Working offline

Right now I'm working offline cuz my dad's using the room phone... Which means I'm working offline... This gives me the opportunity to write alot...


Went to get myself a NEW hair cut. Its a cute hairstyle.... It's cute.. Wondered why I went for it? Well I needed that new look.. That fresh look.... I think I'll upload my before & after pics... I really look diff... Now I'm feeling lighter.....

LIGHT HEADED..... Khekhekhekhekhe!!!!!

Listening to SO7 Brilliantx3...Cool song.... But then, I still LURVE Yellowcard's Empty Apartment... The one that goes....

Take You away, from that empty apartment you stay....

And you know WHAT I got from the mail today.... 2 things... A BELATED B'DAY card from my thwee sistaz..... And a $30 Body Shop voucher....Cool huh!!! I'm loving it... LOTZ. Once again, THANKS ALOT U GALZ.... MUACKZ! MUACKZ! MUACKZ!.... The thing is right now, I'm lost... I really don't know what to buy....... Jo, help me out here... Any recommendations? Any good stuff out there? I did saw the lipgloss/balm thingy but I've already bought a new gloss.... Humm........

Had a house practice just now. Sat with Fifi yr 2 during practice.... Anyway,there was this yr 1 gal... She looks like a 'stuck-up' minah.... Geng M&M..... Anyway, she was talking to Fifi.... And it turns out that they call her Fifi too... WOW!! That yr 1 Fifi was saying that there's this girl named 'HUDA' looks like her.... Yes our hot MAMA Huda.... But Huda's Bodylicious... This yr 1 gal is so SEKEPING...... And the way she talk about Huda was like... Tak berkenan kind... My remark to Fifi yr 2 was that 'There's like 7 ppl in this world who looks alike.... So no big deal. To top it off, Huda's your senior so wipe that smirk off your face & buzz off....'

Speaking of looking alike, last Sat when I was out with Bel, I did something bad... That naughty me stuck... Ok it was like this, Bel & I was at Heeren's ladies room.. Bel went to the area at the sink to use the mirror while I used the other side, the one with the latch to put bags etc... I mean, if you gals know what I mean.. So there I was fixing my hair when this group of gals went in.. There was 3 of them. A gal from this group was DAYANA & she went into the cubicle.. So her other 2 friends told her to speed up. I just kept quiet the whole while.... Just kept cool lah... So there was her friends telling this DAYANA girl to speed up... And then, one of the girl went into the cubicle.. So there was only one of them left at that mirror area.

After fixing my hair, I went to Bel.. Whispered to her the situation & I told her that I wanna be a little naughty. So I told her that I'll leave her and she'll call me to wait for her.It went like this --->

I walked out from the room first, leaving Bel..
Bel: " Eh Dayana! Wait for me!!"
Me: " Hurry up Bel!"

And when Bel left the room, the only gal who was waiting for her friends gave that 'LOOK' to Bel... Khekhekhekhe!!! Imagine the look of that girl's face...



Anyway, I heard from Fifi yr 2 that they got SILVER for SYF Malay Dance... I think this yr alot of CCA's didn't win... I mean, last yr, we won ALOT!! SUPER ALOT.. For MCS alone, we won Sayembara Theatre(ST), Gema Puisi Akustik (GPA), SYF Malay Dance- Gold, & not forgetting the MUSIKAL....And the SYF Drama, we won best actress (our dearest Junaini Johari, SYF Indian Dance-Gold....

This year, they FLOPPED!!! For ST, heard nothing what so ever, GPA, we lost cuz lots of other schools copied our item last year, Malay dance, Silver & Indian Dance, Silver... And Drama... Well I heard that they aren't joining cuz they are going to have a musical... Thank god!!!

I have to comment something about this year's GPA, well firstly, I think the reason is that things didn't worked out well.. As usual, there was some conflicts... The ppl from the other side aren't cohesive & they don't have that team spirit in them... All of them wanna lead & no one's wanna follow.... Its their attitude.. That's their problem.... I mean, last yr, when I was in the GPA team, we worked well.. Cuz abt 80% of the members were from our side... The Bartley campus ppl.... Those days were fun & yet antagonizing.... Killers it was.... But then, we were able to reap the fruits of labour... There was our school name on that Championship Thropy... BECAUSE OF THE BARTLEY PPL!!! Except for Hafizah, Aly & Harshad....The others were us. Just us.... No one else... Oh god!!! It's all coming back to me... Those memories... And when we won. And me playing back my flute.... GOSH!!!!!!!!!!! I bet none of us could ever forget that moment....

I think I better stop with the memory lane stuff.. Gotta go... Watching Smallville on TV....


To Nor, Itaw & Shimah---> THANKS A MILLION FOR THE PRESENTS..

Muackz!! Love u guys lots.....

And my sis............

Yup there goes my sis.. bugging me to speed up.. Been using the comp from 6.30pm... Doing what u ask? Well updating new pics.. Not really new.. But some pics that I've been wanting to upload...

My day's been pretty so so... Nothing much.. just school, school, school.... What else can there be? I mean, there's nothing much I'ld do. Except the weekends... This week I'm going to Shak's place for her party... Hope I don't get lost... The condo is one place that I'm unfamiliar with....

Anyway, I've been thinking of cutting my hair.. Just wanna give it a new DARING, BOLD & NEW look... I know that when I cut my hair short, well there's gonna be the BANGS effect... Cuz my hair's kinda wavy... Bye bye those lovely locks.....

I know that the last time I cut my hair was becuz I wanted to get rid of it.. YES! That's y I cut it.... Just hated it... Then it grew... And shall I say, it's growing pretty nicely right now... But then, I just need that new look...


Anyway, my sis's breathing down my neck to speed up... So I think I'll stop here...
Toddles

*MUACKZ*

easy Gal

Right now I'm waiting for my dad to pick me up from sch... Its raining outside...


Well on Sat, went out with Bel... Great time shopping. Met Rahmat & Alex... Why is it so that when your in town, u'll bound to meet someone... I mean everytime....

Suprisingly, it was Rahmat who saw me... HIM? I know.... And Bel actually told me that he's cute... Hum....... With his ears sticking out....... I wonder. And I responded to Bel's remark with that look.. Bel a super hottie telling me that Rahmat's cute.... HAHAHAHA!!!... I mean, being in the same school as him for 4 yrs never made him look cute.... MY toes are laughing...


Pretty much slacked on Sunday... Followed my dad to get himself a new phone... He got the Sony Erricsson K700i... Pretty good phone but it has too many functions that my dad doesn't know how to use..... SPend the whole day playing with his phone.... Khekhekhe!!!

My mom's bugging me to start driving... I mean, I've not been driving for at least 1 mth. Due to exams & me spending most of my time with school work........ Hope I can still drive good...As in, better..... With improvements... Knowing what a clutz I really am in driving..........


That's all for now my readers... Catch ya later!!

Fast one

OK here goes...

I've got new pics uploaded.... I mean, old pics that I've been wanting to upload for a while... Right now I've got this crave for pink & black outfir... My 2 least fav colour.... And I need a hair cut.... So I'm skimming thru some webbies.... For new pics....

I think that its the braces that's giving me the courage to be bold.....

Aching butt....

Yeah, yesterday was Shimah's b'dae chalet at East Coast..... And her cake was extremely HUGE..... All thanks to her sis, aishah.... And can you believe it, it wasn't enuf.... I guess there was an overwhelming response from her guest...

On thurs I met up with Nor to pass me Shimah's gift.... A cute teddy bear with a sweater... And the moment Wati saw the teddy, she started stripping it.... I don't know why but she's the seriel teddy bear rapist.....Probably Diaz gave her too much naked teddies so much that when she sees a teddy with clothes on, well she'll start stripping them...

Anyway as I was saying, met Nor on Thurs... And when she saw me, she laughed... How could you.... And as I was saying, it was pretty suprising.... So the rest who has not met up with the new me, well you'll see.... And yah, she was laughing.... My bestfriend was laughing at my new look....How could she :( Boo!! Hoo!!

And when Shimah & Wati saw me the next day, well, the first thing that she said that I lost weight... Its true... Can't eat as much... Knowing me, I'll finish my food asap but now, no way...Can't.. In Bintan, when I was masticating my chicken fillet, it felt as though I was chewing a gum.... It was so slow for me to masticate... So that's why I gave up eating too much meat, may it be chicken, beef or mutton, I GIVE UP... The only meat I eat is fish.... That's it... Nothing else..

Right now I have an aching butt cuz last night I went cycling at her chalet.... I mean, its been ages since I've been on a bike... Oh god.... All I have to say that last night, well the cloud cover was abt 80% so i couldn't see any stars.. There was only one though... One star that was shining strong... My dad said that if the star isn't the gleaming one, well it was a planet far away... I really don't get him either... He did say abt stars before once but I never really understood him... He ever taught me how to find the North Star too.... I mean, he's a navigator so doing this kinda stuff is his cup of tea...

Back to the beach, well it was a full moon last night.... And the moonlight was being reflected on the surface of the sea.... It was a pretty sight. But unfortunately, there wasn't anyone for me to share it with.... So unlucky of me... Moreover, I did ever tell myself that I'm gonna be single for the next two yrs... The new me might probably repel any guy that sees me... They'll say "Run! Run! Get away from this girl as far as possible!!!" I know that I sound so pessimistic but hey!!! My gut feelings tells me so.... So I've got to accept it...

I got loads of work on my table.. On thurs night I slept at 3 am.. What the heck was I doing that early? Well studying my Econs International Trade.... Its alright if you could understand the whole picture.... Honestly I usually HATE Econs ( becuz I think I'm cursed in my MCQ) but it's all abt comman sense.. You see it happening everyday... Look at the Demand & Supply theory.... Its happening right infront of your very eye... But the hard part abt Econs is that it uses alot of technical terms.... ALOT..... That's why I can't really get hold of it.... So what can I do, practice....

Ok guys, I think I've gotta stop myself from blabbering shits abt Econs... If you take it, you'll understand the agony that I'm going thru.... Till then, see ya later....

PS: My up coming entries would be delayed cuz I'm having my exams.... So if anyone sees that my blog's not updated, well blame it on my exams.....................

I'm back

Bintan trip was ok. Pretty fun... Shared the room with Huda. And the villa was shared by 6 ppl. Min & Tini shared one room but we all shared a villa. And guess who was staying in the villa with us, Mrs Wong & Ms Zhou..... Honestly they were alright... No naggy stuff what so ever... When we left early to head to the guys room, well they were alright.. Said nothing...

All four of us were greatful that we shared the villa with the teachers. I mean, when we first got the keys & entered the villa, well it looked too big for 4 ppl to stay in a 3 room villa. So we all decided to sleep in one room.. But when we heard knocks on the door, well we were shocked to see them & tried ways to sneak out from the room later at night.... We all thought that we were able to bunk in other ppl's villa. But it turned out that all 4 of us were too tired to do anything when we reached our villa at night... Within 10 min laying on the bed, Huda & I were gone in la la land. The TV was watching us...

The second night was the BBQ. So all of us really slacked to the max. Half of my ppl were wearing OI tee... None of us ( Min, Huda, Tini & I) wore it.. I just wore my capri pants & my Vans Long sleeves tee & my Birkins... Nothing much.. We pretty much slacked in our outfits. In chinese we call it 'BOCAK'. Unlike some other ppl, well they really dress up for the BBQ & not for the Fine Dining.. The other way around....

The BBQ session was pretty boring on the whole but it was the guys from my table that made it hilarious. Sahz, Arif & Suhuf sat in a table with us.... All of us laughed non-stop. Till Min got a very bad headache.. And when I gave her the Panadol Active, I think that really made her go high.. Firstly she wasn't talking sense.. Abit slow in catching what we all were trying to say. And when we got back to the villa, I went into their room, Min was gone.. Dozing off on the bed...

As I was saying that before we went to the BBQ, we went to the guys room. All I have to say is that they are so UNTIDY.. Azar invited us over to watch movies over at his Villa. And their villa was next to Arif's villa... So just imagine how many ppl were in that villa. Abt 13 of us there.. But at the shoe pile, it looked as though there was 25 ppl there. There was a hill full of shoes, their coffee table was filled with half-eaten food, cigarrates, pillows everywhere. And the moment we arrived, Nigel was offering us seats.. And most of the guys were topless... Wow! What a welcoming scene.. And as all of us were watching Scary Movie ( I know its lame but at least its something for all of us to laugh at) suddenly it died... HAHAHA!! It was at the scene where the girl was running away from the Scream monster & accidently pull her dress instead of her & she was running in her bra & panties... While she was running, Azar was trying to freeze that image ( u guys know what I mean ) & suddenly the player died... HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! That was really funny.. And it was almost time for these guys to get dress for the BBQ, we girls left their room & headed to the playground. When Tini & I were on the swing, we automatically sat on each one & started swinging. Gosh its been a long while since I've sat on one.... We sat there while waiting for the rest of the guys to get dress...

We all pretty much hung around there & chilled out. Hearing Suhuf entertaining all of us with his bad voice.. Correction, his jiwang voice... All sorts of songs came out.. Mostly Malay songs like Belayan Jiwa, some SO7 songs... Some dangdut songs.... Imagine someone with a harsh voice singing these song.. Wondering how the hell he lost his voice, well in the ferry to Bintan, he slept & when he woke up, his voice became harsh.. I mean, that sore throat voice.. Speaking of him, I think I'm gonna lose my voice soon....

After all the guys were ready, we all made our way to the function room.... Strolling our way there.. On our way there, we stop by the Spa... Cuz it was just us 4 gals, Sahz actually stood at the entrance of the Spa & said, "Welcome Bacholorattes"... Hahaha! He wanted it to look like that show.... Saying Welcome Ladies.... Blah blah blah.... And at the BBQ, well, my table was the roudy ones & we pretty stayed like that the whole time...


I know I know that u ppl were wondering how the fine dining went right.. Well it was ok... And while all of us were gertting dressed, there was a blackout in our villa.. Tini & I bathed first, followed by Min & Huda. So while I was putting on my make up & getting dressed, the lights & air-con suddenly switched off..... Tini was combing her hair when the lights went out... And Min & Huda was complaining that there wasn't any water... Dah the two of them keluar berkemban... After a while the lights were back.. And the two of them quickly got dressed & we were late for the Fine Dining event...I know, star karat.

In the ferry, these 3 guys were sitting in front of us the 4 gals & they were making alot of noises disturbing us & what not.. And in the end, while Sahz, Arif, Tini & Min went out to get some fresh air, Suhuf & Huda went to get themselves some space & slept. Laki Bini tidur... Arif got back & got some space near Man & slept.... I just kept quiet & read the Cleo Mag that Min brought...

By the time I got home, I was pretty beat... I was too beat to even call BG.. Sorry aight? I was too beat.... And today while in school, all of us were still in Bintan mode... Saying that if we were still in Bintan, then the chauffer could snd us right up to the room. And Ming Da was cracking us up by telling Sean to call the chauffer to fetch us after school.. It looks like all of us were just too pampered while we were there.... Wanting to be fetched & send ard.... Hahaha

After school just now, I just dozed off after lunch. Initially I thought of going down to Borders to get some books but I just thought that my bed was better then Borders.. So I slept till ard 5 when Tini called me regarding mgt..... And I'm up since then...

From this whole trip, well I have to say that I'm grateful that Min & I cleared the air before we left for Bintan. If not, this whole trip would be odd... I mean, those kinda things... But hey! Min & I cleared the air in Jan so we are pretty ok now... And sharing a villa with all of these 3 gals was great... And spendin 3 days with my class guys was hilarious & fun.... Without these ppl, the trip would be quite boring......


Lots of hugs & kisses

msS_D

ITS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup!!! Its on.... Finally.... Feeling wierd.. I know, Taufik & Sean told me so.. And Sean actually told me that it would be enjoyable.... That guy.... Hahaha... Taufik told me that it would take some getting to use to....

Anyway, last night I went to NUS to watch a symphony.... Oh... Its been like ages since I'm gone to one. But then, it wasn't as mind-blowing as the Philhamonic of Helsinki Symphony. That was WOW!!! Last night performance was the typical standard as any poly or other JC would play.... If you know what I mean...

And last night too made me remember alot of my band days.. How beautiful the French horn, trumpet and alto sax sound. Jo, it's not as though I'm praising you what so ever so don't perasaan alright... And also abt the old band days.( Hush! D's reflecting).... See what has become of it.. So right now I can happily say been there, done it & its over... No regrets!!!

Anyway, there was one Flute player who was playing like as though he's SPASTIC... I mean, he was crincinghis body & moving too much. For one thing, I really don't know how he manage to keep on his embrochure of his mouth.. I mean, any player would try to maintain his/her embrochure while playing so as not to play any sharp or flat note.. Your mouth plays a major part in ensuring that you play the right note.... It looks as if the player wanted to 'feel' the piece... As in trying to play from his heart but he's not. I mean, when I watched the Philharmonic players played the other time, none of them were CRINCING to 'feel' the piece. From the way they played, well I was able to feel it already... That spastic-looking fluatist thought that he had that passion for music but in my opinion, he looked like an irritating clown.. Minus the red nose...

Speaking of these kind of players, well, it reminded me back then while in school when we had to go to VCH to watch a concert by the Loyang Sec Band. There was this clarinetist who was also moving her arms but it look as though she was trying to fly. She was 'FLAPPING' her arms while playing, all trying to prove to the audience that she can 'feel' the music.... One thing for sure, that Flautist & that Clarinetist can play music but DO NOT have the flare for it. My advise to them, don't play cuz it would be a disgrace to the composer of that piece...

I know that I sound blunt but I'm speaking the truth... These ppl have no flare in the arts & music scene what so ever... So BUZZ off!!!! It won't take rocket science for ppl to realise this... Hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!



I think I better cut it short here. I'm packing my bags for tmr's Bintan trip... Going for that Star Gazing Sneak.... Ok ppl, I gotta go.. Don't call me too cuz even though I'll be bringing my hp which is auto-roaming, I'll be using my dad's Indon hp no... So the best thing, don't call. Don't miss me ok. I'll be back on Mon night.

Muackz!!!

Me doing two things at once

There's two things i'm doing right now, chatting with Super Girl n writing this blog.. Stupid tagboard... Its STUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Monkey....

Finally I've heard abt fine dining at Bintan .. The dress code would be smart casual.. I heard that some ppl are spending 300 bucks on their clothes.. God! Its not as though its our prom. Just a dinner. Nothing much...

Anyway, my frens were telling me that all the Bartley campus students are to bring our OI PE tee.... The attacks of the OIs... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

BigGuy, hey u... What the heck has happened to u? Eaten by a monster or what got sunken by your work?.. And yes, I've left my hp no in that mail... Or maybe u could ask B for my no. He has my no. Hey, I need to ask u abt some music stuff... Do call me ok.. And I'll fill u in abt all my driving stories too... I know that I've been driving for the past 9 mths but i'm still bad at it... Parking still 'gone' but I've already taken a liking to drive at certain places n avoid some places where the drivers are really really really CRAZY............... I mean really crazy. Esp if its at night..... Take care alright....

Kak Iva: I'll call u when I'm at Bintan. I'll be using my dad's pulsa... So it'll be easier....


Ok ppl, can't do this simultaneous stuff too long. I gotta bathe n figure out what to wear for that Fine Dinning thingy & a whole pile of HW on my desk.... GTG... Bye....



Muackz!!!!!!!!!!

Take u away..........

Empty Apartment

Call me out You stayed inside
One you love Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burnI think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay



Cool violin collaboration...

Here i go

Here I go.... ( humming Yellowcard Only One..)

Right now I'm skipping training. My ulcer's is a PAIN.. Now I'm complaining. Not abt my Wisdom tooth but abt the ULCER..... Boo hoo boo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I heard from someone abt this Jamming studios called Garage Studios & I remembered going there... Y? Not becuz of someone but becuz of something...The STAIRS...... It's steep & there was 2 flights of almost the same height... Its nuts but its true.. Imagine say the dist from ground level to the 2nd floor. And that's just the first flight.... I think the first flight was good enuf to scare anyone.... I was suprised at the stairs but I don't have the fear of climbing it.. All my training consists of stairs so i'm IMMUNE to it... But still, I pity the others who had to climb it....


To think abt it all over again, well it brought back some things which i intend to keep as my past... THOSE DAYS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Me going to be single for at least 2 yrs.... I know I've said this before, that those stuff/feelings, well I've thrown them out of the window, stays for GOOD. I know that the last time I said that, well it didn't stay that way for a while. But for now, I reckon it will..... OUT FOR GOOD..... And anyway, I'm dating Mr John Sloman & I'm having a scandal with Mr Lipsey......( those who's doing Econs would know what gibberish I'm talking abt)
Heeheehee!!!!!!!


Gonna visit the dentist again this Friday... My schedule has been a little tight lately. And on top of that, the Bintan preperation is really bugging some of us.... I mean, the itenary states that there's FINE DINNING but what are we suppose to wear for it? Is it smart casual or just casual... And it turns out that I'm bunking with Bel & Venus anyway.. And most prob is that we won't sleep the night... I know I'll be busy snapping pics.. Argh!! Hope that I can get the Mediterranian room... Its on the hill top so at night, I can go star gazing, just like what I did in Trengganu.... But that was better cuz it was beside the beach.... And I mean, right beside it...
Just hope that I'll get the Mediterranian Room.....


Ok ppl, i really gtg cuz my 'free' time's almost over. Catch u later...

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back home

Right now I'm lazing at home doing nothing. I plan not to do anythin cuz of my teeth... I extracted 2 more yesterday...

I really had to wait for 1/2 hr before seeing the dentist. It cleaned it and then extracted it. Honestly the jab wasn't that bad.... Just monentary pain...

If u guys are wondering y the heck I'm extracting two more of the teeth is because... Well its all part of that major suprise.. Remember? Anyway, after the march hols, well u'll see the difference....

The other day was the briefing of the Bintan Retreat.... It does sound interesting... So currently the plan is to bunk together with Bel & Venus. Its a triple room.. But the thing is that Tini, Huda & Min is also having a triple room. So if both grp can't go triple, then Huda will be sharing a room with me...

It turned out that there's an equal no of guys in my class but well..... Some ppl just don't wanna bunk with this 'guy'.... So I heard that Arif's gonna be ' SABOed' Hahaha!!! Sahz can't tahan this 'guy' so i think most prob he'll gonna bunk with the SEKEPING Suhuf. So it looks like Arif's gonna bunk with this 'guy'...... Can't imagine what's gonna be Arif's reaction to this..... HAHAHA!!!!


A couple of stuff to bring to the resort
1) Hairdryer. Bel & me have to bring that International Adaptor....
2) My manicure set with my fav colour of nail polish
3) Curlers
4) Tees & shorts

The trip is a resort concept. So a couple of us wants to do the spa thingy.. Well as for me, the main importance would be the hairdresser.. Give myself new look... And its cheaper to do it over there. I just hope that washing and cutting would cost less than 10 bucks. I mean, whenever I'm in JKT, I'll always do my hair.... All the neccessary treatment.... The last time I did it was abt 6 buck... WITH TREATMENT.... I know its DIRT CHEAP!!!! Lets see how's the situation in Bintan. If its less then 10 bucks inclusive of the treatment that is, then I'll go ahead with it....

Sis, the other day u were telling me abt cars without POWERSTEERING.. I know I said that there's not much cars out there that's w/o POWERSTEERING well there is... The KANCIL is one of them. But from my knowledge of cars is that most cars that's below 1.5l has no powersteering. For eg: the Honda Fit is only 1.3l while the Honda Jazz is 1.4l. So most prob they don't have powersteering. The reason is because cars below 1.5l is considered 'light' so if that car is 1.4l and has powersteering, it'll be a hazard.
So imagine light car(1.4l)+powersteering( making the driver to turn easily) = ACCIDENT
The CAR WILL FLY!!!! BYE BYE!!

I was abt to write up some equations but I forgot what it consist of.. So maybe when I can remember, I'll write it down.... For now, u gotta wait.....

That's all i can write for now my dear readers.....
TOODLES......
MUACKZ!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRggggggghhHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling a little under the weather......................


Just so stucked up with this whole Econs BOP essay... I wanted to print a copy for Venus t edit it but it doesn't wanna print.... Just feel like erupting..... Any moment......


Besides school, nothing much really happened to my life......... Went shopping with Bel, Venus & Amu the other day... Honestly, I would have to say that the best dresser that day was Bel.... Hot chick.... And whenever guys look at us, they'll look at Bel cuz she's tall.... And pretty......

I thought that I would be over dressed with my 524 Levis and my Dorathy Perkins boatneck blouse and Nine West flats but honestly, I looked different from my ordinary tee and jeans with sneakers... More lady like....

I did took some pics at the Esplanade Terrace... Good view of the Fullerton. I was there ard 7 or so, so u know how wonderful the skyline looked like... With the lights on but with a dark background...... In the end I got some pics without flash... Amazingly, my Olympus worked pretty well..... Amazing turnout.....


Soon there's gonna be some changes to my blog and my life.. The blog is just the tip of the iceberg.... My dear friends would have to meet up with me to see the difference.... Heeheehee!!!! So suprise..

And Lynn, thanks for ur help for that face-lift... I know its currently WIP... Work hard.... Once again, thanks!!!!!!

I hate doing GP research!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GP research!!!!!


Was trying very hard to do it last night but some ppl are just so inconsiderate... Want me to do lots of unness stuff like sending e-mails.... I hate being INTERRUPTED!!! If these ppl keep bugging me unness, I might as well quit skool & be of their service 24/7.....

Don't these ppl understand that taking the 'A's ain't so breezy after all... I think I can drive myself nuts just by studying......... All they can think of is calling me at their own perusal.... What! Am I a servant? Must do everything that they order me to? Am I their SLAVE?????

I ended up sleeping at 9 last night cuz I was too distracted to do my hw.... And pls, its no easy reading.... ITS HEAVY FACTUAL HISTORY READING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And its 18 pages long with font size 14 in black & white... And the facts are hard & the English that they use is no easy biz...... I think I'ld rather stay in school & do my work or go somewhere I'm uncontactable so that I can finish my wotk in time... And only to go home just in time for dinner & to get my sleep.....

I really really really wish that the sch has a Hostel.... So all I can do is to eat, sleep & study... And no one can ever bug me whenever I wanna study... I mean, if ur in a hostel, its a norm for ppl to study 24/7... And doing nothing else....... And I have to say that I don't really go out often cuz most of the time i slugger my weekends with work... Cuz when the load's in, I don't go out.... But whenever I start going out, well it pretty much looks like every weekend that I hang out with my friends...


I ever wondered whether I can make it to the Uni soon.. I mean, I really do want to but I really don't know whether I'm cut out for it..... I know it's tough getting in & staying in.... And I don't know whether I wanna study abroad or enter the local UNI......... I mean, I wanna go into SMU but something in me says that its too tough to get into it.... And abt foreign UNI, well, after all those years of travelling, I've gone 'jelak' of it...... I mean, going abroad, getting used to the whether, ppl, lifestyle... But the good thing is that I can study & study & study without anyone disturbing me.............. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I'm gonna stop here fer now..... GP's calling my name... Toddles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUACKZ!!!!!


BG: Hey if ur reading this, could u gimme a call or something cuz I suddenly remembered that I owe u $$$$$ for the cd. I know that it's been ages but still I wanna hear No Direction's music...... And if u've have gotten urself a phone, pls don't forget to buzz abt me aight?

Hehehehe

Getting ready for that steamboat thingy in class...

Was just checking out some stuff on Vans & I found my QUINCY shoes on it... Its a new model.. Guess what's the featured price, 60 bucks!!! I got mine for 35 bucks only... And its not a fake one... A real one that I bought in LA....

My teeth's doing good so far.... I hope I can eat what's served later.... I know that my diet's to eat room temp soft food but what the heck!!! They are cooking one of my fav dishes... And my gums aren't bleeding anymore.... So its green light for me....


Ok ppl, I think the food's calling me... TOddles
Muacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A tribute to Valentines Day

Enough


I love you
That's all I know
Give me a clue
Is that all I need to show?


The Romeo says
It's fumes of sighs
Which I think is quite true
But secretly c'mon so do you


Fumes of sighs it maybe
Glorified by majority


Supposed to bring ecstasy
But grow up little child
Not to all can't you see?
Some think it vile


For it can hurt like nothing can
Leaving scars for others to mend
For some no one can
Some too deep,
For even a friend


Don't get caught up that's all I can say
For love is blind as far as I can see
Some get serious some just play
But it's all about finding someone worthy



But that's just another dream...................




THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST
(Cat Stevens)



I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And she's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know


The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try'cause if you want
I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky she's cursed
When it come to loving me she's the worst







That's just a tribute to Valentines Day........


Wondered how it went yesterday... My date to the dentist was ok...... Right now I'm on MC due to the extraction of my wisdom tooth... I extracted both my top wisdom tooth.... Honestly, it wasn't that scary.... They just gave me an injection to numb my gums and when they pulled both my teeth, it was painless....... So there goes my V'day at the hospital.....

Been trying very hard to complete my Econs essay corrections.... My dearest Mr Lai is one funny guy.... Totally CARTOON...... I guess that's how he feels whenever he teaches my class... My class 03B1, well, is a funny & fun class.... Gonna miss em when we graduate....We all are so bonded together...... But last yr's 03B1 was even better.... And the PW work load that was piling up on our shoulders.... Like they say, we all CHIONG & sluggered all the way thru......

The other day, I went shopping with my gf, Nor.... We did some shopping.... I think we did did some serious shopping cuz by 8.30pm, both of us were too tired to carry on.... Can you imagine we were from 2.30 pm till night, doing shopping... I mean, we were from Esplanade doing some catching up, then we went to Marina to shop & next was Suntec & after that, both of us were dead tired. I mean, we walked all the way....

I finally got what I've been wanting for, more girl boxers from Topshop.... Got 2 more & both of it was blue... One Navy & the other a lighter blue... But its not baby blue.... I HATE BABY BLUE... Just too baby-ish & Ah-lian-ish..... If you know what I mean.....

Got 2 new tees... My fav Hanes plain tee... One white & the other, NAVY.... Oh my god! I've got so much navy tees.. I think i've got abt 4 or 5 of them...I mean, I don't really like the other dark colours..... I don't like PINK... Never like it..... Even though I'm a girl...... My other prefered colours are white & light khakis.....

If anyone was to open up my cupboard, well they'll prob find lots of blue & white stuff.... I guess it's just me...... Blue...........


I think I'll stop here cuz my mind's on my econs Comparative Advantage essay....

Toddles

HEy Ya

Hey Ya!!


I'm back... From my long trip from KL/Trengganu...


Wondering how it was? Well.... Pretty well actually.. Got great view... Great sea view..... Humm.... Let me try to upload it...


Went to Lyn's b'day party today.... Oh my god!! It was so great to see her again.... Got her perfume as her b'day gift....


Speaking of gifts, guess what I got in KL... My fav perfume... VANILLA edt!!! Wow!!! Now i'm in love with myself... Hahaha!!!



Been trying to upload this great sunset pic... Its beautiful.... I'll try alright.....


I'm kinda blank right now... Catchya later....

Doing this from the comp lab

So far I'm feeling pretty ok... Been busy with practice....

Jo: Thanks alot for that info abt FLUTE..... Been looking for one for ages......

Right now, I'm just thinking of the RETREAT that's gonna be on the 12 till 14th at Bintan.... Just hope nothing bad btwn the TT side & us would happen.... Argh!!! Just hate the conflicts....


Anom asked me to go K-Box with the rest of the gang next next Sat... There's gonna be Mun, Salid, Sab, Hafiz, Sari & Anom herself.. Miss going out with them.... And I mean, all of them... With Salid's & Hafiz's kekecohan! And not forgetting Sab's too... That's why she's called Sab Joyah... All created by Hafiz...Too bad I can't join them....BooHoo!!!!!

This CNY long holz, well I'm going to KL & Trengganu... Driving all the way.... Heehehe!! Can have a thrilling time speeding.... Going140 or130! WOOHOO!!!
But honestly, U can't feel that ur speeding..... On top of that, a manual car.... All the better pick up.... I mean, all racing cars are manual so u see, its better....


There's reherasals on Sat....... So most prob I won't be heading home after school.... Just going there straight.... Wondering what to wear..... Uhm..................

Nah, just Tee with Jeans & cap... SAFEST!!! No hussle of thinking whether the tee will be crumpled or whatever.... Anyway, it's just hanging out at Esplanade for coffee..... Nothing as big as going for a date or having a girls night out.... Just normal slacking & catch up.....


And right now, my toothache is killing me again..... I'm eating super slow... Don't worry, no fever yet so I'm ok....


The other night I was thinking, what do I want in a guy if I were to be attached right now. I think the bottom line is that he has to be honest & understanding... As in, he has to understand that I can't be with him like every Sat... I do have my school & with that, I've got a crazy schoolwork....

So I think that it's not the right time for me to get attached anyway... And it doesn't mean that I need ppl to chauffer me ard... I can drive & I have my dad's car (added advantage)... So, well.... I'm pretty happy with singlehood....

I think I'm well over Darwin.... Honestly, OVER!!! Just moved on....... Girl! U gotta celebrate!!!!!

In my opinion, I feel that one would have to really move on & get over life.. It's no use brooding over it... And if u use another guy as a method of getting over, it won't work cuz u keep comparing & realise that its that person who left u is beyond comparison with that person that ur with.... And to add fuel into the fire, when u keep talking abt ur ex to ur new guy.... I think that'll blow ur relationship away...

My tip to all who's trying to move on......
U gotta get over ur past before moving on.... Its possible but u gotta stay strong & give it some time... If u keep getting a new guy/gal, ur not being fair cuz u'll keep saying that she's/he's better than u, she/he used to do things that was cool & fun.... Blah blah blah!!! Ur not giving the other party to let u love u and ur not letting urself love the other party cuz ur still brooding over him/her. And to top it off both parties will be upset.... I know, when the first true love hits ya, well it'll be the hardest... As they say, the first cut is the deepest . I'm not talking KUKU here alright... Been there! Done it!

And I PROUDLY say that I'VE FINALLY GOT OVER DARWIN........

Yahoo!!!
MUACKS! MUACKS! MUACKS! (to myself)

Bursting SOON!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah its been awhile.......


Right now I feel like bursting... Exploding soon.... Don't know whether to be happy, mad or sad.....

My practice have been pretty ok.... I have this URGE to buy my own FLUTE.... If only someone can give me one for my B'day.... I know, its too expensive.....

My weekend went ok.... On Sat I went to the beach.. Its my fav place and the best time is to go there at night to gaze at the stars.... Oh it was BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!! The best time I ever had a good gazing was in South Africa. By the sides of TABLE MOUNTAIN..... Its a pretty sight.... Another place was actually in the middle of the sea... I was on a cruise and I was partying with my dad on the deck.... I mean, I was younger then but it was still fun....


Speaking of FLUTE, the jazz band wants me to join the band... It happened last Fri, when I went up to the band room to borrow the flute... There I was fixing it up & playing my flute... My 1st B flat to my 3rd octave B.... Amazingly after 6 mths of not playing & I can still remember my notes pretty well.....
As I was saying, after playing my do re mi..... the instructor looked at me & told me to join the band... I'm not having any grudges against band but I wanted to channel my capability in playing flute somewhere else.... So I joined the MCS..... Still played my flute.... U know what's my next step, to play my flute in a GIG... Honestly, that's my next step...... I know that its tough but I know I can do it.....


I've not gotten into bad swings yet... It's just monday..... The other day I was surfing thru the VANS website, I saw my QUINCY shoes. The one that I bought in LA.... And its a new model... Betcha it's not in SG stores yet....


Gotta go... Accounts tut starting soon....

MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chop chop

Gonna make this fast.. Chop chop....

In GP, we all were talking abt cars... And when u say cars, well I have to say that its one of MY topics...... I know that generally girls and cars just don't mix but when ur dad loves cars and he doesn't have any sons, well, you kinda do some boy stuff...... I think that's how my love for photography started....

Considering these facts

1) I was the only child for the first 7 years if my life
2) My dad doesn't have a son
3) We spend alot of time together
4) We have telephatic senses with each other
5) Both of us are logger-heads

So now u know that I am a very pampered kid. Besides the fact that I had a hole in my heart & all that, well, it just goes on.....

Right now, i'm feeling pretty alright... Nothing insane yet... And that Friday of the CNY week, it's declared NO SCHOOL DAY for all of us... Yeah, I knew it all along.... Someone told me........ This means that I can head for MUDPIE soon.....

Mudpie, better not eat it too often... Or I'll grow sick of it..... As in gelak..... Sikit2 cukup......


My ST asked me what my dream car was, and I said, a MINI COOPER.... That dainty car...... I mean, girls, what for be too flashy.... Just get something right for urself will do just fine.... Nothing extravagant..... Love that car since I've watched the ITALIAN JOB...... Damn classy....

There's another car that I like but its not available here in Singapore. And that's a HUMMER.... Wow! That's awefully cool.... I mean, wow!!!! Big WOW!! I mean, a girl driving that.... Wohow!!!!
I mean, it's meant for high terain areas but hey, if I was ever a millionaire in States, I'll definately get one....


Ok ppl... Gotta go.....


Muackz!

Blank!!!!

Just feeling tired... And busy... Had lots of sch work lately and I've been going out almost every week... I mean, last weekend was fully packed with activities...

I just hate Mondays... Yeah, even though today's a Tuesday..... I mean, there's lots of work thats dumped on ya.... The work load's just too full... To the max....

Thank god there's no MLAO today.... My cikgu's not ard... So I finished up some work that has to be done.... Had training too just now.... Ran abt 10 rounds... Pretty ok though... Compared to the first lesson when sch started.... Just tired but no aching muscle... And oh yeah! My sch clenched the MINDEF award... We got the gold award for NATFA... It all sums up to US BEING THE FITTEST SCHOOL... With a 97% NATFA passes....

Bel and the rest are talking abt MUDPIE... Yummy huh? I know it sounds too tempting... Most prob we'ld have it after CNY.....

Speaking of CNY... what are my plans.... Hummmmmmmm..... Anom asked me whether I could join her to visit Deena on that day..... Most likely I'ld go, even though it's my b'dae on that day....

Hah! 21.... All I know is that I won't be celebrating it... I mean, I just don't feel like celebrating.... Not in the mood.... Yes ur turning 21 but no big deal.... Just a number......

I was reading someone's blog before I came to mine & something struck me... Sometimes a person is not what it seems..... I don't know where that came from but after reading this blog & knowing this person as he is, well, its funny.... Just doesn't click.....

My pic from LA are ready & once I've got my comp all set-up, I'll upload it in.... And there's some pics that I've been wanting to upload for like ages but I never really have got the time to do so.....

OK peeps... I'm gonna stop here for now.... Having thoughts of my MGT hw... GOSH!! It's so troublesome to do biz.... Loads of paper work... Ur sources of funds.... Short term, long term.... provide collaterals etc... And if you put A/C into it, there'll be cash flow statement, p&L appropriation, dividend- proposed or paid.... Then when it comes to international trade for Econs, there'll be tariffs, protectionism, comparative advantage.... Blah blah blah blah.........

AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now u tell me why the hell am I not going mad? How can I not kill myself..... With all these things in my head......

Me back....

My weekend was pretty packed . So here it went.

On Fri, well, it was the Hari Raya Haji... So practically normal family stuff... Nothing much...

On Sat, I finally went to Funan Centre to get my new comp.... I'm gonna load those pics that was taken from my digi cam..... Hahahaha!!!!!

Later that night, I went for a night drive... Now I can really say, I AM DOING GOOD!!! Except for the parking... I think its because of lack of practice... Other then that, it was ok... Even though the traffic was pretty busy Sat night, I did well.... ( ",)
Later that night, I dropped a major news to Nor... And her response was ' WHAT!' I mean, all along I prob gave her a wrong impression abt someone and when I finally told her, for one i can imagine her expression when she got the msg.... Sorry sis for missing out that SO IMPT FACTOR..... I forgot.....

On Sunday, well I went out with Bel & the rest.... Finished that GP presentation thingy and later we all ate ice-cream at Swensens..... We got the EarthQuake........ Speaking of ice-cream, i'm craving for mocha almond fudge.... And NO i'm not pregnant!!!!! Just felt like having it.....

On the way home, well, Nor kinda kept me company thru smsing.... Discussed abt some stuff...

Later that night, I thought hard abt the term 'FLIRTING'..... Honestly, I've been totally lost abt this matter since last week... It's been bugging me ever since.....

Ok, it all started when I met my old friend.... And when we said goodbye, well..... Me gonna stop here.. Leave u guys in suspense..... HAHAHAHAHA ( evil laugh)

Oh ya, my B'day's comming.... Meaning that I'm gonna grow old soon....


Gotta go. Muacks...

10 mins

10 mins to MCS meeting

Ok here goes.....


On Mon, I SNAPPED!! Can't do any of my HW cuz I snapped.... So I watched TV....

Then on Tues, I went to Bugis with Anom & Mun..... Did some shopping.... Normal girl stuff and catched up....

And guess who I met at Bugis yesterday. Nigel Lauw... It was a coincident. I went like this... The three of us were crossing the road & the traffic at Bugis was heavy.... So it was pretty scary.... With our shrieks and all. And after we crossed the road, there he was saying... "Eh Girls! That was very dangerous." We were definately suprised to see him there... Cuz we saw that he was shaven, we asked him when will he start serving.... And u noe what he said, I shave my hair due to a bad haircut...


Ok... I gotta stop here... Arif telling me to speed up... Toddles....

My weekend.......

My weekend went pretty welll.

I went to Arab St to get some stuff. Later on I headed to town to get that Yellowcard CD. That album that I've been dying to get for ages...

I also managed to get a this light brown boatneck top from Dorathy Perkins.... Hah!


Crashed by Anom's place at john little.... It was kinda unexpected visit... Guess what she said when she saw me.... She said I look good now...... Hahaha!!! Me? Good? I've always looked the same... I was also wearing the same kinda of clothes I'ld usually wear whenever I go out.Tee with Jeans but this time, with my cap...... And even if I do look good now, then why in the world aren't any guys chasing after me? Hahahaha!!! Anom! Anom!


Anyway, Anom told me abt the others whom I've lost contact with... And did U hear? Deena's gonna have a baby soon. She's due in March.... Wow!!!!! So most probably we'll give her a visit soon......

Got hold of Rach too that night.... She's happily working at her new workplace.... She told me that it's good working at the airport cuz she said that I can look at all the guys from the different countries... She said that there's variety...... Hahaha!!!

Ha! Look at all my friends who are so concerned abt me.... They want me to be attached... Giving me ways to sort out the matter... Guys... Thanks!! But right now, I'm dating my BOOKS!!

Then on Sunday, I went to Funan to check out a new comp.... And I got a digicam.... The Olympus mini.... Quite good resolutions. Mine was the 4.0 mega pixel one.... But I'm still eyeing that Nikon CoolPic 8700.... But its 1250 bucks.... Where on earth am I gonna fork out that sum of cash?

Whatever it is, all I know is that I'm going to get a new comp and I can give a refreshing outlook on my blog...... See the updates....

Lynn, ok ok ok... We'll meet up... I'll give ya a call... Still using that same number u gave me a couple of months ago right?



Gotta go... My MGT tut's starting soon..
Chao!

perfectly fine

My econs catastrophy wasn't a catastrophy after all...... My dearest Mr Lai didn't toast me or anything. I was kinda pissed at someone today. Geezzzzzz...... I was just being REALISTIC!!! At least Min understood me....


All that agony of waiting had already disappeared.

Feeling so refresh cuz I've taken a shower just now in school.. Smell of Baby Johnson's shower foam. Too bad there's no vanilla body wash.... Uhm.... My FAV!

Vanilla!
Vanilla!
Vanilla!

Right now I'm all tired from that training during PE.... Gosh! I really miss Rach baby... Mrs Heng advise ya to be an airstewardess.... I mean, she's pretty. N I have to say this, she's FIT! Best 2.4km runner in the class.. The best girl runner actually. I mean, she runs with the guys. And her timing is like 12min or less..... Yes! She's real good!!! (Rach! If ur reading this, I'm doing some promotion abt ya... I know I know, the little boy)


Speaking abt my friends, today in school, there was a major news. Joey, botak's GF, is the winner of CLEO model thingy. IT WAS A BIG NEWS. Mr Lai was also talking abt it during Econs lesson.


Wondering abt what to do this weekend..... Uhm..... GO SHOPPING.... It's more like doing errands.... Going to Arab St to get some materials.... Sometimes I ask myself whether I'm in the right school... I mean, I love ARTs... I'm more of the material kinda... You know, the one who loves to make things on her own... I love going to Arab St... Look at materials to make stuff.... At the moment, I'm kinda the ribbon buff. Nad told me that I'm now the Minah Reben... Ribbons are beautiful ok... The other day I bought a wider black ribbons... It has some floral prints and its unique... I love to make the ribbons as my belt... The other day when I met up with my old BRD friends, I wore this ribbon as my belt for my jeans... It's cool ok... U seldom see Singaporean wearing ribbons with jeans, unless its how you bought it and it has the ribbon on it already. And actually, I have one whole box full of it.. But its meant for my floral collection.... But still, I just love em.....

Joline, don't ya worry.... I'm not going to kill myself. And I'm greatful that u don't want me to die... I know I'm important to you...

My dearest BigGuy,thanks for deligently tagging me all these while... Come on, we all moved on right so there's no need to bring back abt the past... What we had was 'reality, momentarily'. You don't have to feel bad abt it.. Its part of our life.. Something that we can treasure and reflect upon it... There's something to learn from it... Remember things happen for a reason...


I was just feeling low this whole while so that's what made my mind messed up... And yes, I still wanna give you that treat.. I owe you one big one... Thanks for being that friend whom I've known since school. Since seluar dier pendek.... Khekhekhekhe!!! Pls call alright when ur free.... TO MAKE ARRANGEMENTS.....


To all.... SMILE ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!

Nightmare

Last night I had this terrible nightmare abt Darwin... We patched up... And guess what triggered it, this drama EC on Suria...D!!! What the hell am wrong with ya...

Right now I'm pretty upset abt that whole Econs essay that I did till I had my migraines......Argh!!! I'm a WORKAHOLIC!!! Self declared.... Just feel like working & doing my work.... That's all I'm thinking abt....

I mean, imagine this, if I was attached, well I'll be thinking abt that person. I mean when your attached, you have THINGS to think abt. I mean, make you put away your work & take a break...

I'm not saying that I'm desperately need a BF but I'm just stating one of the advantages of being attached... THAT'S ALL.... Trust me, you'll feel better when you're in love....


The other day, I went to fetch my dad at the airport and I am proud to say that I'M GETTING BETTER!!! Yahoooooooooo!!!!!!!!! But on the other hand, I've not been practicing my parking for a long long long long time.....

Hey I think I've gotta stop fer now... My MLAO lesson is going to start soon... Catch ya later..

MUACKZ!

Waiting for the meeting to start...

Right now I'm here in the function room.. With the rest the other MCS girls behind me....

Still waiting for the others.. The yr 2 s and some others...........

This year, well there's no GEMA which means I don't really need to head down to TT.... That other campus which I have no liking to...


I've actually been on MC for the pass 2 days.. I'm sick... It was the GASTRIC.... Haiz....... What to do, I think I've been too a workaholic lately.... Now I know why I lost weight...


Now I'm in the comp lab.. Gosh this place brings back loads of memories about PW...

Ok ppl. I'm having a blistering headache right now... ARGH!!!!!!!!!

BG: I know that ur not home most weekend so when are you free so that I can give you that treat? REMEMBER????????? Pls pls pls call so that we can make the arrangements.

Having a bad tummy....

Honestly, I've not been feeling too good lately.

Firstly it was my bad mood. Then my bad hand & now it's my tummy....

What in the world is happening to me? Am I gonna die?

I mean, basically my whole week had been pretty bad... Real bad....

How's my hand now? Well pretty ok lah right now.. That Wed night, I told my dad to put a bandage on my right arm. Did rub some Tiger Deep Rub before that... Right now it's kinda ok.. As in better.. No more tight feeling....

But on the other hand, there's my bad tummy...... Haiz!!!!!!!!!!

There's like loads of things that I wanted to type today but it seems I've forgotten all abt it....

Today's PE lesson's been pretty bad... And guess what, I did lost some weight.... WOW!!! D losing some weight... And I think that's the reason why I was able to wear that Levi's Super Low Limited Edition Jeans... If I didn't, I won't even think of buying it cuz it'll make me look fatter...

Hahaha!!! msS_D 's so concious abt what she's wearing..... WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING TO ME????? I mean, sick when am I like this? I mean, I'm always the sloppish girl... Tee with Jeans but now, I'm into girl's blouses & ladies cut jeans.... HAHAHAHA!!!!

I mean, last year, I've wouldn't think of buying or even be caught WEARING it...... Oh my gosh!!!

My plans for the weekend, well practically nothing at the moment... Abit UNWELL as you can see... Prob I'll head down to Arab St to get some fabric..... Hey, there's a major wedding coming up end of this year so I've gotta be WELL PREPARED..... As in, getting ideas for my cousin's wedding.....

My ultamatum this year

1) Get over being 21 asap
2) Get rid of that triangle when July 22 comes
3) Get over the fear of driving alone
4) Be able to drive real well before my cousin's wedding comes...... So I can drive my cousins & grand- aunt.........
5) Drive to school


Oh yah, dad's not ard so the car's parked at the lot.. So, what should I do? HIJACK it? Whatever it is, all I have to think abt is picking my dad from the airport next Wed.... I mean, he touch down here in Singapore at 1430 & I finish school at 1345... What should I do?????

Uhmmmmm Drive to school & pick him up straight after school. Don't ya worry, parking here in school is ok.... All of them are simple parking kinda thing. Setakat masuk lot yang straight.... So it's pretty easy..

Other solution is to get home asap & get the car from home & only fetch him from there....


The thing is that I have a fear of driving alone..... That time when I fetched my dad from Thailand, I stopped over at my aunt's place to sent some stuff... So I was there alone at the lot.. I had to reverse and turn the other direction without my mom sitting beside me cuz she went to sent the stuff up to my aunt's place... God!!! It was the scariest reverse I ever did.... Imagine with all the other cars there... What if I did hit one of them.... Nangis tak berlagu.....

Thank god nothing happened.... Lucky me... And it's been a month since I drove my dad's car... Argh!!!!!!!!!! Stress pikir pasal driving.....

Ok now.... I gotta go cuz firstly I wanna finish reading this book by Sophie Kinsella.. Its a good book.... And also, my tummy's in pain again... Not feeling too good....

TODDLES!!!!!!!!!!

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!

Swollen Hands

My hands are swollen..

And I don't know why.... It was already swollen last night when I got up from bed to use the bathroom... You know the tight feeling when you wanna clench your fist. How am I able to type, its not so bad to the extend that I can't write but still, it hurts..

As everyone who'd read my entry, my mood wasn't that great yesterday. I dozed off at 8 or so. Couldn't take the stress anymore that I just slept thru it... I knoe that it won't work for some cases but I think it did...

Or maybe I was just tired that it affected my mind & my thinking. What caused the swell, I don't know... Now I'm typing & it starting to hurt again... And its my right hand...

Does anyone understand the feeling of not wanting to befriend someone becuz you suddenly feel so fed-up with that person? I mean, you were ok when that person wasn't there but when that person is there, u feel weird. That you wanna get away from that person as far as possible. In Malay, you call it JELAK. That sickening feeling....

I'm not being a hypocrite but you suddenly wake up one day and realise that you're just sick of that person? Mcm tak nak that person to even exist.... I know that i'm being mean but its true. Why I befriended that person in the first time, I don't know. Probably we just clicked... As in in the same channel..... I really don't know...

Ok, i think I gotta stop typing. My hand hurts....




Jo: Looks like I can only go out with you most prob in a fortnight. Lots of things are coming up for me. I'll msg u.

Nor: Pls pls pls pls UPDATE!!!!!! And this Fri, yes we are going... And the pics should be on their way already.

BG: I tried calling ur place but it looks like you're not in most of the time....

Lynn: Yes we GOTTA meet up.... SOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!

MUACKZ!!!

Tension

Feel like crying & screaming & trying to get out of this fear....
Fear of FAILING

I'm scared.

REAL SCARED!!!

This whole tension in me is really burning.. I know that it's not a good start to do so... But its the emotions in me...

Maybe there's so much going on with me that I just don't know where to start... This fear of failing is here in me right now... I don't wanna make the same mistakes twice...

It started like this. I was Econs & there seems to be lot going on with econs.. I know I sound weird but that's what I'm feeling. I feel that back then while I was mugging it for the promo's last year, esp for that Keynesian thingy, I suddenly forgot abt it.. I mean, am I suffering for short term memory or something. Even for A/C, i totally forgot what's ratio and all that... What am I suffering from?

Or is it a mental block? Probably this whole tension of the 'A's can't make me relax & see a wider picture... I really don't know how to get out from this mental state...

And I really don't know why I've been writing alot lately... I'm bringing my notebook everywhere I go.. I mean I observe ppl in sch & I write abt their behavior.. God! It makes me feel like I'm writing a thesis on SOCIALOGY or something...

Yah I know that one of my NY resolutions was to be a wise me but IS OBSERVING PEOPLE wise????? Studying abt their behavior doesn't sound wise....

Whatever that is happening to me right now, I hope that I'll get over it soon.. As in SUPER SOON... My test's comming up in March... Argh!!!!!!!! Gotta keep up with my resolutions.....

Initially, I thought of having a chalet at Pasir Ris on my b'day, which coincidently happen to be on Chinese New Year eve but it turns out that it's been fully booked... Blamed it on my dad... Told him abt it like 3 mths ago & he forgot abt it... Whatever it is, I'll update u guys if there's any changes....

Hey I gotta go. Got loads of sch work piling up on my desk. Catch ya all later... Muacks!!!

I'm in a crampy mood

Just finished my GP paper.. Don't talk abt it....

Last Sat, it went ok... Those funny bunch of ppl....

Amazing huh how even after 4 years we've graduated, I realised that some ppl still hold grudges. To not make it obvious, they make up loads of excuses... Crap!

Why are some ppl so full of SHIT! They don't really show their real them... Full of utter BULLSHIT CRAP!!! 100% TRUE BLUE LIAR!!!

Why am I like this? Just so angry at someone... That BIG FAT LIAR!!! God if I ever did met him that Sat at town, damn, I'll kick his balls. I'm just angry! Angry & cheated!

Ok guys, i think I'll stop here.... Feeling like shit right now....

:(

MiSs_D

Miss D's back again.... And today's the 30th of Dec... I know I know... I said the 28th. But that's the day I left LA.... And I arrived home just now at 0230.That was the time I touched down. How's LA? Pretty good I have to say.. Pretty good... We ALMOST went to Tjuana. Its the Mexican border.. There was a MAJOR factory outlet over there....Yes on the border.... We initially wanted to cross over but after all that shopping & the bags, MISSION ABORT! Got the trolley back to CIVIC station... What in the world did I bought over there? 2 Levis jeans & a whole lot of VANS product..... Over there there's loads of stuff that are cheap... There was this sale going on at VANS that if you buy the second pair for 50% off. So Danial grabbed the deal & bought a shoe for his girlfriend... It was abt 16 bucks so if u convert it to SGD, its abt SGD$25. Cheap huh? And yes, that's why I bought the Vans knitwear.. This baby blue pullover.. Really nice... Ok enuf of nice stuff..... I got some other stuff too but I just can't remember what.... How fast time pass by.... The year's coming to an end... Amazing how time passes by before ur very eye.... On board the flight, I did some reflection... Eh! Come on! It was a 20 hr flight.. I almost broke my back alright sitting on that stupid chair... And with some inconsiderate ppl ard. And how much of movie can u watch on board when there's a whole list of abt 50 movies to watch.. U'll get sick of it sometimes.... I was thinking.... Maybe next yr I'll take a break from all this hanky panky stuff... Yah! Yah! I know... These things will come to you unexpectedly. I think I'll be wiser next yr... Nothing too long that when you fall in too deep, you just can't get out nor something too sweet that you'll get sick of it too easily... Just GO WITH THE FLOW..... And yet think WISELY Tomorrow's the last day of the year.. Any plans for me? Well not really... More of JETLAGGING... Gonna sleep. Catch my sleep.... Its one of those things that you'll do when your tired... Imagine 12 hrs different.... My biological clock has gone nuts for sure..... Anyway, on the 1st, gonna catch a movie with some of my friends... How I am gonna stay awake? I don't know... BG: Nice to hear abt u.... Happy for you... Abt that treat? I really don't know.... Honestly I don't... Maybe this weekend or next? What do u think? Just gimme a buzz aight? Ok folks! Catch you soon and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Me at Amy's place

Me at Amy's place.... Talking & talking with her... Oh... yah! My comp crashed!! That's why I'm at Amy's place... Ok... Big Guy I know I'm supposed to treat u but ur 'UNCONTACTABLE' so maybe if ur reading this, maybe I could treat u when I'm back?After the 28th? Sis, abt the pics, i'll give em to ya after I come back? LA... HERE I come!!!!! C ya when I get back!!!

MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!

Lookin & lookin & lookin.....

Dead bored & hungry.... Wat a combi.....

Been diligently doing the bouquets... Ok ok ok ... I think I've got it!!!

THE PICS ARE READY.....

The raya pics that is... Right now I'm wondering how on earth I'm gonna scan em in this blog... My port's full so I can't fixed it in.....

Oh ya, the raya pics... Should have a look at FINUR's face when he took a pic with all of us... That greatful 'look I've got 4 ladies by my side' looks.... Others are also good. Esp Adeep's pic... God he's so cute.... Cubby cheecks with only two front teeth when he smiles... So adorable...

Ok ok ok... I know I'm turning bored now... Gotta fill my bordom by looking for a hotel in Downtown LA online.... If i'm not the one searching for our accomodations, where in LA would we all be staying......

BOINK! BOINK! BOINK!