Wednesday, July 13, 2005


Cloud Formations that are STUNNING!!! Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

SUPERMAN

This song here been's ringing in my mind for the past hours... And I just had to get it out.... Anyway, the MGT paper was a KILLER..... Initially, in the first hour, i was so sleepy.... I HAD ENOUGH SLEEP.... Not that I was deprieved from it... And it was just exhausting...... Plain tiring.......... Low on STAMINA................


I think what I'm trying to say is that nobody's perfect... There's some flaws in people... GOD is great..... He knows what to make someone special.... And all it takes is to see each of their speciality..............


I think I'm blabbering NONSENSE here... Going to study for my ACCOUNTS paper 2 soon.... Ya its only on 4 topics but still.....Its driving everyone NUTZ....




Five For Fighting-Superman

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street

Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream
I'm only a manIn a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
It's not easy to be me



Saturday, July 09, 2005

Time of your life

GREEN DAY -"Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)"

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.



SON BY FOUR -"Purest of Pain"

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
Iknow how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I tastethe purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth
I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...



ADAM SANDLER -"Grow Old With You"

[Billy Idol (Speaking):]
Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving up to thirty thousand feet,
and then we've got clear skiesall the way to Las Vegas,
and right now we're bringin you some in-flight entertainment.
One of our first-class passengers has written a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger,
and since we let our first-class passengers do pretty much whatever they want,
here he is.

[Robbie Hart (Singing):]
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you




STAIND LYRICS-"It's Been A While"

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry




Doing nothing except watching the wedding singer. These songs just made me recall abt loads of memories that I had with Darwin... After talking with his sis on the phone last night.... ARGH!!! ITS ALL COMING BACK........ Me & her , sharing stories about loads of Darwin.... How I called her Bro a JOKER.......... And loads of other stuff that I called her bro... That anger & frustration... AAAARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ULTIMATUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Posted by Picasa

So sweet!!!!!!! Posted by Picasa

Not appropriate for weddings??? Posted by Picasa

nice?? Posted by Picasa

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Just had my ACCOUNTS PAPER

Done with my accounts paper 1.... And its enough to KILL ME.....

Honestly, it was very very tricky.... Re-read the requirements over & over again... Its tough....

And tomorrow's my Econs DRQ & MCQ.......
The following week, its gonna be Accounts Paper 2 & Mgt Paper 2...
Its all a killer..
They are all KILLERS.....

Was smsing Khai last night to remind him abt the pix that I took with his cam that was taken during sports day. I was testing them out... I mean, it was way before term closed last 2 mths....
So con-currently I was doing my Accounts questions.. I told myself that I would study till late so as to perk me up, I made myself a cup of Coffee... to make me stay awake...
So the best part was that when I finished my whole cup, I couldn't even open my eyes....
And it was nearly 1 & I really couldn't take it... And then I realised that the night before, I slept for only 4 hrs or so.... I slept at ard 2 am... So that's WHY even after my cup of coffee didn't work...

Met Khair online a while ago... One of those second cousin that one will tend to be close to due to several reasons... As for me, I'm close to his Aunt, so that's why..... Anyway, I read his write-up on his webbie.... Gosh!! He's with his GF for like 10 yrs... I salute him.... For being loyal & sincere...
Me? That long? Trying to keep a relationship that lasted like 4 yrs was a struggle already... How about 10 yrs... Goodness....... I'm grateful that I've got alot on my mind to keep me occupied from straying away....

Imagine this.... Everyday, from 7.30 till 6 pm, your in school.... And by the time you get back, the time is just sufficient for me to sleep, watch a little TV & do my hw.... My Saturdays would be spend by sleeping or going out with my GF once in a while.... Other than that, its nothing else..... It kind of sound boring but its life when you have to sit for your 'A's....

My KaeiDosCopE of life.....

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

I'm drained........

Just done with my Econs & Mgt Paper........ Both is enough to kill me... Slaughtering me to death.... And in the mist of writing, my whole hand jammed up.. I mean, I apply pressure whenever I write.. That's why I always get marks on the underside of the paper...... Sometimes I just wished Nigel was still in school... Then we both would look for each other whenever we need some boast...

On Monday mrng, I had the most HORRANDOUS nightmare... I dreamt of that PLAYER CUM LIAR... It was so DISGUSTING... GOSH!!! *D's PUKING big time*...
I did some blog hoping today that I can across someone's blog.... And he wanted to be a kid again..... Is he serious???? Imagine this, a 5yr old kid + hospitalisation + injections + waking up realising that u've got a scar on ur chest = FEAR.... And considering that we both had similar experiences but his was when he was JUST A BABY & me while I was 5 & he still wants to be a kid???? IS HE SERIOUS???

Anyway, I was kinda suprised when I read someone else's blog..... I went like... OK... I AM SUPER DENSE.... PLAIN DENSE.... SUPER SUPER DENSE.... D!!!!!! What happened???? So plain dense!!! And he was someone whom I was comfy talking with..... OH GOD!!!! And after what he said to me........... I AM SO SLOW!!!!!!! Nor, I still need ur therapy... Indeed so very much....

Anyway, having this urge to go for a drive... I don't know... Get some pix??? This mrng's sunrise was BEAUTIFUL.... Too bad I didn't have my cam at that point of time... U know that INDIGO colour mixing with that blue & orange colour... Yesterday, I saw my sis's paints lying around in her room... I just got this urge to paint.... ME PAINTING??? I know... Its been like AGES since I've touched paints.... Say like 7 years.... GOODNESS ME!!!! Hope I still have the flair ( in doing abstract ones) when I pick it up again.........


I think I've gotta STOP RIGHT HERE!!!!!!!! Been feeling super super super super BEAT!!!!!!!!! Gotta go... MUACKZ!!!

msS_D---- OUTZ

Monday, July 04, 2005

Youth Day

Happy Youth Day to everyone celebrating it....


Yes.. Its a Monday & I'm relaxing right now... I msged Khair just now but it seems as though he's not up yet... Wanting to pass him all the pix that I took at his uncle's wedding... I forgot to bring my USB port yesterday when I was at his place.... It totally slipped my mind.... So right now I'm copying all the pix into a cd which he gave me to copy to but I don't know when to pass em to him... Great... If only I brought along my port...

I know that I've been MIA for quite a while... Been busy with a wedding... Abit busy... On Friday, after buying flowers for the bridal car, I slept at Khair's place... I was a gonner... Because my aunt was watching a ghost movie that was on DVD, she was afraid to sleep outside, esp so nearer to the balcony.... And she told Haire to sleep right infront of the door.... But because Haire & Khair were so busy going up & down checking out on stuff, I ended up sleeping right in front of the door... The next mrng, all of us were like GONNERS... Either too tired from cooking, doing chores or just didn't had enough sleep... Just imagine, I slept at 1am on Sat mrng, then how about the guys? And I woke up at 6 am... How abt them???


When all was awake, my aunt & I went back to AMK... My aunt's place... There, both of us slacked to the max...The moment we got home, we changed & ate breakfast... Watched TV.... And then, only at 1 pm or so, we went back to the bride's house......

When I was there, I pretty much slacked too... Other than putting the soveniers in the bags ( bunga telor), I pretty much slacked to the max at the place...Watching the LIVE 8 concert on cable, talking with Aisah & msging Heikal at the same time.... I was still there for a reason... Waiting for the car to arrive... Yes msS_D was doing the bridal car... For the first time... The car was a Wish.... I had Cik Ci, Haire & Khair to help me out. I was there, taping, tying & placing the ribbons & flowers at the right place......Imagine this, I started at around 10.30pm & ended at 12 mn... So I stayed upstairs with Cik Ci, who was there looking after Akim & Aqila who was sleeping.. And there I was sleeping/resting/watching TV ( OLIVER'S TWIST) while waiting for my mom to pick me up... And I told Cik Limah whether I could come at 11 am the next mrng... And you know what she told me, u can come watever time you want cuz you've helped alot.. When everything ended, it was around 1.30am... By the time I got back it was around 2 am on Sunday mrng... My dad picked me up... And when I stepped into the car, I dozed off...

Sunday
Woke up at 10.30am.. Watching 7 Heaven in my sleep.... My mom didn't wake me up what so ever.. Had my rest.... Ard 11.30 we all left home to go to the wedding... By the time I reached there, the first thing I did was to fix the car.. Initially there wasn't any bow in the front of the car... Then my mom helped me fixed it & THADA!!! IT WAS PRETTY...
And during the whole time, I was worried that my flowers would come off... Its really scary... All the while I kept asking Abg Man whether the flowers were steady......

At ard 5, I went to change from my Baju Kurung to my Tee & Jeans.... After changing, I slept in Khair's room for a while... Really beat... K.Oed... GONNERS......

Anyway, over the weekend, I got to know someone better... He's a joker... Teasing me 24/7 the whole time BUT..... He's a liar cum player.... What can I say.. Its a package... You know the deal... Anyway, I was being super mean with him last night... And he got my cue... HAHAHAH!!! Can't stand this kinda of people...

Gotta go.. Chao!

Sunday, July 03, 2005


Bro who why are u crying? Posted by Picasa

Akim just woke up from sleep.... Posted by Picasa

The followers car... Posted by Picasa

After my mom put the final touch Posted by Picasa

From another Angle Posted by Picasa

The Bridal Car Posted by Picasa

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Sobbering.............

My day has been a sob since yesterday.... And I blame myself for that....

But then, before I was so sobberish, I was VERY happy cuz I managed to solve this A/C question that took 4 ppl to crack their brains but it still didn't work out... Bel & Alex even used SIMULTANEOUS EQUATION the day before... But it still didn't work out.... It was only during break, the next day, when Amu, Bel & Venus were having lunch & I sat there trying to solve the question, that I'd managed to solve the question that bugged us for the past 48 hrs... Yes, its that bad... Cuz I was doing it in the canteen, everybody looked at my direction when I shouted for joy when I managed to solve the question.... Yes it was embarrassing but it was worth it cuz I MANAGED TO SOLVE QUESTION 8d... Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then......
Later that day.......

I felt like hitting baseball..... I was so angry at myself... Now it's all to late to turn back the hands of time... Just too late.... And I blame myself for all that...Nor tried her best to cheer me up last night after what I've told her.... Thanks girl... Muackz!! Seriously, sometimes I'm just plain DENSE... Like super blur-blur to the MAX!!! That thing is right there staring at my face & I didn't realise it till it was too late.... And his friends even told me but i denied it... Oh D! What has happened to you???? What had made you so dense????

Today.....
I've been super tired since last night... I was at AMK for that wedding... My mom's cousin's wedding... My only grand-aunt's son's wedding... So I just HAD to help out with the flower arrangement stuff & the hantaran stuff.... U know the wedding gifts that the bride & bridegroom exchange.... I did the all the other gifts in advance that wasn't perishable like clothes, make-up, shoes, bags etc... So yesterday I had to fix the money into the frame, the jewellery, fruitbasket & whatever that had something to do with CHOCOLATES... And of course I did that Ferrero Roche bouquet.... And all my mom & aunt did was the Sirih Dara.... That's all.. By the time I got back, well I was BEAT... My mom too... I left AMK at ard 12.30 am & reached home by 1 am... After washing up & all that, I still couldn't sleep.... Stayed up for a while cuz my mind's on SOMETHING.... The next morning, I was DEAD SLEEPY..... Then Mrs Heng & I was yawning away at every other traffic light.. That was cute... And when we did it simultaneously at one point, both of us laugh... It was all too cute...

Then today, my 1st 2 periods was MGT.... There I was trying hard to answer all the question in order to keep myself awake, but instead, I blabbered all the IRRELEVENT stuff..... On my 3rd trial of getting to answer verbally, I got it wrong & Mdm Siti said that she wanted to PUNCH me.... Then on, I gotten my cue to shut up cuz I was just blabbering nonsense in the attempt of answering the questions.... And I was like the JOKER of the class today... So embarrassing... But I was sleepy.... What to do???


I gotta go now.. Heading to the florist behind my school to but the foam that can be affixed to the wedding car... Yes I'm making that too... Lets just see how it turns out cuz its my first time doing it & I wanna do it right & beautiful... I'll post up the pix when they are all ready....

Saturday, June 25, 2005

I love black Ribbons...

I just love black ribbons... Why? Its very gothical, esp so when I just LURVE ribbons.... I've got one whole box full of it... It's nice.... To see all the types that I have....

The black one, well I use it as part of my dressing from time to time.... The one that I used for my personal blackbox was a trial one... Saw this idea from this book while I was in the library the other day... At the same time I was in need of a box to put on my comp table... And it has to be black to match with my whole comp... So I just wizzed up my old Ferrero Roche box & dressed it up... Gheezz.... It was all trail & error... So I tried... Its nice right?? If only I had a black cloth to line the inside of the box, I might as well sell the box for $15 each... I can make money out of it... And considering the fact that I've got TONS of ferrero roche boxes in my cupboard.... I never throw em away cuz I just know that it'll be of use one day... I was right.... :)
And I think if I ever need to give someone a gift, it makes a GREAT gift box... ( When I line the inside of the box that is..) But not black of course... Its a taboo for some culture....

That's all my thoughts for today....
Enjoy the pics that I've uploaded........................................

My gold & silver ribbon collection..... Posted by Hello

My very own Blackbox.... Posted by Hello