just felt pretty much like slacking..... So my dearest Jo told me to blog on....Thanks girl... I guess I totally forgot abt it for a while....
The other day, I had a talk by some admin ppl from NUS.. Abt the Uni admission stuff... U know, the usual..... Honestly, I never expected myself to be so close to be entered to a Uni.. Yes its everybody's dream to go to the Uni.... And till now, I'm pretty much blur blur in choosing which course that I wanna go into....
I just wanna get good grades.. So that any Uni can get hold of me... And I can pick & choose which course that I want.... Dear readers, tell me that I'm doing it right... I can't decide what I wanna do ...... My course.... Honestly, my short term goal is just to do well in my exams... And there after, I don't know....... I don't have any long term goal.....
I know that as a Management student I'm not organising nor managing what I wanna do is a major DISGRACE.... But its true... I'm just lost....
The Uni that I really really really wanna get into is SMU... Its nearer compared to all the other Uni in Singapore & the course is very much oriented to my liking.... I'm honestly the very HANDS ON person..... But I know that it's very tough to get into it... And at the rate that I'm going with my revision & the ppl that I'm competing with, well I'll say that I've got a slim chance in getting in... But whatever it takes, just wanna get great grades then these UNIs are gonna get hold of me... That's all I can think about......
Humming SO7 songs right now... Just loving them.... Their concert that Danial & I went last year was SUPERB!! Amazing how these Indon guys come up with great lyrics.... And this is their 5th album & they are still doing great... Fantastic band... Another band that's comming up is Peter Pan.... Oh My Gosh!!!!!
Tomorrow night-Fri, I'm going out for girls night out... Chill out with Anith & Bel.... Do stuff... I think at some point of my life, there was once that me & my GF's went out to look at 'stuff'... As in a change in scenery ;) If you know what I mean...
I came across my 04' handbook just now while I was searching for my Levi's clutch bag... Oh GOD!!! SUPER GOD!!! And when I opened it up, it was the pic of this guy & I... This old friend of mine turned BF for less then a month... Oh god!!! I can't believe that he's now just part of the history of me.... Amazing how things turn out huh? And the ironic thing what that we got together abt this time last yr...... HAHAHAHA!!!! God works in incredible way.... I'm grateful that its no more cuz right now, I've got other commitments that are of greater importance....
I'm not kidding, 6/7th of my time is spent in school... So when can I ever have the time to be attached? And the other day, Mrs Heng asked me about my status.... And I told her that I'm still single.. Happily single.... I told her that I've got no time for anyone except for myself right now. Plus these braces that I'm wearing would be repelling all the guys that would come near me....
I think I'm gonna stop right here... Thanks again Jo for being there for me... UR THE BEST... Don't forget Sunday, DRESS TO IMPRESS!!! :)
Monday, May 09, 2005
Reggea-ing
I had some reggea welcoming me home today.. My dad's blasting it thru his boom box from his room... U know how it is right? That 'high' type of beat that makes u go high & move along with the beat... Its very addictive alright....
I really wonder why he's blasting it like right now... Maybe cuz yesterday, well I pretty much blasted my player with the Yellowcard songs.... How both of us are alike..... Blasting our music out....
Alrighty, I guess my last entry caused some commotion... I had ppl msging me, asking me what happened.... From right now, I'm not gonna say anything abt things.... None... Zero..Zilch...
My weekend went pretty 'Blahhh!!!'. Cuz I had to do Flag Day.. Was pretty beat after that... Initially I thought of going for late lunch/dinner but on the way back to the collection point, I was too beat to do anything.... So Bel msged Amu that we both can't join them & told them to go ahead without us...
Sunday...
Hum... Pretty much slacked at home cuz the weather was making me so darn lazy... It was rainning so I pretty much spent my time in bed, snuggling with a book.... Nothing else....
This Saturday's the 'I' Day.... Oh gosh!!! How time passes by so fast... I remembered last year... Around this time, I was so busy with my 'Gema Puisi' thingy for the 'I' Day performance... And my social life was kinda 'WOW'.. Going out practically every Sat.... Those days.... My gosh!!!
I think I can't write much right now.... Having some kinda mental block... A bit blur blur right now.....
PS: Jo,thanks a million for being such a great gf!!!
PS: Thanks to my sis, I've managed to play my fav song by Yellowcard: Empty Apartment.....
I really wonder why he's blasting it like right now... Maybe cuz yesterday, well I pretty much blasted my player with the Yellowcard songs.... How both of us are alike..... Blasting our music out....
Alrighty, I guess my last entry caused some commotion... I had ppl msging me, asking me what happened.... From right now, I'm not gonna say anything abt things.... None... Zero..Zilch...
My weekend went pretty 'Blahhh!!!'. Cuz I had to do Flag Day.. Was pretty beat after that... Initially I thought of going for late lunch/dinner but on the way back to the collection point, I was too beat to do anything.... So Bel msged Amu that we both can't join them & told them to go ahead without us...
Sunday...
Hum... Pretty much slacked at home cuz the weather was making me so darn lazy... It was rainning so I pretty much spent my time in bed, snuggling with a book.... Nothing else....
This Saturday's the 'I' Day.... Oh gosh!!! How time passes by so fast... I remembered last year... Around this time, I was so busy with my 'Gema Puisi' thingy for the 'I' Day performance... And my social life was kinda 'WOW'.. Going out practically every Sat.... Those days.... My gosh!!!
I think I can't write much right now.... Having some kinda mental block... A bit blur blur right now.....
PS: Jo,thanks a million for being such a great gf!!!
PS: Thanks to my sis, I've managed to play my fav song by Yellowcard: Empty Apartment.....
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Vanishing Acts....
I have been totally buzy for whole weekend...
Saturday
I was out with my 3 other sistaz.... Watched "THE PACIFIER" and guess what, we took the lift with? Darth Vader, the clone & his two guards that was in RED..... Oh god!!! With the theme song that was blasting from Darth's back. And Shimah was right behind him... And with the 'breathing' sound, it was more irritating then scary.. HONEST!!!! Shimah was tugging on to his cape while I flirted with the white clone.... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I told my mom abt it & she went WHAT???!!!!!
Actually they were doing a promotion for Star Wars....... That's why those figurines were there...
Later on, we hung out.... Went lookin for things... When Shimah & Nor saw my new look, they were kindataken aback.. I mean, I used to have long hair that was wavy at the ends but now, its the spunkish look... Yes my bangs are still up but its the shorter version.. It doesn't matter if I wax it or just leave it as it is. Either way, it's fine... And you know what's funny,whenever someone sees a mirror, well the norm would be to fix any messy stick-outs but its the opposite for me.... I'll mess it up more..... Just LURVING MY HAIR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday
My day was kinda ok cuz I went out with my Mom & sis to Esplanade... Kinda went ok cuz before that we went window shopping... She's looking for those flat looking shoes.. Like the ones that I bought for $20 bucks... And for the 1st time, I finally saw Taufik Batisah singing live... Gosh! He's good & he's getting better... I'm not really an avid fan of his but his vocals are getting better I would say... And compared to that 'Sly' fella, when both of them were sing 'I DREAM', it made Sly looked as though he's an amatuer.... Thank god SLY's isn't Singapore Idol cuz if he is, MALU!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday
Went to JB with my parents... Nothing else... Got the Star Wars book- Revenge of the Sith. Gotten myself more pens... I might say that I'm a budget person cuz I bought loads of pens over there & it cost me abt SGD 35cents. And its comfy... I mean, I write ALOT for sch..... So I use alot of pens... My fav is always the STEADLER 30 cents pens that you can get at POPULAR... Its my fav... And whenever its the exam period, one pen would only be sufficient for 1 subject... That's how much i write... Imagine that 70% of the paper would consist of essay answers... And accounts would be the only subject that I write NUMBERS.... Other than that would be WORDS.
That was how my week went so far... Been doing some reflecting lately.... I just realised that I'm surrounded by ppl that are just so ignorant, blur, nerds & boastful.... And some are even BACK- STABBERS..... For some, I would wish that they'll disappear or something.... I know that it may sound crude but its true.... Its a dirty world out there.... Sometimes, I'm just so PISSED at some things.... DAMN BLOODY F*#%ING SHITS..... Ppl out there who knows me, u guys know that I don't swear. But seriously, some don't even know what the heck are the 7 deadly sins... And when I said a couple like greed, sloth, glutton, lust............. they went like WHAT?? Don't tell me that these ppl's comman sense or should I say general knowledge are so limited? HUH? Come on, just watch "Seven" and you know what the heck I'm talking abt....
And some ppl are just attention seekers... I think the best thing to do right now would just keep quiet. Just being the quiet gal who goes to sch, does her work & studying would be the best thing to do.... Abih, ade bebual non-stop..... Come lah, org lain pun nak dgr.. Abih tak tau, tanye bila the person who talked abt it explained... Ade selenge nak mampus... Damn bloody lame ppl.....
I just hope that I'm not being hypocritical here but everyone has the right to their own opinion... Just hope that I won't be meeting these kinda ppl later in my life..... I wish I could just shout out & say " GO AND READ MORE BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Stupid blur ppl.............
Speaking of books, I'm reading this book by Jodi Picoult called Vanishing Acts.... Oh god!!! Its the best book that I've read since To Kill A Mockingbird..... Honestly, it is.... FANTASTIC!!!
I'm not into the Da Vinci's Code thing cuz I prefer books that reflects abt life better than those kind... I mean, you'll start to appreciate life better after reading.......
Seriously, I have not been able to snuggle with a book for a while lately cuz, whenever I'm back, its my shower, dinner & HW... And HW takes up 3 hrs.. And if your not tired, then you'll have time for revision... That's how crazy my time is lately.... So Jo, if you're still planning to hook me up with some guys for a blind date, I'll say ---- Thanks Jo! Ur a great friend but I'm so buzy with sch that I doubt that I can date anyone... I think right now, if I was attached, my guy would be jealous cuz I'm spending more time with my books then him.... Khekhekhe!!!!!
Gotta go now... This book is really making me itch......
Toodles
Muackz!!!!!!!!!
PS: Jo, no more funny ideas abt that old-looking ( even though his the same age as we are) guy aight? Just stick to church, SIM, archery & ******G......
Lurve u loads girl!!!
Saturday
I was out with my 3 other sistaz.... Watched "THE PACIFIER" and guess what, we took the lift with? Darth Vader, the clone & his two guards that was in RED..... Oh god!!! With the theme song that was blasting from Darth's back. And Shimah was right behind him... And with the 'breathing' sound, it was more irritating then scary.. HONEST!!!! Shimah was tugging on to his cape while I flirted with the white clone.... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I told my mom abt it & she went WHAT???!!!!!
Actually they were doing a promotion for Star Wars....... That's why those figurines were there...
Later on, we hung out.... Went lookin for things... When Shimah & Nor saw my new look, they were kindataken aback.. I mean, I used to have long hair that was wavy at the ends but now, its the spunkish look... Yes my bangs are still up but its the shorter version.. It doesn't matter if I wax it or just leave it as it is. Either way, it's fine... And you know what's funny,whenever someone sees a mirror, well the norm would be to fix any messy stick-outs but its the opposite for me.... I'll mess it up more..... Just LURVING MY HAIR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday
My day was kinda ok cuz I went out with my Mom & sis to Esplanade... Kinda went ok cuz before that we went window shopping... She's looking for those flat looking shoes.. Like the ones that I bought for $20 bucks... And for the 1st time, I finally saw Taufik Batisah singing live... Gosh! He's good & he's getting better... I'm not really an avid fan of his but his vocals are getting better I would say... And compared to that 'Sly' fella, when both of them were sing 'I DREAM', it made Sly looked as though he's an amatuer.... Thank god SLY's isn't Singapore Idol cuz if he is, MALU!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday
Went to JB with my parents... Nothing else... Got the Star Wars book- Revenge of the Sith. Gotten myself more pens... I might say that I'm a budget person cuz I bought loads of pens over there & it cost me abt SGD 35cents. And its comfy... I mean, I write ALOT for sch..... So I use alot of pens... My fav is always the STEADLER 30 cents pens that you can get at POPULAR... Its my fav... And whenever its the exam period, one pen would only be sufficient for 1 subject... That's how much i write... Imagine that 70% of the paper would consist of essay answers... And accounts would be the only subject that I write NUMBERS.... Other than that would be WORDS.
That was how my week went so far... Been doing some reflecting lately.... I just realised that I'm surrounded by ppl that are just so ignorant, blur, nerds & boastful.... And some are even BACK- STABBERS..... For some, I would wish that they'll disappear or something.... I know that it may sound crude but its true.... Its a dirty world out there.... Sometimes, I'm just so PISSED at some things.... DAMN BLOODY F*#%ING SHITS..... Ppl out there who knows me, u guys know that I don't swear. But seriously, some don't even know what the heck are the 7 deadly sins... And when I said a couple like greed, sloth, glutton, lust............. they went like WHAT?? Don't tell me that these ppl's comman sense or should I say general knowledge are so limited? HUH? Come on, just watch "Seven" and you know what the heck I'm talking abt....
And some ppl are just attention seekers... I think the best thing to do right now would just keep quiet. Just being the quiet gal who goes to sch, does her work & studying would be the best thing to do.... Abih, ade bebual non-stop..... Come lah, org lain pun nak dgr.. Abih tak tau, tanye bila the person who talked abt it explained... Ade selenge nak mampus... Damn bloody lame ppl.....
I just hope that I'm not being hypocritical here but everyone has the right to their own opinion... Just hope that I won't be meeting these kinda ppl later in my life..... I wish I could just shout out & say " GO AND READ MORE BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Stupid blur ppl.............
Speaking of books, I'm reading this book by Jodi Picoult called Vanishing Acts.... Oh god!!! Its the best book that I've read since To Kill A Mockingbird..... Honestly, it is.... FANTASTIC!!!
I'm not into the Da Vinci's Code thing cuz I prefer books that reflects abt life better than those kind... I mean, you'll start to appreciate life better after reading.......
Seriously, I have not been able to snuggle with a book for a while lately cuz, whenever I'm back, its my shower, dinner & HW... And HW takes up 3 hrs.. And if your not tired, then you'll have time for revision... That's how crazy my time is lately.... So Jo, if you're still planning to hook me up with some guys for a blind date, I'll say ---- Thanks Jo! Ur a great friend but I'm so buzy with sch that I doubt that I can date anyone... I think right now, if I was attached, my guy would be jealous cuz I'm spending more time with my books then him.... Khekhekhe!!!!!
Gotta go now... This book is really making me itch......
Toodles
Muackz!!!!!!!!!
PS: Jo, no more funny ideas abt that old-looking ( even though his the same age as we are) guy aight? Just stick to church, SIM, archery & ******G......
Lurve u loads girl!!!
Friday, April 22, 2005
U raise me up
Listening to this song by Josh Groban.. Or something like that.. My sis got it uploaded onto the comp.. so that's why I'm listening to it...
My week's been pretty highly geared/motivation/busy/informative... I really don't know how I can explain... Initially, I was in my studying mode but when my sis got sick, well it pretty much bothered me... Its nothing serious but whenever my sis gets a fever due to her tonsils, well its scary cuz her fever's high... Like a 39.50 kinda high...
Now the track's playing is by Muse entittles Time is Running out... The intro's like the Pink Phanther Theme song.. That bass effect....
Had that Permanent Sectery Civil Servant Talk today...This talk that everyone in JC/CI have to attend. Topic: Uniquely Singapore... Firstly, I would have to say that the speaker was very charismatic, engaging & definately people person kind... She spoke about Singapore being 'principled pragmatic' & transparent... How practical is Singapore in dealing with situations & the ability to adapt easily to different situations... I have to agree that being a Singaporean, life's a bitch... Can't kid to that but that's the only way that we as a nation can survive... That notion to compete is in everyone of us.. We try to be better then anyone else.. I mean, can anyone see the emphasis that parents give their childrent to do well in exams. Not only to do well but to be No 1. You know, being 1st in class etc... But do they see that by trying hard to be No 1, people sometimes don't see the other side of the story...
Stop & think... We have one of THE best education system in the world but do we ever had any Noble Prize Peace winners? Is being so attached to the textbook made Singapore have THE best education system in the world? OR has it deprieved people to be creative? Honestly, how sure are you that all the students in the 1st class of RI & RGS are smart people? Or are they just people who are lucky enough to have that much of capability to remember all those information tested int the exams...So are these people genius or just dumb people who memorise textbook.
On the contrary, there's this other group of people whom, due to social & educational stigma, be named STUPID or even a DUMB... These people whom I'm referring to are the people from the ITE... Honestly, if u can't make it to the poly, try heading to an ITE.. Yes I know that the people that you meet there aren't as pleasent as the ones at those top schools but sometimes these people are INOVATIVE... And on top of that, they have the facilities to create inventions that might be beyond the wildest dreams of those in top schools....
So who's smarter? That's a question I want you guys to ponder about......
Ok, enough of those stuff... Those debatable stuff...
Last night Jo told me something and all I can say is that, well Jo, I told you so . I know I know, you're grining from ear to ear when you had translated the msg right.. And I told her about the whole ' better get the message the way the sender intended to'. If it was a MISCOMMUNICATION, then, OUCH!! Deep shit...
Hah! How wonderful to actually fall in love... Hum...... Love makes you walk on cloud 9... From experience, it does...... Saviour & treasure every moment of it...
Speaking of treasures, well there's this whole box of letters that I have from Darwin.... Wonder what to do with it... Throw it away? Burn it? Stash it in a deep corner so that I'll forget abt it? I mean, its a 4 yrs worth of courtship stuff....There's loads of it... And I honestly have to complement his great handwritting.... It's so very relationshipish...... And there was this song that he wrote to me... the one that has that ' I don't wana wake up from this dream' kinda thing... ARGH!!! Bloody sweet talks... Just makes it even suckier....
A friend told me that I should get on with my life & start seeing guys. Considering the fact that I've not dated anyone for about a year..... Uhm.... Not prepared... Been in too deep & it's hard to get out of it.... I know it sounds like a lame excuse but it's true... Not right now ....Still hurts & I just don't trust anyone.... They always say, the 1st cut is the deepest...
This weekend is gonna be a CIP week.. Heading to Wheelock after that... I mean, that's what Bel told me.. And I'm having this itch to get a dress.... I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!
I know, I'm the usual Tee & jeans gal but I just have gotta give myself some changes.... I know, these two current changes are drastic enough but its not enough for me........ Haiz.... Just keep it cool.... RELAX....... Breathe in out..... Chill.......
Hey I think I've blabbered a little too much today...
Toodles...
My week's been pretty highly geared/motivation/busy/informative... I really don't know how I can explain... Initially, I was in my studying mode but when my sis got sick, well it pretty much bothered me... Its nothing serious but whenever my sis gets a fever due to her tonsils, well its scary cuz her fever's high... Like a 39.50 kinda high...
Now the track's playing is by Muse entittles Time is Running out... The intro's like the Pink Phanther Theme song.. That bass effect....
Had that Permanent Sectery Civil Servant Talk today...This talk that everyone in JC/CI have to attend. Topic: Uniquely Singapore... Firstly, I would have to say that the speaker was very charismatic, engaging & definately people person kind... She spoke about Singapore being 'principled pragmatic' & transparent... How practical is Singapore in dealing with situations & the ability to adapt easily to different situations... I have to agree that being a Singaporean, life's a bitch... Can't kid to that but that's the only way that we as a nation can survive... That notion to compete is in everyone of us.. We try to be better then anyone else.. I mean, can anyone see the emphasis that parents give their childrent to do well in exams. Not only to do well but to be No 1. You know, being 1st in class etc... But do they see that by trying hard to be No 1, people sometimes don't see the other side of the story...
Stop & think... We have one of THE best education system in the world but do we ever had any Noble Prize Peace winners? Is being so attached to the textbook made Singapore have THE best education system in the world? OR has it deprieved people to be creative? Honestly, how sure are you that all the students in the 1st class of RI & RGS are smart people? Or are they just people who are lucky enough to have that much of capability to remember all those information tested int the exams...So are these people genius or just dumb people who memorise textbook.
On the contrary, there's this other group of people whom, due to social & educational stigma, be named STUPID or even a DUMB... These people whom I'm referring to are the people from the ITE... Honestly, if u can't make it to the poly, try heading to an ITE.. Yes I know that the people that you meet there aren't as pleasent as the ones at those top schools but sometimes these people are INOVATIVE... And on top of that, they have the facilities to create inventions that might be beyond the wildest dreams of those in top schools....
So who's smarter? That's a question I want you guys to ponder about......
Ok, enough of those stuff... Those debatable stuff...
Last night Jo told me something and all I can say is that, well Jo, I told you so . I know I know, you're grining from ear to ear when you had translated the msg right.. And I told her about the whole ' better get the message the way the sender intended to'. If it was a MISCOMMUNICATION, then, OUCH!! Deep shit...
Hah! How wonderful to actually fall in love... Hum...... Love makes you walk on cloud 9... From experience, it does...... Saviour & treasure every moment of it...
Speaking of treasures, well there's this whole box of letters that I have from Darwin.... Wonder what to do with it... Throw it away? Burn it? Stash it in a deep corner so that I'll forget abt it? I mean, its a 4 yrs worth of courtship stuff....There's loads of it... And I honestly have to complement his great handwritting.... It's so very relationshipish...... And there was this song that he wrote to me... the one that has that ' I don't wana wake up from this dream' kinda thing... ARGH!!! Bloody sweet talks... Just makes it even suckier....
A friend told me that I should get on with my life & start seeing guys. Considering the fact that I've not dated anyone for about a year..... Uhm.... Not prepared... Been in too deep & it's hard to get out of it.... I know it sounds like a lame excuse but it's true... Not right now ....Still hurts & I just don't trust anyone.... They always say, the 1st cut is the deepest...
This weekend is gonna be a CIP week.. Heading to Wheelock after that... I mean, that's what Bel told me.. And I'm having this itch to get a dress.... I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!
I know, I'm the usual Tee & jeans gal but I just have gotta give myself some changes.... I know, these two current changes are drastic enough but its not enough for me........ Haiz.... Just keep it cool.... RELAX....... Breathe in out..... Chill.......
Hey I think I've blabbered a little too much today...
Toodles...
Sunday, April 17, 2005
CHANGE!!
That's what I need lately..... SOME CHANGES...
I know, first was my braces, then it was my haircut... What's next? I really don't know...
On Thurs, I bumped into Faidah... She's working at Samuel & Kev, Bedok branch....Initially I didn't recognise her, cuz of her glasses... She was smiling & smiling at me... And I went like, who's this smiling at me...... You know..... I mean, this person know's you & you don't.... That feeling... Anyway, when she said, "Ur Mun's Friend".... And I went, "FAIDAH!!!" Yup.... She can't remember my name but she knew my face.... Wow!!! The last time we met was at Mun's house party.. And that was SUPER AGES AGO!!!
I remember those days that we all hung out.... It was so fun.... At Mizra's place.. With the rest of the gang... And there was Fariz's gig at Far East..... Reminancing the past. Honestly, it's these little nuances in life that makes life better....
Missing these people..... I mean, when they left school, things are different. Back then, when all of us were schooling, it would be, movies after school... Or if it was a Friday night, well its either gigs or just hanging out... But the best would be after exams... We'll be like, super bored.. And Mun would invite us to her place or something... Or not forgetting her annual b'day parties.... That's the best...
Too bad last year she didn't have it cuz of her 'A's... When it was her 18th B'day, well we all head over to her place & ordered pizzas.. And we all forgot about Freddy vegetarianism... Oh gosh! He ate beef pepperoni pizza.... And all of us & I mean, ALL, apologised to him.... I mean, there was like 10 of us & none of remembered that he's a VEGETARIAN.... And there was the stun Salid did to Mun.... And when she washed her face, she made a BIG noise.... I mean, she tried to look pretty for her B'day... With her hair all done up & all and then BAMB!! Salid 'Sabo-ed' her with the cake... Ah!! And the cake... It had alcohol... And after eating it, I had a MAJOR headache.... Took a cab home.... Oh my god! Those days......
Speaking about Salid, he came back on Monday to get his cert... HE LOST WEIGHT..... Mun, what did you do to him??? Feed him more aight?
Gotta get back to my work right now... Catch ya soon..........
PS: I gotta 2 for PW!! All I can say is that well done to my teammates & my classmates who'ld SLOGGERED our way in the comp lab... Us, playing pool in between breaks, watching DrumLine on the big screen & that feeling of don't wanna face the comp anymore got us either a 2 or 1 for PW...
I know, first was my braces, then it was my haircut... What's next? I really don't know...
On Thurs, I bumped into Faidah... She's working at Samuel & Kev, Bedok branch....Initially I didn't recognise her, cuz of her glasses... She was smiling & smiling at me... And I went like, who's this smiling at me...... You know..... I mean, this person know's you & you don't.... That feeling... Anyway, when she said, "Ur Mun's Friend".... And I went, "FAIDAH!!!" Yup.... She can't remember my name but she knew my face.... Wow!!! The last time we met was at Mun's house party.. And that was SUPER AGES AGO!!!
I remember those days that we all hung out.... It was so fun.... At Mizra's place.. With the rest of the gang... And there was Fariz's gig at Far East..... Reminancing the past. Honestly, it's these little nuances in life that makes life better....
Missing these people..... I mean, when they left school, things are different. Back then, when all of us were schooling, it would be, movies after school... Or if it was a Friday night, well its either gigs or just hanging out... But the best would be after exams... We'll be like, super bored.. And Mun would invite us to her place or something... Or not forgetting her annual b'day parties.... That's the best...
Too bad last year she didn't have it cuz of her 'A's... When it was her 18th B'day, well we all head over to her place & ordered pizzas.. And we all forgot about Freddy vegetarianism... Oh gosh! He ate beef pepperoni pizza.... And all of us & I mean, ALL, apologised to him.... I mean, there was like 10 of us & none of remembered that he's a VEGETARIAN.... And there was the stun Salid did to Mun.... And when she washed her face, she made a BIG noise.... I mean, she tried to look pretty for her B'day... With her hair all done up & all and then BAMB!! Salid 'Sabo-ed' her with the cake... Ah!! And the cake... It had alcohol... And after eating it, I had a MAJOR headache.... Took a cab home.... Oh my god! Those days......
Speaking about Salid, he came back on Monday to get his cert... HE LOST WEIGHT..... Mun, what did you do to him??? Feed him more aight?
Gotta get back to my work right now... Catch ya soon..........
PS: I gotta 2 for PW!! All I can say is that well done to my teammates & my classmates who'ld SLOGGERED our way in the comp lab... Us, playing pool in between breaks, watching DrumLine on the big screen & that feeling of don't wanna face the comp anymore got us either a 2 or 1 for PW...
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
mugging..............................
Hey ppl...
I've uploaded the pic from Sha's BBQ... Check out my new hairstyle.. It hip, hot, cool & REFRESHING........ ANd not forgetting SPANKIN'. Yee haa!!
I know that I've not been writing any entries lately.. Been busy with loads of school workk. Gotten my CA results... It was HORRIBLE.... I mean, what do u expect from last minute studying.... Anyway, I'm starting my mugging already so.... You know what I mean, when I mug for exams, I'M GONE.... Finding my own reclusive spot..... Doing my work..... STUDYING....
Gotta go ya peeps....
I'll write from time to time...
CHAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've uploaded the pic from Sha's BBQ... Check out my new hairstyle.. It hip, hot, cool & REFRESHING........ ANd not forgetting SPANKIN'. Yee haa!!
I know that I've not been writing any entries lately.. Been busy with loads of school workk. Gotten my CA results... It was HORRIBLE.... I mean, what do u expect from last minute studying.... Anyway, I'm starting my mugging already so.... You know what I mean, when I mug for exams, I'M GONE.... Finding my own reclusive spot..... Doing my work..... STUDYING....
Gotta go ya peeps....
I'll write from time to time...
CHAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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