Vogue Me
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Friday, July 07, 2006
Back to Sch
Now I'm back to school... been bz with loads of stuff.. And going shopping & catching up with Jo was FUN... We went to Breeks for lunch & the moment I finished my food, she went like "SO, gimme the whole lo-down.." Well, this girl knows how to save the best topic for last.... She was like, interogating me like I'm the suspect whereby in actual fact, I was the victim...
And then, we went shopping... I was looking for my boardshorts... Be going to Sentosa soon but I really nd those boardshorts.... And that girl, well, she bought capris & shoes... We went to U.R.S, & there was a sale. But unfortunately, I didn't get anything... Cuz my mom just bought me a pair of flats in KL.... So can't get them... And there weren't that I really liked... So made a pass...
The other night I had a dream about 2 people of whom I can'tdisclose their names... Anyway, I the dream was about me getting stuck with these two people.. One kept 'eating' into my space. As in, crossing the border of personal space... He kept putting his hands & conquering my area on the table... He was 'kacau-ing' me & irritating me.. So I got so pissed off that I just told him off...
If that wasn't bad enough, wait till u hear about the second part of the dream... I was seated next to that fella. AND I had someone else to sit next to me... And this other person was hitting & flirting with me... That one really pissed me to the MAX that I told him " Can't you just flirt with your gf??!!!"... Seeing that I can't switch places with anyone, I just buried my whole self under my shawl & plugged in the earphones... I was really STUCK with two moronic IDIOTS whom I don't wish commute with...
And yah, I got a new phone. The slide 6280.. Gotten it because I got a $150 voucher from Singtel.. So yah... Instead of paying it at $378, I paid $128 for it only.... Its a slide phone & all.. But I'm, skipping the GPRS... I'm using my mom's phone for GPRS purposes cuz she has free MiWorld facilities... So I kapo her phone if I need to use the GPRS.... Hahaha...
Another good news... My braces are comming off in another 6 mths time... Yahoo!!!!
Going for my threading later... Achieving the first part of my goal...
And then, we went shopping... I was looking for my boardshorts... Be going to Sentosa soon but I really nd those boardshorts.... And that girl, well, she bought capris & shoes... We went to U.R.S, & there was a sale. But unfortunately, I didn't get anything... Cuz my mom just bought me a pair of flats in KL.... So can't get them... And there weren't that I really liked... So made a pass...
The other night I had a dream about 2 people of whom I can'tdisclose their names... Anyway, I the dream was about me getting stuck with these two people.. One kept 'eating' into my space. As in, crossing the border of personal space... He kept putting his hands & conquering my area on the table... He was 'kacau-ing' me & irritating me.. So I got so pissed off that I just told him off...
If that wasn't bad enough, wait till u hear about the second part of the dream... I was seated next to that fella. AND I had someone else to sit next to me... And this other person was hitting & flirting with me... That one really pissed me to the MAX that I told him " Can't you just flirt with your gf??!!!"... Seeing that I can't switch places with anyone, I just buried my whole self under my shawl & plugged in the earphones... I was really STUCK with two moronic IDIOTS whom I don't wish commute with...
And yah, I got a new phone. The slide 6280.. Gotten it because I got a $150 voucher from Singtel.. So yah... Instead of paying it at $378, I paid $128 for it only.... Its a slide phone & all.. But I'm, skipping the GPRS... I'm using my mom's phone for GPRS purposes cuz she has free MiWorld facilities... So I kapo her phone if I need to use the GPRS.... Hahaha...
Another good news... My braces are comming off in another 6 mths time... Yahoo!!!!
Going for my threading later... Achieving the first part of my goal...
Friday, June 30, 2006
Sneezing my way thru
Achoo!!! Sneezing my way thru the net.. Gosh! I've been sneezing since yesterday mrng.. Which was the reason why all my plans for yesterday was cancelled... Be going threading with Amu next weekend... Yes, finally I'm doing it.. Amu initially thought it was a joke & she would severe all ties with me if I suddenly back out... HAHAHA!!! No I won't. I've got certain goals to acheive by end of this year... All thanks to Mun, who somehow managed to clear my mind.. In many ways....
Been looking high & low for my getaway with all my dearest dudettes... Going to LANGKAWI.. And all of us are pitching in to looking for tour info for 3D2N... So far, I've checked out this VILLA for 280RM per night but its SUPER BIG... However, there isn't any transportation available... So there I was, searching all thru the free & easy tours, and guess what, they don't include airfare tax which is $121 bucks... So its like if the promo is $229/pax, we've gotta add $121 to it... Making it $350 for our 3D2N trip...
But if we were to go on a BACKPACKING spree... As in, literaly us with backpacks & taking a bus or train from JB, its gonna be cheaper.. I can say that that its gonna cost less than $300 bucks... And another plus point, if MYR rates are getting better, WE ARE SO VERY LUCKY!!!! The current rates standing is MYR 2.295 for every $1. Hopefully it goes up to 2.30 or something... Itu boleh dikatakan 'joli katak'......
Alrights.... Got my dental on monday... Wonder what colour to change?? And yes, my teeth are all pretty... All straight... And I can still play the flute.. Speaking of flute, my sis is bugging me to buy the Yamaha Flute that cost 200 buckeroos... Where on earth can I get that amount when I'm planning my getaway to Langkawi....
School starts on Tues for me... Can't wait to get my life back on track... And another thing, I seriously gotta muster all the courage that I've got in me to talk to that someone... Everytime I click on the msn, I feel REALLY bad & I chicken out.. So I just click it off... Somewhere, somehow I've REALLY gotta clear the air... A new half yr is starting & I've gotta make a GOOD head start... No more bumps (if I can prevent it) in my life anymore. I've got certain goals to attain... And hopefully I pray hard that I can achieve them.. In school & my individual self...
Been looking high & low for my getaway with all my dearest dudettes... Going to LANGKAWI.. And all of us are pitching in to looking for tour info for 3D2N... So far, I've checked out this VILLA for 280RM per night but its SUPER BIG... However, there isn't any transportation available... So there I was, searching all thru the free & easy tours, and guess what, they don't include airfare tax which is $121 bucks... So its like if the promo is $229/pax, we've gotta add $121 to it... Making it $350 for our 3D2N trip...
But if we were to go on a BACKPACKING spree... As in, literaly us with backpacks & taking a bus or train from JB, its gonna be cheaper.. I can say that that its gonna cost less than $300 bucks... And another plus point, if MYR rates are getting better, WE ARE SO VERY LUCKY!!!! The current rates standing is MYR 2.295 for every $1. Hopefully it goes up to 2.30 or something... Itu boleh dikatakan 'joli katak'......
Alrights.... Got my dental on monday... Wonder what colour to change?? And yes, my teeth are all pretty... All straight... And I can still play the flute.. Speaking of flute, my sis is bugging me to buy the Yamaha Flute that cost 200 buckeroos... Where on earth can I get that amount when I'm planning my getaway to Langkawi....
School starts on Tues for me... Can't wait to get my life back on track... And another thing, I seriously gotta muster all the courage that I've got in me to talk to that someone... Everytime I click on the msn, I feel REALLY bad & I chicken out.. So I just click it off... Somewhere, somehow I've REALLY gotta clear the air... A new half yr is starting & I've gotta make a GOOD head start... No more bumps (if I can prevent it) in my life anymore. I've got certain goals to attain... And hopefully I pray hard that I can achieve them.. In school & my individual self...
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Looking Back
A couple of weeks ago I stepped into a relationship for just one night. Yes I know it was just for one night but it sure made me think alot about guys...
No, not that I'm saying that I have a negative picture painted in my mind about guys but for some reasons, however you hate them for what ever reasons, there will forever be a need for them. May it be for companionship, love, affection or sex, somewhere in every women, there's a need for a woman to be with a man.
When I stepped into that short relationship for just that one night, I really wonder whether there's any decent guy out there for me left. Someone who knows me well & likes me for who I am & not for how I look. Yes, I know where I stand when compared to some other girls that are way prettier than me but sometimes, it takes more than good looks to know a person's attributes.
But until that night, I realised on how much I've missed being attached & how grateful I am for having a great friend with me. How comfortable it was sitting together at night & just talked things through. How a hug & a cuddle seemed appropriate at ALL the right times...
Maybe I've stopped seeing & meeting guys for a while, which resulted to me just sticking to a couple of my old guy friends from school. May it be from OI, MI or Broadrick. And I thank god that these people are really nice gentlemen.
I don't know, maybe god has planned a path for me that is not as clear as others. Maybe the reason for that is for me to really think through hard enough for myself to make my choices in life. I am blessed that right now I am not seeing anyone because I have plans & goals to achieve without the existence of a significant other yet. Who knows, maybe this significant other will appear once my goals & ambitions have been achieved.
Right now, I've got loads of things to get back to. Such as school which starts on the 4th. And I also am looking for promotions for a short trip to Malaysia. Going with my beloved SISTAZ.. Looking for good promotions to resorts & maybe cruises. Just looking ard to co-ordinate the schedules & all... Gosh! I am so excited about the trip...
No, not that I'm saying that I have a negative picture painted in my mind about guys but for some reasons, however you hate them for what ever reasons, there will forever be a need for them. May it be for companionship, love, affection or sex, somewhere in every women, there's a need for a woman to be with a man.
When I stepped into that short relationship for just that one night, I really wonder whether there's any decent guy out there for me left. Someone who knows me well & likes me for who I am & not for how I look. Yes, I know where I stand when compared to some other girls that are way prettier than me but sometimes, it takes more than good looks to know a person's attributes.
But until that night, I realised on how much I've missed being attached & how grateful I am for having a great friend with me. How comfortable it was sitting together at night & just talked things through. How a hug & a cuddle seemed appropriate at ALL the right times...
Maybe I've stopped seeing & meeting guys for a while, which resulted to me just sticking to a couple of my old guy friends from school. May it be from OI, MI or Broadrick. And I thank god that these people are really nice gentlemen.
I don't know, maybe god has planned a path for me that is not as clear as others. Maybe the reason for that is for me to really think through hard enough for myself to make my choices in life. I am blessed that right now I am not seeing anyone because I have plans & goals to achieve without the existence of a significant other yet. Who knows, maybe this significant other will appear once my goals & ambitions have been achieved.
Right now, I've got loads of things to get back to. Such as school which starts on the 4th. And I also am looking for promotions for a short trip to Malaysia. Going with my beloved SISTAZ.. Looking for good promotions to resorts & maybe cruises. Just looking ard to co-ordinate the schedules & all... Gosh! I am so excited about the trip...
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Jason Mraz - Life is Wonderful
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes a word to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some tears to make you trust
It takes some years to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la
It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to know you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is oh love
Ah la la la la la la love is all sorts of
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is holla holla
Ah la la la la la la next up bushwalla-walla
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la
This song has been bugging me for ages.. It just has a deeper meaning to it.. There's some other things that I wanna put it but I just don't have the pictures so I can't explain them. Been watching the World Cup lately with my dad. I think that's the only father daughter thing that I've done since Father's Day. Hey, it is a time for bonding. Right???
Jo: I have to agree with you. Forgiving is part of recovering & going on with my life. Thanks for all the advise you've given me. Muacks!
I've gotta stop here.. See ya!
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Why does it hurts so bad?
I'm on my toes now... Why your asking? Well I'm going somewhere formal later... Its been a long while since I've dressed up & all.. I mean, I think I'm the most 'so-chai' girl one would ever meet.
Went to catch Scary Movie 4 & The Omen yesterday.. Ya I know that exactly one week ago, I was in a DEEP SHIT MESS... Sorry for the french. But its so very MESSED up. I think that' s the reason why I went to catch the movies. To make me forget about stuff... Good DISTRACTION...
"No strings attached" What do you think of it? I seriously think that it would satisfy both parties. I know its bad but well, what else can I say? It won't happen. Ok, enough of it already.
Scary Movie 4 was FUNNY... Kelakar habis...Especially with the japanese ghost who spoke 'branded japanese items'. It was hilarious..
The Omen. Well, it was a sad ending.. Seriously, I got confused a little with the show...
Yesterday mrng, I got a miss call ard 3 .24 am.. Wonder who called. Maybe it was just a wrong number... But I know it's not someone I would expect. I know... I just know....
Went to catch Scary Movie 4 & The Omen yesterday.. Ya I know that exactly one week ago, I was in a DEEP SHIT MESS... Sorry for the french. But its so very MESSED up. I think that' s the reason why I went to catch the movies. To make me forget about stuff... Good DISTRACTION...
"No strings attached" What do you think of it? I seriously think that it would satisfy both parties. I know its bad but well, what else can I say? It won't happen. Ok, enough of it already.
Scary Movie 4 was FUNNY... Kelakar habis...Especially with the japanese ghost who spoke 'branded japanese items'. It was hilarious..
The Omen. Well, it was a sad ending.. Seriously, I got confused a little with the show...
Yesterday mrng, I got a miss call ard 3 .24 am.. Wonder who called. Maybe it was just a wrong number... But I know it's not someone I would expect. I know... I just know....
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Platonic Friends?
Here I am, laughing... About what you guys think.. Well about this book that I actually bought entittled 'Just Friends'... It was really weird cos I've just realised that for some reason, a boy & a girl can never just be 'best friends' cos I've seen too many things happening before my very eye which contradicts this statement. Its either it'll work out or not. I guess there can never be 'platonic friends' btwn a guy & a girl...
I think there's nothing else I can say right now... Been thinking too much.. And oh yeah, I'm hitting the books again in July.. I'm so glad that there's a door that's opening me even after all that I've done... And like I've said before, I'M GOING TO KEEP MYSELF BUSY WITH SCHOOL... Nothing is ever gonna distract me from school... And with me staying in school, I really hope that I'll end up with a degree later. Staying in school is good. Keeps you busy & it's benificial too.. You'll get something tangible (degree) at the end of it.
All right my dears... That's all I've gotta say for now...
Toodles.....
I think there's nothing else I can say right now... Been thinking too much.. And oh yeah, I'm hitting the books again in July.. I'm so glad that there's a door that's opening me even after all that I've done... And like I've said before, I'M GOING TO KEEP MYSELF BUSY WITH SCHOOL... Nothing is ever gonna distract me from school... And with me staying in school, I really hope that I'll end up with a degree later. Staying in school is good. Keeps you busy & it's benificial too.. You'll get something tangible (degree) at the end of it.
All right my dears... That's all I've gotta say for now...
Toodles.....
Monday, June 12, 2006
Back to the usual me
I'm back to the usual me right now.. No more crazy stuff... Gonna stuff myself with books.. AGAIN... I know that its bad to channel my self & energy to just one thing.. But I'm used to it... Hope that it works this time...
Something that I discovered that turned out to be very true.. Here it goes:
Women can fake an orgasm but men can fake whole relationships
Something that I discovered that turned out to be very true.. Here it goes:
Women can fake an orgasm but men can fake whole relationships
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Mr Cinderella
First & foremost, when I wrote this entry, I was deprieved from sleep for a night.. Imagine someone sleeping for abt 1 hr at night & another 45 mins later in the mrng before she got back to doing her usual things...
Went out with my Mr Cinderella this mrng... It was an incredible outing... Even though my eyes were dead tired, I just stuffed myself with coffee at Mac East Coast... It was fun... And guess what Mr Cinderella said, "U drive like ur scared of driving..." Monster!!!!
How it went ? Well lets just say that I met him at ard 3 after his session. Then we headed to Mac East Coast to get coffee cuz I so very needed it... When I met him, he looked WAY different then before he was in NS.. And I really liked the new look.. The messy grunge rugget look... Its funny though that what appears to be so rough in texture & all was actually soft & conforting...
We got a spot at East Coast to chill... He was my Mr Cinderella for the night... For some reason, he's not going to be the same when dawn breaks & the spell is broken. We had some really fun stuff. Seriously, its only with him that I do LOADS of crazy stuff... What's new & unusual? Anyway, when we were together, we had a heart to heart talk about stuff that was bothering both us most & stuff...
When were together, he was just WONDERFUL! Everything was great... And the best part about me & Mr Cinderella, we can ask each other ANYTHING & we'll be honest about it.. He even can read what's lying between the lines in our converation... And he has his ways to help me out when I really need it the most. There's lots of reasons why I like him.
1) He can make me smile
2) He knows what I'm thinking
3) He knows what I'm going thru - being emphathetic
4) He's always there when I fall
5) He knows that I'm like a wall, appearing strong & steady but no one ever knows what goes on with/in me...
And at this stage, he knows that all that feelings I have for him is all buried & cemented deep in me & there's gonna be some way, good or bad, for me to built a door or just drill through that cemented wall... And getting it all out....
I know, he sounds like the guy for me.. But it can never happen... I know I've said that our relationship in the past was just short & painless, I realised that it isn't true... It was too painful that I just kept quiet about it & buried them deep in me with work & books... Like they say, what lies beneath...
Remember when I said that I'll never fall in too deep in a relationship cuz I know that when its all over, i'll ever recover from it.. It was only today that I realised that he & I go back a long way. Way before Darwin was even my bf. I didn't know why it took me so long to realise it. That the secret that I kept since I was 14 was going to end up like this.. And now, I've known him as long as he knew his bestfriend. Its that long & we go way back. Like about 9-10 yrs.. Its long alright.. And I ask myself, why did I did this to my life... This time round, it has gotten way too deep then I can ever expect & seriously don't know how to get out from it.....
What am I to say here? That I've messed up with things right now? It can never work out.. I told myself beforehand that it WOULDN'T work but why does he still knocks on my door? It can never be REAL!!!!!! This challenge.. IS TOUGH... How am I to take it? Can I survive it...
Yes he's gonna be there for me irregardless of how many yrs will pass by. Its just so messed up SO BAD that I really don't know how to fix it... And no amount to work can ever escape this large heap of problem ...
Mr Cinderella, no matter how many comfort cuddles & hugs you can ever give me, there's nothing you can do. You're in your world while I'm here in mine... These two worlds can never become one...
Went out with my Mr Cinderella this mrng... It was an incredible outing... Even though my eyes were dead tired, I just stuffed myself with coffee at Mac East Coast... It was fun... And guess what Mr Cinderella said, "U drive like ur scared of driving..." Monster!!!!
How it went ? Well lets just say that I met him at ard 3 after his session. Then we headed to Mac East Coast to get coffee cuz I so very needed it... When I met him, he looked WAY different then before he was in NS.. And I really liked the new look.. The messy grunge rugget look... Its funny though that what appears to be so rough in texture & all was actually soft & conforting...
We got a spot at East Coast to chill... He was my Mr Cinderella for the night... For some reason, he's not going to be the same when dawn breaks & the spell is broken. We had some really fun stuff. Seriously, its only with him that I do LOADS of crazy stuff... What's new & unusual? Anyway, when we were together, we had a heart to heart talk about stuff that was bothering both us most & stuff...
When were together, he was just WONDERFUL! Everything was great... And the best part about me & Mr Cinderella, we can ask each other ANYTHING & we'll be honest about it.. He even can read what's lying between the lines in our converation... And he has his ways to help me out when I really need it the most. There's lots of reasons why I like him.
1) He can make me smile
2) He knows what I'm thinking
3) He knows what I'm going thru - being emphathetic
4) He's always there when I fall
5) He knows that I'm like a wall, appearing strong & steady but no one ever knows what goes on with/in me...
And at this stage, he knows that all that feelings I have for him is all buried & cemented deep in me & there's gonna be some way, good or bad, for me to built a door or just drill through that cemented wall... And getting it all out....
I know, he sounds like the guy for me.. But it can never happen... I know I've said that our relationship in the past was just short & painless, I realised that it isn't true... It was too painful that I just kept quiet about it & buried them deep in me with work & books... Like they say, what lies beneath...
Remember when I said that I'll never fall in too deep in a relationship cuz I know that when its all over, i'll ever recover from it.. It was only today that I realised that he & I go back a long way. Way before Darwin was even my bf. I didn't know why it took me so long to realise it. That the secret that I kept since I was 14 was going to end up like this.. And now, I've known him as long as he knew his bestfriend. Its that long & we go way back. Like about 9-10 yrs.. Its long alright.. And I ask myself, why did I did this to my life... This time round, it has gotten way too deep then I can ever expect & seriously don't know how to get out from it.....
What am I to say here? That I've messed up with things right now? It can never work out.. I told myself beforehand that it WOULDN'T work but why does he still knocks on my door? It can never be REAL!!!!!! This challenge.. IS TOUGH... How am I to take it? Can I survive it...
Yes he's gonna be there for me irregardless of how many yrs will pass by. Its just so messed up SO BAD that I really don't know how to fix it... And no amount to work can ever escape this large heap of problem ...
Mr Cinderella, no matter how many comfort cuddles & hugs you can ever give me, there's nothing you can do. You're in your world while I'm here in mine... These two worlds can never become one...
Friday, June 09, 2006
As usual, things have been VERY rushy for me... One followed by another...
First was the big batch of Mothers' Day bouquet that Nor ordered from me... And you know what she said? She said that when she gets engaged or married, she wants me to do the gubahan for her... And the best part was that, she said since she has to give it to the other side, don't make it so nice... Or maybe do for both her side & the guy's side... Tu betul lah...Tak tahan ketawa terbahak-bahak dgr dgn Nora, her sis....
After that, I became my dad's secretary for a while... Some May Day Speech cuz he got an award during May Day... And guess what my mom said why it was ME who had to write the speech.. Cuz I got a B4 for GP... That's all... I was like HUH??? Entah macam mane tah boleh dapat B4 for GP pun tak tau... And I wasn't the only one... Quite a HANDFULL got that grade... KUDOS to Mrs Vertri....
The other day, I went out with Jo & her little god bro Matthew who's 11 yrs old... It was fun going out with him... And its been a long time since I've gone out with a kid that age... It was fun hanging out at the kids section.... And he's very well behaved & VERY observent. I mean, when he first saw me, the braces sort of facinated it cuz he was looking at it for quite some time.. I always get it when I'm with kids... There was even once, this K1 second cousin of mine, he actually touched it.. He's one brave curious kid... And I think he was the only kiddo who DARED to do it.. Some were scared cuz it looks painful & gives u goosebumps... I know...
Ok, back to that day when I was out with Jo. Another thing that he saw was that I have a driving licence.. He went like " You have a driving licence?" And I said, "Yes I do." I think he saw it when I was making my payment at the counter....
Speaking of making my payment, I finally got my swimwear... Got it at only 35 bucks at Tannlines... I know, for those who buy swimwear there, you gals are going like "AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!" When I told Amy abt it, she went like, "Ur lucky!"... And the funny thing was, I didn't know tat Jo was going swimwear shopping too.... Imagine both of us together looking for swimwear...... And she got hers too... A brown one.... While I got the blue one....
And today, I've got the car... Everyone is in KL...Actually since yesterday...Today, officially, its just me & grandpa so I have the car... MAYBE later tonight going out for a cruise..
ALrighty... Catch ya soon...
First was the big batch of Mothers' Day bouquet that Nor ordered from me... And you know what she said? She said that when she gets engaged or married, she wants me to do the gubahan for her... And the best part was that, she said since she has to give it to the other side, don't make it so nice... Or maybe do for both her side & the guy's side... Tu betul lah...Tak tahan ketawa terbahak-bahak dgr dgn Nora, her sis....
After that, I became my dad's secretary for a while... Some May Day Speech cuz he got an award during May Day... And guess what my mom said why it was ME who had to write the speech.. Cuz I got a B4 for GP... That's all... I was like HUH??? Entah macam mane tah boleh dapat B4 for GP pun tak tau... And I wasn't the only one... Quite a HANDFULL got that grade... KUDOS to Mrs Vertri....
The other day, I went out with Jo & her little god bro Matthew who's 11 yrs old... It was fun going out with him... And its been a long time since I've gone out with a kid that age... It was fun hanging out at the kids section.... And he's very well behaved & VERY observent. I mean, when he first saw me, the braces sort of facinated it cuz he was looking at it for quite some time.. I always get it when I'm with kids... There was even once, this K1 second cousin of mine, he actually touched it.. He's one brave curious kid... And I think he was the only kiddo who DARED to do it.. Some were scared cuz it looks painful & gives u goosebumps... I know...
Ok, back to that day when I was out with Jo. Another thing that he saw was that I have a driving licence.. He went like " You have a driving licence?" And I said, "Yes I do." I think he saw it when I was making my payment at the counter....
Speaking of making my payment, I finally got my swimwear... Got it at only 35 bucks at Tannlines... I know, for those who buy swimwear there, you gals are going like "AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!" When I told Amy abt it, she went like, "Ur lucky!"... And the funny thing was, I didn't know tat Jo was going swimwear shopping too.... Imagine both of us together looking for swimwear...... And she got hers too... A brown one.... While I got the blue one....
And today, I've got the car... Everyone is in KL...Actually since yesterday...Today, officially, its just me & grandpa so I have the car... MAYBE later tonight going out for a cruise..
ALrighty... Catch ya soon...
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
BLURTINg..
Something that I really HAD to write down... Found it from the magazine...
"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships" - Sharon Stone
"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships" - Sharon Stone
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Something...
I was cleaning my room. Yes, as it turned out, i've collected SO much over my school days. My old diaries, yearbooks, school journals & my NCO stuff. And I read back my old journals.. The one that I had to write for school. And I've noticed that my last entry was about the Musical Nite. My last time performing for the band. Its amazing how I've note down every single detail that happened that night. For some, I don't even recall occuring... Khekhekhe!!!!
I think the journal for 1998 was the most EXTENSIVE... I had things such as CRUSHES & also my NCO (That's how JO & I met) ... Ghez! I was young & I'm pretty glad that it's over.... What was wrong with my BRAIN at that point of time. Blame the RAGGING hormones.... Anyway, I am glad that at some point of my life, I've done FUN, CRAZY & OUTRAGES (sis, does the lift game consist of all three things??? ) stuff... And also dated one of my crush... LONG STORY.... And I have to say that I'm BLESSED to still be his friend....
And when I graduated from MI, well lets just say that ONE thing for sure, we learnt to be a ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL TEAM... Bintan, the same ppl. Buka-ing, same ppl. Prom night stay out thingy, the same ppl. Jalan raya, the same ppl. In the end, those who turned out at HUDA's engagement, SAME PPL.... Ape nak buat.. But, the best part sticking with this group is that I get to be the AUDIENCE... Watch them kacau-kacau others... Kena jugak kacau tapi tak seteruk mcm the other gals... So diam- diam aje.. Enjoy the SHOW...
Ok lah my dears.... Talking to Mun regarding Arab St materials stuff... U knoe I like this thing... Catch u later....
I think the journal for 1998 was the most EXTENSIVE... I had things such as CRUSHES & also my NCO (That's how JO & I met) ... Ghez! I was young & I'm pretty glad that it's over.... What was wrong with my BRAIN at that point of time. Blame the RAGGING hormones.... Anyway, I am glad that at some point of my life, I've done FUN, CRAZY & OUTRAGES (sis, does the lift game consist of all three things??? ) stuff... And also dated one of my crush... LONG STORY.... And I have to say that I'm BLESSED to still be his friend....
And when I graduated from MI, well lets just say that ONE thing for sure, we learnt to be a ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL TEAM... Bintan, the same ppl. Buka-ing, same ppl. Prom night stay out thingy, the same ppl. Jalan raya, the same ppl. In the end, those who turned out at HUDA's engagement, SAME PPL.... Ape nak buat.. But, the best part sticking with this group is that I get to be the AUDIENCE... Watch them kacau-kacau others... Kena jugak kacau tapi tak seteruk mcm the other gals... So diam- diam aje.. Enjoy the SHOW...
Ok lah my dears.... Talking to Mun regarding Arab St materials stuff... U knoe I like this thing... Catch u later....
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Long WEEKEND
I know I should have written an entry sooner.. Been on my toes since Thurs...
Thursday
Went to the dentist at NUH.. Had to get there on my own... And after that, I went to IKEA.. Got some stuff for my sis who is trying hard to clean her room but to no avail. Anyway, when I was at in the shuttle from Buena Vista to NUH, there was an accident.. There was this tent in the middle of the road. My shuttle was abt to turn into Dover Rise when all the passengers saw the policemen blocking the road & all that. All I can say was that there was an umbrella & the body was 3 trees after the umbrella. I know, it looks pretty scary...
Friday
I went to the library. Had a WEIRD dream that mrng. It was HILARIOUS.. It really made my day.
Saturday
Went to JB with my aunt. And again we had a movie marathorn. Watched The Sentinel followed by Failure to Launch... But honestly, can't wait for Scary Movie 4.
Sunday
Went to Huda's engagement. As it turned out, the WHOLE CREW was there. Arif, Luqman, Fadhil, Sahz, Suhuf, Azar, Khai, Janna, Tini, Min & Me. And not forgetting Janna's fiance & khai's BF. And then, last minute, Mun & Salid turned up... And as usual, when all of us meet, we'll talk & talk & talk. With Fadhil, Suhuf & Arif teasing Min all the time, I really enjoyed myself being the Audience... Pictures later aight..
Monday
Went to Wild Wild Wet. GOT MY TAN.. Anyway, I had fun with my sis & cousin. Splashing & all.. Fun....
Thursday
Went to the dentist at NUH.. Had to get there on my own... And after that, I went to IKEA.. Got some stuff for my sis who is trying hard to clean her room but to no avail. Anyway, when I was at in the shuttle from Buena Vista to NUH, there was an accident.. There was this tent in the middle of the road. My shuttle was abt to turn into Dover Rise when all the passengers saw the policemen blocking the road & all that. All I can say was that there was an umbrella & the body was 3 trees after the umbrella. I know, it looks pretty scary...
Friday
I went to the library. Had a WEIRD dream that mrng. It was HILARIOUS.. It really made my day.
Saturday
Went to JB with my aunt. And again we had a movie marathorn. Watched The Sentinel followed by Failure to Launch... But honestly, can't wait for Scary Movie 4.
Sunday
Went to Huda's engagement. As it turned out, the WHOLE CREW was there. Arif, Luqman, Fadhil, Sahz, Suhuf, Azar, Khai, Janna, Tini, Min & Me. And not forgetting Janna's fiance & khai's BF. And then, last minute, Mun & Salid turned up... And as usual, when all of us meet, we'll talk & talk & talk. With Fadhil, Suhuf & Arif teasing Min all the time, I really enjoyed myself being the Audience... Pictures later aight..
Monday
Went to Wild Wild Wet. GOT MY TAN.. Anyway, I had fun with my sis & cousin. Splashing & all.. Fun....
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Entry in Malay
Alright.. Here goes... I'm writing in MALAY..
Asal lah pompan ni tulis dalam Bahasa... Entah lah.. Agaknye semalam, lepas tgk cerite 'Gaduh-gaduh Sayang'... Cerita pasal tong gas lah, kereta batu lah... Mcm mcam lah si Azman tu punye dialong... Episode semalam, dialog tak bes sgt... Takde punch.. Hopefully minggu depan, dialog ade kemajuan sikit...
Si Azman nye tu, muka dier sikit-sikit mcm MUNGKUNCI (hope he's not reading this.. Not to worry, he doesn't know that we've nicked name him that). Gerak-geri dier mcm sahabat kita tu... Ade sikit kartun.. Dah tu, nak gf yg jauh-jauh (Mungkunci nye)... SAMA.. Itulah, kata org, gajah di depan tak nampak. Mungkunci Mungkunci.... Kenape lah kau pilih gf-gf yg susah nak didapatkan? Hai, teman aku tu, tak ke sejambu mcm gf kau tu? Cukup sempurna aku rasa.. Lemah lembut... Sompan santun... (Can't let out too much.) Kurus, tinggi lampai... Entah lah Mungkunci, kau ni, CEREWET sgt... Nanti jadi 50 yr old BACHELOR baru tau....... Then u're eligible to sing the 'LONELY' song...
Alright, I GIVE UP WRITING SOMETHING IN MALAY.. Yes, I have to say that I'm not used to writing an entry in Malay.. But I know that Darwin is able to.. Yes, that was how it was back then when I was corresponding with him back then.. He writes to me in Malay & I reply back to him in English.. I know that its a little WEIRD, yes you can say that again.. But bottom line is that we could communicate...
The next time I got attached again, well I was with someone who conversed in English. Thus resulting to me speaking in English more often. Can't imagine myself sending a SMS in Malay... That'll be the joke of the year... Imagine me typing a SMS in Malay ----> "I nak jumpa u nyari kat Town.... Bleh?" Honestly, it makes me sound so MINAH... Yes, I CAN'T stand them... They, uhmmm, are just typical in some ways... That's why I sometimes 'HATE' wearing blouses & dresses... Therefore resulting me to morph into tees, berms/jeans & sneakers gal... Half of my wardrobe consist of TEEs... Plain ones. Printed ones. Currently, I'm looking for message tees. Those with nice wordings that makes the reader WONDER..
While I was in LA last Dec, I was able to get the hang of speaking English with the American slang... The trick is that, when they speak, their lower jaw is pretty much relaxed thus resulting in that slang... So, next time when you try to speak with the American slang, try relaxing the lower jaw...
My dad just changed the wheels of his car yesterday & he told me that I better not hit any curb or else it would affect the alignment of the tires. This is what happens when your daughter just got her license.. Or should I say, got the hang of driving... It happens... Thank goodness my car is 5 yrs old this June 5th... That won't make me feel so bad after all.. Another 2 yrs, if my dad decides to buy a new car, I think he's gonna buy the AUTO one.. Cuz he's not getting any younger... But I strongly detest it... Love the MANUAL... The pick up is INSTANTANEOUS... And speaking of driving, the other day, when I went to Far East Flora to purchase some flowers for the Sirih Dara with my mommy, NEVER after 2 years of getting my license, I HAD TO PARALLEL park... Aduhai! Lemah tgk... But luckily there wasn't much cars, so I practically just WENT IN into the lot... No checking, no reverse or forward movements.. Just WENT IN straight.. SELAMAT! When I wanted to get out from the florist, I just made a 3 point turn at the end & out I was...
Ok then peeps.. I better stop here... My tassles are waiting.. Yes, I'm making tassles for the alas dulang... Till then, CHAO!
Asal lah pompan ni tulis dalam Bahasa... Entah lah.. Agaknye semalam, lepas tgk cerite 'Gaduh-gaduh Sayang'... Cerita pasal tong gas lah, kereta batu lah... Mcm mcam lah si Azman tu punye dialong... Episode semalam, dialog tak bes sgt... Takde punch.. Hopefully minggu depan, dialog ade kemajuan sikit...
Si Azman nye tu, muka dier sikit-sikit mcm MUNGKUNCI (hope he's not reading this.. Not to worry, he doesn't know that we've nicked name him that). Gerak-geri dier mcm sahabat kita tu... Ade sikit kartun.. Dah tu, nak gf yg jauh-jauh (Mungkunci nye)... SAMA.. Itulah, kata org, gajah di depan tak nampak. Mungkunci Mungkunci.... Kenape lah kau pilih gf-gf yg susah nak didapatkan? Hai, teman aku tu, tak ke sejambu mcm gf kau tu? Cukup sempurna aku rasa.. Lemah lembut... Sompan santun... (Can't let out too much.) Kurus, tinggi lampai... Entah lah Mungkunci, kau ni, CEREWET sgt... Nanti jadi 50 yr old BACHELOR baru tau....... Then u're eligible to sing the 'LONELY' song...
Alright, I GIVE UP WRITING SOMETHING IN MALAY.. Yes, I have to say that I'm not used to writing an entry in Malay.. But I know that Darwin is able to.. Yes, that was how it was back then when I was corresponding with him back then.. He writes to me in Malay & I reply back to him in English.. I know that its a little WEIRD, yes you can say that again.. But bottom line is that we could communicate...
The next time I got attached again, well I was with someone who conversed in English. Thus resulting to me speaking in English more often. Can't imagine myself sending a SMS in Malay... That'll be the joke of the year... Imagine me typing a SMS in Malay ----> "I nak jumpa u nyari kat Town.... Bleh?" Honestly, it makes me sound so MINAH... Yes, I CAN'T stand them... They, uhmmm, are just typical in some ways... That's why I sometimes 'HATE' wearing blouses & dresses... Therefore resulting me to morph into tees, berms/jeans & sneakers gal... Half of my wardrobe consist of TEEs... Plain ones. Printed ones. Currently, I'm looking for message tees. Those with nice wordings that makes the reader WONDER..
While I was in LA last Dec, I was able to get the hang of speaking English with the American slang... The trick is that, when they speak, their lower jaw is pretty much relaxed thus resulting in that slang... So, next time when you try to speak with the American slang, try relaxing the lower jaw...
My dad just changed the wheels of his car yesterday & he told me that I better not hit any curb or else it would affect the alignment of the tires. This is what happens when your daughter just got her license.. Or should I say, got the hang of driving... It happens... Thank goodness my car is 5 yrs old this June 5th... That won't make me feel so bad after all.. Another 2 yrs, if my dad decides to buy a new car, I think he's gonna buy the AUTO one.. Cuz he's not getting any younger... But I strongly detest it... Love the MANUAL... The pick up is INSTANTANEOUS... And speaking of driving, the other day, when I went to Far East Flora to purchase some flowers for the Sirih Dara with my mommy, NEVER after 2 years of getting my license, I HAD TO PARALLEL park... Aduhai! Lemah tgk... But luckily there wasn't much cars, so I practically just WENT IN into the lot... No checking, no reverse or forward movements.. Just WENT IN straight.. SELAMAT! When I wanted to get out from the florist, I just made a 3 point turn at the end & out I was...
Ok then peeps.. I better stop here... My tassles are waiting.. Yes, I'm making tassles for the alas dulang... Till then, CHAO!
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
UPDATING....
Yes.. I'm back here... UPDATING....
What's up with me since?
1) Been catching up with my reading lately.. Current fav is this author by the name Anita Shreve
2) Walking... That's what I do.. After my visit from Marine Parade Library, I'll walk towards East Coast via the underground.. Then walk along the coast till I meet the park connector that leads all the way back to my place.. Been making it a habit....
3) Cleaning my room. This time, I'm really gonna clean it up...
4) Asking myself whether I've got the GUTS to actually open my own WEDDING PLANNER company...
5) Might get CROCs cuz i've got NO MORE SLIPPERS....
And someone I thought who was mad at me, WASN'T... Well, that was such a RELIEVE!!!
Ok my dude & dudette readers... I think I've got more to write after Thurs cuz my SISTAZ & I planned to go out....
Till then
MUACKZ!!!!
Don't fall too deep unless your pretty sure of what your doing....
What's up with me since?
1) Been catching up with my reading lately.. Current fav is this author by the name Anita Shreve
2) Walking... That's what I do.. After my visit from Marine Parade Library, I'll walk towards East Coast via the underground.. Then walk along the coast till I meet the park connector that leads all the way back to my place.. Been making it a habit....
3) Cleaning my room. This time, I'm really gonna clean it up...
4) Asking myself whether I've got the GUTS to actually open my own WEDDING PLANNER company...
5) Might get CROCs cuz i've got NO MORE SLIPPERS....
And someone I thought who was mad at me, WASN'T... Well, that was such a RELIEVE!!!
Ok my dude & dudette readers... I think I've got more to write after Thurs cuz my SISTAZ & I planned to go out....
Till then
MUACKZ!!!!
Don't fall too deep unless your pretty sure of what your doing....
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Stoning
Stoning... With the wet weather & the cool breeze...
What a waste to be spending this magnificent weather all alone... Back then, I use to love this weather.. The wind blowing & everything. Snuggling with a gd book or just stay lazy in bed. But right now, its just LONELY... Wonder why...
Went to met up with Jo on Friday.... And both of us wore ABERCROMBIE & FITCH tees.. Mine's navy while her's is yellow... We talked & talked & talked... Why does she have to stay SO FAR??? If only we lived nearer, I think we can never go home...
Anyway, we were talking abt guys who are tall... It all started when I told her abt the guy whom I met at the train station... Firstly, it was his tee that caught my attention.. It was abt palmistry. Its a unique tee... Anyway, he was cute, with sharp features but short... Almost my height. With the sloopy jeans & tee fella with sneakers & his sling bag that was on his shoulders. The funny thing was that since the train was so jammed packed, i was standing so close to him, like, somewhere near his chest... And to the packedness, we were too embarrassed to be looking at each other with eye-contact. So, what i did was that when I looked at the ads in the train on top, he was looking at his shoes. And vice- versa. And I did try to read what was actually on his tee.. Its a msg tee.. So ppl are supposed to read them... Anyway, he dropped off at Somerset...
Anyway, I told Jo abt this guy & I said that he was short... For me, whoever's 1.70m & under are considered SHORT... But she said that that's tall.. No, I said, that's short.. And there we were defining the term SHORT & TALL which was totally SUBJECTIVE. ( Trust us to do these kinda stuff) But at the end of it, she told me that tall guys are hard to kiss, esp since we girls are vertically challanged. So I said, BEEN WITH ONE WHO WAS 1.80m & GROWING, KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.... I just wish her all the best in that area cuz as it turned out, her significant other is also ard that height & GROWING....
But seriously, I don't know why but I prefer guys who are tall cuz I can feel that sense of SECURITY whenever I'm with a tall guy.. And if he's strong, well it's a BONUS point... Its not easy to get someone who is strong enough to carry you. Loved all those piggy-back rides that I got from Darwin... Memories... They are all just mEmOrIeS...
Got my haircut.. Its now short... Cropped short.. And if I spunk it up and wear black eyeliner on both my upper & lower lid, I really look like a PUNK ROCK STAR.... With all my locks gone, I just can't be bothered with my looks right now... I feel like wearing berms with a tee & my sneakers.. No handbags, no make-up.... Just the real deal of ME...
Lately, since I've been working, I keep having to wear working clothes.. Which is BORING... Not the real me... Just can't be bothered to IRON my clothes and all... Just wear whatever I see... Most prob a tee... And out I go... Grab the car keys & leave...
Feel like going to the beach
Feel like going to the library
Feel like going for a cruise
There's loads of things that I 'FEEL LIKE DOING', but... HAIZ..... What am I doing right now? Stuck in my tanks & Spongebob boxers, typing an entry with Menanti Sebuah Jawapan blasting thru my stereos.... Think is PATHETIC...
The other time, while I was in the train back from meeting Jo, there I was again.. Stuck in the train with couples entangling themselves in front of me.... The feeling just makes me SICK... Maybe I've got issues with regards to relationships... Something only time can resolve the matter...
The other time, while I was talking to this old friend of mine, I told him that there's no one is out there for me... I didn't mean to sound so pathetic but it just came out like that.. And the best part abt this friend of mine was that he was assuring me... Not degrading me & stuff.. He just said that the right guy hasn't knocked on my door yet... It's true... But things happen when u least expected. As in, there u are mugging like there's no tmr, there will be not 1 but 2 guys asking u out for a date... But when your as FREE as a bird right now, nothings happening.. And when you plan things out like going out with friends & chilling and stuff, other things happen... One thing just leads to another.....
Ok, i think the weather's making me go all squishy & emo & angin.. I think I just better stop here...
What a waste to be spending this magnificent weather all alone... Back then, I use to love this weather.. The wind blowing & everything. Snuggling with a gd book or just stay lazy in bed. But right now, its just LONELY... Wonder why...
Went to met up with Jo on Friday.... And both of us wore ABERCROMBIE & FITCH tees.. Mine's navy while her's is yellow... We talked & talked & talked... Why does she have to stay SO FAR??? If only we lived nearer, I think we can never go home...
Anyway, we were talking abt guys who are tall... It all started when I told her abt the guy whom I met at the train station... Firstly, it was his tee that caught my attention.. It was abt palmistry. Its a unique tee... Anyway, he was cute, with sharp features but short... Almost my height. With the sloopy jeans & tee fella with sneakers & his sling bag that was on his shoulders. The funny thing was that since the train was so jammed packed, i was standing so close to him, like, somewhere near his chest... And to the packedness, we were too embarrassed to be looking at each other with eye-contact. So, what i did was that when I looked at the ads in the train on top, he was looking at his shoes. And vice- versa. And I did try to read what was actually on his tee.. Its a msg tee.. So ppl are supposed to read them... Anyway, he dropped off at Somerset...
Anyway, I told Jo abt this guy & I said that he was short... For me, whoever's 1.70m & under are considered SHORT... But she said that that's tall.. No, I said, that's short.. And there we were defining the term SHORT & TALL which was totally SUBJECTIVE. ( Trust us to do these kinda stuff) But at the end of it, she told me that tall guys are hard to kiss, esp since we girls are vertically challanged. So I said, BEEN WITH ONE WHO WAS 1.80m & GROWING, KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.... I just wish her all the best in that area cuz as it turned out, her significant other is also ard that height & GROWING....
But seriously, I don't know why but I prefer guys who are tall cuz I can feel that sense of SECURITY whenever I'm with a tall guy.. And if he's strong, well it's a BONUS point... Its not easy to get someone who is strong enough to carry you. Loved all those piggy-back rides that I got from Darwin... Memories... They are all just mEmOrIeS...
Got my haircut.. Its now short... Cropped short.. And if I spunk it up and wear black eyeliner on both my upper & lower lid, I really look like a PUNK ROCK STAR.... With all my locks gone, I just can't be bothered with my looks right now... I feel like wearing berms with a tee & my sneakers.. No handbags, no make-up.... Just the real deal of ME...
Lately, since I've been working, I keep having to wear working clothes.. Which is BORING... Not the real me... Just can't be bothered to IRON my clothes and all... Just wear whatever I see... Most prob a tee... And out I go... Grab the car keys & leave...
Feel like going to the beach
Feel like going to the library
Feel like going for a cruise
There's loads of things that I 'FEEL LIKE DOING', but... HAIZ..... What am I doing right now? Stuck in my tanks & Spongebob boxers, typing an entry with Menanti Sebuah Jawapan blasting thru my stereos.... Think is PATHETIC...
The other time, while I was in the train back from meeting Jo, there I was again.. Stuck in the train with couples entangling themselves in front of me.... The feeling just makes me SICK... Maybe I've got issues with regards to relationships... Something only time can resolve the matter...
The other time, while I was talking to this old friend of mine, I told him that there's no one is out there for me... I didn't mean to sound so pathetic but it just came out like that.. And the best part abt this friend of mine was that he was assuring me... Not degrading me & stuff.. He just said that the right guy hasn't knocked on my door yet... It's true... But things happen when u least expected. As in, there u are mugging like there's no tmr, there will be not 1 but 2 guys asking u out for a date... But when your as FREE as a bird right now, nothings happening.. And when you plan things out like going out with friends & chilling and stuff, other things happen... One thing just leads to another.....
Ok, i think the weather's making me go all squishy & emo & angin.. I think I just better stop here...
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
trying hard
I was just about to write an entry when Amy & Sharul started a conversation with me.. So what I initially wanted to do was put on hold...
Caught up with Amy & what's happening with her.. And guess what, she asked me whether I wanna do kornrolls?????? Like NO. I don't know why but that hairstyle never really caught my attention. And secondly, I've got thing THANG aka pantang abt my hair... I don't like chemical stuff on my hair... PERMANENT ones that is... So, that's why....
Anyway, nothing much have really happened to me since... Started work at Tanjong Pagar... 9 to 1.. $6/hr.. Not bad lah actually. Other then that, nothing much.
The other day, my dearest friend BigGuy gave me a buzz... Oh! How great it was talkin to him again.. That fella practically MIA-ed for the past couple of months... And apparently, he's gonna get his ride... FINALLY... Its actually like this, we made a pact that when either one of us gotta wheel, we're gonna give each other a ride & apparently it looks like he's gonna get his.... When is it my turn, well.... That I have to wait LONG LONG.......
And as someone whom I've been wanting to talk to for so long, there was someone else whom I've been trying to avoid.. But there he was, contacting me... Being very optimistic, well, lets just say that I'm trying to maintain my potential pool of CLIENTELE... You never know when u need the help....
Alright then, maybe i drop by soon.......
Caught up with Amy & what's happening with her.. And guess what, she asked me whether I wanna do kornrolls?????? Like NO. I don't know why but that hairstyle never really caught my attention. And secondly, I've got thing THANG aka pantang abt my hair... I don't like chemical stuff on my hair... PERMANENT ones that is... So, that's why....
Anyway, nothing much have really happened to me since... Started work at Tanjong Pagar... 9 to 1.. $6/hr.. Not bad lah actually. Other then that, nothing much.
The other day, my dearest friend BigGuy gave me a buzz... Oh! How great it was talkin to him again.. That fella practically MIA-ed for the past couple of months... And apparently, he's gonna get his ride... FINALLY... Its actually like this, we made a pact that when either one of us gotta wheel, we're gonna give each other a ride & apparently it looks like he's gonna get his.... When is it my turn, well.... That I have to wait LONG LONG.......
And as someone whom I've been wanting to talk to for so long, there was someone else whom I've been trying to avoid.. But there he was, contacting me... Being very optimistic, well, lets just say that I'm trying to maintain my potential pool of CLIENTELE... You never know when u need the help....
Alright then, maybe i drop by soon.......
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Online Radio
Listening to online radio right now... I'm pretty bored to listening to the radio in my room & the collection of songs that I've got in my comp...
Sat... Went to catch the gig...Correction, catch a movie, early dinner at Breeks, followed by catching Fad's gig till like 10.30pm.. THANK GOODNESS Nor drove her Chevy....
Be right back, chatting with Sharul, my primary sch fren on msn..... Ni tgh kecoh...
I'm back. Oh yah.. The gig... It was fun.... And Fad was kinda suprised to see us there... Seriously, when he came forward, he was like ' U gals came here for?' And I went ' Oh! We're her to catch the stars, the lighting of Takshimaya & the sky. Of course we're here to checkout ur gig!!!!!'
Firstly, he was suprised... To see us there... And we stayed all the way till it all ended..... Nor send us back... Alright... Now I've gotta upload some pix... Enjoy!!!!
Sat... Went to catch the gig...Correction, catch a movie, early dinner at Breeks, followed by catching Fad's gig till like 10.30pm.. THANK GOODNESS Nor drove her Chevy....
Be right back, chatting with Sharul, my primary sch fren on msn..... Ni tgh kecoh...
I'm back. Oh yah.. The gig... It was fun.... And Fad was kinda suprised to see us there... Seriously, when he came forward, he was like ' U gals came here for?' And I went ' Oh! We're her to catch the stars, the lighting of Takshimaya & the sky. Of course we're here to checkout ur gig!!!!!'
Firstly, he was suprised... To see us there... And we stayed all the way till it all ended..... Nor send us back... Alright... Now I've gotta upload some pix... Enjoy!!!!
Friday, February 24, 2006
.....GIG....
Have not writting any entries lately.. Been bz with stuff...
Oh Tuesday, I did help out the Red Cross Society for the Asian Aerospace thingy.. Anything just to get to watch the A380... Dudes! The plane's GIGANTIC!!!!! And yeah, it had to do some manuvers... It looks FUNNY though, seeing a passenger commercial plane doing those manuvers...
I know, girls & planes don't really match... But it did for me... Love planes... Love to fly them too.. I did wanna be a pilot once... Well, firstly I don't wear glasses & also I love to travel...But.... Unfortunately, I can't due to the requirements to being a pilot...
Weds was usual class for me... And on thurs, I just slacked at home... Did some cookies... I mean, choc cookies, with hershey chocolate.. I added one whole bar of the Synphony Hershey chocolate... And I repeat, the bar is HUGE... Like 141grms... Come on, I spent like 100 US just on Hershey's chocolates so that when I get back, I can melt them & make it into cookies & muffins... And I say, that if u use Hersheys chocolate, the taste will be different... And it YUMMY!!!
Yesterday, Friday, I made Banana cake.. It turned out just the way I want it... All high & spongy... Like my Bob... Except that instead of being yellow, its all brown... Cleaned the house & I knock out after catching Midsomer Mysteries on Hallmark.... Gone.... To La La land.
Later, at ard 3, meeting Sis Itaw & Nor to catch FD 3. Then later gonna catch Fad's gig... At Taka.... Then, later onwards, dinner.... I must remind myself to bring some of the banana cake & 2 bars of the Hershey's chocolate....
Still wondering what to wear... Jeans & blouse?? Jeans & tee?? Jeans & Polo?? And what shoe should I wear? Vans? Flats? And the bag.. The Mango? The Coach? The Tommy Hilfigure? My mom's Levis? Donno.... Not yet decided........
But one thing for sure, gonna pack 2 Hersheys bar & some banana cake...... Yummy!!!!!!!!!!
Muacks!!!!
Oh Tuesday, I did help out the Red Cross Society for the Asian Aerospace thingy.. Anything just to get to watch the A380... Dudes! The plane's GIGANTIC!!!!! And yeah, it had to do some manuvers... It looks FUNNY though, seeing a passenger commercial plane doing those manuvers...
I know, girls & planes don't really match... But it did for me... Love planes... Love to fly them too.. I did wanna be a pilot once... Well, firstly I don't wear glasses & also I love to travel...But.... Unfortunately, I can't due to the requirements to being a pilot...
Weds was usual class for me... And on thurs, I just slacked at home... Did some cookies... I mean, choc cookies, with hershey chocolate.. I added one whole bar of the Synphony Hershey chocolate... And I repeat, the bar is HUGE... Like 141grms... Come on, I spent like 100 US just on Hershey's chocolates so that when I get back, I can melt them & make it into cookies & muffins... And I say, that if u use Hersheys chocolate, the taste will be different... And it YUMMY!!!
Yesterday, Friday, I made Banana cake.. It turned out just the way I want it... All high & spongy... Like my Bob... Except that instead of being yellow, its all brown... Cleaned the house & I knock out after catching Midsomer Mysteries on Hallmark.... Gone.... To La La land.
Later, at ard 3, meeting Sis Itaw & Nor to catch FD 3. Then later gonna catch Fad's gig... At Taka.... Then, later onwards, dinner.... I must remind myself to bring some of the banana cake & 2 bars of the Hershey's chocolate....
Still wondering what to wear... Jeans & blouse?? Jeans & tee?? Jeans & Polo?? And what shoe should I wear? Vans? Flats? And the bag.. The Mango? The Coach? The Tommy Hilfigure? My mom's Levis? Donno.... Not yet decided........
But one thing for sure, gonna pack 2 Hersheys bar & some banana cake...... Yummy!!!!!!!!!!
Muacks!!!!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Drawing...
Amazingly after 8 yr since I've held a pencil to draw, goodnes... I can still do some shading.. I was quite suprised at myself actually.... So as not to be too ambitious, I started with basic shapes such as the cubic, cylinders & spheres.... Then I went on with my shading... Who knows, maybe, I'll pick up drawing back...
I dropped arts in sec 2 & when I was in sec 3, took Food & Nutrition... From a person who was a MAJOR CLUTZ in the kitchen, I've finally learnt the science of cooking & learnt how cook...
Other then getting free lunches every thurs ( practical lessons), we had fun cooking.... And how there was 3 heroes in our class.... Karu, DJ, Zhihong...... Yes , they were the only guys in the F&N class.... I remembered how our swissrolls turned to swiss BISCUITS... How my SUPER HARD pineapple puff turned out.. Ni kes rejam dinding, dinding retak seribu... And Sis Elya had to be the 'lab rat' cuz she was the only one between the 5 of us who took Arts... It was cute... Seeing how Sis Elya's tooth almost coming off when she took the bite...
Speaking of Arts, it made me remember how Pai-Kiah our class was... In sec 3, there was a class fight & in sec 4, there was also a fight.. Which happened in the artroom.... Our class made a hell of a HOOHAA!! 2nd express class behaving like that... It was bad... And it was only like end of 2004 that I found out the real deal regarding the artroom class fight... Yes, to think of it again, we pretty certain disputes abt stuff.... Ironically now, after like 5 yrs since we've graduated, we still are in close contact with each other.... Amazing huh??
Then, when I stepped into OI/MI, did loads of stuff that I didn't knew I had capabilities before.. For one, I didn't want to join the Jazz band even after all the band teacher coax me into joining... Even the instructor wanted me to join... But I declined it all... So in yr 1, I was so ACTIVE in stage plays.. And we made some FANTASTIC debut that we were wanted again & again... And the best one was the We Will Remember concert.. My class put up a MAJOR class production. I was the crew & the performer.. It was the evolution of how sch back then was till today.. I was the teacher in the 60's era... Oh goodness how strict my character was... For being late to school, the student, played by Matthew, got a SMACK on his hands.. With a ROTAN... Oh goodness.. But I think the best was Fariz's band doing a gig right smack in the middle of our audi... How the crew mastermind the whole show... Arrangements of the tablet chairs into the shape of a V and made an area for a MOSH-PIT. Goodness how INCREDIBLE it was... With only the stage lights left on, imagine how SMOKIN' the area was... And how could I ever forget, the guys actually did body-surfing... Yes! Right in the middle of the audi.... It was gd... It was memorable... It was AWESOME!!!
Then in yr 2 (Start of Millennia Institute) I joined MCS.. I became the only flautist in the society... That was when I became so very active in the society cuz we were competing in the Gema Puisi competition... And how I've expanded my knowledge in the west area of Singapore. Imagine I have to go to Clementi for training... And I actually know how to go to Bukit Timah by bus..... Amazing huh??? I've always been a MRT person...
For Gema training, that was where I was trained to play the traditional malay percussions using the zapin, arab & asli style.. And how we had to add some bunga into it... I can NEVER dance to the traditional beats... But I know that my bestest sis, Nor, is a FANTASTIC dancer..... So I became the musician.... But for Gema, it was a pa-ka-liao thing... In terms of playing what instruments.... One day I have to play the gendang & the flute and somedays, just the flute... And oh yah... Getting the notes was tough too.. Had to use Eli's voice to get the right notes... So there we were, one breaktime, in the canteen piano, trying to get the notes... And after that, we were on our way to win the Gema Championship.....
There was once, we had training on a Sat at our side, so we brought back the instruments home cuz the instruments were from Toh Tuck.. While we were in the train, ppl thought that we were from the Dikir Barat team.... With our gendang & rebana.... Such comments from a bunch of TAMS... Sab was abt to say, NO WE ARE NOT DIKIR GIRLS but I told her to hold her horses... Chill babe.... Those days, we went reach home ard 11.30pm or so.. That was how BAD the trainning was.... But honestly, I think it was all worth it cuz we were the champions for 2004... And I heard that the following yr, there was one team which actually COPIED, not wholesomely though, our idea... Some used a flute... Some used the lines... COPY-CATS!!!!!!!!!!! But to be optimistic, our team set the standard...
In yr 3, nothing much happened.. Except to be in the DIKIR BARAT team... And I had to play the flute again... In March, I got my new friend, BRACES. The best part, the very next day, I went to Bintan with my school for the RETREAT... Oh! That was an experience never to forget... Kecoh was one.. Memorable was one... How the feud went on was one.... How strong our esprit de corp was.. How our 2 graduating classes were CLOSE... As in, VERY close... I think I'll miss them... ALOT!!!
Other then with the MCS, I was doing photography on & off with Nellie.. Had to cover for Sports Day & I Day... Hope it'll be considered well in my testimonials.. Service for school......
I'm considering to be with the medical team for tmr's Aerospace... I mean, if it was based at the Aerospace premises, I'll take it IMMEDIATELY but now, its now.. Its just on call.. Hmm... Thinking..............
I dropped arts in sec 2 & when I was in sec 3, took Food & Nutrition... From a person who was a MAJOR CLUTZ in the kitchen, I've finally learnt the science of cooking & learnt how cook...
Other then getting free lunches every thurs ( practical lessons), we had fun cooking.... And how there was 3 heroes in our class.... Karu, DJ, Zhihong...... Yes , they were the only guys in the F&N class.... I remembered how our swissrolls turned to swiss BISCUITS... How my SUPER HARD pineapple puff turned out.. Ni kes rejam dinding, dinding retak seribu... And Sis Elya had to be the 'lab rat' cuz she was the only one between the 5 of us who took Arts... It was cute... Seeing how Sis Elya's tooth almost coming off when she took the bite...
Speaking of Arts, it made me remember how Pai-Kiah our class was... In sec 3, there was a class fight & in sec 4, there was also a fight.. Which happened in the artroom.... Our class made a hell of a HOOHAA!! 2nd express class behaving like that... It was bad... And it was only like end of 2004 that I found out the real deal regarding the artroom class fight... Yes, to think of it again, we pretty certain disputes abt stuff.... Ironically now, after like 5 yrs since we've graduated, we still are in close contact with each other.... Amazing huh??
Then, when I stepped into OI/MI, did loads of stuff that I didn't knew I had capabilities before.. For one, I didn't want to join the Jazz band even after all the band teacher coax me into joining... Even the instructor wanted me to join... But I declined it all... So in yr 1, I was so ACTIVE in stage plays.. And we made some FANTASTIC debut that we were wanted again & again... And the best one was the We Will Remember concert.. My class put up a MAJOR class production. I was the crew & the performer.. It was the evolution of how sch back then was till today.. I was the teacher in the 60's era... Oh goodness how strict my character was... For being late to school, the student, played by Matthew, got a SMACK on his hands.. With a ROTAN... Oh goodness.. But I think the best was Fariz's band doing a gig right smack in the middle of our audi... How the crew mastermind the whole show... Arrangements of the tablet chairs into the shape of a V and made an area for a MOSH-PIT. Goodness how INCREDIBLE it was... With only the stage lights left on, imagine how SMOKIN' the area was... And how could I ever forget, the guys actually did body-surfing... Yes! Right in the middle of the audi.... It was gd... It was memorable... It was AWESOME!!!
Then in yr 2 (Start of Millennia Institute) I joined MCS.. I became the only flautist in the society... That was when I became so very active in the society cuz we were competing in the Gema Puisi competition... And how I've expanded my knowledge in the west area of Singapore. Imagine I have to go to Clementi for training... And I actually know how to go to Bukit Timah by bus..... Amazing huh??? I've always been a MRT person...
For Gema training, that was where I was trained to play the traditional malay percussions using the zapin, arab & asli style.. And how we had to add some bunga into it... I can NEVER dance to the traditional beats... But I know that my bestest sis, Nor, is a FANTASTIC dancer..... So I became the musician.... But for Gema, it was a pa-ka-liao thing... In terms of playing what instruments.... One day I have to play the gendang & the flute and somedays, just the flute... And oh yah... Getting the notes was tough too.. Had to use Eli's voice to get the right notes... So there we were, one breaktime, in the canteen piano, trying to get the notes... And after that, we were on our way to win the Gema Championship.....
There was once, we had training on a Sat at our side, so we brought back the instruments home cuz the instruments were from Toh Tuck.. While we were in the train, ppl thought that we were from the Dikir Barat team.... With our gendang & rebana.... Such comments from a bunch of TAMS... Sab was abt to say, NO WE ARE NOT DIKIR GIRLS but I told her to hold her horses... Chill babe.... Those days, we went reach home ard 11.30pm or so.. That was how BAD the trainning was.... But honestly, I think it was all worth it cuz we were the champions for 2004... And I heard that the following yr, there was one team which actually COPIED, not wholesomely though, our idea... Some used a flute... Some used the lines... COPY-CATS!!!!!!!!!!! But to be optimistic, our team set the standard...
In yr 3, nothing much happened.. Except to be in the DIKIR BARAT team... And I had to play the flute again... In March, I got my new friend, BRACES. The best part, the very next day, I went to Bintan with my school for the RETREAT... Oh! That was an experience never to forget... Kecoh was one.. Memorable was one... How the feud went on was one.... How strong our esprit de corp was.. How our 2 graduating classes were CLOSE... As in, VERY close... I think I'll miss them... ALOT!!!
Other then with the MCS, I was doing photography on & off with Nellie.. Had to cover for Sports Day & I Day... Hope it'll be considered well in my testimonials.. Service for school......
I'm considering to be with the medical team for tmr's Aerospace... I mean, if it was based at the Aerospace premises, I'll take it IMMEDIATELY but now, its now.. Its just on call.. Hmm... Thinking..............
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Fixing A Broken Heart
This song's for everyone who's heart have been broken... And yet healed..........
Fixing A Broken Heart
by Indecent Obsession
There was nothing to say the day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned you around and found you there
* You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose draems have broken apart
Fixing a broken heart
Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are neat, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You must the londliness easy to bear
* repeat
Soon the rain will stop falling baby
And I'll forget the past'cause here we are at leat
* repeat
Fixing A Broken Heart
by Indecent Obsession
There was nothing to say the day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned you around and found you there
* You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose draems have broken apart
Fixing a broken heart
Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are neat, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You must the londliness easy to bear
* repeat
Soon the rain will stop falling baby
And I'll forget the past'cause here we are at leat
* repeat
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Happy Birthday to ME
Yupz... I'm oficially 22 today... Yes I think I'm getting old.. And one of the drawbacks of getting older is the MARRIAGE thingy... Oh Goodness!!!!!! I'm not even prepared to start working, what more is marriage... Anyway, so far my day have been pretty YUCKY... Yes... Doing nothing except for reading a Jodi Piccoult book entitled Keeping Faith... Other then that, I was cutting some stuff for some roche orders...
Something tells me that my birthday wish can never occur.... As in take place.. Not that I'm saying that I have no faith that it will not occur.. Nor am I saying that its UNREALISTIC but, it more of a FAR REACH....
And the most sickening part is that, I use to celebrate my b'day & Val day together... And its been 2 yrs that I'm celebrating it on my own.. For my 20th b'day, it clashed with my Gema Puisi competition which my team won.. You can say that it was sorta my b'day present.. And for my 21st b'day, I had to perform for dikir barat & as usual, I was the flutist.... And on top of that, drove all the way up to Trengganu which was FUN...
This time, for my 22nd b'day, nothing much... But on Sun I had an advance b'day. Went to my friend's condo... Went out for a swim (which I've not done for like 3 mths) & had an experience at the STEAMROOM... Goodness!!!! It took me like 10 mins before I started sweating while my friend took a longer time to sweat... And bear this in mind, I was wearing a tank & shorts while she was wearing a suite with sleeves and I was sweating at a faster speed... And later we went out for dinner & becus we had a swim initially, we wanted HOT & SPICY food so we ordered EVERYTHING SPICY... Oh dear is the word!! How we endured the spicyness is still a mystery...
Anyway, I think I'm gonna stop spilling my guts regarding how I'm spending my b'day....
Jo: PINK???? Ok... I think the tank that we bought from FOREVER 21 was pink right? And remember the pink polo?????? It looks like someone's in LURVE.......
Noryn: Yes. I hope so... Thanks for the b'day greetings... And don't stop desaminating the msg ard aight???
Something tells me that my birthday wish can never occur.... As in take place.. Not that I'm saying that I have no faith that it will not occur.. Nor am I saying that its UNREALISTIC but, it more of a FAR REACH....
And the most sickening part is that, I use to celebrate my b'day & Val day together... And its been 2 yrs that I'm celebrating it on my own.. For my 20th b'day, it clashed with my Gema Puisi competition which my team won.. You can say that it was sorta my b'day present.. And for my 21st b'day, I had to perform for dikir barat & as usual, I was the flutist.... And on top of that, drove all the way up to Trengganu which was FUN...
This time, for my 22nd b'day, nothing much... But on Sun I had an advance b'day. Went to my friend's condo... Went out for a swim (which I've not done for like 3 mths) & had an experience at the STEAMROOM... Goodness!!!! It took me like 10 mins before I started sweating while my friend took a longer time to sweat... And bear this in mind, I was wearing a tank & shorts while she was wearing a suite with sleeves and I was sweating at a faster speed... And later we went out for dinner & becus we had a swim initially, we wanted HOT & SPICY food so we ordered EVERYTHING SPICY... Oh dear is the word!! How we endured the spicyness is still a mystery...
Anyway, I think I'm gonna stop spilling my guts regarding how I'm spending my b'day....
Jo: PINK???? Ok... I think the tank that we bought from FOREVER 21 was pink right? And remember the pink polo?????? It looks like someone's in LURVE.......
Noryn: Yes. I hope so... Thanks for the b'day greetings... And don't stop desaminating the msg ard aight???
Monday, February 06, 2006
Pricing for the bouquet
Alright guys... This is the pricing for the roche bouquet... Pick between the pink or the blue.
Ferrero Roche Pricing
1 roche @ $ 4
3 roche @ $ 9
4 roche @ $ 12
5 roche @ $ 15
6 roche @ $ 18
7 roche @ $ 21
8 roche @ $ 24
9 roche @ $ 27
Hot Deals!!
10 roche @ $ 30 + 2 roche FREE
20 roche @ $ 60 + 4 roche FREE
30 roche @ $ 90 + 6 roche FREE
For orders, u could drop me your e-mail on my tagboard or just e-mail me at nat_jules0802@hotmail.com
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